prison love

Lin Lin was stunned for a moment, not understanding what he meant, but the moment Zhuo Xingyuan lowered his head and continued to smoke, he understood, suddenly understood.

He is Zhuo Xingyuan's life.

Lin Lin's eyes wanted to shed tears uncontrollably, he thought, maybe this is moved?Or his love for Zhuo Xingyuan was out of control.

He said silently in his heart, I am Zhuo Xingyuan's life.

After Zhuo Xingyuan finished speaking, there was no more sound. He exhaled a puff of smoke, and then lowered his head weakly. Only the faint noise of the air conditioner and the breathing of the two of them remained in the study, which was extremely quiet.

Lin Lin's throat was a little dry for a while, he wanted to tell Zhuo Xingyuan how much he loved him, and how much he wanted him.

The appearance of Zhuo Xingyuan smoking with his head down is really too lonely. There are no curtains in the study room, and the sunlight is strictly cut off from the outside. This room is like living in darkness, including Zhuo Xingyuan who is squatting on the ground. Shrouded in shadow, the other side of the sun.

Just like Lin Lin, he has lived in darkness since he was a child.But Zhuo Xingyuan didn't want Lin Lin to continue living in the dark, Zhuo Xingyuan rescued Lin Lin, Zhuo Xingyuan gave him sunshine, Zhuo Xingyuan only let Lin Lin face the sunshine.

Therefore, he wants to face all the bad things by himself. He doesn't want Lin Lin to have a bad opinion of this world. He doesn't want Lin Lin to be disappointed in this world. He wants Lin Lin to know that with him, he will be forever It's always sunny, if the sky falls and he's still there, Lin Lin just needs to be free from worries forever.

He is willing to shelter Lin Lin from the wind and rain, willing to do anything for Lin Lin, as long as Lin Lin is well, everything will be fine, and his world will always be sunny.

However, Lin Lin didn't understand. He knew that he was selfish, and that Zhuo Xingyuan only treated him well, but he never thought about what Zhuo Xingyuan's true thoughts were, and Zhuo Xingyuan's light words just now made him realize He seems to have never understood Zhuo Xingyuan's love for him.

What is love, what is love, probably everyone can't tell clearly, maybe loving someone is to be good to that person, to give the best to that person, to think about that person all the time, to be unable to help Being gentle for that person means becoming strong for that person, wanting to be that person's armor instead of his weakness...

Wait, wait, Zhuo Xingyuan has done it all, and Lin Lin has been enjoying it all the time. Zhuo Xingyuan can do whatever he wants, but he can't bear Lin Lin's suffering.

For example, he usually eats without Lin Lin, and he can take a casual bite without any problem, but with Lin Lin, he must study the dishes carefully.Another example is that when the weather is cold, Zhuo Xingyuan doesn't care if he wears more or less, but he will wear more for Lin Lin. He is afraid that he will catch a cold and infect Lin Lin and make him suffer.

Lin Lin could say such things casually, but he always took them for granted, and never thought about how much Zhuo Xingyuan loved him.

Lin Lin didn't know what there was in him worthy of Zhuo Xingyuan's love. He felt that he was not good at anything, and he didn't know anything.

On the other hand, Zhuo Xingyuan, Lin Lin felt that even if he was not a beauty in the eye of a beholder, it is understandable for a lot of people to like Zhuo Xingyuan, such as good looks, good family background, high education, rich, capable, and able to do things. Fan... Thinking about it carefully, Zhuo Xingyuan seems to be loved by others, but he is so stupid that he is hopelessly stupid, he doesn't want anyone but himself.

This may be a kind of honor, Lin Lin thought, and he also felt extremely honored.

For the first time, Lin Lin felt that Zhuo Xingyuan was so fragile. He was really fragile. The fragility revealed from the bottom of his heart was like a piece of jade, which could be broken easily. The good or bad of this piece of jade, whether to go or stay, was in the hands of Lin Lin. in Lin's hands.

He protected himself as if he was his life, and then he frightened him even if he didn't want to appreciate it. Lin Lin's sense of guilt at this moment had reached full value. He should have said it well, even if Zhuo Xingyuan might not listen, maybe he would They will quarrel, but they will definitely not make the relationship between the two of them deadlocked, and Zhuo Xingyuan will not torture himself like this.

