my heart is safe

Lu Ancheng resisted unsuccessfully and was pressed hard against the door.Cheng Qianyang ran over his mouth, pried his lips open, and messed up his mouth to find his tongue to entangle.

Lu Ancheng felt weak all over, his head became even hotter, and the palms of his slapped palms were also hot and painful.He seemed a little regretful of his impulsiveness, so he raised his hand in embarrassment, and stroked Qian Yang's flushed cheeks vaguely.

It is also hot.

Cheng Qianyang froze, the desire in his eyes became stronger, and the pool was as deep as bottomless.

"An'an, that's not the way to ask me to stop." He pressed against Lu Ancheng's lips, "Let's have a morning shoot!"

Cheng Qianyang is crazy!The trace of remorse in Lu Ancheng's heart disappeared again, he frowned, and pushed Cheng Qianyang hard, but he couldn't push away.He is a sick patient, with low physical strength.

"Get up for me!"

He cursed under his breath.

"You are fucking crazy! Your grandpa is still downstairs!"

Cheng Qianyang was bewitched, he was trapped in Lu Ancheng like a kid who had never had sex before, sucked up his saliva, and reached out to undo his belt buckle.

Finally, Lu Ancheng couldn't take it anymore and bit his tongue.Cheng Qianyang felt the pain, and he calmed down a little, and then he calmed down and let Lu Ancheng go.

Lu Ancheng took a few deep breaths, coughed twice, suppressed the rising fire, then raised his leg and kicked Cheng Qianyang twice.

"Are you sober? Go! Get medicine for me!"

It was only then that Cheng Qianyang remembered that Lu Ancheng was still running a fever.He stretched out his hand, and lightly brushed the corner of the other's lips with his thumb, wiped off the saliva left on his face, bowed his head and gave Lu Ancheng a sideways kiss, and then rummaged through the medicine box while cursing and kicking.

Lu Ancheng leaned against the door, staring at Cheng Qianyang's back squatting on the ground, the more he looked at it, the more sour he felt.

They are not young anymore, and they will be thirty in a few years.A few years ago he could have consoled himself that they were still young enough not to take "sex" seriously.He can indulge himself to play around, or turn a blind eye to help Cheng Qianyang, giving his body to him several times.Because they are buddies, Fa Xiao, the best brothers.

He still felt that way a few days ago.

Until something happened in Cinque Terre, until he vented in Zhou Jiafei's car, until Cheng Qianyang's self-willed words last night, until he woke up with a cold and a fever after sleeping on the sofa all night in the cold wind.

Cheng Qianyang had to take the risk that he might die.

But he still has his own grandfather, he still has his own career, he still has so many buddies, and he hasn't even started a family yet—he's a crook, can he still start a family?

Can he find a peaceful person who is willing to live a good life with him?

Lu Ancheng clearly knew that that person was not him.But these can't change his concern and dependence on Cheng Qianyang.

Cheng Qianyang built him a nest to shelter him from the wind and rain, and he hid in it with peace of mind to kill Cheng Qianyang's kindness to him, his so-called love for him, and used habits as an excuse to escape the changes around him.

Consciousness mileage Cheng Qianyang will never leave him.

But now this affirmation is marked with a hello.

Time flies, everything is changing, he still wants to grab, but he can't grab anything back, all he gets is a helpless sense of powerlessness in his hands.

After taking the medicine, Lu Ancheng lay down on Cheng Qianyang's bed in a daze, and the sleepiness swept over him when he turned over.

Cheng Qianyang covered the quilt for him, and he squeezed Cheng Qianyang's hand, telling him to remember to wake him up when he had something to eat.Cheng Qianyang rubbed his head, and walked out of the room lightly.

Lu Ancheng's head became more and more dazed, he buried himself in the quilt, and finally only heard the metal-clacking sound when the door was closed, and fell into a dazed silence.

The moment before he fell asleep, he even thought, what should he do if Cheng Qianyang wants to leave him one day, for example, if he dies, for example, if he can't even be a brother?

As long as he is ruthless enough, he can continue to be his prince, be the tyrant of his compound, spend endless time with her, sleep with countless girls, have a peaceful dream, and then forgive the other party 17 The absurdity of the year.

But he couldn't do it.

Just because he couldn't accept Cheng Qianyang who might leave, he couldn't forgive the culprit who tore apart their pure friendship.

……

Cheng Qianyang never thought of leaving Lu Ancheng.

All the worst plans he ever made did not include leaving Lu An City, except death.Life and death is the only requirement in his life for Lu Ancheng not to be paranoid.

Lu Ancheng can make his own choice.

Grandpa went out for a walk, Cheng Qianyang went into the kitchen and cooked some porridge with vegetables and lean meat for Lu Ancheng, then looked at the watch, and went out to the business hall to buy a phone card.

He found a coffee shop at random, and first saved Lu Ancheng's account. Lu Ancheng was nostalgic for the old days and didn't like to change numbers randomly. This account had been with him for almost ten years.Cheng Qianyang knew everything by heart, so he almost had to find a knife to carve it into his bones.

After saving the landline numbers of each family, he saved the phone numbers of other brothers in the compound one after another. When he saw the couple numbers of the Zhou brothers, he felt sore, and instantly wanted to buy one online to see with Lu Ancheng. Looks like some numbers.

Cheng Qianyang shook his head, joking in his heart that Zhou Jiayou was too good at hiding, anyone with a discerning eye could see that his love was almost overflowing, so he almost showed Zhou Jiafei his heart and soul.

