door of eternal life

[Text of this chapter: He said, in my incomplete heart, you are everything.In the days when the golden wind and jade dew meet, happiness, stability and practicality. 】

Qing and Kuo embarked on a journey to Europe.

Together, they traveled to most countries in the European continent, and then came to Switzerland, which Qing had always longed for.They stayed here for many days, and after traveling all over Switzerland, they simply settled down by the shore of Lake Lucerne.Sometimes they walk around the streets and alleys, and when they are tired, they sit down and rest in the cafe facing the street. More often, they walk side by side by the lake, watching groups of swans swimming gracefully in the lake, and sometimes they buy Serve a few euros of bread, sit by the lake and watch the swans surround them, feed them happily, or go all the way to Princess Sissi's castle, look at the white castle with layers of spires, sit On the lush green lawn, you can recall the beautiful love between Princess Sissi and Franz in the movie.

The sun is warm, the mountains are secluded and the forests are lush, the grass is luxuriant, the lake is clear, and the breeze brushes their faces, peaceful and serene.Qing lay on the grass, looked at the flock of white pigeons flying freely in the blue sky, and said softly: "Kuo, this scene seems to be in a fairyland. We, even in fairy tales, are nothing more than this."

"Yeah." Kuo also lay down gently, turned sideways, brushed his fingers over the green lips, lowered his head and kissed them, and then said, "With you, every day is a fairy tale."

Sometimes they will go deeper and farther, holding hands during the journey of their lives, "Walk to the poor water, sit and watch the clouds rise."

One day, they took a rest in a coffee house by the lake and met a young man named Chi Hengzhan.

At the beginning, Qing and Kuo were just joking and didn't notice him. It was only because he kept looking at them that he caught their attention. After asking, they realized that they were all Chinese. In this foreign country, The intimacy immediately filled the air between them, so they invited to sit, introduced each other, and then chatted.

Chi Hengzhan looked at Kuo's meticulous care of Qing, the gentle and considerate eyes when Kuo looked at Qing, and Qing happily enjoyed everything Kuo did for him, and looked at the rings on their ring fingers, the elegant and restrained clothes on their bodies , although it is not a couple's outfit, there are obvious elements of a couple's outfit in the color, and I already understand a thing or two in my heart.When Qing went to the bathroom, he tentatively asked Kuo: "Are you two lovers?"

Kuo laughed and said, "Why, did you see it?" The pride and arrogance in his tone were full.

Chi Hengzhan also said with a smile: "Seeing how you take care of Yun Ziqing meticulously, the gentle tone when you speak, and the most important thing is the way you look at Yun Ziqing, it's hard for others not to see it!"

With a happy face, he nodded and laughed.

"Have you known each other for a long time?" Chi Hengzhan was curious.

"We have known each other since childhood, standard childhood sweethearts." Kuo took a sip of coffee.

"The love of childhood sweethearts has come so far, I admire you so much." Chi Hengzhan couldn't help but admire.

"The love of my childhood sweetheart can only be said to be my one-sided. I have liked Qing since I was a child. From then on, no matter how beautiful or outstanding people are, they are just floating clouds. But at the beginning, Qing really just regarded me as a friend of childhood sweetheart. , I don’t know if he is an insider, but when I found out that he was an insider, I also found that he was deeply hurt and it was difficult to accept me. At that time, it was really painful and I couldn’t sleep all night, and When friends are together, they drink bottles of wine, and when they are alone, they smoke packs of cigarettes. No one can say anything, and they dare not say it, mainly because they are afraid of bad influence on Qing. Later, I I think, no matter what the result is, I will stay by his side for the rest of my life, even if he is married or with someone else, I will also stay by his side as the best friend.” Kuo always wants to share with others He has the joy of youth, and he met Chi Hengzhan by chance abroad, and he can see that Chi Hengzhan is also an insider, which makes him suddenly want to express the feelings buried in his heart for many years, and these words are all When you are in China, you cannot tell other friends.

Sometimes strangers are more able to hear the voices deep in other people's hearts that are not known to relatives and friends. Because they are unfamiliar, because they just pass by in the sea of ​​people, they have no worries.

"Very hard to chase?" Chi Hengzhan couldn't help asking after hearing what Kuo said was so difficult.

"Yes, it has been used for many years, or it can be said that it has been used for the whole life so far. The process is also very difficult and tortuous. It is hard to describe in words! Qing is a very dedicated person. Once it is engraved in his heart, it is impossible to do it again. Erase, under such circumstances, it is really a protracted battle for him to accept another person." Kuo's expression became a little heavy, and then he smiled and said, "However, I am quite content, although now I It’s not all in his heart, but the weight is definitely very heavy. He is willing to be with me in the future and let me stay by his side for the rest of his life. I am already too happy! There is nothing else to ask for!”

