Belly Trojan
Chapter 82 Daphne Demon
Fan Shu regretted asking such a question.Ling Yanzhi's past is like a spying net, a man-eating flower, even if you just want to get a closer look at the texture and bright colors of the surface, it is easy to be captured by the dormant beasts in it.
I'm afraid that even the person concerned himself is unwilling to look back. The arduous twisting and questioning step by step have just formed the person he is now.
But it is also like a statue cast by copper and iron. Even the angle of the smile at the corner of the mouth has been calculated thousands of times, and the curve of the face is an aesthetic pattern after repeated engraving.He has no flesh and blood, only a stone-core copper tire; from the inside to the outside, it is made of steel and iron, and it makes a rattling sound when knocked.
But I still want to know, even if it’s just to get closer and understand more, Ling Yanzhi is not a copper and iron statue or a clay puppet after all, it seems that he turned himself into a laurel tree to avoid Daphne who was chasing and courting him, when he couldn’t escape, I would rather my hair become leaves, my wrists become branches, my legs become trunks, and my feet and toes become roots, deeply rooted in the soil.
No one understands the unfeelingness of the goddess: what's wrong with Apollo?Tall and handsome, with noble birth, he is the number one beautiful boy among the gods in heaven and earth!How many people just linger on hearing his piano sound!How many people are willing to spend their whole lives alone for him, only longing for his dewy love!However, he is only willing to be obsessed with you, and only offer the sound of the piano for you. He pursues and loves you like that, but why don't you know how to flatter you, and would rather turn yourself into a tree than commit yourself to him?He is not your enemy, nor is he a ferocious beast, nor is he an unreasonable brat. What do you think you are, why would you dare to reject him? You don’t even look at your own virtues, you must have ulterior motives!
The laurel rustled, no longer bothered to speak the same language as the interrogator.
Although he knew it was too late to say anything now, Fan Shu still couldn't help being angry: "...If I knew that we met, I should have beaten him up. You can still talk to him properly?"
Ling Yanzhi smiled: "How should I put it, it's all in the past. Looking back, I was quite sick at the time. If I didn't just spoil him, I wouldn't have become like that. Besides, he was beaten before too. Yes. If he hadn't been beaten into such a virtuous manner, there are some things that he really wouldn't be able to see through and wake up from."
The turning point of the matter was at the end of the academic year, when both of them received invitations from various research institutions to join different teams or groups.This will play a decisive role in their future choice of work and final research direction.At that time, Shaoyang Bing received invitations from two secondary research institutions, both of which were not in the local area, and each had its own advantages and disadvantages. he goes together.In his opinion, this is a matter of course: anyway, Ling Yanzhi didn't receive any offer, even if he did, he must obey his own arrangement.
Ling Yanzhi himself didn't have too much hope—or it should be said that during that time, he was devastated and exhausted in order to cope with this 'feeling'.Shaoyang Bing was one grade higher than him, and was facing the critical moment of graduation practice, all kinds of resumes were in a mess, Ling Yanzhi didn't know which demon he was possessed at that time, he actually felt that he was duty-bound, and he was more nervous than his own exams .
So when he received the invitation from the Jinlinzi team, his mind went blank for a moment, not understanding why the other party would choose him.
Although the team led by Academician Jin is the largest in the country, with hundreds of people, and even thousands of people when tackling a critical situation, and it spans several different professional fields. It is full of industry experts, and newcomers can only serve them tea when they enter. For the sake of water and recording data, many bigwigs who would rather be a chicken head than a queen are not willing to go.But... For a student who is still studying for a Ph. D., this is simply a lucrative and enviable prospect.After the instructor announced that day, the other people in the same group looked at him, wanting to swallow him alive.
What was even more unbelievable was Shaoyang Bing's reaction.
He seemed to have been slapped in the face, he couldn't believe it at all, and he couldn't accept the fact that Ling Yanzhi was selected into the Jinlinzi team. Immediately afterwards, it seemed that his brain directly filtered the news, and instead continued to ask Ling Yanzhi to go to other places with him as an 'accompanying reader' ’, as if it never happened.
