Ah, it's better to die

On the sidewalk, the green light hadn't changed yet, and Bai He was holding a cup of coffee, staring blankly at the passing vehicles.

If you step out now, you can die easily.

But being hit by a car, the death must be ugly.No, they are going to die, and they don't look terrible.The main reason is that it would be too bad if he was half-lived, lying in the hospital and watching the money run out, and he was disabled and unable to make money.And if the driver has a shadow and dare not drive on the road in the future, then he has committed a heinous crime.

Speaking of it, he has saved a lot of money, and he hasn't made any arrangements for how to deal with it.

Thinking of many problems, he stepped out all of a sudden, and then retracted all of a sudden.

Just when he was so wasted, the green light came on.The crowd started to move because he stood still and got knocked on the back by quite a few people.

"director?"

Bai He watched as a hand pulled him up and dragged him forward. "If you don't leave, you will have to wait for the next green light."

Gu Qingrang.

"Is your breakfast this morning bread? That's too big a bag." Gu Qing asked him to talk.

Crossing the road, he numbly handed him the bag. "Take it and share it with them."

"Wow, is it for us? Thanks a lot."

Bai He nodded, and walked forward lightly.

Lu Qingrang looked at his back and blinked.

It's not that he has any opinion on Bai He, but he is really curious about how Bai He's ex-boyfriend fell in love with this man?

After Bai He took two steps, he realized that Gu Qingrang hadn't followed, so he couldn't help turning his head in doubt.

Lu Qingrang shook his head and walked to his side.

Regarding Bai He's former partner, Gu Qingrang still had an impression, because it was a short, thin and handsome boy.He usually likes to do housework, and he speaks softly, so he can tell he is gay at a glance.But his ex-girlfriend said that being gay in this era is a high-level compliment to boys.

As for Bai He, he is middle-aged, with mediocre career success, gloomy personality, and five-level disability.

Bai He was in the tea room, he stared blankly at the boiled water coming out of the water heater to fill his cup, and then took a slow breath while blowing on the hot air.

Lu Qingrang was standing beside him, looking at him carefully.I don't understand, I really don't understand, what is so good about this man?

Bai He drank the hot water and sighed comfortably.

Seeing that Bai He seemed to be in a good mood today, Gu Qingrang asked carefully, "What type does the director like? Shall I introduce you to a new one?"

Bai He sipped his coffee, and looked up at him, wondering if he had any desire to answer.

"I have a friend from college who is also from there. He is good-looking and has a bad temper, but he does housework very well."

Bai He put down his coffee, "Zhou Que is actually not my hobby type, you don't need to use him as a template to introduce someone to me."

Gu Qingrang smiled shyly, "Who is Zhou Que?"

Bai He glanced at him, picked up his cup and left the tea room. "My ex-boyfriend."

Gu Qingrang: "Oh."

Look, the character is really bad!

And Bai He is a very tangled man.

Gu Qingrang once ran into Bai He in the bakery next door to the community.He was shopping for bread at that time, and he was wearing a big black coat and house slippers in winter.He picked up an ordinary pineapple bun first, and then a blueberry donut.After walking two steps, his eyes were glued to the bread cabinet, and he suddenly opened the cabinet, put the pineapple bun back, and sandwiched a chicken hamburger.After changing the bread, he still didn't leave. After thinking for a while, he put the pineapple buns back and discarded the donuts.

Gu Qingrang realized that he didn't see himself, so he bought a sandwich for four dollars and left immediately.

Later, he went to the vegetable market and found that Bai He was there, carrying the bag from the bakery. "Director, what kind of bread did you buy?" He asked curiously.

Bai He raised his face, his drooping eyes made him look even more listless. "Pineapple buns and donuts."

Gu Qingrang smiled.

"What did you buy?"

"sandwich."

"Young people should eat more meat."

"Yeah." He stared at the big bag of snacks that Bai He had already bought.

Bai He noticed his gaze and hugged the snack silently. "Don't eat any junk food."

