hey, old classmate

Since when did I know that I was dead?

I think it was probably the day I finally saw you in town.

The weather was exceptionally fine that day, not at all gloomy like after a disaster.The sunlight scatters in all directions, illuminating the abandoned town brightly.

Occasionally, one or two groups of unknown birds flew in the sky, chirping.I don't know whether to cry or sing.

I sat at the gate of our school as usual, I think I got separated from you in this place, so I won't go, I'll wait for you at the same place.Will this reunion come sooner?

Suddenly, one day after I waited for you for an unknown amount of time, I suddenly turned around and you stood there like an angel.

You are wearing a black striped suit, you are holding a white rose, your eyes are full of tears~~~

I look at you and smile, and I think I am smiling very happily; I wave to you, and I feel that I am waving very hard; I shout to you, and I feel that I am yelling very loudly.

But you are staring at the front, you can't see me at all, you can't hear me "Gu Zuo, Gu Zuo, Gu Zuo, don't cry, don't be sad~"

You suddenly knelt down and cried hoarsely, crying so hard that the ground shook.

I want to give you a hug and give you some comfort.Then I saw my hand penetrate your body.You are still crying without realizing it.

At this moment, I finally had to admit that I was dead, not knowing how long ago.

I don't think it should be too long.Because I was just alone in this small town, waiting for you at the gate of the school for a few days and nights.

I think it should be a little longer, because you have become taller, handsomer, and more mature.

I just watched you cry like this, and you cried and said, "Zuo Gu, I'm getting married, I'm getting married, I'm getting married next month, I kind of hope you can mess things up, you think, You are so jealous, you definitely don’t want me to be with you for the rest of my life. Come on, I’ll follow you as long as you mess up, we’ll elope like people in a TV show, and then go to a place where no one knows Our place, I use my money to support you. My parents died, and their money was left to me. We can not work, we only spend time eating, and then all the rest of the time we use zuoai! Didn't you promise to wait until you graduate from high school and we will fall in love when we get to college? Didn't you promise to rely on me? Why don't you say nothing? I've been waiting for you for ten years , Are you really not guilty? Since you are not guilty, then I don't care if you are happy or not, I will get married if you want to."

Then you put down the white rose in your hand, wiped away your tears and said "I'm leaving" with a smile.

I follow your back step by step, I want to tell you loudly "Gu Zuo, Gu Zuo, I am here, I am right behind you, don't get married, don't leave me."

But I know what you can't hear, just as you can't see me following you and stepping on your footprints, just as I can't leave this school. ~~

The author has something to say:

Well, the part about Zuo Gu is not over yet, this is a short story.It may be [-] words, it may be [-] words, or it may be less than [-] words.decide as things go.