Naturally, Ling Yanzhi would not give up such an opportunity; of course, even if no one invited him to join any research team, he would not do any 'accompanying study'.I have struggled like a nightmare so far, enduring countless pains, just to find the answer in the long study, or even a little fire light in the dark night to guide the direction.But he wanted to discuss this matter with Shao, but found that he couldn't listen no matter what.
'How could Jinlinzi's team choose you? He didn't mean to quarrel, but he used a strangely calm and comforting tone, as if Ling Yanzhi who was persuading him was a mental patient, "You have never been able to participate in the senior expert group of the 'core laboratory' where Jinlinzi is located." We all know the level of members.In order to speed up the solution to the problem of the ABO grading system, the Jinlinzi team has expanded to thousands of people. This time, the recruitment is just to hang his brand, and it must be done by the subordinates. '
'Duan Xin, who has been persevering towards you before, chasing you fiercely, even killing anyone who dares to touch you, isn't he now in Jinlinzi's team, doing comprehensive management work? '
Ling Yanzhi suddenly stopped. 'What do you mean? '
'Don't you understand?Why this time?Why his team? '
Ling Yanzhi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and tempered his temper to argue: "Academician Jin's team has recently expanded its recruitment due to research and research. There are not only people with the surname Duan among them?"There must be one or two hundred seniors from our school, if you don’t count the school year, right?Isn't that normal? '
'Normal?Where is normal?They did it on purpose... at this time!Why is that you?There are so many people in the school!Do you think you are special besides QUEEN? '
'Also, your mentor, what is he thinking, can't you see?How did you grow up so big, why are you always not vigilant, and fall into this trap again and again?The resources he gave you have far exceeded others, right?Do you think those opportunities are all for nothing? You look at others, and then at you!Why should he be so nice to you?Do all the people in this world treat you well for no reason? "
……Yes, I have?
……do not have it?
There seemed to be a crack on the innocent statue, Ling Yan subconsciously took a step back, and the man in front of him became strange, as if he had never known such a person before.
'Go, go now, yes, it can't be too late, go to your mentor immediately, and explain it to him, do you understand?This is all for your own good...Yanzhi, I have always been for your good...'
Ling Yanzhi checked the time, it was almost twelve o'clock at night.
And the man who had given him countless hallucinations was pushing him out the door.
Although he felt that something was wrong, the inertia of the brain still chose to obey subconsciously, walking aimlessly on the street.Of course he wouldn't look for a mentor, even if he wanted to, he couldn't look for it at this time!But according to Shaoyang Bing's current state, they couldn't go back to the house they rented together.
The night fell like a great net.
However, as a 'good student' Ling Yanzhi has nowhere to go, it doesn't mean that as a 'QUEEN', 'Rouge' has nowhere to go either.Nightlife is QUEEN's signature. Not only is it rich and lucrative, but it can also make a lot of money: it is too expensive to take the exam all the way, especially if you are studying reproductive majors known as 'money meat grinders'!It is precisely because of this that no matter how strict Shaoyang Bing's "control" is, the nightlife social circle as a "QUEEN" has always been preserved.
But at this time, he was confused, confused, vacillating, and distracted, and he really wanted to break free from the imprisonment that was wet and weak like a tarsus maggot, not to cater to someone's face, and not to censor his own. Every word and deed, forget about this unlucky offer that brings you a windfall or a disaster, it is just for indulgence, and you will get drunk.
Weakened soon, he was once again surrounded by "powerful" men among the students who fawned over him, and some people had already heard about his "lucky" being selected, and expressed their congratulations Drinking with a glass of water; some people take advantage of his soft and profligate today, and enjoy their hands and hands, and take advantage of him.Some people also took the opportunity to pave the way for themselves, and their attitude towards him became more respectful: After all, the circle is so big, although this person is a 'woman' now, she has climbed into the thighs of Jin Linzi's group of 'top think tanks' , even if you sleep all the way along the bed, maybe your future will depend on his pillow wind in the future?
