my heart is safe

Lu Ancheng's first love ended hastily almost before it even started, but he didn't care too much.There will be a second time sooner or later, isn't it always shown on TV?Besides, it was Chen Yan, the person he dumped, so he couldn't be considered broken in love.

He also went to and from school with Cheng Qianyang every day, did homework together, played football with Wang Yiliang in activity class, and went to the English corner to participate in activities.

Lu Ancheng persuaded Cheng Qianyang to join the football team or the basketball team. He just entered puberty and felt that his hormones were off the charts. No matter what book he read, he should sweat on the sports field.

The key is to attract little girls.

Lu Ancheng was beating his chest and heartbroken that Cheng Qianyang didn't care much about how he was perceived by the opposite sex.Cheng Qianyang, as their courtyard, no, the whole alley, no, he should be responsible for the beauty of the whole class, wouldn't he attract little girls?

How can that be!That's because the person himself is not interested in the little girl!

Although I feel a little sorry for my brother, but Lu Ancheng really wanted to take advantage of Cheng Qianyang's glory, if he could get close to the pretty girl, he would even be lucky with himself.

Lu Ancheng hadn't received love letters for the first time in primary school, but he felt sour jealousy when he heard that Cheng Qianyang was able to close a basket. He felt that he was too generous, but now it's Cheng Qianyang who doesn't accept love letters from girls, he I feel sorry for Cheng Qianyang in my heart.

Lu Ancheng couldn't explain the circumstances of his psychological transformation, he attributed all these to "growth".

When he was rummaging through Cheng Qianyang's drawer again for a large bag of milk candy he had hidden deep in the drawer, he took it out and pressed it under a large pile of books, crumpled and crumpled, and saw that it was just three or four love letters that he stuffed casually.

He raised his eyebrows, and looked back at Cheng Qianyang, who was reclining on the chair and reciting the word list. He glanced at Lu Ancheng's head from the corner of his eye, and raised his head: "What's wrong? Didn't you find the candy?"

"Hey, why are you so clueless?" Lu Ancheng sighed and shook his head, took out those love letters and put them in a row on the table, "You don't like so many of them? Pick one out." Everywhere?"

"No, I just think you are the most pleasing to the eye." Cheng Qianyang answered, "Where are we going?"

Lu Ancheng slapped him on the head and shuddered: "Fuck your mother! You're gay!"

Cheng Qianyang was startled, and tightened his hand holding the word list.Fortunately, Lu Ancheng didn't find out, or maybe he felt that such absurd thing was impossible to happen.

Lu Ancheng dragged a chair over, sat on it and crossed his legs like a gangster, clicked on a few love letters on the table, and sighed: "Hey, it would be great if these were all mine."

He went to Cheng Qianyang's side and saw that his hand was filled with dense English word lists. It seemed like the number of days, his head fainted, and he fell into the crook of Cheng Qianyang's left arm.

"Oh my god, my boss, you've worked so hard. You memorized words and participated in competitions. You even went to the English corner to communicate with others in the activity class. What do you think you are going to do?"

Cheng Qianyang hooked his arms, and found a comfortable position for Lu Ancheng: "Nothing, hobbies."

"Hey, your hobbies are really unique." Lu Ancheng rubbed his head on the free pillow, "What's the matter, you will become a diplomat when you grow up! Then I will play football with Wang Yiliang, and try to win the World Cup for the national team champion."

Cheng Qianyang was almost choked to death by him: "Are you and Wang Yiliang joining the national team? The sports team lives as a group, and they have to get up and train before dawn. Maybe Wang Yiliang is fine if he is strong. You can endure hardship?"

"Hey! Why do you take it seriously!" Lu Ancheng is used to laziness, and he also knows that he is not that kind of material, just like now, if there is a piece of human flesh that he would like to be cushioned by himself, he is unwilling to get up, "I just think about it. , it’s not illegal to fantasize.”

"Cheng Qianyang, have you thought about your future?"

He looked up to Cheng Qianyang's face.

At that time, Lu Ancheng thought that when he grows up, he will definitely not be a pillar of the country, and he can weigh how much he has by himself.He is not a talent, let alone a good guy, his elder brother can do such a big thing as serving the motherland in his old Lu family.

So what can he do?He also thought, it’s best for these children not to be separated when they grow up. If they are still together, he will open a shop. He will invite everyone to come to play in any restaurant and drink shop. Come on, it can still be the same as now, with endless chatter and endless jokes.

He could even see Cheng Qianyang, who skipped work most often to find him, and even helped him with his familiarity—wouldn't it be better that way!He will be an idle boss, idle around all day long, or sit down to eat a meal by himself, waiting for others to clean up for him.

However, the premise for him to let go of this daydream is that Cheng Qianyang is willing to fool around with him forever.

Cheng Qianyang looked down at Lu Ancheng.

Of course he thought about it.

Ever since he opened his mind one night a year ago and realized that his pursuit of Lu Ancheng was not purely based on petty feelings and possessive desires, he has clearly realized that every step he makes in the future depends on Count the words "Lu An City" into it.

Lu Ancheng's life has overlapped with Cheng Qianyang's for nearly ten years, and they will continue to be intertwined in the future.

"I haven't thought about it. Do you think I'm suitable to be a diplomat?"

