nameless country

Hey, this is my first photo shoot. I really didn’t expect that I could persist in writing it down. I write it almost every day. Thank you for collecting, commenting and reading every little angel here.Sometimes I click on Jinjiang and see one more comment or collection, I am very happy!

Maybe the rhythm is not very good, please bear with me (^o^)/~

Here's the real thing:

The impulse to write this story stems from one sentence:

"I suggest you go to war instead of love, because in war you are either dead or alive, but in love, you can neither die nor live well."

Many will name this sentence on Hitler, but there is no evidence for it.

This sentence is really romantic and cruel.

So I wrote it down slowly, it's really hard to define this pit for me, otherwise wouldn't it be a spoiler? [dog face——so I added a quick-wear label.Much the same.

The things expressed in my deep consciousness or shallow dreams are what I have experienced and thought about in my daily life. For a while, I may be under a lot of pressure and often have three-level dreams, and then I know in the dream that this is a dream. There will be a tingling sensation like an electric current when you force yourself to wake up; or sitting on the bed, you can't tell whether it is a dream or not.

"Crying loudly and going from one dream to another is an extravagant wish for everyone." Seeing Wang Xiaobo's words, I don't know what I feel.

It's just one dream after another, and I'm about to wake up.

I originally wanted to write a story about just you and me, but later I added other things as I wrote it.

To sum up the story in one sentence: the general fell in love with William, William betrayed the general, Jacob loved William, William did not accept Jacob, Alfred looked at Jacob, Jacob still looked at william.Alfred didn't know what to say.

The style and language of this pit is not the style I usually write, but I am tired of the structure of those fairy tales and the stories that follow the routine.

And the reason why I chose two men as the protagonists is also very simple, that is, they are very free.

In the era of freedom, some things are still more free for men.

Maybe tomorrow will be better, but who knows?

[In order to describe the strong hope, one must first describe the deep darkness.The same is true in life, I hope to hear that you can live actively in the end]-This is what I saw on the screen at the end of Mika Nakashima's live version of "I've Wanted to End It All".

When I was crying, I thought desperately, although I never thought that it would be over, but when I was angry, sad and depressed, I really felt that there was no hope in sight.There was also a period of time like this in the middle of writing the article, and of course it’s okay now.

So I wanted to write an article that was very difficult before but very promising afterward.

In fact, even two be's are very promising. General be-1 found William, and behind Jacob was Mr. Alfred. be-2 Jacob disappeared, and William himself probably didn't even know the general's place in his heart, and he would get better if he lived like this.

I don't know what I'm talking about anymore

Look at "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise", there is a very ironic sentence: "Pairing in pairs, infinite virtue."

At the end of the writing, this sentence stayed in my mind, and I wrote it many times: "In pairs, there is infinite virtue."

Let’s end with the lyrics of this song, no matter what, live actively~:

("I once thought about it once and for all")

I've thought about it a hundred times,

Because the black-tailed gulls lament at the pier,

As the waves drift away at will,

Take the past away and fly away,

I've thought about it a hundred times,

It's because the apricot blossoms are in full bloom on my birthday,

Falling asleep like this among the treetops in the sun,

Might the remains of insects also turn to dust,

Lighthouse at the fishing port of Peppermint, abandoned bicycles on the rusty arch bridge,

Standing in front of the fire in the wooden station, with no intention of going anywhere,

Today is the same as yesterday, if you want to change tomorrow, you must start changing now,

i know i know

But ah,

I've thought about it a hundred times,

It's because there's a void in my heart,

Reasons for crying out of dissatisfaction,

It must be because my heart longs for abundance and fulfillment,

Once I also thought about it, it was because the laces of the shoes were loose,

Not very good at tying things together, the same goes for connecting with people,

Once I also thought about it, it was because the boy found me,

I knelt down on the bed to apologize, I had to apologize to me at the time,

The dim light of the computer screen, the sound of the room above,

The ringing of the inner line, the teenage boy in the birdcage with his ears pounded,

fighting an invisible enemy,

Don Quixote in this narrow room,

Anyway, the final goal must be ugly,

I've thought about it a hundred times,

Because of being hurt by cold words,

cry for wanting to be loved,

It is because of the understanding of human body temperature,

I once thought about it too

because of your bright smile,

All I can think of is one hundred

It must be because I am too serious about living,

Once I also thought about it, because I haven't met you yet,

The existence of people like you in this world makes me like this world a little bit

The existence of people like you in this world makes me have a little hope for this world

It's been a long time since I wrote freely like this, so I was very happy when I wrote.

I will probably write an ancient story during the summer vacation, and I will write it again when I have time to fill in the history when I go home.

Interested little angels bookmark the author, and read it again during the summer vacation.

The author has something to say:

goodbye~

I feel like I've gained a lot too.