Dont look at me

This morning suddenly became quiet.

Yu Meng stood there blankly, her whole body was covered with a layer of gloomy despair.

Ao Ge didn't think about anything, he walked over and hugged him, "Don't let me sneak out by myself next time, you know? I didn't see you when I opened my eyes, I thought you threw it away after you used it up, ruthless Leave me and go."

Yu Meng finally relaxed a little after listening to the familiar nonsense, he nodded lightly, "Okay."

"Be obedient, I'll take you home first." Ao Ge squatted down, "Come up, I'll carry you on my back."

Yu Meng looked at her dirty feet, then at Ao Ge's broad back, he didn't move, didn't rush, just waited persistently.

Yu Meng got rid of the inexplicable tension in her head and lay down on her stomach.

Ao Ge wrote his contact information on the scrapped car and left behind his back.

Walking on the path covered with leaves, Ao Ge hummed the song Sleeping Fairy in a hoarse voice, with the power that still comforts people's hearts, warm and beautiful.

Yu Meng hugged his neck tightly, buried her face, sniffing his scent like a small animal.

It smells so good.

It seems to go back a few years ago, in that hidden corner that only accommodates two people.

The sandalwood fragrance on his body is also rampant.

crashed into the bottom of my heart.

left deep marks.

Never forget it again.

After returning home, Ao Ge directly carried Yu Meng to the bathroom, took a basin of water from a wooden basin, and washed his feet.

He squatted in front of Yu Meng, gently washing the sand and dirt with his hands.

After washing, I began to carefully apply alcohol and ointment to the small scratches and wounds on the soles of the feet.

Ao Ge didn't seem to be curious about what happened just now, so he asked him casually, "Mengmeng, are you hungry?"

Yu Meng replied in a low voice, "Not hungry."

Ao Ge looked up at Yu Meng's pale face, stood up and picked him up, walked to the carpet beside the bed, "Let me tell you a bedtime story."

He said, "A long time ago, there was a planet where no humans lived, and it was full of animals and some fantastic creatures.

One day a human suddenly appeared on this planet. Looking at the crowds of beasts around him, he was terrified. He was so frightened that he hid in a hole in the ground all day and all night, not daring to step out, afraid of everything around him. "

"When he was about to starve to death, a big black panther suddenly appeared, with a large piece of meat in its mouth, and threw it down to humans.

Humans are still very alert, afraid that this is the bait to lure him out.

But day after day, panthers are feeding humans. "

"Finally, he believed it, and couldn't hold back his longing for the outside world anymore, taking advantage of the darkness, he stepped out of the underground cave.

The scenery in front of him was magnificent, all of which were glowing creatures that had never been seen before.

They have wings, their feathers seem to be full of stars, and they fly gently beside humans, like angels. "

"Humans are no longer afraid, and feel that there are still beautiful things in this world, and he is just about to step out.

He saw the black panther, and the panther's eyes were shining with bloodthirsty light, wandering around him non-stop.

The paws were still glowing coldly, it was obvious that the scheme had succeeded and wanted to eat him. "

"Humans roared in despair, and rushed up to fight the black panther with all their strength."

"Who do you think will win?" Ao Ge looked at him with raised eyebrows, and Yu Meng was fascinated by what he heard, and replied, "Black Panther, such a fierce carnivore, will definitely win."

"Let me continue. In fact, human beings are not stupid. He used a more dangerous strategy than the black panther. He used himself as a bait to lure the black panther to the entrance of the underground cave. During the fight, the black panther fell, and his body was trapped inside. The thorns and barbs that had been prepared a long time ago penetrated.

The death was extremely tragic.

Humans had their last meal. "

Ao Ge gently put him on the blanket, looked up at him with deep eyes, "Do you think you are that black panther, or that human being?"

Yu Meng was completely brought into this scene, he frowned and thought, "I, I don't know."

Ao Ge sat behind him, with his chin resting on his neck, as if he was locked in his arms, like a monster that encloses its prey.

His pupils were dark, and he looked out of the French window where the two were sitting facing each other.

It's getting foggy.

He opened his mouth slowly and said, "Neither, we two were elves watching the fight. When the panther died and humans jumped in and started eating his meat, all the elves rushed in to suck it together. Draining their blood. Humans and panthers are tired and unable to resist, so they are sucked alive."

Ao Ge chuckled, "Do you like this story?"

Yu Meng: "...I don't like it, I don't want to be a glowing elf." He asked with some doubts, "Are other people's bedtime stories so bloody?"

Ao Ge paused and shook his head, "No, this story is not over yet. In fact, the elves threw themselves into the sea in droves after sucking up their blood, dedicating their bodies to the entire planet."

"It turns out that the inside of the planet relies on the bloody life of these elves to operate, and all creatures in the world can survive. They used their bodies to create this planet."