"Do you believe in eternal love?" After hearing Kuo's words, Chi Hengzhan asked thoughtfully.

Kuo leaned back, stretched his arms on the back of the chair, and his expression became serious again: "I believe. I don't know about others, but I believe in my own feelings. It has been more than 30 years, and during these 30 years, Qing and I have also had In the two places, when I didn’t contact each other for a long time, I often traveled all over the world, and I saw all kinds of handsome men and beautiful women, but I never fell in love with them, I never touched them, I only had Qing in my heart, No one can compare to him, and no one can replace him. Qing once had a car accident and suffered a serious illness. At that time, I experienced a fear that I had never had in my life. I was afraid that I would lose him. I dare not even think about it. , If Qing is gone, how will I live, I even thought that if Qing can’t pass that test, I will go with Qing. For Qing, I can give my whole life, everything I have, including my life.”

Back at the hotel, all night, Kuo felt very awkward in his heart, as if telling others about the two of them behind Qing's back, especially about Qing, was betraying Qing, but he was not sure Qing knew about it. Will he be angry or will it remind him of those sad past events? He is not afraid that Qing will get angry at him. If Qing gets angry, it means that Qing has vented his anger and will not keep it in his heart. Not to mention, he was worried that this would cause damage to Qing's health.He just sat on the sofa and tangled up and down for a long time.

Qing could see it clearly, and felt amused at the way he was hesitant to speak, so she asked him, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

Kuo was taken aback by Qing's sudden question, and felt that it was wisest to confess as soon as possible, so he immediately raised his right hand and said, "Master, I have something I haven't told you yet, but I don't want to keep it from you."

"Yeah." Qing leaned against the table, put his hands on the table, and looked at him.

"That's right... Didn't you meet that Chi Hengzhan today? He asked me what was my relationship with you, so I told him."

"Let's just say it, what's the matter." Qing continued, looking at Kuo's expression, he asked again, "What else did you say?"

"It's nothing else, the main thing is that there are a few sentences related to you." Kuo scratched his head.

"Then talk about it." Qing knew what Kuo was worried about, and then said, "Ko, I won't be angry with you."

"I told him...you are a very dedicated person. Once a person is engraved in your heart, it is impossible to erase it. Since you have been hurt deeply before, it was difficult to accept me at first. , It was a very long and tortuous process for me to catch up with you in the end. Now, although I am not all in your heart, I am content to stay by your side for the rest of my life." Kuo said, watching carefully Green expression.

"that's it?"

"Well, that's all about you."

Qing looked at Kuo without saying a word.He knew that there was always a small knot in Kuo's heart, although it would not affect their relationship in the slightest, but he didn't want this knot to stay in Kuo's heart, for him and Kuo, it was like a piece of warm and white sheep There is a slight flaw on the fat jade, and only he can untie this knot, but he has never had a suitable and natural opportunity to start to untie it.Now, it's time.

Looking at the silent Qing, Kuo felt even more uneasy, and he even regretted saying these words.

Qing approached Kuo, sat on Kuo's lap, hugged Kuo's neck, and said to Kuo's lips: "Ko, you are right, you are not everything in my once complete heart, but I hurt you That part of my heart has been lost. My heart is not complete now, but you are all in this incomplete heart. Do you mind the incompleteness?"

Kuo has already been itched by Qing's lips. For him who has always been satisfied as long as he can stay by Qing's side, when Qing said that he loves him, he has nothing to ask for, and he doesn't care about anything. , even if Qing still has Yu's shadow in his heart, so what!But just now he discovered that Qing's words could stir his whole body and make his blood rush. He tightly locked Qing in his arms, and said intermittently while kissing hurriedly: "My Si Kongkuo ...How can He De be able to get...your heart..."

In the morning, Qing looked in the mirror and looked at the deep hickey marks on his neck. He turned and walked to Kuo's side, pushed Kuo down on the bed, pulled Kuo's clothes, lowered his head and bit Kuo's shoulders hard. With one bite, he screamed loudly, with a look of grievance and bewilderment.Qing stood up, pointed to the hickey on her neck, and said with a smile, "We're even."

Kuo looked at Qing, charming, mischievous and alluring, he jumped up from the bed, pulled Qing into his arms, and fell on the bed...

After returning from Europe, Qing Hekuo's life has entered a normal track.

