door of eternal life

[The text of this chapter: I don't want to see it, but it comes out of nowhere, I don't want to hear it, but it keeps falling into my ears. Two pairs of eyes of different colors see different worlds. 】

On the fifth day after the operation, Qing's spirit was much better, and the pain from the surgical incision was not so strong. In the past two days, she was able to get out of bed and walk a little, and she could also eat a little liquid food, and her condition has improved significantly.Both Kuo and Ziyi were catching up on sleep, and Zilan supported him from one end to the other in the ward, back and forth.

Qing walked over from the sofa, just took one look at him, walked over, and looked at him again, he lost a lot of weight, he hasn't shaved his beard for two days, he slept really soundly, it was really hard for him during this time He has recovered very well in two days, and no one needs to be guarded all night. When he wakes up, let him go back to rest for two days before coming back, but Kuo may not be willing, so let him go home and sleep well. sleep, and then come again.

Zilan supported Qing, seeing that Qing always looked at Kuo, she couldn't help but also looked at Kuo, thinking about Qing's feelings for Kuo, and now she was sure that Qing's feelings for Kuo were unusual, but she didn't know how much Qing still had nostalgia for Yu now Yu was like the shackles locked on Qing's ankles, and it wasn't Yu who could actually unlock the shackles...Suddenly she felt that Qing was standing still, and her body was still a little stiff. She raised her head, looked at Qing, and then Following Qing's line of sight, it was Yu, not only Yu, but also Shan Min and their children!Zilan's heart immediately became angry, and the eyes that looked at Yu became very serious.

Qing's parents had already welcomed Yu and the others in, saying hello.Zilan felt that Qing was trembling, she gritted her teeth with hatred, and hurriedly helped Qing go back to the bed and lie down. After covering Qing with the quilt, she turned around and looked at Yu, who greeted her with a smile as if nothing had happened. Min carried the child to Yu's side, stood side by side at the end of Qing's bed, smiled and said to Qing, "Qing, we meet again."

Qing smiled weakly, his eyes quickly swept across Yu's face, seeing that Yu was also smiling, naturally, he felt a sense of desolation in his heart.

Shan Min called her daughter over and said, "Ninny, she is called little uncle. She has never been called before."

The little girl called timidly: "Hello, little uncle."

Qing looked at her, smiled softly, and nodded.

Kuo Ben was in a light sleep. Although everyone was talking quietly, he was still woken up. When he opened his eyes and saw the people in the room, he immediately understood the situation, got up quickly, turned around and went to the bathroom to pour a pot of boiling water , pulled off the towel, walked a few steps to Qing's side, and said, "Qing, I'll apply hot water to your face."

Zilan applauded Kuo in her heart: "Kuo, well done!" She glanced at Yu, who happened to glance at her too, and Yu's eyes were a little embarrassed.

Under the hot towel, Qing's tears kept flowing, and her lips trembled slightly.Kuo pretended not to notice, but kept ironing and changing the towel frequently, and with a little more strength in his hands, he pressed the towel on Qing's face, and said from time to time: "Apply it for a while, it's very easy." Relief from fatigue.” Either: “Is the towel hot? Just get used to it.” “Is the towel cold? Do you want to change the water?” Or: “Sleep for a while if you want to sleep, don’t hold on. The doctor said Now, if you can sleep now, try to sleep as much as possible."...Actually, at this moment, how much he wanted to hold Qing tightly in his arms and kiss his trembling lips tightly.

Until Yu and the others left, Kuo kept covering Qing's face, and Qing didn't look at Yu and them again, or say a word to them, he kept his eyes closed for a long time.

Zilan heard Shan Min's words clearly.What do you mean meet again?Have seen it before?Judging by Qing's expression, the previous meeting was definitely not a pleasant memory, Yu, how long are you going to hurt Qing?You overdraw your patience and tolerance, you don't cherish when you have it, but when you lose it, I want to see your expression.Thinking of Kuo's response just now, although it seems natural to others, but she can see that Kuo is protecting Qing, does Kuo know something?Qing should not say anything, so how did Kuo know?Or did you feel something?For Qing's emotional changes, others may not easily feel it, but for Kuo, he will be aware of the slightest change, after all, he loves Qing too much and knows Qing too well.Like the last time when Qing was in a car accident, if Kuo hadn't sensed that Qing's emotions were wrong in advance, why would he follow him so uneasy?In fact, if it wasn't for Kuo, she would never see Qing again.Qing, my sister really doesn't want you to miss such a good man who loves you so much...