He was drunk, drunk in alcohol and high fever, and vaguely heard the sound of commotion and abuse coming from outside.Then came the uproar, piercing screams and sudden bursts of laughter, one of which was right next to his ear and made his brain rumble and hurt.
'Look at this man, let's see who this man is—'
'Wow, I didn't expect that a great talent from Shao would come to this kind of place?Don't you usually dislike us the most? '
"I'm still writing 'social commentary' on the school forum, why, now I'm standing up and down—how about it, do you want to come over and lick it too?" '
'Rouge, do you know him?That's right, he's from the same campus as you, so he's your senior? '
'—Hey, are you here to take a peek at 'Rouge'?How did you know this place and followed him?ah? '
The face was slapped.
The drowsy mind first feels the sharp pain—not the physical pain. Although the head is dizzy and dull after drinking too much alcohol, there is a kind of pain that seems to be the reflection of the neurons, which is rooted in the bottom of the heart. of.When he opened his dim eyes, he felt that the line of sight was splitting from his body like a cutting machine, as if shouting: Shameless!He felt a chill all over his body, and only then realized that his clothes had been taken off by others, some of which he remembered maybe he had taken off by himself, because they poured wine on them, the air conditioner was turned on very low, and he was shivering all over.
The one at the end of his field of vision, held down by two or three security guards, was what he thought was his 'boyfriend'.For a moment, there was a little joy and anxiety in my heart, but that illusory joy was suppressed by the other party's resentful eyes, and it turned into a kind of panic that I didn't know what to do.
why are you here
...and why are you here?
Why do you ask me?Aren't you going to the tutor's house?what are you doing now
so you follow me?
You look at what you look like now!I should have known... you weren't forced to at all, were you?You are simply enjoying this kind of shameless behavior, right?
As the 'QUEEN' Rouge, she is never afraid to expose her Dong body in front of others.His body is the capital of his comeback and the source of his self-confidence.He can accept the worship of others naked, because, outside the body of 'Ling Yanzhi', there is a hard rouge mask that protects him from harm.But at this time, someone's sharp gaze seemed to burn through his disguise, as if he was holding the rope around his neck, Ling Yanzhi suddenly felt that he was exposed, that there was nothing to hide, that he was ashamed, obscene, and would be criticized He wanted to curl up subconsciously, his hands gripping the edge of the sofa cushions, trying to cover himself with the blanket.No, don't look at me, only you can't, you have seen my true face; you can't expose me.
'What's the matter, Rouge, you know each other? '
"It's not a day or two since this kid toad wants to eat swan meat—"
They laughed and kicked the uninvited guest, and Shao couldn't resist at all, and he wouldn't even report the encounter—as long as he wanted to go to work in the institute smoothly.He rolled back and forth under the feet of the wealthy young men, holding his head and whimpering, with blood flowing from the nostrils and the corners of his mouth; but he stared fixedly and stiffened his neck, as if that was his only persistence.
'Enough, stop hitting, stop hitting...'
Ling Yanzhi traveled through the past time and saw his naked and young body shaking, his straight and slender legs stretched out from the sofa, his smooth toes landed on the ground, and the cold marble floor exuded a bone-piercing coolness.He didn't know where he got the courage to walk over naked like this, staggering, ridiculous, trying to push away the men who were beating him, 'I called him, he is me Boyfriend...he's my boyfriend. '
The surroundings stopped for a moment... as if caught in some mysterious time loop.People's vision casts...on a naked body, penetrates this body, penetrates the barrier of time, and directly sees the self reviewing all these in memory.Ling Yanzhi couldn't move, and fell into the same deadlock as his past self.
'Yeah? Someone asked, not towards him, but towards Shaoyang Bing, picked up his head, patted his swollen face, and pointed to the only shameful figure in the darkness with a smile, "Is he Are you a bitch? 'While speaking, a heavy pedal hit his heart.
