I'm a big V, am I proud?

Lin Yu couldn't get through to An Cheng's phone number at the company, and he was so anxious that he arranged work and ran home.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I opened the door, I was dizzy from the soaring smell of smoke.

Lin Yu closed the door and hurried to open the window. A cool breeze came in, blowing away the thick smoke in the room. ,

"What's wrong with you, An Cheng?" Lin Yu snatched the cigarette from An Cheng's hand, only to realize that he had already smoked an unknown number of cigarettes. yes.

An Cheng raised his head to look at him in confusion, his eyes were bloodshot and out of focus.

"An Cheng! What's the matter? What happened?" Lin Yu sat beside him and hugged him into his arms, asking repeatedly: "I didn't answer your phone calls, what's the matter?"

An Cheng opened his mouth and coughed violently, coughing on Lin Yu's chest until he was almost out of breath.

Lin Yu kept patting his back, feeling a twisting pain in his heart.

When An Cheng finally calmed down, Lin Yu supported his head, forced him to look at him, and asked in a low voice: "What happened? Did you go out to meet your parents? Or something else? Tell me, okay? "

The strong smell of smoke on An Cheng's body made him extremely uncomfortable, but Lin Yu still held back and asked him patiently.

An Cheng shook his head feebly, refusing to say anything.

Lin Yu sighed, stood up and bent over to carry him into the bedroom, put him on the bed, leaned over to his forehead and said, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, but I don't want to see you like this, I will worry and feel bad, even if you For me, stop smoking like this, okay?"

An Cheng opened his eyes and looked at Lin Yu vigorously. He wanted to cry but felt that his eyes were extremely dry.He reached out and touched Lin Yu's face lightly, and whispered, "Are you hungry?"

Lin Yu was taken aback for a moment, he had always asked An Cheng this question, and almost never heard An Cheng take the initiative to ask him.Lin Yu asked cautiously, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

An Cheng's eyes turned red all of a sudden, he tilted his head and kissed Lin Yu's arm leaning on his side, pulled out an ugly smile, moved his hands down Lin Yu's face, touched his neck, collarbone, and finally He stopped at his collar and pulled it hard.

Lin Yu was unprepared, and was dragged down by him directly. The strong smell of cigarettes in An Cheng's mouth rushed into his senses.

The two had a lot of experience kissing, but in Lin Yu's memory, this was the first time that An Cheng took the initiative to ask for a kiss, stick out his tongue to tease him, and started to unbutton his shirt... …

It took a long time before An Cheng released him out of breath, coughed violently a few times, and said with a smile, "Eat me when you're hungry."

When the most precious treasure in my heart said such words, Lin Yu, a silly dog, couldn't bear it. He quickly took off his shirt, jumped onto the bed with support, pressed on An Cheng's body, and carefully Holding An Cheng's face, kissing his brows and eyes little by little, while saying vaguely: "An Cheng, I love you." When will you be willing to believe me?

An Cheng closed his eyes, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes into his hair, he hugged Lin Yu tightly, feeling his kiss change from gentle to irritable, and finally returned to gentleness, gently kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes, whispered Said: "Don't cry, I'm here."

An Cheng's tears suddenly flowed more fiercely, he opened his mouth and bit Lin Yu's shoulder fiercely.

Lin Yu snorted, stroked his hair lightly with his hand, and hugged him tighter.

Lin Yu couldn't remember how long the two of them were crazy, but he only remembered that they lost all strength in the end, and fell asleep in a drowsy embrace.

……

When An Cheng woke up, he found himself in the hospital.

After thinking for a while in a daze, he recalled what happened before.Turning around and seeing Lin Yu's unshaven face, he couldn't help laughing, and asked hoarsely, "How did you do this?"

Lin Yu's eyes were red with sadness on his face, and he didn't react much to An Cheng's words, he just kept holding An Cheng's hand and rubbing it constantly.

"What's wrong?" An Cheng's fingers moved, gently scratching his palm.

Only then did Lin Yu open his mouth and his voice seemed hoarse than An Cheng's, "You've been sleeping for a long time, I..."