Yu Meng: "But they were created after sucking the blood of those animals and people."

"Hmm...Actually, these sucked animals changed into another form in the end. Both the panthers and humans were reborn under the light of the elves."

"It became a prince and a prince. They met by chance in an operation to rescue the princess, fell in love, and finally lived happily together."

"You don't have to hunt, run for your life, and try your best to survive, but you have a better life."

Yu Meng was silent for a while, "Actually, you only know how to tell dark stories and don't know how to tell fairy tales, right? The last ending was just made up by you to get a good ending, right?"

Ao Ge fell silent, and wisely began to blow rainbow farts, "Mengmeng, I always thought you were very smart, and you were also in bed last night. When you were tired, you still knew how to put a pillow under your waist. You are really a Smart baby, your story must be better than mine."

Yu Meng: "..."

With Ao Ge's unrestrained and unrestrained force, the panic after the onset of bipolar disorder was instantly dispelled, Yu Meng's originally tense body also relaxed, and he lazily leaned against Ao Ge's arms, "I'll give you Tell a story."

"You say, I listen."

Outside the window, it began to rain "crackling". The rain hit the entire window, and the rain and fog spread, covering the sky over the city, and the rain curtain kept rolling.

A little cold, but wonderfully full of a sense of security that he never had before.

Ao Ge stretched out his hand and pulled the blanket to cover his body, and tightened Yu Meng's embrace, wrapping both of them tightly.

A rare moment of silence.

Listening to the sound of rain, Yu Meng squinted her eyes sleepily, and said softly, "A long time ago, there was a little boy who lived with his mother since he was a child. No one in his family liked him very much, and he felt superfluous wherever he went."

"But they were very happy, supporting each other to live a very happy life, until one day, because of the boy's unhealthy personality, the mother was implicated and injured, and the original peaceful life was suddenly broken."

"Mom started to become very irritable, and she didn't like everything. The tenderness and love seemed to have disappeared at that moment. She no longer loved the boy, but hated him and the world."

"The inconvenience of life after the injury and the collapse of dreams made the boy's mother finally unbearable and tried to commit suicide. The boy tried to stop him again and again, but it was useless, but the mother looked at him more and more disgusted. , like, the boy is a heinous villain."

Yu Meng closed her eyes, "Finally, the boy was tired and handed her the sleeping pills. At that moment, his mother finally showed a smile that had disappeared for a long time, and that long-lost gentle and loving sentence." If you want."

"You are such a good boy, don't wake me up, mom loves you."

"Okay, Mom. The boy said so, sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at her for a long time, as if she really fell asleep, and she changed back to that gentle look."

Yu Meng hugged Ao Ge's waist backwards, and hugged him like a small animal, "The little boy is actually a murderer, will you be afraid of him?"

Ao Ge hugged him tightly, and breathed warmly into his ears, "I'm so scared, so, can you let me hide in your body?"

Yu Meng shook her head seriously, "...No, it still hurts."

Ao Ge stretched out his hand nervously to touch, "Do you want to apply the medicine again?"

Yu Meng's mood calmed down and returned to normal, so she was not so clingy anymore. She slapped his hand away and refused coldly, "I won't trouble you."

The two hugged each other like this, and fell asleep listening to the sound of rain outside the window.

Had a good night's sleep.

After Yu Meng woke up, she found that the rain had stopped, and Ao Ge didn't know when the clear porridge he made had been served in front of her.

tastes good.

His craft has improved a lot.

After drinking a bowl of porridge, Yu Meng and Ao Ge went to Wen Guan's clinic together.

As soon as I arrived at the door, I saw a group of people standing in front of the door and rattling to install the new door. A teenager was walking back and forth on the open space at the door, playing skateboarding. He looked up and saw two people, his eyes lit up, and he began to wave his hands, " Yu Mengmeng! Long time no see!"

Yu Meng was about to speak when she heard Ao Ge secretly say from the side, "Who is this enthusiastic kid with half-haired hair, heh, with a headband tied on his head, he is not handsome at all. "

Yu Meng frowned at him, "What are you doing so carefully?"

Ao Ge bowed his head immediately, "I was wrong, I didn't watch it."

Originally wanted to be jealous, but now Yu Meng, who is more possessive than Ao Ge, ate it first.

Ao Ge had no choice but to spit out the vinegar.

Yu Meng raised her hand and shook the young man as a greeting, then pulled Ao Ge and walked in.

Wen Guan was sitting at the desk, watching Yu Meng and a strange man walk in, there was nothing new on his usual smiling face, he said, "Long time no see."

Yu Meng nodded, and sincerely apologized, "I'm sorry, Doctor Wen, for delaying your time the first two times."