The man trembled all over, bowed his body and vomited, and saliva dripped from the corner of his mouth. "No..." He shook his head in a trance, with his face lowered, all the eyes that forced him to ask himself just now were gone, "No, it's not..."
'You came to see him?ah?He called you here?truth! '
'No... no... no... no, no! '
'You look up, take a closer look, now I'll show you, let go of it, look at the women of my brothers, don't they look good?Palm palm eye, do you dare, huh? ! '
'Don't dare... dare... dare... I'm wrong, I don't know him... I don't know him! ! '
At the end of the voice, it was close to roaring.
Suddenly, the original numbness came back; he felt that he stretched out his hand, but the man shrank back abruptly as if struck by electricity, and curled up behind the half-hidden porch; while several other pairs of arms stretched out. Come over, clamp his arms and waist like pliers, and drag him back.
They laughed again, hugging his waist, pressing his wrists, and folding him on their laps. 'Are you going to the team of Academician Jin?Have you decided? '
In a daze, he saw himself nodding his head.
'That's too bad, once you leave, you won't be 'QUEEN' anymore, we can't afford it! '
"At any rate, I've been supporting you for so long. In the end, I plan to have a good get-together. What's the point of coming out like this?"Look down on us? '
'When you want to use it, you play us around, why, now you look noble? '
One hand grabbed his legs and forced him to separate; the other pinched his jaw and forced him to open his mouth.
Like Daphne captured by Apollo, he turned himself into a tree without consciousness, so that he could endure the pain of the knife and axe.
'Let him watch!Let that cowardly coward watch! '
'Are you happy?Do you like it very much?You are a prodigal, and you are a perfect match for a coward!Ha ha! '
There was another burst of happy laughter, but gradually, it turned into cursing, humming, impacting, and creaking; the heavy table top was tilted, and the beer on the table fell down while being dragged. Shattered, the sharp thorn on the neck of the bottle faced his eyes, and his vision was knocked up and down, getting closer to the thorn every time.Through the magnified green concave mirror at the bottom of the wine bottle, he saw that the door was wide open, and the liquid reflected the neon light outside the door, and the people who had shrunk there disappeared at some point.
My future is floating in mid-air, staring like a ghost at the past, shameless self, torn apart by several hands invisibly.
'Truth or Dare? '
Speaking of which, he learned this game from QUEEN's wine table.
No one wants to listen to his honest words. They teach themselves that the purpose of playing this game is to take a big risk, to try out touches that cross boundaries, kisses that are required, and random ambiguities.It seemed that since he learned this evasive game, it was the first time he had said so many true 'truths', cut open the hard bark, and looked at himself curled up inside and shivering until now.Fan Shu didn't speak for a long time. He smoked all the cigarettes in his bag, and then said, "Don't cry." But his own eyes were foggy, and when he raised his head to the sky in the cold night, it was soaked in by the moonlight. .
Instead, I have to comfort him myself: "It's okay, it's all over. What else do you want to ask? Is there another question?"
"I don't ask anymore, I don't ask anymore." Fan Shu said incoherently, his figure was obscured by the night and moonlight, only a rough outline was outlined, and one eye was as bright as a star. "I'm sorry, you go to rest and have a good sleep. I..." He seemed to want to say something, but something stuck in his throat like a walnut, rolling up and down with his Adam's apple.
Suddenly like a spark splashed into boiling oil, something exploded in the depths and burned easily: I am a piece of wood.It may have been a person, but now it's just a dry tree; my roots go down, too deep and too long in search of water.
They looked at each other under the moonlight and cold wind, and suddenly there was a fine layer of sweat on their faces; they only took a step forward, and they were embedded in each other's arms.
For a long time, I imagined, dreamed, destroyed and sought, a vague concept, a false imagination, a pure spiritual energy called love by women.It is said that it can unravel the curse of magic and make things transformed into various shapes by witchcraft finally return to human beings.
