Come to extraordinary times

I always thought that my feelings for Xiaoyi were family affection, because I have never felt the love of my father, and although my mother is kind to me, she only treats me like a prince, not a son.When I saw Xiaoyi, this is the kind of family affection I pursue, warm and sweet.

Family affection in the royal family is weak, no one knows, but the moment I saw Xiao Yi, I felt as if my loneliness was pushed away in his deep blue ocean, and I felt that I had finally found my true self. The warmth I want, I thought it was family affection.I am more willing to take the initiative to fight for the family affection that I can't crave. I regard Xiaoyi as the object of my struggle, and I am also willing to treat him as my only family member.

In Xiao Yi's Zhou Catch Ceremony, he chose me, and I also recognized him.I am willing to hide him under my wings and let him be under my protection forever. I took him to Jingde Palace and let him live with me.I pamper him, dote on him, and prevent him from being hurt or wronged at all.

Fortunately, Xiao Yi is very sensible and smart.No, it should be said that it is too good.His attainments in magic shocked my mentor, Grand Magister Fatef, not to mention his alluring appearance and his perpetual well-behaved behavior.

He doesn't seem to have the consciousness of being a prince at all. He treats everyone, including eunuchs, maids, and guards equally, as if everyone is equal.He didn't deliberately show his equality, but everyone around him was moved by him.

I am really happy that he is my son. I hide him in the snow, but I don’t want him to be hurt. It’s not that I don’t want others to see him. In fact, his excellence makes me want to show him to the world Show off with other races.

For four full years, we ate and lived together, and I was used to having Xiaoyi on the bed. Even after I had to go to the harem to satisfy my desires, I would still come back and sleep by his side.Get used to his small soft body, put his arms around my neck, and bury his body in my arms, I will have a sense of fullness.

For Xiaoyi, I have always had a desire to monopolize, I am jealous of his kindness to anyone else, for example, I am jealous of the magic wand that Xiaoyi gave President Suoli during the Zhou Catch Ceremony.I also thought it was an expression of family affection, after all, I have never had the experience of enjoying family affection.

Xiao Yi is the most exquisite doll I have ever seen. I like to help him dress, I like to see him smile at me happily, I like to call me Father in a childish voice, and I like to hold him in my arms , I like to kiss his cute little face, I like to kiss his beautiful eyes, I like to kiss his little hand that always hugs me...

Oh no, I even wish I could kiss his little mouth, every inch of his body...

Is this still affection?

I don't know when, my feelings for Xiao Yi gradually deteriorated. I clearly know that I am his father, and I am very proud that I am his father, but I still long to have him, long for me Also his one and only.

Once, when I was pampering Concubine Han, I saw that face that was somewhat similar to Xiao Yi suddenly turned into Xiao Yi, and he moaned under me, and I suddenly vomited, I was shocked!

The eldest prince Feng'er came to ask me to let Xiao Yi participate in their prince's party. Due to various reasons, I agreed, but at that moment, I felt uneasy, and I began to be afraid.

Xiaoyi hasn't had any contact with the outside world in these years, and I'm the only one in his world.But let him go out now, he has come into contact with the vast world and met all kinds of people, will there be only me in his world?Or will I still be his most important person?

That day, I was so uneasy that I hurriedly finished the morning and waited for him in Jingde Palace all morning.Fortunately, he came back for lunch and forced him to eat the Yuzhen custard. I used the excuse of taking a nap to hug him tightly on the bed and feel his presence.

"Father, today I saw a few royal brothers and sisters, and I think they are all pretty good." Xiaoyi said this to me on the bed, and my uneasiness became even stronger.

"Then who does Xiaoyi like most?" I asked him casually after kissing him.

"Of course it's the father! Haha." He responded to me, turned his head, and kissed me on the lips.

My heart beats faster, I feel his soft lips, and the faint scent of Yuzhen custard, I can't help but want to taste it again, try it again, I don't know, I want to taste that This feeling, I still want to appease my uneasiness...

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That day, when my kiss with my father ended, and when I fell asleep, I don’t remember, I just remember that when I woke up, my father was no longer on the bed, and I was lying on the bed , opened his eyes and spent the whole afternoon in a daze.

I'm thinking about my relationship with my father, what's going on between me and my father?

It’s not that I haven’t read Danmei novels in my previous life, and I’ve read a lot of father-son novels, but how could it happen to me?I never thought about it, and I'm not supposed to be gay.

So what's the matter with this kiss?I can't lie to myself that this is a kiss between relatives, can I?

Father is no longer affection for me but love?

How is that possible?I'm sure what I feel is the affection of my father!

Is it really family?Is that kind of love really just family affection?

Well, I don't know either!

But first I have to calm down myself, and then determine a few questions:

[-]. Is my father in love with me?

[-]. If the emperor's love for me is not family affection, but love, how long can this love last?Does love exist in the palace?

[-]. I don't seem to hate Father's kiss?

[-]. How do I feel about my father?Family?I'm not so sure now.

30. If there is love between me and my father, what should we do next?What's more, even though I have a 5-year-old mind, I actually only have a [-]-year-old body!

Haha, it seems that I was worthy of studying law in my previous life. I didn't use anything, and the logic is still very strong.

Well, let’s answer the first question first: Is my father in love with me?

Father's kiss gave me the feeling that it can't be family affection, well, let's make sure it's love first!

Second, how long can the father's love last?

There is a time period for women in the palace to be favored. I thought it was family affection and I could take it for granted. But if it is love, I can’t just be suspicious like those women in the harem. I look forward to pampering my father all day long. One day, being sad and happy for his flirtatiousness and passion?God, if you want me to live this kind of life, why not let me reincarnate again!

So, there is no need to think about this question. It turned out that when my father doted on me, I didn't have any expectations for my father's family affection, but it has still been like this for four years. Why should I worry about the spoiled love again now? Woolen cloth?

Now for the third question, do I hate my father's kiss?

Well, well, there is no need to answer this question at all, what do you hate if you are so fascinated?

The fourth question, what is my feeling for my father?Family or love?

Anyway, I always thought it was family affection, but family affection will be like me, wishing to stick to my father all the time, longing to be skin-to-skin with my father. You and your father have slept naked together for almost four years, and you are naked every day Hug together, that is, he has only recently started to change into pajamas.At that time, I still felt strange, why should I change my pajamas?

Yes, didn't it be at that time that the emperor realized that his feelings for me were no longer family?

Well, the answer to this question can only be family and love!I don’t feel guilty about this, our souls are already 30 years old, and we read too many danmei father-son novels in our previous life, so we didn’t think much of it.

The last question, since love exists, what should we do next?

It seems that I can't solve this problem, right?I'm only five years old, father isn't a child lover, right?Moreover, I am not yet fully developed, and my father can't do anything!

Well, let it take its course, since that's the case, I don't need to think too much, if I can really be with my father in the future, I will feel happy in my heart.

That's right, grow up quickly, father, wait for me!