prison love

Zhuo Xingyuan looked at the documents absently in the study for a while before he realized that he smelled smoke all over his body. It was really embarrassing for Lin Lin, and he didn't dislike him.

Zhuo Xingyuan gave a wry smile, got up and went to the bathroom.

There is a separate bathroom and dressing room in the study, but they are rarely used. For convenience, he and Lin Lin used it twice before, but Lin Lin didn't want to do it in the study.

Zhuo Xingyuan unbuttoned his shirt, revealing the bandages inside. His back had a large area of ​​burns, and the wound almost spread across his entire back, so almost his upper body was wrapped up.

Zhuo Xingyuan tore off the bandage, turned his head to look at his back in the mirror, the wound was very hideous, some skin and flesh were turned out, and then it was sewn back. I don't know if it will leave a scar when it heals in the future.Zhuo Xingyuan touched the thread with his backhand a few times, and then he did something equivalent to self-mutilation.

He went back to the study to get a knife, and opened the wound that the doctor had sewed up. The feeling of pulling the thread in the flesh made his other hand clenched tightly, which was really painful.It was like sprinkling salt on the wound, the burning pain, the flesh that had been turned over was turned back by Zhuo Xingyuan himself.

The pain was pain, but Zhuo Xingyuan felt that this way of venting was really cool, so he didn’t need to think about anything else, and he focused all his attention on enduring the pain. He stitched up three long wounds, and five medium-sized wounds were all pulled out. Zhuo Xingyuan was already covered in cold sweat. He leaned against the bathtub, letting the blood flow out, and soon his face turned pale.

Zhuo Xingyuan sat quietly on the ground for a while, raised his head and stared directly at the bathroom light, his eyes hurt until tears flowed before he closed them.

Then he grabbed the edge of the bathtub, stood up, walked under the shower, exposed the wound to the water like crazy, and rinsed the wound.

It didn't take long for the wound to be as pale as his face, and the flesh was twisted and tangled together.Zhuo Xingyuan frowned, this kind of self-torture saved him a lot of troubles, and he could not think about Lin Lin who was in the bedroom.

Smiling cruelly, Zhuo Xingyuan stood up and turned off the shower. Lin Lin can be cruel to himself, why can't he.He was reluctant to do anything to Lin Lin, but it was still possible to vent his emotions by self-mutilation.

Zhuo Xingyuan leaned on the wall and stood up, crumbling. He was busy with work yesterday and didn't eat. He was hospitalized at night, and he didn't eat this morning. His physical strength was already exhausted, but he still held on. There was no other reason, just that he couldn't eat and didn't want to eat. , I have no appetite, and I am about to get divorced, so where do I even think about eating?

Zhuo Xingyuan laughed at himself again.

He went to the dressing room to change his clothes. He just put on a pair of pants and a shirt on his upper body, which was unbuttoned.

Every time I take a step, the wound behind me hurts, pulling other muscles in my body. It is really painful and refreshing. From time to time, there will be blood dripping down, dripping from the bathroom to the dressing room and then to the study, there is blood all the way .

Zhuo Xingyuan walked barefoot on the floor tiles, feeling a chill rushing to the soles of his feet, the temperature of the air conditioner was low, and Zhuo Xingyuan didn't wear much, the body temperature of his whole body dropped, and his mind suddenly became a little confused.

He found two bottles of red wine in the cabinet beside him. He didn't know when it was put in, and there were two glasses, which should have been taken when he was talking with Lin Yue before.

There is nothing to do, Zhuo Xingyuan thought for a while, sat on the ground and leaned against the cabinet, poured himself a glass of wine, after the first glass, there was a second glass, and the two bottles of wine were gone after a while, the bottle and the glass were gurgling Rolling all over the ground, Zhuo Xingyuan buried his head in his knees and hugged his legs with his hands.