"Okay." The past self heard the present self murmur, with dry lips and thirsty throat, "It's okay if you don't want to listen to the truth... just choose the big adventure."
I'm afraid that even the person concerned himself is unwilling to look back. The arduous twisting and questioning step by step have just formed the person he is now.
But it is also like a statue cast by copper and iron. Even the angle of the smile at the corner of the mouth has been calculated thousands of times, and the curve of the face is an aesthetic pattern after repeated engraving.He has no flesh and blood, only a stone-core copper tire; from the inside to the outside, it is made of steel and iron, and it makes a rattling sound when knocked.
But I still want to know, even if it’s just to get closer and understand more, Ling Yanzhi is not a copper and iron statue or a clay puppet after all, it seems that he turned himself into a laurel tree to avoid Daphne who was chasing and courting him, when he couldn’t escape, I would rather my hair become leaves, my wrists become branches, my legs become trunks, and my feet and toes become roots, deeply rooted in the soil.
No one understands the unfeelingness of the goddess: what's wrong with Apollo?Tall and handsome, with noble birth, he is the number one beautiful boy among the gods in heaven and earth!How many people just linger on hearing his piano sound!How many people are willing to spend their whole lives alone for him, only longing for his dewy love!However, he is only willing to be obsessed with you, and only offer the sound of the piano for you. He pursues and loves you like that, but why don't you know how to flatter you, and would rather turn yourself into a tree than commit yourself to him?He is not your enemy, nor is he a ferocious beast, nor is he an unreasonable brat. What do you think you are, why would you dare to reject him? You don’t even look at your own virtues, you must have ulterior motives!
The laurel rustled, no longer bothered to speak the same language as the interrogator.
Although he knew it was too late to say anything now, Fan Shu still couldn't help being angry: "...If I knew that we met, I should have beaten him up. You can still talk to him properly?"
Ling Yanzhi smiled: "How should I put it, it's all in the past. Looking back, I was quite sick at the time. If I didn't just spoil him, I wouldn't have become like that. Besides, he was beaten before too. Yes. If he hadn't been beaten into such a virtuous manner, there are some things that he really wouldn't be able to see through and wake up from."
The turning point of the matter was at the end of the academic year, when both of them received invitations from various research institutions to join different teams or groups.This will play a decisive role in their future choice of work and final research direction.At that time, Shaoyang Bing received invitations from two secondary research institutions, both of which were not in the local area, and each had its own advantages and disadvantages. he goes together.In his opinion, this is a matter of course: anyway, Ling Yanzhi didn't receive any offer, even if he did, he must obey his own arrangement.
Ling Yanzhi himself didn't have too much hope—or it should be said that during that time, he was devastated and exhausted in order to cope with this 'feeling'.Shaoyang Bing was one grade higher than him, and was facing the critical moment of graduation practice, all kinds of resumes were in a mess, Ling Yanzhi didn't know which demon he was possessed at that time, he actually felt that he was duty-bound, and he was more nervous than his own exams .
So when he received the invitation from the Jinlinzi team, his mind went blank for a moment, not understanding why the other party would choose him.
Although the team led by Academician Jin is the largest in the country, with hundreds of people, and even thousands of people when tackling a critical situation, and it spans several different professional fields. It is full of industry experts, and newcomers can only serve them tea when they enter. For the sake of water and recording data, many bigwigs who would rather be a chicken head than a queen are not willing to go.But... For a student who is still studying for a Ph. D., this is simply a lucrative and enviable prospect.After the instructor announced that day, the other people in the same group looked at him, wanting to swallow him alive.
What was even more unbelievable was Shaoyang Bing's reaction.
He seemed to have been slapped in the face, he couldn't believe it at all, and he couldn't accept the fact that Ling Yanzhi was selected into the Jinlinzi team. Immediately afterwards, it seemed that his brain directly filtered the news, and instead continued to ask Ling Yanzhi to go to other places with him as an 'accompanying reader' ’, as if it never happened.
