my heart is safe

Lu Ancheng was not used to Western food, so he ordered a piece of cheese and a bowl of vegetable soup, but it was not enough to fill his stomach, which made him miss the soy milk fried dough sticks at home very much.Cheng Qianyang sat across from him and ate a large plate of macaroni. He used the knife and fork very well and ate happily.He took a sip of orange juice, raised his head and said to Lu Ancheng, "I'm going back."

Lu Ancheng was so happy when he heard that, and was about to shout that he would not see you off, when he heard Cheng Qianyang say, "I'm going back to China to work soon, I'm afraid I'm not used to life." His soaring heart fell again down.

"What country do you want to go back to? You don't want a great job abroad?" Lu Ancheng asked, "Is it because Lao Mei is unhappy with spending money and decided to come back and spend RMB."

Cheng Qianyang shook his head: "I miss my grandpa. I haven't seen him very much these few years, and I've been worried about the old man's health." He wiped his mouth, but just as he put down the tissue, he reached out to Lu Ancheng to bring over the vegetable soup , turned around, and took a big sip at the position where An Cheng passed his mouth, and then licked his own mouth when he was done, boasting that it was delicious.

Lu Ancheng was dumbfounded, and grabbed the soup back, cursing: "You fucking snatch it, I don't have anything to drink."

Seeing Lu Ancheng protecting the calf, Cheng Qianyang laughed again, and played with his hoodie: "Actually, I miss you. I hated you before I went abroad. After so many years, I don't want to stay anymore."

He grabbed his hand, rubbed it and said coquettishly: "I missed you for several days when I just left the country, and I couldn't eat any food. Now I miss you and want to cry. Your heart is too hard. I feel sorry for you if you don't want to." me."

"My heart hurts!" Lu Ancheng scolded, "You arrested me as soon as you got a chance, and tried every means to sleep with me. Why can't I see that you miss your grandpa? Oh, I'm your grandpa, right?"

"Didn't I accumulate some virtue for you?" Cheng Qianyang grabbed the fork and came to grab his cheese again.

"You scold other people's ancestors all day long, and you can only say something nice in bed. Hey, although I said it to make you feel good, the tears are also shed for me..."

"Shut up."

Lu Ancheng felt powerless with the sea breeze blowing.

Cheng Qianyang was very obedient, shut up when told to shut up.

The surroundings became quiet, only a young couple not far from the terrace was flirting and feeding each other.Lu Ancheng took a glance, and when he turned his head, he saw Cheng Qianyang lying on the table, staring at him intently, his gaze burning.He felt uncomfortable, put his head down to pick up the cheese, and ignored him.

Cheng Qianyang was restless during this meal, and within 20 seconds of closing his mouth, he began to call out the nickname that only he could call, Lu Ancheng was quite uncomfortable eating.It is not easy for him to get angry at him in front of outsiders, especially abroad, for fear of being taken away for child abuse.Of course this is an exaggeration.

Cheng Qianyang is like a child who will never grow up.Although he was tall, probably because he was small, he was born with a baby face, his facial features were fair, and he dressed in a youthful style, so he aged slower than anyone else in their group.

In the past few years, Cheng Qianyang has been abroad again, and when he comes back occasionally, Lu Ancheng will always have the illusion that his time is static, as if all these years are just a short moment to him.Although he doesn't want to admit it, especially when the two of them are in bed, his expression, gestures, and every sound of "An'an" make Lu Ancheng in a trance during the painful climb to the top, as if returning to that day .

Lu Ancheng said, "Cheng Qianyang."

Cheng Qianyang supported his head and responded to him: "What's the matter?"

Lu Ancheng felt a headache: "Didn't you keep calling me? What are you doing?"

It's not that Cheng Qianyang didn't say anything, he just wanted to hear Lu Ancheng call him, and he wanted to hear him ask questions first.He changed from liking to ask Lu Ancheng a lot of things to not liking to listen to his answers.Because Lu Ancheng can't always give him the answer he wants, it's better for him to speak.