The wound on his back was involved again, Zhuo Xingyuan's heart twitched with the wound, he wanted to apologize to Lin Lin, but he couldn't say it when he thought of Lin Lin saying that he wanted a divorce, how could Lin Lin want it so easily? What about divorce?

He felt that he could go along with Lin Lin in everything. In fact, he did the same to prevent Lin Lin from suffering a bit. Then, Lin Lin wanted to divorce because he was injured.

Is it because he is disabled and no one will take care of him, ha ha.

Zhuo Xingyuan sneered, how could it be such a ridiculous reason, the last time he was hospitalized Lin Lin even said that he would die for love, how could he not want him because he was afraid of his disability.

But after thinking about it carefully, I feel that this possibility is not impossible. After all, death is a one-and-done thing, and taking care of a disabled person requires patience.Lin Lin couldn't even take care of himself well, so how could he take care of others.

Zhuo Xingyuan smiled again, he seemed to be unable to make other expressions except sneering, but he was overwhelmed by his own brain hole, maybe the wound was so painful that he didn't even have a clear mind.

But having said that, he loves Lin Lin so much, how could he be willing to endure hardships, like Lin Lin said, maybe he will take the initiative to ask for a divorce, so as not to drag him down.

Zhuo Xingyuan found a few packs of cigarettes in the drawer, took out one and smoked one, the breath of nicotine got into his lungs, and was finally exhaled again, Zhuo Xingyuan looked at the smoke in front of him, Lin Lin looked a bit like smoke now, Blow it and it will fall apart, and you can't catch it.

But he wanted to catch it, so he had to think about whether Lin Lin was angry for other reasons, but if it wasn't because of his injury, then what was it.Zhuo Xingyuan couldn't figure it out, he didn't seem to have done anything else to offend him, let alone get to the point of divorce.Even if you apologize, you have to know where you are wrong, otherwise things will only get worse.

Zhuo Xingyuan sat on the ground with a burning feeling on his back, it was hard to ignore it, just like what Lin Lin said, it was hard not to recall it.

Zhuo Xingyuan lit another cigarette and held it between his fingers, shook his head, he had to calm down, he couldn't think about anything else, what if Lin Lin really left him, he didn't want to hurt Lin Lin, in any way .

Lin Lin was annoyed by Zhuo Xingyuan's figure going upstairs, but he was obedient when he returned to the bedroom. He didn't take a shower, thinking about why Zhuo Xingyuan was angry, but he fell asleep thinking about it, and finally woke up by the ringing of the phone.

"Hey, Lin Lin, baby, are you home?" Lin Lin knew it was Ling Nuoxue as soon as she heard the opening, and no one except her would add her own name before calling him "baby", of course , Zhuo Xingyuan is the only one who calls him "Baby" in this life.

So, you see, Zhuo Xingyuan treats you so well, even the title is so pampering, what on earth are you so tempted to get angry with him, can you explain it well, why do you want to provoke him, Zhuo Xingyuan is sometimes very extreme, Lin Lin has experienced it, but as long as he doesn't touch his bottom line, he is normal.

But Zhuo Xingyuan's bottom line was Lin Lin, and Lin Lin insisted on touching him like a curious baby, and then the two of them ended up like this.Moreover, Lin Lin still hadn't figured out where Zhuo Xingyuan was angry, and whether it was a matter of divorce.

The more I thought about it, the more I regretted it. Before Zhuo Xingyuan was hospitalized, he swore that he would listen to Zhuo Xingyuan in everything in the future, but he broke his promise. Lin Lin felt a little guilty.So humans are really complex creatures, always contradicting themselves.

"Lin Lin? Lin Lin baby?" Ling Nuoxue called back Lin Lin who was distracted on the phone, "Did you listen to me?"

"Huh? Mom, I didn't hear what you said just now." Lin Lin dropped the phone on the bed just now, so of course he couldn't hear anything.

"I said that your dad and I will visit your place at night and have a meal by the way."

"Well, okay, Mom, what time do you come and what do you want to eat? I'll talk to Xingyuan."