In the next few days, from Kuo's point of view, Qing's performance was very calm, as if there was no such person as Yu.When Kuo saw Yu that day, he wanted to punch him, for Qing's sake, but for Qing's sake, he couldn't hit, seeing Qing's appearance made him feel pain.

On the eighth day, Qing was discharged from the hospital. The doctor said that the operation was a success and Qing's wound healed well. The next step is to take care of her body. There is no need to stay in the hospital anymore, and regular checkups are enough.Qing was taken back to Jinse Garden directly, Qing didn't say anything, he didn't want to worry everyone anymore.

After returning to Jinse Garden, Qing drove Ziyi and Zilan back to work, while Kuo and Bin both worked in this city and it was very convenient, so they visited every day, and sometimes accompanied Qing to walk around the community ,say something.A few days later, Yu came, and Kuo was accompanying Qing in the room, telling jokes to Qing, and when he saw Yu coming, he said you can talk, I will go out to play chess with uncle, then walked out of the room and closed the door.

Yu smiled and sat down, Qing looked at him and said nothing.

Yu hesitated for a moment before saying in a low voice: "Last time in the hospital, it was Shan Min who repeatedly asked to visit you. I didn't want her to go. I told her that you had just finished the operation and you didn't have the energy to talk to others. In the future Let’s talk about it after I’m discharged from the hospital, but she disagrees, saying that when I visit a patient, I have to take advantage of it while I’m in the hospital, and what’s going on after I’m out of the hospital. In addition to that birthday incident, I’m afraid that she might be suspicious, so as a last resort, I just... "

Qing looked at Yu quietly, and after hearing what Yu had said, she nodded her head and said "yes", and said nothing, he was waiting, waiting for Yu to speak.

Yu grabbed Qing's hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, then kissed it again, and finally stuck to his lips without letting go, lowered his head, and said after a while: "Qing, can you have sex with Shan Min?" Friends?" He felt Qing's hand tighten, and looked up at Qing, the worry in his eyes was self-evident.

Qing still looked at him and said nothing.

Yu lowered his head again, kissed the back of Qing's hand and said: "I don't ask you to be good friends, just say hello and hello naturally when you meet, don't be like last time .” His lips rested on the back of Qing’s hand, and he didn’t lift his head after speaking.

The corner of Qing's mouth twitched slightly, looking at Yu in front of him, he felt that he was full of words but he couldn't utter a single word.

"Can you do it?" Yu raised his head without hearing Qing's answer.

Qing was silent, he was just thinking, Yu, you are too cruel.

"After the incident on my birthday last time, Shan Min actually became suspicious and asked me several times."

Qing looked up at him and said in her heart, are you still blaming me?

"When you were hospitalized in a car accident last time, I sent you a text message, did you receive it?"

Qing shook his head, he later flipped through the phone, and there was no information about Yu in it, but there were other people's before and after events.

"Oh, then maybe your phone was damaged by water, and you didn't receive the message."

Thinking of Kuo, Qing felt suspicious and asked, "What content did you post?"

"It's nothing. Just throw it away." Yu paused, and then said, "I told you just now, can you agree?"

Qing tightly closed her lips, agreed?How can I agree?Make me smile like a clown in front of you and her?

"Qing, isn't it enough that I love you?" Yu stared into Qing's eyes tightly.

The corner of Qing's mouth twitched again, hehe, Yu, do you think I'm so greedy?

"This society is like this, we can't change anything." Yu was frustrated.

His blue-black eyes looked quietly at Yu's slightly brown eyes. He never believed that two people who love each other would not be able to stay together for a lifetime due to various mundane things. He always believed that as long as two people work together, they will surely There is a way to stay together, no matter what kind of society it is.From ancient times to the present, homosexual lovers are not just the two of them, and not all homosexuals end up breaking up. He believes that even in the Song, Yuan, Ming and Qing Dynasties, where feudal ethics were strict, there would be many like him. There are people who stick to themselves, ignore the world, and love bravely. Even in modern society, there are such people. Isn’t Kuo a good proof?

