destiny is you

"According to what you say, I'm completely out of play."

"However," Yu Yanjing looked into the distance, "Emotions are all about your love and my willingness, so what if you are not recognized, radishes and cabbages have their own love, since Gu Yiru has you in his heart, it means you still have a chance , take your time."

Feng Shu put down the phone, feeling very heavy in her heart. She got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face, then went to the kitchen to boil two eggs, peel them, and roll them on her half-swollen face to reduce the swelling.Yu Yanjing mentioned the biggest problem between her and Gu Yiru in one sentence, and Feng Shu was somewhat aware of it before. She thought that if she treated Gu Yiru better, she might be able to resolve it, but it got worse and worse. .

You love me, you love me, Feng Shu repeatedly thought about Yu Yanjing's words, is there any way to make Gu Yiru willingly accept her liking, hey... What a headache, no experiment so far has made Feng Shu like this feel tricky.

Gu Yiru stayed in the bedroom all night without any movement, Feng Shu knocked on the door worriedly, but when there was no movement, Feng Shu knocked hard, "Gu Yiru, aren't you bored after a night? Come out and let's talk." As soon as the words were finished, the door swung open, and Gu Yiru looked tired.

Gu Yiru felt aggrieved and said, "Why did you say it? Didn't we get along well like that before?"

"Of course it's not good. My mentality has changed. I'm no longer satisfied with the kind of relationship where I'm up and down, and I'm not satisfied with lovers above friendship. I've had enough."

Enough is enough, it seems that it has been accumulated in her heart for a long time. At this moment, Gu Yiru really admires Feng Shu, which she can't do.

Gu Yiru met Feng Shu's eyes, "You said you like me, how much do you like me?"

"Feng Shu, why do you like me? I provoked you. Have you forgotten how my mother died? How could I like Feng Jingyu's daughter!"

"In mainland China, homosexuality cannot be protected by law, cannot be blessed by relatives, and cannot be recognized by society. Is it worth the happiness of the rest of your life? Take a step back, you can stay in country E for the rest of your life, have you considered my feelings? ?!"

A series of questions made Feng Shu speechless.

Feng Shu: "...I"

Before Feng Shu could speak, Gu Yiru went on to say: "We are all women, do you think it's interesting? You may really like me now, but you can do it later. There is no shortage of young and beautiful girls in this world. Why should I You have to spend the rest of your life just because you like it now. You are smart, capable, rich, and have a bright future waiting for you, but me, I am just an ordinary person. One day, if you get tired of watching , Tired of watching, have you ever thought about me?"

"I beg you, for the sake of our friends for more than 10 years, please let me go. Will you?"

Gu Yiru's words were like sharp knives that cut Feng Shu's body to pieces. Seeing Gu Yiru's determined eyes, Feng Shu's heart was bleeding.

Feng Shu sighed, with a serious expression, "What do you mean? You don't believe my feelings for you, are you questioning me? Ask yourself, when have I lied to you about our 10-year friendship? What about Feng Jingyu? I know, I didn't know beforehand, you also said that I am me, my father is my father, you are clear about the relationship between me and my father, what exactly do you want me to do?"

"How much I like you, can't you feel it? Think about it carefully, when have I, Feng Shu, been obedient and responsive to anyone other than you in the past 10 years? Has there been?"

"You really didn't provoke me, I was attracted by you just because my magnetic field was too weak! During the years when you were not by my side, every night when I think of you, reading is useless, counting the stars is useless, drinking is useless... ...It's useless to be all fucking, nothing but thinking about you."

"You ask me why I like you? Good question. You must remember this sentence in "Hiroshima Love": "I met you, I remember you, this city is born for love, you are born for my soul . "I'm going to give you this sentence right now. I can't describe how much I like you, but I know in my heart that I'd rather stand here and argue with you than talk to others. It has nothing to do with gender, it has nothing to do with mainland E country, it has nothing to do with ordinary or not...it has nothing to do with even half a dime in this world; just because of your magnanimity in the past 10 years, it has caused skyrocketing in my world You are there when it is sunny, you are there when the sky is cloudy, you are there when you are happy, angry, sad, happy, you are in the imperial capital, and you are in a foreign country... Speaking of which, all of this is your own fault!"

Gu Yiru froze in an instant. These were the original words of Duras. Gu Yiru had written them on the title page of his notes many times, hoping that there would be someone in the future who could say these words fluently in front of him. In a word, marry yourself.Now that I think about it, it's a shame.

"That's right. I'm smart, capable, and rich, so what? Is it different from you to live an ordinary life with three meals a day throughout the year? By the way, don't lose confidence in yourself too much. Xu Yu's matter I didn't even bother with you."

Gu Yiru was puzzled, "Xu Yu? What happened to her?"

"What's the matter, you can't see what kind of twisted thoughts that little bitch is playing? You have played pokeygame, and the things she gave you are all in pairs, right? Also," Feng Shu leaned closer to Gu Yiru, " You went to buy a ring together." Speaking of the ring, Feng Shu was so angry that his teeth itch.

"We're not as disgusting as you said." Gu Yiru took two steps back and distanced herself, "Theatrical performances are just props."

"Props?! Gu Yiru, do you think I'm blind? That's sterling silver!" Feng Shu gritted his teeth, "What a formal event you are, the props are all sterling silver. You can't say it's disgusting!"

Gu Yiru was so angry that his eyes were filled with stars, and he really wanted to slap Feng Shu again, but when he saw Feng Shu's half-swollen face, his heart softened.

Forget it, stop hitting, my hand hurts.

Gu Yiru retorted, "It's your face that makes me sick."

Feng Shu was taken aback, "...you, what did you say?"

Gu Yiru clenched the doorknob tightly, "I already know what you want, but I won't accept you, not now, nor in the future, you should give up your heart." The door slammed shut.

Feng Shu's whole body was icy cold, like falling into a cold cellar.

The next day, the lab.

Feng Shu was angry, and made frequent mistakes in the experimental operation. The plan that was originally planned to be completed in the morning has not been made yet. Feng Shu frowned, and the air pressure was low.Seeing this situation, other staff members in the laboratory hid as far as they could. "Gentleman" Feng Shu is going to become "Beast" Feng Shu today, which is rare in a hundred years.