Naturally, Ling Yanzhi would not give up such an opportunity; of course, even if no one invited him to join any research team, he would not do any 'accompanying study'.I have struggled like a nightmare so far, enduring countless pains, just to find the answer in the long study, or even a little fire light in the dark night to guide the direction.But he wanted to discuss this matter with Shao, but found that he couldn't listen no matter what.
'How could Jinlinzi's team choose you? He didn't mean to quarrel, but he used a strangely calm and comforting tone, as if Ling Yanzhi who was persuading him was a mental patient, "You have never been able to participate in the senior expert group of the 'core laboratory' where Jinlinzi is located." We all know the level of members.In order to speed up the solution to the problem of the ABO grading system, the Jinlinzi team has expanded to thousands of people. This time, the recruitment is just to hang his brand, and it must be done by the subordinates. '
'Duan Xin, who has been persevering towards you before, chasing you fiercely, even killing anyone who dares to touch you, isn't he now in Jinlinzi's team, doing comprehensive management work? '
Ling Yanzhi suddenly stopped. 'What do you mean? '
'Don't you understand?Why this time?Why his team? '
Ling Yanzhi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and tempered his temper to argue: "Academician Jin's team has recently expanded its recruitment due to research and research. There are not only people with the surname Duan among them?"There must be one or two hundred seniors from our school, if you don’t count the school year, right?Isn't that normal? '
'Normal?Where is normal?They did it on purpose... at this time!Why is that you?There are so many people in the school!Do you think you are special besides QUEEN? '
'Also, your mentor, what is he thinking, can't you see?How did you grow up so big, why are you always not vigilant, and fall into this trap again and again?The resources he gave you have far exceeded others, right?Do you think those opportunities are all for nothing? You look at others, and then at you!Why should he be so nice to you?Do all the people in this world treat you well for no reason? "
……Yes, I have?
……do not have it?
There seemed to be a crack on the innocent statue, Ling Yan subconsciously took a step back, and the man in front of him became strange, as if he had never known such a person before.
'Go, go now, yes, it can't be too late, go to your mentor immediately, and explain it to him, do you understand?This is all for your own good...Yanzhi, I have always been for your good...'
Ling Yanzhi checked the time, it was almost twelve o'clock at night.
And the man who had given him countless hallucinations was pushing him out the door.
Although he felt that something was wrong, the inertia of the brain still chose to obey subconsciously, walking aimlessly on the street.Of course he wouldn't look for a mentor, even if he wanted to, he couldn't look for it at this time!But according to Shaoyang Bing's current state, they couldn't go back to the house they rented together.
The night fell like a great net.
However, as a 'good student' Ling Yanzhi has nowhere to go, it doesn't mean that as a 'QUEEN', 'Rouge' has nowhere to go either.Nightlife is QUEEN's signature. Not only is it rich and lucrative, but it can also make a lot of money: it is too expensive to take the exam all the way, especially if you are studying reproductive majors known as 'money meat grinders'!It is precisely because of this that no matter how strict Shaoyang Bing's "control" is, the nightlife social circle as a "QUEEN" has always been preserved.
But at this time, he was confused, confused, vacillating, and distracted, and he really wanted to break free from the imprisonment that was wet and weak like a tarsus maggot, not to cater to someone's face, and not to censor his own. Every word and deed, forget about this unlucky offer that brings you a windfall or a disaster, it is just for indulgence, and you will get drunk.
Weakened soon, he was once again surrounded by "powerful" men among the students who fawned over him, and some people had already heard about his "lucky" being selected, and expressed their congratulations Drinking with a glass of water; some people take advantage of his soft and profligate today, and enjoy their hands and hands, and take advantage of him.Some people also took the opportunity to pave the way for themselves, and their attitude towards him became more respectful: After all, the circle is so big, although this person is a 'woman' now, she has climbed into the thighs of Jin Linzi's group of 'top think tanks' , even if you sleep all the way along the bed, maybe your future will depend on his pillow wind in the future?