Between the two of them, Zhuo Xingyuan seemed to be the stronger one.It occupies a dominant position, but in fact, it has always been Lin Lin who dominates, and Zhuo Xingyuan who is dominated.

Lin Lin squatted down, snatched Zhuo Xingyuan's cigarette, put it in his mouth and took a big puff, seriously feeling the feeling of nicotine passing through his lungs, and under Zhuo Xingyuan's stunned gaze, he took the last puff of the cigarette to himself mouth, and then pressed it hard, and a black dot mark appeared on the floor tiles immediately.

Lin Lin sprayed all the smoke he inhaled onto Zhuo Xingyuan's face, imitating Zhuo Xingyuan's domineering manner and pinching his chin.

Lin Lin said: "Listen well, Zhuo Xingyuan, I love you, I love you very much, I love you very much, I must love you in this life, and no one can stop me from loving you except life and death. I love you, so I will not divorce, and I will not want you, I will become an old man with you, I will die with you, I will be buried in the same cemetery with you, and I will erect a monument with you, you know Is it? I love you."

Zhuo Xingyuan nodded, he was already startled by Lin Lin, and he lost a lot of blood, he couldn't turn his head around, he just felt that Lin Lin was suddenly a little domineering, and then he didn't seem to hear what he said clearly.

I don't know if Lin Lin knew that Zhuo Xingyuan didn't hear what he said and would hit someone, but now he has nothing but distress for Zhuo Xingyuan.

Zhuo Xingyuan still wanted to continue smoking, but Lin Lin pressed his hand before he took the cigarette out of the cigarette case.

Lin Lin felt that Zhuo Xingyuan's hand was cold, as if it had been taken out of an ice cellar. This was impossible in normal times. Zhuo Xingyuan's hand was always warm on weekdays, and he felt a sense of security when holding him .

Lin Lin pulled Zhuo Xingyuan to stand up, Zhuo Xingyuan had some difficulty holding his hand, but Lin Lin finally knew how the blood on the ground came from.

Seeing that the bandage was gone, he guessed that it might be blood oozing from the wound, but he was completely stunned when he took off Zhuo Xingyuan's clothes.

Zhuo Xingyuan's wound became like this. After being washed by the water, it was already inflamed. Without thinking about it, it must be much more serious than before. How could this man spoil himself like this? What is it that he has so that he can even do self-mutilation? come out!

Lin Lin clenched his fists, took a deep breath and told himself not to be angry, it was important to deal with his injuries first.

He finally understood what it was like for Zhuo Xingyuan to be helpless towards him but reluctant to beat and scold him.

It was so aggrieved, Zhuo Xingyuan would never be able to bear him if it wasn't for his true love.

Zhuo Xingyuan seemed to feel Lin Lin's anger, raised his head and called out, "Lin Lin?"

"Well, I'm here." Lin Lin supported him and touched his forehead, it was really hot.

Lin Lin picked up Zhuo Xingyuan's mobile phone on the table to call the family doctor, but forgot that Zhuo Xingyuan's mobile phone was turned off, and it was indeed out of battery.

Lin Lin silently put his mobile phone into his pocket and took it downstairs to charge it. He supported Zhuo Xingyuan with both hands and led him back to the bedroom. If he didn't call the doctor, he was afraid that Zhuo Xingyuan would burn to death.

"I'll go by myself." Zhuo Xingyuan knew that Lin Lin was also injured and might not be able to use his strength.

Lin Lin didn't want to hear him say such out-of-the-ordinary words, and she proved her ability to him without any explanation, and it was more than enough to help him.

Lin Lin didn't dare to let Zhuo Xingyuan lie down directly, the wound on his back was too terrible, so he let Zhuo Xingyuan lie on the bed, and called the doctor to come over quickly.

When he hung up the phone, he found that Zhuo Xingyuan's eyes had been closed. Lin Lin was a little scared. He didn't know if he was unconscious or asleep. He called out a few times. Zhuo Xingyuan rubbed his eyes and woke up. Lin Lin felt relieved. Go out and get ice cubes to cool him down first.

