my heart is safe

The first time Lu Ancheng realized that growing up meant separation was in the second semester of senior year, Wang Yiliang chose to join the army, Shen Boyu planned to go abroad for further studies, and the Zhou brothers applied for two exams with similar scores, but the east and the west were counted apart. Ten kilometers to schools.

And the classmates who haven't figured it out in the first year of high school will soon face the division of arts and sciences.

He had a cold war with Cheng Qianyang, just because of such a small matter as the division of arts and sciences, it was far less serious than other things.

And it's just that Lu Ancheng went crazy unilaterally.

"Why? Most of the male students in the class chose the reason. Why did you choose the text? Don't you know that reading the text has no future? You still read the text. Look around and see how many selected texts around you?" Lu Ancheng said angrily, "Did you see that there are many girls in the liberal arts class? Huh? Okay, maybe you don't want to stay with us old men, but want to be with the fragrant and soft little girls, okay Cheng Qianyang, I didn't see that You are such a person!"

In fact, it is understandable for Lu Ancheng to get angry.

Although No. [-] Middle School is a key school, in the era when grades were paramount, the teachers basically advised boys to study science and girls to study literature, in the name of making the best use of their own advantages, and after the division of subjects, they would not encourage students to have more contact with others outside of class. Subjects not subject to examination.In order to better manage liberal arts and science classes, No. [-] Middle School adopts a separate building for arts and sciences, instead of dividing buildings by grade. Instead, science classes are in one building and liberal arts classes are in another.Putting the two buildings as far apart as two standard runways and playgrounds is also a so-called good way to prevent puppy love.

Coupled with the semi-closed education that began in the third year of high school, over the years, some students from other schools even ridiculed that entering the city's No. [-] Middle School means half-stepping into boys' and girls' schools.

"An'an!" Cheng Qianyang scolded Lu Ancheng loudly, and grabbed his hand, trying to calm him down.

"Liberal arts and science are all equal. Where did you hear that there is no future for reading literature? I want to read literature because I have plans for my future major, and reading literature is closer to the professional direction. Besides, my mother also reads literature. I think Walk……"

"You fucking want to go the same way as your mother! Right! You don't need to say it! I knew you were like this!"

Lu Ancheng shook off his hand angrily.

"Cheng Qianyang, why do you want to live under the shadow of your parents? Do you have your own pursuit? You were not like this before. You were obviously not like this before you went to high school. Since when did you start living for your parents? ?”

As soon as Lu Ancheng got angry, he couldn't hold back his words, and he couldn't stop, and he could say any stupid words.

"Cheng Qianyang, your parents have been dead for so many years, it is impossible to jump out now and ask you to be a good son who fits their ideas, what? Your parents entrusted you with a dream?"

"If you really go to read the text, we two will stop talking in the future!"

With that said, he slapped the voluntary survey on Cheng Qianyang's desk, and ran out of the classroom without looking back.

Cheng Qianyang picked up the piece of paper that Lu Ancheng almost tore, glanced at the words on it, sighed, and stuffed it back into the drawer.He had already expected that Lu Ancheng would lose his temper so much, but he was not sure how long it would last.

In fact, reading literature is not guaranteed. According to his grades, reading literature and science can also enter the sharp knife class, and even his extraordinary language talent and excellent English grades can give him a greater advantage in the science class.

Cheng Qianyang has already made a plan to choose whatever Lu Ancheng chooses, this time he just wants to take a gamble - whether Lu Ancheng will give up something because of his choice.

He wanted to bet on the current stage of Lu Ancheng's feelings for him.

Even he himself found it unreasonable.Cheng Qianyang smiled bitterly while writing exercises.In the end, not only did it fail, but it also made people run away in anger.

He couldn't help tightening his grip on the pen, gritted his teeth for the last time, dropped the pen and chased after him.

The playground between evening self-study classes is no better than during the day, and there are only people in twos and threes.

Lu Ancheng went to the equipment room to grab the ball to vent his anger, but he missed ten out of ten shots, which made him even more upset, so he simply dropped the ball and sat under the basketball hoop.

