door of eternal life

[The text of this chapter: Shall we date and see?This love is just like the faint green hills that can't be covered, and the endless green water. 】

Kuo stared at the phone screen, his chest heaved up and down rapidly, his eyes were a little dark, he shook his head, rubbed his eyes, and stared at the phone again.

It was Qing's reply.

He seemed to see Qing smiling and saying, "Shall we date each other?"

He didn't have time to reply, he rushed out of the door quickly, started the car quickly, and rushed towards Qing's place at a fast speed.

want!of course yes!This is Qing, who never took the initiative, so clearly proposed to associate with him!He has lived for nearly 30 years, what else is more wanted and more important than this!

When Qing opened the door with a smile, she took a big step in and hugged Qing tightly in her arms, unable to let go of it for a long time.

"Do you know why I returned to City D?" Kuo looked into Qing's eyes.

Qing Yang raised his eyebrows and looked at Kuo inquiringly.

"Because you are here." Kuo was a little breathless because of being too excited, but his voice was gentle and deep.

When her broad lips covered Qing's lips, Qing felt very strange, even very unaccustomed, he had only kissed Yu before, and he was only familiar with Yu's taste.And when kissing with Yu, he would be immersed in it, but with He Kuo, at this moment, he would be distracted.

Coming out of Qing's apartment at night, every blood vessel and every cell in his body was filled with ecstasy, and he was at a loss as to what to do. He was about to be drowned by this ecstasy, and he wanted to find a place to vent and catch his breath.

The only feeling in his life for nearly 30 years finally got a response.

From elementary school to junior high school to high school, he only knew that he liked to be with Qing, but he didn't understand it at that time, thinking that it was just a friendship between classmates and friends, and that Qing had stomach problems, so he should take care of him and follow him.Later, he realized that Qing was special in his heart, but he still didn’t know that it was love, he just thought it was pure liking, because Qing was different, calm, intelligent, pure and noble, and he didn’t have the youthfulness of his peers. Frivolous, arrogant.

Until I went to college.At the beginning, when he rejected the girls who expressed his love to him, he just thought it was because he didn't have feelings for them, not his goddess of fate, and then he found himself always thinking of Qing hopelessly, imagining that Qing was there Said to him: "Kao, I like you." Then, those people were instantly compared by Qing.

It turned out that he didn't like women, but he didn't like other men either, he only liked Qing.This love has nothing to do with gender, just because it is green.It turned out that he only wanted to be with Qing in this life.

However, he didn't dare to face Qing anymore, he felt that his feelings could not be expressed to Qing.He also thought of the song "Red Bean Song" that Qing sang on the night before he left City D for college, recalled Qing's momentary trance expression, and now he could feel the sorrowful and deep feelings in that song. I also noticed the slight sadness, sadness and helplessness in Qing's mood at that time, but at that time, who was Qing singing for?Who is lovesick and who is worried about?As far as he knew, Qing at that time was not familiar with anyone except a few of them. Even among them, Qing didn't show that he was special to anyone, and he was just more familiar with him, but Not really special.It was the first time he saw Qing's emotions that night, Qing had always kept his thoughts secret, could it be that Qing fell in love with someone before he knew it?If Qing already wanted to belong to him at that time, then he would not have dared to confess anything to Qing.During college, his father changed his job from the army, transferred his job to City E, and moved his family to City E. He never had the courage to go back to City D. Only when he really wanted to be young would he summon up the courage to fight Give me a call and ask how is your stomach trouble?Pay more attention to yourself, don't always stay up late.some type of.He never mentioned why he didn't go back to City D, and Qing never asked him.

Just like the green hills that can't be hidden, the green water that flows continuously.

In his senior year, he realized that he could no longer avoid his feelings for Qing. For several years, he couldn't help missing Qing and wanted to see Qing.After thinking for a long time, he finally made up his mind. No matter what Qing thinks, no matter whether Qing is a member of the circle or not, he must fight for it.He will only and can only stay by Qing's side in this life, even if Qing will marry and have children.Regardless of his teacher's persuasion, his parents' opposition, and no longer thinking about studying in Europe, he resolutely returned to City D. He wanted to take root in City D, as long as Qing was still here.

But he also found that not every time he asked Qing out for dinner, Qing would agree, probably twice out of ten times, which made him nervous for a while before opening his mouth, fearing that Qing would refuse.