Lin Lin held an ice pack in his hand and put it on the bed with a towel, and asked Zhuo Xingyuan to stick his forehead on it. Lin Lin went to get the charger to charge the phone, but Zhuo Xingyuan caught one hand by surprise, and he was so cold. Shaked a bit.

"Where are you going? Can you not leave?" Zhuo Xingyuan asked in panic, as if Lin Lin had left and would not come back.

Lin Lin found that he liked to hold her hand when he was sick, so he shook the phone at Zhuo Xingyuan, "Charge your phone, I don't know how long it has been turned off, will you miss something important."

Zhuo Xingyuan didn't let go, Lin Lin had no choice but to move with one hand. Although it was inconvenient, the charger was on the bedside table, and the socket was also next to the bedside table. It was very close and could be reached with one hand.

He heard Zhuo Xingyuan mutter in a low voice: "There is nothing more important than you..."

Lin Lin couldn't help laughing, Zhuo Xingyuan's illness will not only make him a little weak, but also become cute, which makes him love him even more.

When the doctor knocked on the door, Zhuo Xingyuan was still unwilling to let go. Lin Lin promised to come back in ten seconds before he nodded and let him go. Lin Lin opened the door and ran back quickly before he could say anything, making the doctor think he had seen a ghost.

The doctor looked at Zhuo Xingyuan's back and back, and his brows did not relax, "How did you do it?"

Lin Lin was a little worried and didn't know what to say. It couldn't be said that the two of them quarreled because Zhuo Xingyuan did it. Just thinking of an excuse, Zhuo Xingyuan said lightly, "It's raining."

The doctor stuffed a thermometer under his armpit and said, "But it hasn't rained recently, and I would like to ask, how does the rain water open the sutured wound? Is it natural?"

Zhuo Xingyuan glared at him, "Shut up. I said yes!"

Doctor: "..." Well, you are the uncle and you are right.

Taking out the thermometer, Lin Lin was taken aback. Zhuo Xingyuan's fever had reached 39 degrees. If he hadn't gone into the study room, no one would have known that he would have burned to death. Thinking of this, Lin Lin felt even more guilty.

Zhuo Xingyuan buried his head in the quilt, and said sullenly: "It has nothing to do with you, don't think about it, I just dismantled it when I had nothing to do."

Doctor: "Your old man is really carefree."

Knowing that Zhuo Xingyuan hadn't eaten for several meals, the doctor prescribed antipyretics to be taken on an empty stomach. Zhuo Xingyuan drowsily felt the doctor's needles tossing and turning in his flesh. Even though the anesthetic was administered, the sound of suturing could still be heard.

Zhuo Xingyuan held Lin Lin's hand all the time, Lin Lin's hand was soaked in his cold sweat, Zhuo Xingyuan wrapped the bandage again, and said to Lin Lin: "Untie yours too, let the doctor change your dressing. "

The doctor was quite surprised: "What happened to the two of you? Both were injured? Domestic violence doesn't have to be so serious, does it?"

Lin Lin only wanted to say four words: It's hard to say.

Zhuo Xingyuan became sleepy after taking the medicine, but he still held his eyelids until Lin Lin finished changing the medicine before closing his eyes. He grabbed Lin Lin's hand and rubbed it a few times. He said, "I was wrong. If you have anything to say, tell me directly. Definitely change, as long as you don't get a divorce, I promise you anything."

The doctor hadn't left yet, and he was confused when he heard Zhuo Xingyuan's words. Zhuo Xingyuan treated Lin Lin so well and Lin Lin wanted to divorce?This world is fake, right? !

Lin Lin leaned down and kissed his lips, and said in a low voice, "I love you, I don't want a divorce, you sleep for a while, I'll call the nanny over to cook, and I'll call you when the time comes."

Zhuo Xingyuan took Lin Lin's hand and asked cautiously, "Then, are we reconciled?"

"Yes, we're reconciled. I won't quarrel in the future. I will listen to you in the future. I won't think so much anymore. Anyway, it's always right to listen to you. You won't hurt me."

The author has something to say:

Zhuo Xingyuan: You backtracked and listened to me after you agreed, so I still want to do it.

Lin Lin: If you don't say it, it doesn't count. If you say it, you lie to me again and again!