Lu Ancheng's grades were mediocre. Cheng Qianyang promised him when he worked hard to get into No. [-] Middle School, and he would help him with tutoring in high school. The same will be true after he is divided into subjects. Although he can make good use of his best subjects.

At that time, he didn't understand that "it's the same if you separate subjects" was a lie, Cheng Qianyang actually wanted to abandon him and go to study liberal arts?

He remembered last Saturday.

That morning, after half a day of class at school, he and Cheng Qianyang casually ate a bowl of fried noodles in a restaurant near the school as usual, and then went home on Cheng Qianyang's bicycle.As a result, as soon as he walked into the courtyard gate, he saw one person standing near the courtyard gate, one on the left and one on the right, the Wang family and the Shen family standing at the gates.

The big tree blocked their view, but they could still tell it was Wang Yiliang and Shen Boyu.

"What are you doing, you two are Chen Qiushui and Wang Biyun, and you're still here looking across the sea."

Lu Ancheng jumped out of the back seat of the car, bumped his bag, teased them, and helped Cheng Qianyang carry his bicycle into the courtyard.But he felt something was wrong just after pushing the cart for two steps, the sound of the wheels shouldn't be the only response to him.

"Hey, you two—"

"Wang Yiliang, you don't want me to keep it, okay, I'll go, you just go to the army and stay, I'll go!" Shen Boyu suddenly rushed out of his small courtyard two steps, which gave Lu Ancheng a big jump. , almost threw the car away.

Cheng Qianyang rushed up to support him, and only then did they see Shen Boyu's appearance clearly.Shen Boyu's glasses disappeared, his eyes were red, with a painful and restrained anger, and it seemed that he had just been washed by tears, and he couldn't tell whether he was more angry or sad.

Shen Boyu seldom gets angry. Alienation and politeness are the basic principles for him to treat others. Only those who are close to Lu Ancheng have seen him really angry, and even though his mouth is a bit poisonous, he will not turn his face and deny people.

"Boyu, if you have something to say, calm down and talk about it." Cheng Qianyang stepped forward and stood in front of Lu Ancheng.

He glanced sideways at Wang Yiliang who was opposite him.

Wang Yiliang hung his head and said nothing, but his fists were clenched tightly, and the things he was holding were reflecting in the sun.

Those were Shen Boyu's glasses.

"Ha, the two of you came just in time." Shen Boyu sneered, "Since you are both here, then I don't have to go door-to-door to tell you, I will notify you together."

"After this semester, I will be sent abroad by recommendation to study medicine. I won't come back after seven or nine years. Since everyone is a child, the neighbors are destined, and there is no other love. In the future Everyone is going their own way, I am leaving, and I wish you all the best."

After he finished speaking, he fell silent, rubbed the corner of his clothes, rubbed his eyes indiscriminately, tried his best to take a look at Wang Yiliang with his unclear eyesight, turned around and ran back home.

He couldn't see anything clearly at this glance, Wang Yiliang took away his glasses to see things clearly, leaving him with a blurry figure.

Lu Ancheng was dumbfounded, and couldn't react for a moment: "What did Shen Boyu say? Why didn't he come back for seven or nine years..."

He ran to the door and pushed Wang Yiliang: "Isn't this just a freshman? He wants to go abroad, and he has to wait a year later? Why did you guys quarrel? Ah? Did you say something nasty to me? Why are you still sticking around to persuade him?"

After saying that, he looked back at Cheng Qianyang: "I remember Shen Boyu said that he wanted to finish his undergraduate degree in China and then consider going abroad. How can you change your mind if you change your mind?"

Cheng Qianyang nodded: "He seems to have said that...Yi Liang, what happened?"

Unexpectedly, Wang Yiliang remained unmoved, let Lu Ancheng finish speaking, then lowered his head and slowly said:

"I won't persuade you anymore, you should persuade you to persuade you! What's wrong with going abroad? Anyway, you are the only one here who doesn't want Shen Boyu to go out, right?"