He could feel that there was something very important in Qing's heart, which was buried very deeply.Afterwards, the green came out less often, and each time his face was very pale and haggard.But Qing never mentioned his feelings, only occasionally said a few words on his topic, and sometimes lost his mind.So he re-read all Qing's published works collected over the years, trying to figure out Qing's feelings hidden behind the works over and over again.Hard work pays off, he gradually discovered that Qing is dedicated and loyal to feelings, hopes to be romantic and perfect, will devote and give wholeheartedly, will trust and tolerate without reservation, it is not easy for Qing to fall in love with someone, How happy the person who is in love with Qing must be, he must laugh out loud even in his dreams.Is there any chance that person could be me?

Similarly, if Qing is hurt, it must be a deep pain, and it will burn a lifetime of scars in Qing's heart, which will never be healed.

And the ring that was once worn on Qing's ring finger...

And Qing's sickness and hospitalization...

And that time when Qing was in a daze in the car late at night, crying in pain in his arms...

He didn't know who it was that was willing to let Qing feel even a little bit of sadness and pain. That was such a precious Qing that others couldn't dream of. Didn't that person know? !

However, everything has passed, and now Qing's hand is holding his hand.

He wanted to get drunk, drink in a big bowl, and eat a large piece of meat. "Suddenly pass the sword to collect Jibei, and I burst into tears when I heard it for the first time; but seeing what my wife is worried about, I am so overjoyed!" !Ha ha!good poem!

With just one phone call, he dragged Ye Rong from the bed to the bar.Pulling Ye Rong, without explaining anything, drank one glass after another, bottle after bottle, and told Ye Rong when he was still conscious: "No matter how drunk I am, I must never call Qing here. Absolutely not! Did you hear me! You are my brother, you can’t watch me make a fool of myself in front of Qing!”

Ye Rong looked at Kuo who was beaming with joy, and sighed heavily in his heart, even the hero was sad.

As expected, Kuo got very drunk, and finally fell asleep lying on the sofa in the bar. Fortunately, this was an all-night bar, so Ye Rong stayed with him the whole night.In the early morning, when the bar was about to close, Ye Rong woke up Kuo.

As soon as Kuo opened his eyes, he saw Ye Rong's first sentence and asked, "You didn't call Qing, did you? Qing didn't know?"

Ye Rong couldn't laugh or cry, and said: "No! You don't have to worry about it. I've never seen you who value sex more than friends. You drink like mud. I stayed with you all night, and you didn't ask me if I was sleepy. Whether you are tired or hungry, first ask Qing Zhi if he knows. Are you so afraid that Qing will know?"

Kuo laughed and put his arms around Ye Rong's shoulder: "Brother, you can say that we are good brothers, so don't be polite! Let's go, I'll treat you to breakfast!"

In fact, when he was drunk that day, he remembered what he said in Qing's ear at the door of the bar.He thought at the time, no matter whether Qing would accept him or not, he would tell Qing this sentence, it was his heart, and he wanted Qing to see it.

Kuo and Qing officially started dating.But Qing didn't want him to talk about their relationship with anyone, even people in the circle.Kuo doesn't mind either.On his birthday, when Qing stood in front of his friends with him, although he wanted to introduce it proudly: "This is Qing, my wife!" It's that simple to take care of your partner for the rest of your life, nothing else matters.Since it's something Ao doesn't like, of course she doesn't do it.Even if Qing wanted his life, he was absolutely unambiguous, his life was originally Qing's.Only Ye Rong could see a clue about their relationship.

They usually meet two to three times a week.Kuo doesn't arrange his schedule tightly. He knows that Qing has a lazy personality. If he asks him to go out for dinner every day, Qing will be impatient. Moreover, Qing often stays up late to write, and his stomach problems always recur, so he needs more rest.Every time the date comes, Kuo will drive to pick up Qing and go to the reserved teahouse or coffee shop. They usually eat at a few fixed restaurants. In the scenic area, they are all high-end restaurants with relatively few customers, which is in line with Qing's temperament.Mr. Kuo said that Qingtai lacked exercise, so after meals, they would go for a walk in the lake park, and sometimes they would bring camping equipment and set up a tent in the reservoir area far from the urban area, lying in it, breathing fresh Listen to the chirping of birds and insects, close your eyes and rest your mind.Kuo felt that since he returned to D City again, he had never been so comfortable.

For people in happiness, time flies like lightning, but for people in pain, it is slow and slow, until the white hair turns white.Like a fish drinking water, it knows whether it is warm or cold.

Kuo and Qing have been in contact for a year.

When Kuo and Qing were eating in the western restaurant, Kuo's phone rang, and Ye Rong called.

