[Column spot] You actually like men

Hashirama looked at Madara with his back turned to him, and for a moment didn't know what to do.He didn't think Madara would be able to calm down so quickly, especially considering Madara's performance just now.Hashirama thought he knew about Ban's body....In the process of contacting Madara just now, Madara revealed a strange sense of rejection no matter in terms of language or response, as if she was trying to persuade herself to give up intentionally or unintentionally.It's a bit like the half-hearted behavior described in the book when a person with a normal sexual orientation confesses to a same-sex friend because of friendship.

Hashirama recalled a long time ago, when he first discovered that aspect of his feelings for Madara.It was a tortuous process.

When he stabbed the knife into Madara's heart, it seemed as if he had been stabbed in the chest as well.At the time, he attributed the pain to losing a friend.It wasn't until he returned to Konoha Hospital in a daze—maybe the chakra consumption was too much due to the intense fighting, or the mental trauma was too great. In short, he fell into a coma when he returned to the hospital.This is not a big deal.He had a dream.In the dream, it should be the scene after the village was just built. He and Madara were standing on the edge of the cliff, discussing who the next Hokage would be. While discussing and discussing, they kissed.

After waking up from the dream, Senshou Bashima's heart was very complicated.On the one hand, he was glad that it was just a dream, how could he blaspheme his best friend.On the other hand, after waking up, recalling that Madara is really dead.

Since he met Madara by the river when he was young, he has been looking forward to the next meeting, even if he knows that the other party is the hostile family that killed Itama.Although the next side will be a life-and-death battle again.

There will be a next meeting to prove that Madara is still alive.During the war years, every meeting could be the last.He desperately hopes that the two races will form an alliance, so that they can meet every day without risking their lives every time.

He still remembers that time, Madara asked him to choose between killing Tobima and committing suicide.He was actually a little happy, at least he could keep his brother and Madara after committing suicide.tears?Yes, I cried at that time.He didn't think about why he was crying at first.Maybe it was because he was reluctant to part with something, it was because he was reluctant to part with something that could make him shed tears in front of his own people.

As the patriarch, he needs to be strong and set an example for the clan.And how could such a cowardly act of crying be exposed in front of the clansmen.Are you reluctant to take your own life?The word greedy for life and afraid of death does not exist in Hashirama's dictionary.He was never afraid of death.So...why is he crying?

After Madara died, he understood that besides his younger brother and his clansmen, he also hated his Madara.

Are friends really so close that they look forward to the next meeting every day, or even every day?He gave himself an affirmative answer.Madara is a close friend, a revelation from God, nothing more.But the next dream caught him off guard.In the dream, there are hugs with Madara, kisses with Madara, shopping with Madara hand in hand...even, they sleep on the same bed.

What's more frightening than dreaming about falling in love with a gay friend?Yes, I dreamed of falling in love with a friend of the same sex who was killed by myself.

At first, he believed that the dream was just a background board, and everything he saw when he woke up could be the content of the dream.But when he was sober, he also began to recall every bit of He Madara.When lying on the hospital bed, from time to time, I fantasized about what would happen if Madara didn't die.

It is very painful for a self-righteous heterosexual, especially a married heterosexual, to admit that he loves the same sex.This kind of pain is tantamount to denying the first half of my life.The pursuit of an alliance is for peace or for him.

He thought of Uchiha Itachi, the village is more important than the younger brother, if the village is so important, why not kill the younger brother.

By the way, itachi admitted that he failed in the reincarnation of the dirty soil.

What about yourself?What do you think about Uchiha Madara?When he thought about this problem clearly, he had already given up his own life. It should be said that he didn't give up on his own initiative, but he was too sad and had no strength.

When Hashirama came back to his senses, he looked at Madara's half-naked back full of scars, and asked in a low voice, "Are you... still angry?"

"If you're angry, you're angry, and I didn't say I won't let you hug me."

Senshou Bashirama: Why is this person so awkward...

"I'm sorry, Madara." After saying that, Hashirama hugged Madara in his arms, Madara resisted a little meaningfully, and then found a comfortable position, nestling in Hashirama's arms.

"Go to the festival with me tomorrow."