Cheng Qianyang stood up, happily ran behind Lu Ancheng, wrapped his arms around his neck, and whispered to his ear a few more times.Lu Ancheng's ears warmed up, and he heard Cheng Qianyang say: "It's rare for me to try to return to the country, and you ran out again, which is too much of a headache. Grandpa is still waiting for us to have a meal together, you can go back with me."

Lu Ancheng secretly admitted that he had fallen.He originally came out to hide from Cheng Qianyang, but he didn't expect to let him find it and give him a fuck, why bother.And he didn't know the place well, so he didn't want to stay abroad.

Lu Ancheng pushed Cheng Qianyang's head away, but didn't push it away: "When I go back, can you guarantee that his mother won't come to my house to sexually harass me?"

"How do you call it sexual harassment? That's my love for you——" Cheng Qianyang paused, and had to admit, "—Well, okay, my dick loves you too."

Lu Ancheng couldn't take it in public, and felt a sense of guilt for being exposed.He wiped his face twice with the leftover paper towel, and said, "Okay, I'll ask Wang Yiliang to recommend gays for you when I get back. Whatever your dick likes to fuck, it will definitely find a new love soon." Anyway, don't be Me, I still want a girl.Lu Ancheng thought.

"I don't go to those places to play, I just guard myself like a jade for you alone, why don't you believe it?" Cheng Qianyang said disappointedly, "Look at my heart, it's all broken into dumpling stuffing."

Cheng Qianyang grew up in the north since he was six years old, but he still couldn't learn the authentic northern dialect, and when he wanted to speak, he stuttered every word. Lu Ancheng couldn't hold back a snort, and coughed back.Cheng Qianyang quickly squeezed his shoulder, trying to please him in every possible way: "I still have a place I want to go before I go back, you—"

"go alone--"

"Don't! Let's go together!" Cheng Qianyang glanced around, leaning on his head and continuing to rub his shoulders: "Are you okay? An'an?"

"Let's go." Lu Ancheng snorted in his heart, thinking, everyone is here, let's see what can happen, anyway, this kid can't make a name for himself, brother, I'm not afraid.

……

The memory of Lu Ancheng in elementary school is actually very dim.

Whoever beat him, scolded him, and pushed him into a pit, was not a buddy who was close to Lu Ancheng, he basically couldn't even recognize people's faces.Wang Yiliang can only hehe explain to his classmates that he is a nobleman who forgets things, and his ass is wiped by others.

Lu Ancheng's head was full of question marks: "Is there such a thing?"

Wang Yiliang didn't know what to say, so he filled up the wine for other students.Someone joked: "Ancheng, did you curse Cheng Qianyang? He listens to you so much."

At that time, Cheng Qianyang was abroad, and everyone unanimously fired cannons on Lu Ancheng. Anything related to Cheng Qianyang was inseparable from Lu Ancheng.Lu Ancheng was puzzled, and thought that he had a good relationship with other people, so why did he mention Cheng Qianyang.

Shen Boyu pushed his glasses: "Qianyang always played with you when he was young, if you don't ask who you ask?"

Only then did Lu Ancheng understand.

It is said that Lu Ancheng doesn't know Cheng Qianyang, but he is an old neighbor and friend for so many years, so he still has some understanding of his behavior.During those few years in elementary school, the people who could be called Cheng Qianyang's friends could be counted on one hand, and they were basically children from the compound.

Although Cheng Qianyang doesn't have many friends, he smiles at everyone. He looks good, smiles sweetly, and is sensible and polite when he meets people. No one doesn't like him.

Among all the people, he only smiled the most and clinged to Lu Ancheng the most.Lu Ancheng, who was still young back then, could only sum up his behavior as "like worshiping a hero", but he didn't think about anything else.

In short, although Cheng Qianyang only clings to Lu Ancheng, other aspects are basically the same as ordinary children.

But Mother Lu didn't think so. She knew that Cheng Qianyang must be more sensitive because of the bereavement, so she specifically told Lu Ancheng not to say anything he shouldn't say in front of him.

The two of them just started playing together, Lu Ancheng kept Lu Ancheng's mother's words in mind, and didn't dare to say a word, otherwise he would be beaten when he returned home.