"...Are you free...Oh, is that right, Mr. Han is going too? Who else?...Well, that's all right...Qing? Okay, I'll let him know....Haha, don't worry, I will definitely go... ...Okay, see you the day after tomorrow." Kuo hung up the phone.

Qing raised her eyebrows and looked at him.

"Just now, Ye Rong said that our class teacher Mr. Han might also go to the high school reunion the day after tomorrow. Several female students are asking you if you can go. It seems that many people are thinking about you! Are you going?" He asked with a wide smile.

Qing thought, you seem to have agreed for me just now.He turned his head, with a stubborn expression on his face, squinting and squinting: "No! You have to go by yourself."

Kuo smiled for a while: "Okay, my young master, let me tell you, please take a leave." He knew that Qing didn't like this kind of gathering, not to mention that among his classmates in high school, apart from Ye Rong, Cao Yilin and him, Qing There are not many people who are very familiar with each other, Qing is not good at talking, and there is nothing to say when they meet each other. Suffering in that kind of scene is like being tortured.

"Hmm... I just want to meet Teacher Han." Qing Ruo was thoughtful. Teacher Han paid special attention to and cared for him back then, but on occasions like gatherings...

"Ms. Han didn't make a decision. She just said that she would go if she was free. She usually takes her grandson with her. If you don't want to go, don't go. It's okay, I'll keep you in the way." Kuo knows Qing's character too well.

Qing looked at Kuo, blinked and nodded.Kuo seemed to be the Optimus Prime who stood in front of him all the time, and would support him when the sky fell. As for how Kuo would help him find excuses, he didn't bother.

After dinner, Kuo drove with Qing to the Reservoir Scenic Area. He took Qing's hand and walked on the grass by the water. The wind was light and insects were singing all around, the mountains were empty and the forest was quiet, the stars were shining, the moon was like water, and the lake was flat and wide. Like a mirror.Heaven and earth, this person and this scene, this evening and what evening, having to be in the same boat with the prince, makes people feel unreal, and moves my heart, he suddenly hugged Qing, kissed for a long time, Qing almost suffocated up.Borrowing the light of the moonlight, Qing saw that Kuo's eyes were bright, concealing an indescribable enthusiasm.

Qing acted like a baby to him during dinner today, probably the young master himself didn't realize it.Think broadly.

Qing's coquettish appearance made him want to throw Qing down, kiss her hard and embed it into his body.

Broad-boned is also a romantic person.He often hugs Qing suddenly when there is no one around, and kisses deeply, sometimes even under street lights, in the middle of a park, in the middle of a bridge, where there are passing car lights or shadows moving in the distance, he often kisses Qing deeply. I was very nervous, afraid of being bumped into.

After the kiss just now, Kuo hugged Qing Kuo in his arms and said in Qing's ear, "I want you to leave memories of being with me everywhere." Qing smiled, but there was a trace of sadness in her heart, More places in his heart are the memories of him and Yu.His gaze crossed his broad shoulders and looked into the distance, the silhouettes of distant mountains rolling up and down in the dark gray night.

Han Shan was sad.

The next day, when Qing woke up, it was almost noon.I was pulled by Kuo last night and sat by the water for a long time, talking, or sitting silently without saying anything.When the night was very deep, and there was no one else beside them beside the water, Kuo let him sit on her lap, hugged him tightly and kept kissing, breathing hot, Qing felt Kuo's suppressed desire, Kuo Qing's hand was hesitating, as if he wanted to touch him, but he wasn't sure if he could touch him. Qing didn't take the initiative to express anything, but responded to Kuo's kiss, thinking in his heart that if Kuo really wanted him and wanted to have sex with him, what should he do? Do... Kuo always cares too much about his thoughts and feelings, if he doesn't nod, Kuo probably won't be able to proceed to the next step.In a flash, I made up my mind, if Kuo wants to do it next, then he won't refuse, so just do it with him.

Kuo stopped immediately, and his breathing was still unsteady.Qing looked at him and smiled, didn't say anything, just rested her chin on his shoulder.He could feel how much Kuo wanted him.

They stopped talking again.

As a result, when they remembered that it was time to go back, it was almost two o'clock in the morning.

Kuo Lianlian said: "Blame me! Blame me! You didn't pay attention to the time. You should sleep well tomorrow, huh? Don't get up too early."

Kuo sent Qing back to the apartment downstairs, Qing was about to get out of the car, Kuo grabbed him, hugged him tightly, kissed and kissed reluctantly.Qing still didn't ask Kuo to go upstairs, and Kuo still watched him walk into the unit door.