"Patients don't need to apologize to the doctor." He adjusted his glasses, "Who is this?"

Yu Meng introduced calmly, "My boyfriend."

Ao Ge greeted politely, "Hi, my name is Ao Ge, Ge of Jin Ge Tie Ma."

Wen Guan didn't feel awkward at all, and said cooperatingly, "Hello, Wen Guan, watching Guan with cold eyes."

After his weird self-introduction ended, he said directly, "You're welcome, sit down first and tell me about the recent situation."

"I got sick last night, and I did something I wouldn't do normally." Yu Meng said slowly.

"What did you do specifically, explain it clearly." Wen Guan took out his notebook and began to record.

Yu Meng thought for a while, "I haven't taken medicine for a month, and I couldn't control my emotions last evening. At night, I was already irrational."

He said with some difficulty, "I forced sex with my boyfriend, and I did it many times. After he fell asleep, I still couldn't fall asleep. I became more and more excited, so I ran out." He stopped and didn't continue go on.

Ao Ge quietly reached out and squeezed his little finger, Yu Meng's frowning brows relaxed, "I started running, and after running for a long time, I saw a black car."

"At that moment, my body suddenly seemed to be controlled, my eyes were bright red, and there was only one thought."

"Smash it."

Wen Guan, who had been writing non-stop, paused, looked up at him, "Has there ever been a black car in your memory?"

"I can't remember." Yu Meng lowered her eyelashes.

Wen Guan began to write again, "I would like to ask Mr. Ao, did he commit any violent acts against you last night?"

Ao Ge replied solemnly, "No, I was voluntary throughout the whole process, he..." Ao Ge smiled as if reminiscing, "Very good."

Yu Meng: "..."

Wen Guan put on the cap of his pen, and was about to say something when he saw someone standing by the door, and asked coldly, "What are you doing there?"

Yu Meng turned her head and saw the boy standing on the skateboard leaning against the door frame for an unknown how long.

He yawned when he heard the voice, "A few people from the medical school came outside the door, and they are now in the living room."

Wen nodded, "Let them wait, don't leave yet."

The person who had already turned to leave rolled his eyes, then turned back.

Wen Guan said while writing on the paper, "I will re-prescribe you the medicine, you must take it on time, you must not stop the medicine at will, and you must try to avoid mental stimulation."

"The bed thing can be done, but not too often." He looked up, "I have to come every month for psychological counseling, to keep my body and mind comfortable, and nothing worse will happen."

"So, don't worry, everything will be fine if someone is with you." Wen Guan said a rare comforting word.

He looked up at the young man, "You take Yu Meng to get the medicine, and I'll have a chat with Ao Ge."

Yu Meng looked at Ao Ge, stood up and followed the temporary assistant upstairs.

Ao Ge watched Yu Meng's figure leave, and then turned to Wen Guan, "Speak."

"His illness is not very optimistic. Even if he recovers, there is a possibility of relapse, and the symptoms are only in the early stage, and will only get worse in the future.

"His depression will flare up again, and he will resist everyone, including you."

Wen Guan said lightly, "No matter what you say, he will not respond to you, and if it is serious, he will harm himself."

"After depression, the chance of bipolar episodes is even greater. He will often run out uncontrollably. The risk factor is extremely high, and he needs to be careful at all times."

"But you can't always follow him. Give him space, divert his attention, and try to let him focus on work and enjoying life." After he finished speaking, he looked at Ao Ge and found that he was holding a pen and paper Record.

Ao Ge lowered his head and wrote, and did not hear the follow-up raising his eyes in doubt, "You continue to say, I will remember what I need to do, and I will definitely not make mistakes."

Wen nodded, "That's about it. If you have any new problems, please feel free to contact me." He took out a credit card machine, "The last thing is to swipe the card."

It was already afternoon when the two left the clinic.

Ao Ge has not received the message from the owner of the car, nor has he had time to check the condition of the car.

He sent Yu Meng home first, told him to take the medicine obediently, and lie on the bed to catch up on sleep.

Ao Ge didn't waste time, and went to the orchestra again.

At this time, only the lunatic Ke was there, holding an accompaniment score in his hand and humming in a fascinated expression.

Seeing Ao Ge coming in, he narrowed his eyes, "Apple, what's the matter with you today? You're here so late?"

"I'm asking for leave, the time is uncertain, I will tell you when I can come." Ao Ge left with the piano in the corner.

Crazy Ke turned red with anger, and kicked the music stand over with one kick, "No way! If you're not here, who will start the show for me?!" He opened his eyes wide, "Didn't you say that you joined the orchestra just to find that lemon? You Didn't find it?!"

Ao Ge kept walking, and the corner of his mouth curled up.

"I have found it."

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There is another fat chapter.

Under revision, post later.