Dont look at me

Yu Meng seemed to have been walking in the dark for many years.

Suddenly caught a firefly, reluctant to let go.

I just want to hold it tightly in my hand.

As if he had let go of the big stone in his heart, he relaxed, and he was filled with a completely different smile from usual.

The practice also suddenly jumped out, doing whatever comes to mind.

He left the fluorescent green car on the side of the road and sent Leo a message asking him to come and ride.

I stepped onto the back seat of Ao Ge and hugged his waist tightly, "Let's go, go to your place, drive faster."

His behavior is a bit abnormal. If it was normal, he would never bother others to ride in the middle of the night.

Ao Ge looked at his smiling face, temporarily suppressed the worries in his heart, and said nothing.

The cool wind blew past the ear like a knife blade, causing some slight pain, but it was very stimulating.

At such a dangerous speed, Yu Meng's hand that was still tightly grasping Ao Ge's waist suddenly let go, and Ao Ge quickly slowed down, "Mengmeng, what are you doing?"

Yu Meng stepped on the pedals and stood up, putting both hands on Ao Ge's shoulders.

It seems that all the shackles and disguises have been removed at this moment, excited and excited, the face of the world-weary person who is always indifferent is full of hearty smiles at this moment, and the laughter blows into the ears with the cool wind.

The depths of his pupils were full of sparkling light.

"Ao Ge! I like you!" Yu Meng yelled at the front and swore, he suddenly paused, then shook his head, "No! It's not liking! It's love! I love you! It's the one who has high hopes for you Seed! What do I want to do to you! Would you like to?!"

The corner of Ao Ge's mouth curled up, "Sit down for me, hold on to your seat belt, and I'll let you do whatever you want when you get home."

Yu Meng sat down obediently, and hugged her obediently.

As if holding an illusory shadow, his eyes were foggy, immersed in his own world.

When he got home, Ao Ge poured Yu Meng a glass of juice, and went into the shower to take a bath.

Yu Meng sat at the bar counter, took two sips, looked around idly, couldn't sit still within 2 minutes, and started to walk back and forth.

Seeing a half bottle of vodka on the table, he picked it up, shook it, and drank it with his head raised.

I drank a few sips, tasted the taste, and put it back when I thought it was not very tasty.

He always felt that his emotions were extremely high tonight, and his agitation was getting worse and worse, and he couldn't calm down at all.

But he couldn't control it, so he threw it aside when he couldn't figure it out, and started wandering around again.

There was a record player in the corner, Yu Meng turned the needle to the record, and her eyes followed it.

Like a curious child.

As the melody gradually picked up, Yu Meng felt a little drunk, but her consciousness was clear.

He began to get anxious, and stood at the door of the shower room waiting for Ao Ge to come out. At this moment, he just wanted to vent all the things that had been held in his heart for a long time.

Patience has also become less good. Yu Meng still couldn't hold back and raised her hand.

"Deng Deng" two soft knocks on the door.

The door of the shower room was opened, and Yu Meng walked in directly.

The mist filled the air, the heat was overflowing, and there was the familiar sandalwood scent from Ao Ge.

The man stood barefoot in the mist, topless, as if he had just put on those loose pajama pants.

The trousers hung lazily and seductively in the crotch, revealing the sexy mermaid line, filled with moisture, so transparent that one could see the flesh color.

He raised his eyebrows and looked at Yu Meng who rushed in, his voice was hoarse, "What are you doing, spying on me?"

Yu Meng squinted her eyes, and began to hmm without saying a word. (The original text is locked, moved to the scarf oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

Ao Ge was really shocked, he took two steps back, "Are you serious?"

Yu Meng’s words were simple and appalling, “I want the core values ​​of socialism for you.” (Delete the word “上”, that’s fine, give it to me.)

Ao Ge smiled helplessly, "...you wait first, don't be impulsive, this matter is not urgent, we can take it easy..."

Before the next words could be spoken, Yu Meng pressed him against the wall. (Primary school students are just fighting, there is no need to mark this paragraph black, right?)

He was like a little wolf just released from the cage, cruel and vicious, throwing himself on the big black panther in front of him, tearing at it, oh oh oh, every pain seemed to invade the soul. (Description of animals foraging only.)