Lin Yu couldn't continue.An Cheng's physique is not very good, and he often had a cold and fever before. Lin Yu thought it was just a common cold, so he fed him a few pills. Unexpectedly, An Cheng had a high fever and slept unconsciously for a day and a night. Lin Yu Only then did he panic, and hurriedly sent him to the hospital, only to be scolded by the doctor again...

Lin Yu recalled his mood at that time, he had never been so flustered in his life.

An Cheng coughed twice, and said with a smile, "Why are you so worthless?"

"You can say anything about me, but don't scare me like that in the future." Lin Yu kissed An Cheng's fingertips.

An Cheng thought of Lin Yu's mother, and wondered how much more the two of them would have in this life, but still teased him with disgust on his face as before: "Look at your sloppy appearance, I'm going to hate you to death."

Lin Yu ignored him at all, and asked seriously: "What happened? Did someone bully you when I was away?"

Lin Yu's eyes are very charming, and when he asks questions, he always stares at him so seriously, sometimes An Cheng even thinks, probably no one can avoid being caught in Lin Yu's gaze.

"Do you look at me like I was bullied casually?" An Cheng asked weakly.

……picture.Lin Yu swallowed the word silently, knowing that An Cheng didn't plan to say it anyway, and couldn't bear to force him, he cared more about An Cheng's feelings than knowing the truth.

Lin Yu touched An Cheng's face lightly, and sighed, "You don't want to say it if you don't want to."

An Cheng looked at Lin Yu's drooping eyelashes, and suddenly felt very distressed.From the day the two of them got together, Lin Yu had been enduring him and letting him go. The only time he got annoyed was when Lin Yu came back to admit his mistake and coaxed him.

An Cheng remembered Lin's mother saying that she didn't care much about Lin Yu.

Thinking about it now, it seems that this is really the case. He has been living in his own world, and it seems that he has never considered Lin Yu's feelings. For Lin Yu, it is always "you are happy", "you are happy" That's fine", "You don't want to forget it"...

"Lin Yu, what do you like about me?"

Lin Yu froze for a moment, then said with a bitter face, "Why are you asking this again?"

An Cheng smiled, did not continue to ask, but said: "You can hug me."

Lin Yu could see the moisture in An Cheng's eyes, but he didn't dare to ask any more questions. He bent down to carefully avoid the hanging needle in An Cheng's hand, picked him up, and hugged him tightly.

"You have to trust me," Lin Yu stroked the back of An Cheng's head, and suddenly said, "As long as you want, I can hold you anytime."

"Why are you so nasty?" An Cheng despised him.

Lin Yu said depressedly, "I'm serious."

An Cheng tilted his head and kissed Lin Yu's ear, thinking bitterly in his heart, I know you are serious, so I have to be serious with you again.

Under Lin Yu's request, An Cheng didn't leave the hospital immediately, and Lin Yu also dutifully accompanied him all the time, taking whatever he wanted, and responding to every request.

In fact, there was nothing serious about An Cheng's problem, although it looked a little serious, and he was quickly cured after drinking two bottles of water in the hospital, but he was warned by the doctor not to smoke heavily in a short time.

The two of them huddled in the small bed in the hospital all night, and early the next morning, Lin Yu was sent by An Cheng to buy fried buns.

Lin Yu was worried that An Cheng would stay alone in the hospital, but he still couldn't resist An Cheng's strong request. In the end, he gave a lot of orders before he reluctantly drove to buy buns.

I don't know what happened this morning, there were so many people queuing up, Lin Yu was anxious, several times he wanted to find a random stall to buy a substitute and go back, but thinking about An Cheng's mouth, he could only stare blankly. Impatiently lined up step by step.

But Lin Yu never dreamed that when he returned to the hospital, An Cheng was gone.

At first, Lin Yu thought that An Cheng might have gone for a walk by himself, but only after asking the nurse did he find out that An Cheng had already been discharged from the hospital by himself...

A bad premonition crept into Lin Yu's heart, and Lin Yu's hands began to tremble in anxiety. He took out his mobile phone tremblingly, but he couldn't dial An Cheng's number no matter what.

Lin Yu ran out of the hospital like crazy, but suddenly stopped at the entrance of the hospital, staring blankly at the passing traffic, with tears on his face.

Lin Yu touched his chest, his heart was cold, An Cheng, how could you be so cruel?