Yes, we cannot change the whole society, but we can control our own destiny and arrange our own life.For so many years, Yu, we still insist on our own ideas on this point, and no one has convinced the other, which is really sad.Yu, you want a formal home too much, but I can't blame you, your wish is not too much, it can be said to be very ordinary... What kind of evil fate is this.

Yu put her lips on the back of Qing's hand again, and said in a low voice, "Qing, please."

Qing's tears came out. Yu had never talked to him in such a downcast attitude and pleading tone. Today, for the sake of that so-called family, in order to prevent Shan Min from being suspicious, he actually acted so easily. out.His tears were mournful, stricken by such lightness and ease.He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Okay, I promise you."

Yu raised his head in surprise, saw the tears sliding down Qing's cheeks, and hurriedly wiped them away with his hands, but then hesitated and said: "Then...when you get better, can we have a meal together? Let me explain what happened on my last birthday, you can say that you received a call suddenly, the situation was urgent, or you made up some other excuse, as long as you think it’s appropriate and you can handle it..."

Qing's tears stopped flowing, he lowered his eyes, and listened to Yu without saying a word, he wanted to say "Enough, Yu, enough, I don't want to listen, I don't want to go", but he still didn't say a word Export, but what he can't do, he is even more unwilling to promise, so he keeps silent.

Yu was looking at him eagerly again, tightly grasping his hand, and shaking it vigorously.

Dong, dong, dong knocked softly on the door, and Yu hurriedly let go of Qing's hand.Qing suddenly remembered that night when he was young, the first night between him and Yu, when Yu's hand was not let go, how did they ever think of today.

Sad from the heart.

If life is just like first sight, why is Qiu Feng sadly painting a fan.

Kuo pushed open the door, and said with a smile, "It's time to eat." He saw Yu smiling at him as if nothing had happened, but Qing's expression was gloomy, with unconcealable sadness gurgling out.

Seeing Kuo walking in with a plate in his hand, which contained a bowl of rice and two plates of stir-fried vegetables, Yu immediately stood up, wanting to take the plate from Kuo's hand, Kuo avoided it and said, "You should go eat too. , Uncles and aunts are waiting, I will wait until the greens are finished eating."

Yu said briskly, "Okay, I'm going to eat."

Qing looked at Yu's back and lowered her eyes.

Kuo put the small dining table on the bed, put the plate on it, glanced at Qing's expression, and whispered: "Qing, let's eat."

Qing shook her head, her voice was very weak: "I don't want to eat."

Kuo put the vegetables into the bowl and said to Qing: "Is it too annoying to see me every day during this time, and I have lost my appetite? Then, after you finish this meal, I will I promise I won't show up again, I won't bother you, okay?" When Kuo said this, although he was half joking, his heart hurt, as if he was stabbing his own heart with a knife.

After listening to Kuo's half-joking words, Qing raised his head quickly, his expression became serious, stared at him, and then raised his voice with all his strength and said, "Don't talk nonsense! Are you trying to anger me?" He felt that Anyone can tell him that, as long as he is rich.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I said something wrong. Young master, then don't be self-willed, eat well, take care of your body, take care of your body, you can do whatever you want, even if you beat me to calm down." Kuo laughed quickly, but he knew just how much he was afraid that Qing would say: "Okay." In that case, he might not be able to regain his energy for a month to come to Qing again.

Qing glanced at the chopsticks and said, "Go get me a spoon, it's inconvenient to use chopsticks now."

"Blame me, blame me, I was negligent, I'll go right away." Kuo said, turned around and left.

Qing watched him being swept out like the wind, and then rolled in again like the wind, holding a spoon in his hand, couldn't help laughing and said: "It's just such a big room, just a few steps away, how do you want to run. "

Kuo laughed: "The young master said, you have to use a spoon to eat, so what if you are slow!"

Only then did Qing regain his appetite, and after Kuo's repeated persuasion, he finished the whole bowl of rice.After Qing finished his meal, Kuo did not give Yu any chance to be alone with Qing. He knew that Yu must have said something that made Qing sad. On this point, he had zero tolerance for Yu. If Yu could let Qing If he is happy, he can retreat indefinitely, otherwise, he can't sit idly by.