"What?" Lu Ancheng was puzzled at first, and then realized that Wang Yiliang turned the corner and said that he was tied to Shen Boyu to prevent people from going out, and the fire came up all of a sudden, and he pushed Wang Yiliang violently, "What the fuck are you doing?" What do you mean? Shen Boyu wants to keep it, so it's none of my business?"

Cheng Qianyang stepped forward to hold Lu Ancheng, frowned and said to Wang Yiliang: "Yiliang, what you said is wrong, Boyu chooses his own choice whether to go abroad, no one can influence him."

"No one..." Wang Yiliang murmured, and suddenly sneered, "Yes, he chose it himself. He clearly had this idea in his heart, but he insisted on saying something for... In the end, it seemed like... "

He hesitated to speak, but squeezed Shen Boyu's glasses tightly in his hand.

What Wang Yiliang said was endless, Lu Ancheng couldn't understand it, but Cheng Qianyang got a rough idea.

Before he had time to comfort him, Wang Yiliang stopped laughing and raised his head: "Is Shen Boyu's bomb okay? Then I'll blow one too."

"I don't want to study anymore. My dad wants to send me into the army. I didn't expect, Lu Ancheng, that in the end I became a soldier under your elder brother's command."

He sighed as he spoke, and waved away Lu Ancheng's hand on his shoulder: "I don't know how many times a year I can go home, and how many times I can see you, you guys... take care of yourself."

Then he looked at the empty courtyard of the Shen family, then turned his head and left.

But walking halfway, he stopped again, turned his head and smiled at Qian Yang:

"Hey Qian Yang! Hurry up too, or you will be chained to Lu Ancheng for the rest of your life!"

Cheng Qianyang's face darkened, and he said in a low voice, "Don't worry about me and An'an."

Wang Yiliang pursed his lips, then turned around and really left.

Lu Ancheng was still stunned, if it wasn't for Cheng Qianyang shaking him, he wouldn't be able to recover at all.

"What the hell is going on here? Are you rushing away one or two? Ah..." Lu Ancheng's mood gradually sank, "...I'm going to leave anyway..."

Cheng Qianyang didn't know what to say, so he could only support the bicycle with one hand, and grab Lu Ancheng's arm with the other, and brought him to his side: "It's okay, maybe they are talking nonsense in a fit of anger, after two days, they will be together." Well, nothing happened, no one left."

After finishing speaking, he followed Lu Ancheng's back: "Do you think there is still me? Are we still in the same class? I promise you, I will help you focus on the key points every day, and we will take the same university entrance examination in the future."

Lu Ancheng, who hadn't slowed down yet, lowered his head in frustration, and pressed his forehead against Cheng Qianyang's shoulder.He believed it, and Cheng Qianyang never broke his promise.

Why did he tell himself that he was considering reading the essay in less than a week?

Lu Ancheng stared blankly at the distant building.

If Cheng Qianyang went there, would he usually be able to find time to go home together?I'm doing my homework when I get home, when will I get together again?After the third year of high school, you can only go home for two days a week. What are the chances of seeing each other in these two days?

I was rushed when I spoke just now, I don't know if Cheng Qianyang took it to heart.

He crossed his legs, braced his chin, and sighed.

Why do people have so many things to think about when they grow up, and they have to accept things that they don't want to happen?

"An'an." He didn't realize that Cheng Qianyang had already chased him, and quietly approached behind him, "I'm just kidding, I won't read the text, if you want to read the theory, I will follow..."

"Forget it, I was too excited." Lu Ancheng's voice was muffled, "Your future is important, and I'll hurt you by saying such irresponsible words."

"Do what you like, Wang Yiliang is right, don't be tied to me forever."

The author says:

There are so many things going on recently, and there are endless meetings to discuss endless topics. I insist on updating and I want to stand up and applaud myself.

Chen Qiushui and Wang Biyun mentioned by Lu Ancheng in this chapter are the two protagonists in the movie "Yun Shui Ballad".