He was drunk, drunk in alcohol and high fever, and vaguely heard the sound of commotion and abuse coming from outside.Then came the uproar, piercing screams and sudden bursts of laughter, one of which was right next to his ear and made his brain rumble and hurt.
'Look at this man, let's see who this man is—'
'Wow, I didn't expect that a great talent from Shao would come to this kind of place?Don't you usually dislike us the most? '
"I'm still writing 'social commentary' on the school forum, why, now I'm standing up and down—how about it, do you want to come over and lick it too?" '
'Rouge, do you know him?That's right, he's from the same campus as you, so he's your senior? '
'—Hey, are you here to take a peek at 'Rouge'?How did you know this place and followed him?ah? '
The face was slapped.
The drowsy mind first feels the sharp pain—not the physical pain. Although the head is dizzy and dull after drinking too much alcohol, there is a kind of pain that seems to be the reflection of the neurons, which is rooted in the bottom of the heart. of.When he opened his dim eyes, he felt that the line of sight was splitting from his body like a cutting machine, as if shouting: Shameless!He felt a chill all over his body, and only then realized that his clothes had been taken off by others, some of which he remembered maybe he had taken off by himself, because they poured wine on them, the air conditioner was turned on very low, and he was shivering all over.
The one at the end of his field of vision, held down by two or three security guards, was what he thought was his 'boyfriend'.For a moment, there was a little joy and anxiety in my heart, but that illusory joy was suppressed by the other party's resentful eyes, and it turned into a kind of panic that I didn't know what to do.
why are you here
...and why are you here?
Why do you ask me?Aren't you going to the tutor's house?what are you doing now
so you follow me?
You look at what you look like now!I should have known... you weren't forced to at all, were you?You are simply enjoying this kind of shameless behavior, right?
As the 'QUEEN' Rouge, she is never afraid to expose her Dong body in front of others.His body is the capital of his comeback and the source of his self-confidence.He can accept the worship of others naked, because, outside the body of 'Ling Yanzhi', there is a hard rouge mask that protects him from harm.But at this time, someone's sharp gaze seemed to burn through his disguise, as if he was holding the rope around his neck, Ling Yanzhi suddenly felt that he was exposed, that there was nothing to hide, that he was ashamed, obscene, and would be criticized He wanted to curl up subconsciously, his hands gripping the edge of the sofa cushions, trying to cover himself with the blanket.No, don't look at me, only you can't, you have seen my true face; you can't expose me.
'What's the matter, Rouge, you know each other? '
"It's not a day or two since this kid toad wants to eat swan meat—"
They laughed and kicked the uninvited guest, and Shao couldn't resist at all, and he wouldn't even report the encounter—as long as he wanted to go to work in the institute smoothly.He rolled back and forth under the feet of the wealthy young men, holding his head and whimpering, with blood flowing from the nostrils and the corners of his mouth; but he stared fixedly and stiffened his neck, as if that was his only persistence.
'Enough, stop hitting, stop hitting...'
Ling Yanzhi traveled through the past time and saw his naked and young body shaking, his straight and slender legs stretched out from the sofa, his smooth toes landed on the ground, and the cold marble floor exuded a bone-piercing coolness.He didn't know where he got the courage to walk over naked like this, staggering, ridiculous, trying to push away the men who were beating him, 'I called him, he is me Boyfriend...he's my boyfriend. '
The surroundings stopped for a moment... as if caught in some mysterious time loop.People's vision casts...on a naked body, penetrates this body, penetrates the barrier of time, and directly sees the self reviewing all these in memory.Ling Yanzhi couldn't move, and fell into the same deadlock as his past self.
'Yeah? Someone asked, not towards him, but towards Shaoyang Bing, picked up his head, patted his swollen face, and pointed to the only shameful figure in the darkness with a smile, "Is he Are you a bitch? 'While speaking, a heavy pedal hit his heart.