Ao Ge's mouth and tongue | both hurt from being bitten. (Can he bite himself?)

The smell of blood was soon tasted.

The record player in the corner was still spinning gently.

The lingering | ambiguous melody floats around, and penetrates into every space with some hot temperature, and the retro tune caresses the damp wall romantically and tenderly.

The woman's voice was a little hoarse, and following the huqin's coquettish tone, she sang the provocative lyrics.

"Let's try one on for size

I'll turn the lights down."

There were a few drops of water on Yu Meng's eyelashes, which were precarious, and the corners of her eyes were red, looking a little fragile.

He raised his chin and looked straight into Ao Ge's eyes, like a proud little prince, obviously very nervous, but he wanted to pretend to be calm and domineering and block him in a corner, letting the shower drench their bodies.

Drops of water slide down gently.

Ao Ge leaned there lazily, his forehead hair was soaked, covering his wolf-like eyes.

He hugged Yu Meng's waist, just like the day five years ago, with deep and doting eyes, tolerated the irritable mood of the little leopard, and comforted him with small and gentle movements.

Regardless of the drops of water on her face, Yu Meng said earnestly and piously, "I will treat you well in the future, I will buy you whatever you want, I will make you whatever you want to eat, and I will continue wherever you like me If you don’t like me, I’ll change it right away.”

"I apologize to you for all the bad things I said to you before, and I will never do that again." He lowered his head and thought for a while, "But you can't play and disappear anymore, you have to be with me every day, okay? ?”

Ao Ge pinched the ends of his hair and said with a light smile, "Are you going to surround me? Then I can't see the scenery outside?"

Hearing this sentence, Yu Meng's face darkened instantly, "From now on, you can only look at me." The eyes were exactly the same as that day, cold and threatening, but the meaning changed.

"If one day, you look at other people with this look." He laughed in a low voice, extremely and sickly, "I'll dig out your eyeballs."

Ao Ge approached him dangerously, "Why do you like eyeball picking so much?"

Yu Meng looked into his eyes, "Because it looks good, like obsidian, I like it very much."

Ao Ge's eyes darkened a bit, and he lowered his voice, "If you like it so much, I'll give it to you."

He took Yu Meng's hand and put it on his eyelids, his eyelashes trembling, as if tickling his palms, "Now, they are yours."

The atmosphere was surrounded by hot air, and in the misty mist, the little leopard's fangs and claws left marks everywhere, completely breaking Ao Ge's long-enduring rational barrier.

The person you want the most is right in front of you, the heat is so fierce like a ball of fire, and you are pretending to be old-fashioned to pick something, even more provocative.

People can't help but want to go deep, destroy, dye him black, and make him his own.

The darkness in Ao Ge's eyes could no longer be suppressed, gushing out.

Reflexively suppressed him.

The suppressed little leopard couldn't struggle, so he simply compromised, completely relaxed and began to enjoy pain and pleasure.

The devil showed his sharp and ferocious true colors, and locked the people under him firmly into his own world, and he was not afraid, allowing himself to follow the evil and fall into the abyss.

The sharp and ferocious breath turned into soft fingers.

The water mist was thicker, covering up the flamboyant fire.

"The time is right

You hold met

And love is got me high."

The sky is bright.

The dark blue light of the early morning shone into the house.

A small spot of light landed on Ao Ge's eyelid.

Before he opened his eyes, he groped to find the people around him, but he only felt a piece of cold.

A private clinic near the Thames was smashed open early in the morning.

Gosling's car was domineering across the door, and he was leaning in front of the car with a cigarette in his mouth to make a phone call.

Kang Suinian was sitting in the office in the clinic, holding a cup of tea and sipping it, very leisurely.

The young man sitting opposite had a handsome face, but his brows were sleepy, and his dark circles were particularly thick, as if he had painted smoky makeup, very decadent.

His eyes were full of irritability, and he yelled at Kang Suinian angrily, "My guest, if you are not sick, can you leave first, Wen Guan is not here now, can you come back in the afternoon?"

Kang Suinian was not in a hurry, and said slowly, "Go ahead and sleep, just pretend I don't exist."