Lin Lin thought, since his parents are here, no matter what, Zhuo Xingyuan shouldn't be angry with him, he should just ask in a while, it's too troublesome to guess.

"No need to say, he knows what your mother and I like to eat, just let him prepare it, and we won't go back at night, we will live with you, take a good look at you!"

Zhuo Mingquan took the phone in his hand and said, he bit the word "Look" very hard, anyone who knew that his son was related to an explosion would not be in a good mood, so he had to take a good look at his phone. Good son.

By the way, let Ling Nuoxue teach Lin Lin a few tricks, let him take good care of Zhuo Xingyuan, don't be such an adult, it's not a serious business, everyone has a family, and you have to think about Lin Lin if you don't think about yourself. What should Lin Lin do if something really happened? !

Lin Lin was about to hang up the phone after chatting with them for a few words. Zhuo Mingquan said as if remembering something, "By the way, what is Xingyuan doing? He turned off the phone after making several calls just now!"

"Well, he's working in the study, maybe the battery is out, I don't know, I'll go find him later."

Zhuo Mingquan immediately became dissatisfied when he heard Lin Lin's words. Originally, he and Ling Nuoxue called Ling Nuoxue so late because he thought that the young couple hadn't made love for more than a month. They must have a lot to say, and they had to do something. After a long time, they turned out not to be together, what kind of talk is that!

"This man, what kind of work is he doing! He was on a business trip for more than a month, and he went home without accompanying you to work. Are you more important than work? Can't you afford a wife if you don't work for a day? Wait for me to go, educate him! "

Lin Lin didn't know what to do when he heard Zhuo Mingquan's harsh words that made him feel a little shy. Anyway, he felt his face was a little hot.Isn't that right, he and Zhuo Xingyuan quarreled without doing anything, how much time wasted!

When Lin Lin finally remembered that he should beg Zhuo Xingyuan for mercy, he realized that the phone had been hung up when he was really educated.

He had no choice but to go upstairs to find Zhuo Xingyuan.

In order to intentionally make him feel bad, Lin Lin deliberately didn't wear slippers. He shivered when he stepped on the cold ground with his bare feet.

The trick of pretending to be pitiful is especially effective for Zhuo Xingyuan.Lin Lin thought, this time, it should, it will work, right?

The door of the study room was closed tightly. Although Zhuo Xingyuan said that Lin Lin could come in casually without knocking, Lin Lin would knock on the door every time, and this time was no exception. After knocking for a long time, there was no movement inside. He said, nothing will happen, so he pushed the door open and went in.

As a result, as soon as he opened the door, he couldn't help but backed out again, Lin Lin frowned, the smell of smoke inside was too strong, the room was full of smoke, those who didn't know thought it was on fire, and didn't know how Zhuo Xingyuan could stay.No, he should be concerned about how much cigarettes Zhuo Xingyuan smoked.

Lin Lin held his nose and walked in, saw the wine bottles and glasses thrown on the ground, and also saw the dried blood on the ground, all the way, Lin Lin wondered if Zhuo Xingyuan cut his wrist, or where did all the blood come from? !

Walking inside to find Zhuo Xingyuan, he saw that he was holding a cigarette in his hand, staring at him with blurred eyes, beside him were two empty cigarette boxes, Zhuo Xingyuan smoked more than three boxes of cigarettes in less than a day... …

Lin Lin got angry and pointed at Zhuo Xingyuan and shouted, "Zhuo Xingyuan! Are you dying?"

Zhuo Xingyuan stared at him blankly for a few seconds, then blinked, and innocently said, "Yes."

Just as Lin Lin was about to say "Damn you for smoking so much", he heard Zhuo Xingyuan's next sentence. He said in a sad tone, "But fate doesn't want me anymore."

The author has something to say:

Lin Lin: Stop smoking all the time, can I smoke cigarettes?

Zhuo Xingyuan: It’s true that it’s not as good as you, so don’t regret it if I smoke it.