I'm a big V, am I proud?

After Lin Yu drove home, he found to his dismay that An Cheng had come back a long time ago and packed away a lot of things.

Lin Yu carried the steamed buns that had been cold for a long time, and yelled An Cheng's name in the empty room, over and over again in vain.

He didn't know what happened, An Cheng was not quite right all the time, if he had known that An Cheng wanted to leave, he would never have left him even half a step.

Lin Yu sat on the ground dejectedly, took out his phone, and found that An Cheng had posted a Weibo at some point.

Quiet Orange V: My dearest Mr. Pudding, I just realized that there is one thing I have never told you, I love you.

Comment: Fuck?Caught off guard by a handful of dog food...

What's the situation, can it be better, dog food is everywhere.

[Although you spread dog food, you will cancel the pass and count me as a loser.jpg]

Oranges are no longer used as desserts, but instead as dog food.

I feel sorry for myself, I have to eat dog food if I can't eat dessert.

Lin Yu clicked on his official blog with trembling hands, "Yujin Investment V: I lost an orange. It's beautiful, very quiet, occasionally mischievous and short-tempered, but it's the sweetest orange in the world. If anyone can Thank you for helping me find him."

Lin Yu sat at the door all night, kept dialing An Cheng's phone, always felt that this was a bad prank, his sweet orange might push the door in at any time, and said to him with a smile: "You silly Not stupid?"

Early the next morning, Lin Yu drove to Jiangshan's company and waited downstairs. He saw Jiangshan walking over with a girl talking and laughing from a distance, and he immediately went up to meet him.

Jiang Shan was a little surprised, and greeted Lin Yu, only then noticed his distressed appearance, and asked doubtfully, "Mr. Lin, is there... is there anything I can help you with?"

Lin Yu rolled his Adam's apple up and down a few times, and said hoarsely, "Is it convenient, I want to ask you something."

Jiang Shan was a little strange, but he felt a little worried seeing him like this, so he explained a few words to the girl and followed Lin Yu into the nearest coffee shop.

"What happened?" Jiang Shan felt a little too right.

"Can you, can you contact An Cheng?"

Jiang Shan was taken aback, he and An Cheng hadn't seen each other for a long time, and An Cheng told him that he and Lin Yu were together in the last call.

"Mr. Lin, you shouldn't ask me about this, after all, you and him are the ones..." Jiang Shan was a little speechless.

Lin Yu's eyes were bloodshot, and he stared straight at Jiang Shan, "He's gone, I can't find him, do you know him, where might he go?"

Jiang Shan felt a little terrified by Lin Yu's eyes, and shook his head: "I don't know, he...he has no friends."

"Where are his parents?"

Jiang Shan denied it without even thinking about it: "Impossible, it is impossible for him to find his parents."

"Why?" Lin Yu pressed.Lin Yu still doesn't know why An Cheng left. After thinking about it, it seems that every time An Cheng's parents show up, he becomes particularly depressed.

Jiang Shan shook his head, "I don't know the specifics, his parents have never taken care of him, that's why they are so resistant to them now, he always feels that since they never took care of him, they don't need to take care of him now He, An Cheng is very rebellious, so..."

"What happened to his grandma?" Lin Yu asked eagerly.

Jiang Shan was a little surprised, "He didn't tell you?"

Lin Yu shook his head sadly.It wasn't until this time that he realized how far the distance between himself and An Cheng was.

"We were all going to school that year. He didn't know what happened to him at school and was beaten. It was quite serious. When I came home from vacation, he was still resting at home, and his grandma had been taking care of him. Later... ...A girl came to him, went to his house and said she was pregnant..."

Lin Yu tensed up all over.

Jiang Shan paused, and then said: "An Cheng insisted that he never slept with her. There was a lot of trouble at the time, but it wasn't really a big deal. An Cheng is too sensitive, and the two of them acted in front of the old man. They started arguing face to face, his grandma was already old, so... An Cheng always felt that it was his responsibility, lived in pain all the time, and was unwilling to accept anyone's advances."

What Jiang Shan said was very vague, but Lin Yu guessed the whole story from these few words.

That girl should be the girlfriend of the head of the department who had a blast before. For some reason, she fell in love with An Cheng and began to pursue her.

An Cheng has not had much warmth since he was a child, and he has had some ambiguous relationships with girls every time he comes and goes.

It was only now that Lin Yu knew why An Cheng was so resistant to his kindness to him in the first place, and even had some disgust in it.

He couldn't even imagine how sad An Cheng would be after accepting all the goodness from a person but being severely hurt by this person.

After Lin Yu bid farewell to Jiangshan, his heart suddenly felt empty.

Before seeing Jiang Shan, Lin Yu had 12 confidence in finding An Cheng, but now Lin Yu has no goal.He didn't know what happened to An Cheng. He always thought that he and An Cheng could communicate for a lifetime. As long as An Cheng didn't tell him about anything, he didn't have to ask. As long as An Cheng was happy, he would do anything willingly. .

But now, Lin Yu has never recognized himself so clearly, he really doesn't understand An Cheng at all.

Lin Yu lay motionless on An Cheng's bed. The phone rang several times without hearing it. When she picked up the phone, Lin's mother was already a little impatient.

"Lin Yu, why didn't you answer my phone? Do you think it doesn't matter if you want me as a mother?"

Lin Yu raised his hand to cover his face, and said weakly, "Mom, please, I'm not in the mood to tell you this right now."

Mother Lin's voice was a little choked up, and she reproached, "You're not in the mood? Do you know what mood I'm in right now? Did your... An Cheng tell you, how are you thinking about it?"

Lin Yu sat up from the bed when he heard An Cheng's name, and asked excitedly, "What did you say? Did you find An Cheng?"

"What's wrong? I think you are still young. There are some things that need to be considered clearly. If you can't figure it out yourself, I'll let others think about it for you."

"You...you told him, what did you say?" Lin Yu asked dryly.

"Let you think about the reality, think about how many people can accept your relationship, can you bear it yourself?" Mother Lin was a little excited.

Lin Yu smiled bitterly, "Mom, you..." He didn't know what to say. He couldn't blame his mother for this kind of thing. If he had to find a culprit, it must be himself.

"Mom, are those things that important?" Lin Yu asked tremblingly, "I will always be your son, and no one can change this."

"As a mother, who doesn't want their children to live better, why don't you take a smoother road?" Mother Lin cried.

Hearing his mother's cry, Lin Yu suddenly burst out of the pressure that had been on him for the past few days. He also shed tears while holding the phone. He couldn't help crying in front of his mother through the phone. After a long time, he said helplessly: "Mom, what should I do, he left, he left without a word, where can I find him..."

Lin Yu couldn't imagine what An Cheng's mood was when he saw his mother, what kind of mood he was in to linger with him, what kind of mood he was in to joke with him, what kind of mood he was in, to be alone people leave.

He always felt that An Cheng was very fragile, but he didn't know until this time that An Cheng could be so strong. He gritted his teeth and shouldered the expectations of a mother, and left with expectations and blessings for his lover.

"What do you mean?" Mother Lin was a little puzzled.

Lin Yu wiped his face and said calmly: "Mom, if he will come back, you can let us be together, I don't want to be separated from him."

Mother Lin was silent on the phone for a long time before she sighed and said, "It's up to you...you... just feel happy."

After Lin's mother finished speaking, she hung up the phone.

Lin Yu threw down the phone, hugged the pillow and cried aloud.He finally knew now that his impulsive decision seemed to express his firmness in love, but he unintentionally hurt the two most important people to him.

Yujin Investment V: Has anyone seen my oranges?Please help me tell him that I miss him very much.