The man trembled all over, bowed his body and vomited, and saliva dripped from the corner of his mouth. "No..." He shook his head in a trance, with his face lowered, all the eyes that forced him to ask himself just now were gone, "No, it's not..."
'You came to see him?ah?He called you here?truth! '
'No... no... no... no, no! '
'You look up, take a closer look, now I'll show you, let go of it, look at the women of my brothers, don't they look good?Palm palm eye, do you dare, huh? ! '
'Don't dare... dare... dare... I'm wrong, I don't know him... I don't know him! ! '
At the end of the voice, it was close to roaring.
Suddenly, the original numbness came back; he felt that he stretched out his hand, but the man shrank back abruptly as if struck by electricity, and curled up behind the half-hidden porch; while several other pairs of arms stretched out. Come over, clamp his arms and waist like pliers, and drag him back.
They laughed again, hugging his waist, pressing his wrists, and folding him on their laps. 'Are you going to the team of Academician Jin?Have you decided? '
In a daze, he saw himself nodding his head.
'That's too bad, once you leave, you won't be 'QUEEN' anymore, we can't afford it! '
"At any rate, I've been supporting you for so long. In the end, I plan to have a good get-together. What's the point of coming out like this?"Look down on us? '
'When you want to use it, you play us around, why, now you look noble? '
One hand grabbed his legs and forced him to separate; the other pinched his jaw and forced him to open his mouth.
Like Daphne captured by Apollo, he turned himself into a tree without consciousness, so that he could endure the pain of the knife and axe.
'Let him watch!Let that cowardly coward watch! '
'Are you happy?Do you like it very much?You are a prodigal, and you are a perfect match for a coward!Ha ha! '
There was another burst of happy laughter, but gradually, it turned into cursing, humming, impacting, and creaking; the heavy table top was tilted, and the beer on the table fell down while being dragged. Shattered, the sharp thorn on the neck of the bottle faced his eyes, and his vision was knocked up and down, getting closer to the thorn every time.Through the magnified green concave mirror at the bottom of the wine bottle, he saw that the door was wide open, and the liquid reflected the neon light outside the door, and the people who had shrunk there disappeared at some point.
My future is floating in mid-air, staring like a ghost at the past, shameless self, torn apart by several hands invisibly.
'Truth or Dare? '
Speaking of which, he learned this game from QUEEN's wine table.
No one wants to listen to his honest words. They teach themselves that the purpose of playing this game is to take a big risk, to try out touches that cross boundaries, kisses that are required, and random ambiguities.It seemed that since he learned this evasive game, it was the first time he had said so many true 'truths', cut open the hard bark, and looked at himself curled up inside and shivering until now.Fan Shu didn't speak for a long time. He smoked all the cigarettes in his bag, and then said, "Don't cry." But his own eyes were foggy, and when he raised his head to the sky in the cold night, it was soaked in by the moonlight. .
Instead, I have to comfort him myself: "It's okay, it's all over. What else do you want to ask? Is there another question?"
"I don't ask anymore, I don't ask anymore." Fan Shu said incoherently, his figure was obscured by the night and moonlight, only a rough outline was outlined, and one eye was as bright as a star. "I'm sorry, you go to rest and have a good sleep. I..." He seemed to want to say something, but something stuck in his throat like a walnut, rolling up and down with his Adam's apple.
Suddenly like a spark splashed into boiling oil, something exploded in the depths and burned easily: I am a piece of wood.It may have been a person, but now it's just a dry tree; my roots go down, too deep and too long in search of water.
They looked at each other under the moonlight and cold wind, and suddenly there was a fine layer of sweat on their faces; they only took a step forward, and they were embedded in each other's arms.
For a long time, I imagined, dreamed, destroyed and sought, a vague concept, a false imagination, a pure spiritual energy called love by women.It is said that it can unravel the curse of magic and make things transformed into various shapes by witchcraft finally return to human beings.
"Okay." The past self heard the present self murmur, with dry lips and thirsty throat, "It's okay if you don't want to listen to the truth... just choose the big adventure."
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