The young man struggled to hold his eyelids, "Then why don't you sit outside? I'm young and sleepy, really sleepy."

"Don't wake up, wake up, and remember the account." A voice suddenly came from the door, "The combination lock of the door is damaged. The price at the time of purchase is 50.00. After using it for one year and three months, you pay [-] %[-], plus the travel expenses and maintenance fees for the door lock replacement, it will be enough."

A man appeared at the door. He walked slowly, with a calm and elegant demeanor. He lowered his head and settled the accounts while walking. The calculator in his hand poked loudly, "A total of 790 taels."

The boy "Teng" stood up immediately, "Wen Guan, are you out of your mind? I didn't break the lock!"

Wen Guan raised his eyes to look at him, adjusted his glasses, "I know, you have to bear the responsibility of not being careful." He turned around and handed Kang Suinian a file, "This is Yu Meng's treatment process, the last two times He didn't come, but I still have to pay for the time I used to wait for him, a total of [-], and the original card number, just transfer the money directly."

After speaking, he went straight to the office chair, raised his chin at the black-smelling young man, "Get up, go to sleep upstairs. The fine will be included in your medical expenses, and you can pay it later."

The young man got up and left under the pressure of the fire. It is more important to sleep at this moment.

Wen Guan, who hasn't seen him for a long time and is still a money fanatic and stingy, sat down and went straight to the topic.

"Yu Meng, hereditary bipolar disorder, is an early-onset patient. Between the ages of 23 and 24, she had five episodes of depression and one episode of hypomania. Mania has not yet been discovered."

"Three months ago, he was prone to severe depression, so I prescribed a drug with a stronger effect for him. As for whether he took it or not, I don't know."

Kang Suinian frowned and asked, "When did he come to see you?"

Wen Guan: "A year ago."

"What are the symptoms of this attack?"

"Three highs: Elevated emotions, rushing thinking, persistent excitement, inability to fall asleep, not feeling tired, impulsive sexual behavior, desire for control and possessiveness will all become stronger, and in severe cases, self-awareness will also be incomplete."

Wen Guan said that in the one year of treatment, the effect was not great.

Because Yu Meng himself was not willing to cooperate at all, but he did not give up the treatment, contradicting himself.

Moreover, he lacks a kind of empathy ability. It seems that he has been stimulated, and the root cause of the disease has always been there, but he has not been discovered.

"Just like the patient just now, the mental illness has been hidden in the corner of my heart since childhood. Without timely treatment, it is like a black spot, which keeps growing and growing, and becomes more and more serious."

"In this case, not only do you have to rely on the doctor, but you have to rely on yourself. If you don't have enough willpower, you can only become a serious mental patient in the end."

His narration without a trace of emotion also clearly expressed the seriousness of the matter, but the direction of treatment has not been found so far.

Wen Guan said in a calm tone, "The purpose of my calling you is to need your help to tie him up and block him for treatment. If it is delayed, the matter will be out of control."

"dangerous?"

"Have."

in the apartment.

Yu Meng's motorcycle suit, helmet, car key and mobile phone are all there, but there is no one there.

Ao Ge turned around and saw no one, so he just put on his pants and went downstairs. The community is very big, and this building is facing the street, but there are not many people.

There were only a few squirrels that came in from the park, running around on the leaves on the ground.

Ao Ge started to search along the Ye Qingshu in the community, and within a few steps, he heard a piercing sound.

It sounded like a heavy object hitting something.

Ao Ge strode over, it was an empty gravel road, a few cars were parked on the side of the road, and a thin and pale man stood there.

He was wearing a white T-shirt, shorts and no shoes.

Holding a thick baseball bat in his hand, he kept hitting a black car.

again and again.

Exhausted all the strength of the whole body.

Fierce, brutal.

The windows have been smashed.

The front cover was also smoking, and it was full of irregular potholes.

His hand holding the stick was trembling because of too much force, but the violent movement continued.

"Meng Meng?" Ao Ge called him softly.

Yu Meng's body froze suddenly, the movement of her hands also stopped, and the wooden stick fell to the ground.

He turned around slowly, his eyes were red, and the tip of his nose was also slightly red, as if he had just realized his behavior.

He looked at Ao Ge and showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Brother, I, I seem to be sick."

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