He didn't mean to ask for your food.

"I'll make soup, and I'll bring you a bowl later." Gu Qingrang said.

Bai He showed no gratitude, but just nodded blankly.

Ever since Gu Qingrang found out that Bai He made a suicide attempt, he would always show up at his house from time to time.If, because of his indifference, he heard the sound of a police car on a bright morning and was told that someone died downstairs, it must feel terrible.

Bai He knew what he was thinking, and said sincerely: "Then I promise you, if you die, you must run far away, and don't cause trouble to anyone."

Lu Qingrang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Can't you not die?"

Bai He brought out the washed fruit for him to eat, and sat on the sofa, "Of course it's impossible, everyone will die."

"Your family will be sad."

Bai He took out a toothpick and gave it to him, "Eat it quickly, look, I peeled the apple into the shape of a rabbit, it's super amazing."

Lu Qingrang took the toothpick and poked a very ugly rabbit apple. "I really don't know what's so good about you?"

Bai He propped his chin like that, watching him bite the apple bit by bit.

Lu Qingrang was chilled by his gaze.

Bai He said: "He is the only child on my father's side, and she is also an only child on my mother's side. When my parents were getting married, my grandma and grandpa didn't agree, so my mother broke up with them. My father was in elementary school when I was still in elementary school. Sometimes I was looking for a woman outside, and then they divorced. After the divorce, my mother took me to live alone. As a result, when I was about to graduate from college, she died in an accident."

Lu Qingrang found that the apple in his mouth became bitter.

"So you don't have to worry, my family won't be sad."

Gu Qingrang looked at him with that sticky gaze, hesitant to speak.Bai He blinked, and Gu Qingrang felt that his eyes were full of tears.

"Do you think I'm pitiful?" His tone didn't fluctuate at all. "

Gu Qing was dumbfounded for a moment.

"Are you afraid that if you leave later, I will immediately find a corner where no one is around and commit suicide?"

"Uh......"

"Do you think my eyes are full of tears, even though I'm an uncharacteristic uncle, I want to take care of it?"

Lu Qingrang: "Yes, but your tone is not quite right."

"Because I don't care." He fell down on the sofa, "But after hearing what I said, Zhou Que felt that he couldn't leave me even more."

What's the meaning?Is being pitiful also a charm?

"Gu Qingrang, are you gay?" Bai He asked.

Lu Qingrang swallowed nervously, looking wildly, "Of course I am not, my ex and ex-ex-ex are real girls."

"Hmm..." Bai He made a meaningful voice, "When you grow up like you, you have a good personality and great ability to live, but you only have two girlfriends."

Really high praise for him.

"Then you are the kind of person who is very possessive. You must be very good to your first girlfriend and considerate. I guess, what do children of that age know? They must find you annoying like that, although I am reluctant to break up."

Lu Qing paused the movement of chewing apples.

"You later learned that love requires restraint, so you grew up, and later made a second girlfriend. But the second girlfriend is completely opposite to the first one. She knows you are excellent, maybe because of her Not such a good person, she has been worried about you being robbed. Although you have repeatedly promised, she can't feel at ease, and one day..."

"I'm going back!" Gu Qingrang stood up suddenly, threw the toothpick on the table, picked up his coat and walked towards the door.

Bai He: "...It's a good journey."

Gu Qingrang opened the door vigorously, and closed the door vigorously.

Hearing the "bang" sound from the door, Bai He bit his thumb.He seems to have gone too far this time.

For the next few days, Bai He never saw Gu Qingrang near his home again.The two are obviously in the same office, so the chance of meeting is not high.

"Where's Gu Qingrang?" He asked his colleague sitting next to him.

"He went to run an event, what can you do, Director?"

"Give this to him."

A colleague took a big bag of puffs.

Bai He handed him another bag, "You share this."

Colleagues are still dumbfounded.

Bai He floated back to the desk with an innocent face.

Ah, living is disgusting, it is better to die.