But where did he have the qualifications to make fun of Zhou Jiayou?Didn't he hold his burning heart, afraid that Lu Ancheng wouldn't want it.

By the way, that guy changed a temporary number.Lu Ancheng simply called Zhou Jiayou.

"An'an told me that you would go to the broadcasting building to find me the day after tomorrow?"

"Hey, your Lu Ancheng can handle things, and you said that you two are not tied together. How long ago did you call."

"To each other, your Jiajiafei is also good, you are so used to your temper that you can drop your phone, so you have to be careful with your computer."

When Zhou Jiayou heard it, his head hurt again.

"Don't mention it, if it wasn't for helping you, I would have made Xiaobao angry? The woman was worried that I would sit on my lap and prepare to do something. I happened to be on the phone with Xiaobao and wanted him to Don't worry, just lie to him that I'm in the house, who would have thought that he rushed over to the swimming pool and slapped that woman with his mobile phone, and threw my mobile phone away."

He tapped on his desk and picked up a script.

"It took me a whole night of coaxing and coaxing to explain clearly. You owe me a huge favor for this matter."

Cheng Qianyang frowned:

"Hands up and down? You didn't let her touch it, did you?"

"Is it a joke, I can let her succeed?" Zhou Jiayou casually flipped through the script and smiled secretly.

"Don't worry, I've obtained the evidence. The wine she was about to pour for me that day and the cigarette she smoked contained ingredients. It's also thanks to Xiaobao's fuss that bought me time."

"I guess she didn't dare to drink it for the first time. The content in the wine is small and the ingredients are well hidden, but it's hard to say what is in her cigarette. I'm still waiting for Boyu to report to me. I will see you the day after tomorrow for This issue--"

After finishing speaking, he put down the script in his hand again, and asked the person on the other end of the phone in a deep voice:

"—Let me ask you, does Lu Ancheng not know what you are doing at all, what are you going to do?"

Cheng Qianyang is not surprised that he would ask such a question, hooked his fingers on the bridge of his nose, and answered him with a smile:

"Actually, he already knows a little bit. When he and I were in Italy, we happened to meet the local mafia hired by the old man. Now he only knows that I caused trouble and was being hunted down."

"The local mafia? The old man doesn't even know your identity, how could he know that you are going to Italy?" Zhou Jiayou had a bad feeling in his heart, "You have always been cautious in doing things, could it be..."

"Yes, it's me!"

Cheng Qianyang replied instantly, without any concealment, and generously admitted.He leaned on the sofa covered with pillows in the coffee shop. They were extremely soft, which made him so hard-hearted towards himself.

"'Light' with strong information will date an Asian man on the love road in Cinque Terre, Italy. Nothing has a higher success rate than attacking him when he is unsuspecting, isn't it?"

"Cheng Qianyang!" Zhou Jiayou slammed his desk on the desk and yelled at him in disbelief, "Are you crazy! You dare to make such a dangerous move! Just tell me what you want to do? In case someone remembers you face? What if you didn’t run away? What if they took hold of you and threatened—”

After his voice froze, Zhou Jiayou suddenly figured it out.

"—You bastard, you..."

"I want Lu Ancheng to know that I might die, and I want him to be mentally prepared."

Cheng Qianyang stopped laughing, his expression was indifferent, and his tone was rarely calm, so calm that Zhou Jiayou had the illusion that he was just replaying an old game of chess, not a chess player who was calculating how to move every move.

"If he can accept it, he can live a good life. If he can't accept it, maybe he is willing to accompany me."

Zhou Jiayou was speechless immediately.

"Cheng Qianyang, don't blame me for being cheap, you are too self-indulgent."

He really couldn't agree with Cheng Qianyang's approach.

"You have loved Lu Ancheng for so many years, has he ever responded to you? Don't talk about it on the bed, why did he hide from you this time? Think about it for yourself. He is disgusted by what you did to him! I’m a straight man! Why do you think he slept with you? If you refuse, you welcome? That’s why he didn’t care about you. He treats you as a brother!”

Zhou Jiayou loosened his tie. The tie was so poorly tied that his second son wanted to tie it when he went out this morning.

"The relationship between the two of you was unfair from the very beginning, and you went wrong from the very beginning. You are the one who kept a low profile, and you were the one who forced him. Do you think this is a circus training animals?" He gritted his teeth in hatred, " In this way, it is impossible for you to want him to accompany you to die."

"I know it's impossible. I know it all."

Cheng Qianyang has thought of everything.

He had already considered the good and the bad, and the only thing he didn't dare to block was Lu Ancheng's treatment of him.He knows Lu Ancheng too well, and he knows that Lu Ancheng has absolutely no love for him.

Lu Ancheng's feelings are too much, too messy, too complex, he stuffed all kinds of "love" towards himself into a container called "Fa Xiao" and "Brother", and then frantically stirred it, stirring it up. He can't see his true self.

How much of it is love and what is righteousness, none of them can tell.

Cheng Qianyang only hoped that there would be more peaceful days, so that he would have enough time to increase the weight of this love.

He had to carefully sift Lu Ancheng's "love" out of the container, gather them together, show them to Lu Ancheng with his own hands, and deliver them together with his own heart.

He doesn't regret his 17-year-old impulsiveness, but this time he has to tell Lu Ancheng plainly:

"I love you with my whole heart, and you also love me with a small part. There is no need to make any changes between us, and love can exist."

The author says:

It is written and I feel that the sweet pet tag is wrong... But the attack must be favored, emmm... let's just put it on