Qing still continues his writing, writing his stories, Kuo is always the first reader, and sometimes they will sit in the garden and cuddle each other, not saying or doing anything, quietly listening to the wind and rain, watching Yun Guanxing, sometimes watch movies together, any movie that Qing wants to watch, even if it is out of print 80 or [-] years ago, Kuo will do everything possible to find it, and they will go to the bookstore together, they still choose their own, It's like going back to my childhood.But Kuo absolutely does not allow Qing to stay up all night. Qing feels that being under Kuo's control is a very happy thing, so he is willing to listen to Kuo, and readily agrees and strictly implements it.Kuo handed over to Ye Rong or others all the business that required business trips to other places. He didn't want to leave the most important Qing's side because of these unimportant things. He wanted to be by Qing's side every day. Every day, I personally make a pot of green tea for Qing, bring it to Qing, prepare meals for Qing every day, eat with Qing, and sleep with Qing every day, watching Qing fall asleep peacefully ... He wanted to make up for all the time he and Qing had missed and separated for so many years.

Bin has become a frequent visitor to their home, and often brings his son Xiao Qingyun with him.

When Kuo first heard Xiao Qingyun's name, he stared at Bin and said, "This name, although you used my Jiaqing's name without my consent, I have no objection, but you have to promise me, you The name of the second child must be Kong Kuo."

Bin really thought about it seriously, and while thinking about the name, he said thoughtfully: "Cheng Kongkuo...Cheng Qingyun, Cheng Kongkuo, um, okay, I agree! But if it's a girl..."

Qing smiled and continued: "A girl has to be called this name!" Qing now sings with Kuo on any occasion, he just wants to pamper Kuo, he likes to see Kuo laughing because of his pampering, and he also I have to race against time to make up for what I owed Kuo Kuo for so many years.He seems to be building a happy hut that belongs to him day and night. Others use small bricks, but he uses big stones. Others build ten blocks a minute, while he builds 1 The base is 1 yuan per minute, even if you are sweating profusely, you don't feel tired at all, but are hearty and happy.

Kuo hugged Qing and gave him a resounding kiss on the face, looked at Bin proudly and said, "Yes! Bin, your grandchildren are called Yun, Kong, and Qing. , what kind...Qing, let us become legends in the Cheng family like this, and be passed down from generation to generation, hahaha..."

Bin couldn't laugh or cry, seeing Qing's happy appearance, but in his heart he was extremely emotional, and couldn't help but be moved.It is also a happy thing for him to see Qing happy now.

Of course Bin is still the chef. When he was cooking, Qing would play with Xiao Qingyun and tell stories to Xiao Qingyun, while Kuo would learn how to cook from Bin. Chubby.On the condition that he taught Kuo cooking skills, Bin forced Kuo to agree to work with Qing as a model for him, especially a fashion model. He had been thinking about this idea for a long time. Mirror, definitely add color.Kuo bit the bullet and agreed for his "Project of Raising Youth", but he still has one request, that is, not to let Qing be tired.

Bin smiled and said, "Don't worry, even if you are willing, I still feel bad!"

Kuo Meimei said: "You will completely die of this heart in this life. In the next life, the next life, the next life... Don't expect too much in this life, Qing will always be mine!"

Qing and Kuo would go back to their home in Jinse Garden every week to eat and chat with their parents. Ziyi and Zilan’s families would often go back as well. You will also meet the Yu family.

Qing no longer feels any discomfort, he will smile calmly and say hello to Yu and the others naturally, this is what he once promised Yu, he will do it, not to mention these things are not for him now. In other words, there is no difficulty at all, it is very common.And no matter how many people are in the family or who they are, sitting on the sofa, Kuo always habitually stretches out his long and powerful arms to hug Qing, showing their love without any scruples, even on a whim. Qing quickly dropped a light kiss on the cheek, Qing never evaded or evaded, and accepted everything Kuo did with a smile, he said that he would love Kuo in a fair and honest manner.Everyone can also see that if possible, Kuo would like to turn Qing into a small person, and then sew a pocket on his chest, and put Qing in it every day, no matter whether a day is 24 hours, 48 ​​hours, or 72 hours .As for Kuo being able to endure such a small show of affection without any other more embarrassing actions, they all felt that it was not easy for Kuo to stand up, so they had become accustomed to everything in front of them and did not take it seriously.

But Yu would always find a reason to walk away, or turn around and go to the balcony to smoke a cigarette.Qing would also quickly glance at Yu's back while chatting and laughing, and then rest her head on Kuo's shoulder, and Kuo would hold him tightly in her arms again, never letting go.

Three years have passed without knowing it.These were the happiest three years in Qing Hekuo's life, and also the three years in which Qing felt the most stable and stable.In the past three years, there was no longer that shadowy uneasiness entangled in Qing's heart.In the past three years, every season has been a warm spring, every month is full of mountain flowers, and every day is sunny.

It is exactly the sentence: once the golden wind and the jade dew meet, they will win the countless people in the world.