hey, old classmate

The whole church was full of people coming and going, and there were white roses everywhere, which looked very holy.

I remember when we first got together I said "Gu Zuo, remember to buy me white roses for my birthday, I want to remind you now, when the day comes, you can pretend to be a surprise for me".

At that time, he still looked disgusted, "Then you are so self-conscious, what a surprise that you have said it all"?

As a result, on his birthday, he bought two whole bundles of white roses and carried them back, yes, two bundles.Didn't even remove the thorns from the stem. ~~~~

I was angry all day because of this, because I blamed him for being moody, and for not caring.

Then he said, "All my small thoughts will be used on our wedding. Now you have to be flat, and even occasionally a little disappointed, so that there will be big surprises in the future."

Just by his words, I lost my temper at all, and I was very happy.

Looking around now, it really looks like the wedding scene of my dreams.

A flower wall of white roses with the names and blessings of the newlyweds written on them,

Crystal carvings of white roses inlaid on white lace pillars,

The point is that the groom is wearing a white suit,

Everything is so holy, so, so perfect.

It's just that when I looked at the beautiful bride in front of me, I knew I was thinking too much.

This wedding is not mine, he has nothing to do with me, no, it has something to do with it, after all, the groom is the one I loved for the first time, and the one I am loving now.

A bridesmaid stood next to the bride with a tray full of various wedding candies, and the best man also stood next to the groom with a tray with cigarettes and red envelopes.

I don't know if Gu Zuo told his new wife about my existence, and I don't know whether his wife would care about my existence.

I couldn't help but secretly looked at the man who said he would spend the rest of his life with me from the corner of my eye.

His new wife was talking to him, he nodded from time to time, and the smile on his mouth didn't mean to put it away at all.He looks so happy.

I think, maybe he also enjoys the feeling of being about to embrace happiness and being accompanied.

I couldn't help scolding myself secretly, Zuo Gu, you are so fucking cheap.How many people in this world can be generous enough to attend their ex's wedding?

You think you are noble, don't you?

Do you think he can be like the plot in the TV series?At the most critical moment, I hold your hand and say, "Do you dare to do a bad thing? Let's abandon all of them and escape to a strange place, and live a happy life in secret."

You idiot, stop dreaming, okay?He can't see you, everyone here can't see you, everyone can't see you.

Then I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry, I touched my chest and said to myself, "Accept the reality, you are dead, your reactions are just a wandering ghost, a paranoid person who refuses to drink Mengpo soup It’s just a wandering spirit, not even a ghost.”

After such an analysis, I felt that I was nothing more than a thing. It was hopeless to think about these things at such a time.

I took a deep breath and followed their footsteps to the auditorium.

I kept telling myself "Zuo Gu, Zuo Gu, bear it, bear it again, at most one or two hours, he will break off with you completely, and you will completely give up. Seeing him happy, you can drink Mengmeng with peace of mind." It's over, you don't have to wait alone anymore. It's okay, it's okay. It's okay, he just can't love you anymore. And you're just dead. You just can't be together. It's okay, It really doesn't matter."

The host is a very experienced uncle who is very good at enlivening the atmosphere. .Singing, dancing, and jokes for a while.The people in the audience laughed and went back and forth.

He and they on the stage also laughed happily, what about me?I think I look like I'm smiling too.Because I wiped the corners of my eyes and there were no tears.

The host said that the groom prepared a mysterious gift for the bride~~~

I know that the gift was a dance he had rehearsed for a few days, because I saw it the day I made an appointment with the Scarecrow.

As soon as he left that day, a faceless man in a black robe came to his back. He told me, "I can let you meet him again, and you can even say five words as farewell, but after that you have to drink Meng Potang and follow me. Of course, you can also choose to continue to be a wandering soul like this~~"

I didn't wait for him to say anything later, I agreed to him directly, and I said "I am willing.".

～～～～～～～

You danced that 5finefrokner together.

With our memories.

The bride was very moved, laughed and shed tears and then I watched you hug and kiss.

The host asked, "Mr. Gu Zuo, are you willing to marry the person in front of you? Love her, respect her, and stay with her for the rest of your life, regardless of poverty, wealth, health, or disease"?

You shake her hand and say "I do". ~~~

You exchange rings, hug and kiss again.

The resounding applause from the audience told me "Zuo Gu, you are completely finished, there is no play. He fell in love with someone else while you were waiting for him for ten years. He doesn't love you anymore. But you can't blame him, who made you Did Mingqian die so early?"

I think if I continue to stay, I feel that if I can't hold on to your bridal chamber, I will lose control and smash the whole place, and then kill you, so we can be regarded as together.

But I can't bear it, let alone kill you, even if I pull out one of your hairs, I will feel bad.You were the one who loved me the most.

So I told myself "Zuo Gu don't wait, don't wait. It's now,"

When you went to the bathroom, you suddenly saw me, I stood in front of you, I smiled at you, and waved to you.

I was stunned at first, then shocked, and then you jumped up excitedly, you grabbed my arm, and you cried and said, "You are back, you are finally back, is it really you? My left look, really is it you?"

You talked a lot incoherently, you hugged me and didn't let go, you asked me a lot of questions.

But I'm thinking, I only have one sentence to say goodbye to you, I originally wanted to say "Please remember I love you very much"

But you're married today, I can't say something like that,

I want to say "don't be sad"

But I think you should be sad when you think of me, so that you can not forget me.

The soul seeker reminded me, "You only have 1 minute, otherwise you won't even be able to drink Mengpo soup, and you won't even be able to make a wandering soul, you will only be lost."

In the end, I couldn't help holding you, kissing you and then we rubbed each other's ears.

It's just that I originally wanted to say "HEY old classmate, I love you very much, but I can't love you anymore. There is no other reason, just because I am dead"

In the end, because of time, I only said hey, old classmate~~

Goodbye to my old classmates, goodbye to my first love, goodbye to my lover, goodbye to everything, goodbye to myself!