One day, Lu Ancheng asked for a few balls at the bicycle shop, and everyone sat on the soil bag under the old locust tree and chopped wooden sticks, saying that they wanted to smoke traitors.Cheng Qianyang said that he had never smoked a traitor, but Lu Ancheng said that he had just smoked a top.

Cheng Qianyang said with a smile, and said with a smile that I know, and he cut one by himself.Lu Ancheng looked at his small arms and legs, so he must not be able to play. He didn't expect Cheng Qianyang's top to spin for the longest time, and everyone came to him to do it.

Cheng Qianyang blinked his eyes: "In fact, everyone's tops are the same, but when I spin the top, it is a little bit off, so it spins longer. My grandfather taught me."

Lu Ancheng was busy admiring it, when the second child of the Zhou family suddenly asked, "Cheng Qianyang, why do you follow your grandfather's surname, where are your parents?"

Lu Ancheng became anxious when he heard that, mom, it doesn't matter.The past gave him a shudder on the forehead.Fortunately, the boss of Zhou's family was witty and quick to react. He covered his brother's mouth and dragged him aside.

Lu Ancheng looked left at Wang Yiliang and looked right at Shen Boyu, both of them had an expression of you rushing to comfort others.

Lu Ancheng scratched his head and was thinking about how to speak, but Cheng Qianyang asked first, "What's the matter with you? Why don't you talk anymore." Lu Ancheng raised his head to meet his eyes, his expression didn't change much, he didn't look sad, It's a little strange.He was pulling the spinning top and looking at himself, the two of them stared blankly.

Lu Ancheng: "Uh um...don't mind that..."

Cheng Qianyang: "Huh?"

Lu Ancheng scratched his head again: "It's just that Xiaobao is not very good at talking, so don't take it to heart..."

Cheng Qianyang looked suddenly enlightened, waved his hands and said: "It's okay, I share my mother's surname, and my father is a foreigner, and the surname is too long to register."

Only then did the children in the courtyard know that Cheng Qianyang was of mixed race.Lu Ancheng thought, no wonder he looks so good-looking, like a doll.

More than ten years ago, the presence of foreigners was still very attractive to children. They completely forgot their parents' instructions and began to ask Cheng Qianyang about his parents.Cheng Qianyang did not evade, and said with a smile that his father was a fake foreigner and spoke Chinese most of the time.He looks more like his mother.

Shen Boyu reacted first, coughed twice, and apologized to Cheng Qianyang: "I'm sorry, your parents clearly..."

"Although I miss them very much, my grandpa said that they love their work, and I am proud of dedicating themselves to their work." Cheng Qianyang paused, then laughed again, his eyes narrowed, "Actually, I don't really understand what is Ideal, it’s something I like, but I’m gradually not too sad now.”

Wang Yiliang easily put himself into sadness, so he shut up.Next to him, Zhou Jiafei had just been scolded by his elder brother Jiayou, but he also closed his mouth obediently.Only Lu Ancheng was stupid and heartless, seeing Cheng Qianyang showing his big white teeth, thought he was really not sad, stepped forward to pull him, found some pocket money from himself, and put his arms around his shoulders:

"Let's go, I'll treat you to the Arctic Ocean. By the way, Cheng Qianyang, did your dad teach you to speak foreign languages? You can teach me—"

Cheng Qianyang didn't resist, and let Lu Ancheng drag him away.

After returning home, Lu Ancheng told Lu's mother about the matter, and he swore to prove that Cheng Qianyang didn't mind others mentioning his parents at all, and he wasn't sad at all.

Until one day a month later, Lu Ancheng saw Cheng Qianyang being scolded by some little bastards, who called him a yellow-haired monster without parents, and Cheng Qianyang burst into tears.

Lu Ancheng was instantly enraged, and as soon as his brain got hot, he rushed over to fight a [-]v[-]. He was beaten all over his body and lost his mind.Before he fell into a coma, he saw Cheng Qianyang holding his hand and still crying, crying more fiercely than before.

Lu Ancheng teased him: "What, don't you still care about it..."

The author says:

Hee hee, if you can pretend to be a pig, you can eat a small tyrannosaurus