"Why isn't it suitable? That's so suitable! Let me tell you, it's just your face, it looks good wherever you put it, it's so powerful." Lu Ancheng became interested, and kept praising Cheng Qianyang, praising him It was a comfort in my heart.

"And your English is good, your eloquence is good, and you have participated in so many speech competitions, big and small, and you are good at nouns. You will be admitted to a foreign language university in the future and graduate! Hey! We don't lack anything in our college! We only need you as a diplomat Already!"

Lu Ancheng arranged Cheng Qianyang clearly, regardless of whether he liked it or not.But his excitement came and went quickly, and he suddenly became depressed before he could say anything.

"Hey, no, actually, I still don't really want you to be a diplomat..."

Change this to others, such as the Zhou family brothers, such as Shen Boyu, who can roll their eyes to the sky, who cares whether Lu Ancheng thinks about it, whether you are a father or a mother, and you are still planning for the future.

But now the one listening to Lu Ancheng is none other than Cheng Qianyang.The effect of his sentence "I don't really think about it" can be magnified several times in Cheng Qianyang.

"Why? You feel bad again?"

Cheng Qianyang questioned him.

Lu Ancheng twitched: "It's not bad. Being a diplomat...may be stationed abroad. If you are sent out—hey! Actually, I don't really want you to go abroad!"

In fact, Lu Ancheng regretted it after he said it, it sounded embarrassing, like he was acting like a baby.

Cheng Qianyang was also taken aback by Lu Ancheng's sudden bluntness, but he couldn't hide his surprise in the next second.

He felt his heartbeat suddenly speed up, beating violently.Lu Ancheng was pillowed on his left arm, so close to his heart, could he feel it?

"Isn't it good to go abroad? Others say that you have learned a lot from abroad."

"Don't, don't, don't, don't!" Lu Ancheng gritted his teeth and said reluctantly, "I know you and Shen Boyu are the best at studying, maybe they will be sent abroad for further studies in the future. In case of a cramp in the brain... If we all go out, I will be left alone in the courtyard, that's boring, that's too boring..."

Lu Ancheng feels melancholy when he thinks of the empty compound, and the tomorrow that is so boring that he can only tease his own youngest.

He can't let this happen.

Cheng Qianyang was a little disappointed. It turned out that Lu Ancheng didn't want him to go abroad alone, but just hoped that the brothers who grew up together in the compound would never be separated.

Lu Ancheng is unique to him, but he is not the only one in Lu Ancheng, he is just one of his many youngsters, and he even jumped in the queue. Maybe he is not as important as Wang Yiliang in Lu Ancheng's heart height of.

Cheng Qianyang felt sour in his heart, and blurted out:

"No, you go to persuade Yiliang, he will definitely not go out. He is not stupid, as far as his English score is concerned, going abroad is enough for him to have one head and two big heads."

"Hey, what's the matter with you, I mean you, and I didn't say him?" Lu Ancheng frowned, not quite understanding what Cheng Qianyang was thinking, his own words were so difficult to understand?

"Regardless of the others, the worst plan I have ever made is that everyone is going out. Then I definitely cannot accept it. I have to keep one of them even if I swear. I have thought about it. I have thought it through, and everyone else can Go out, you have to wait for me."

"I want to stay in the courtyard, I don't want to be separated from you."

Cheng Qianyang was taken aback.At that time, he already had a plan in his mind. He wanted to tell Lu Ancheng that he wanted to visit his father's country, meet grandparents he had never met before, and also want to visit the place where his parents worked. The city they stayed in was a purgatory on earth full of wars before they were alive, but now I don’t know if the people there have rebuilt their homes, or is the war still going on?

If Lu Ancheng doesn't want to go with him, he can buy him some special products, send him some postcards, send some photos, and write e-mails full of experience every time he goes to a place.But if he wants to, he can take Lu Ancheng with him anytime, anywhere, they have many vacations to take advantage of, and a long, long future.

But Lu Ancheng disrupted his plan with just one sentence, and made his heart flutter, unable to calm down for a long time.

Lu Ancheng said that he didn't want to be separated from him.

Lu Ancheng said that everyone is allowed, but he cannot leave.

Cheng Qianyang was overjoyed, what does this mean?This means that his weight in Lu Ancheng's heart is not light, at least much more important than he expected.

He was so happy that he could even immediately abandon the plans he had formed in his mind.

He is not going out!He's not going anywhere!He stayed by Lu Ancheng's side.Lu Ancheng doesn't want to be separated from him, so they will never be separated.Wherever Lu Ancheng is, he will follow, just like before.

It's been almost ten years, haven't they been getting along like this all these years?

Cheng Qianyang suddenly understood.All the bitterness of jealousy in my heart was washed away.

"Don't think about it, I didn't say you want to go out, you are thinking about it!" He freed his right hand and rubbed Lu Ancheng's soft hair, "I won't go if you don't let me go, definitely not unless You drive me away."

"If you drive me away, I won't go!"

Lu Ancheng stood up comfortably:

"Don't worry! How can I drive you away! Let me tell you, you can't leave even if I drive you away!"

During that scorching class break, neither of them probably thought that Lu Ancheng's words would become a prophecy, causing a lot of heartache for themselves.