I'm just hungry for your knowledge

Chen Chen didn't appear until the final exam.

Lao Qin counted the scores of the three people who participated in the college entrance examination into the seating order of the examination, so Chen Chen was in the fifth examination room.

The god of learning who had never been ranked first in the grade was actually assigned to the fifth examination room.

"Is this the god of learning? It's only been half an hour since the exam started and I finished writing and started to sleep??"

"But if I didn't take the wrong test paper, the test is not Chinese now?"

"Cow batch."

"..."

But Chen Chen just came for the exam, and left after the exam, and Han Shen didn't even have time to see him.

In the last class, Han Shen handed in the paper 10 minutes early and went to the fifth examination room.

Chen Chen was seated by the window, and the last 10 minutes of the examination room was intense. Everyone was nervous, but he was the only one who slept on the table and was completely out of the way of the exam.

After ringing the bell and handing in the paper, Chen Chen was awakened by the sound. He got up, straightened his pen and came out from the back door. He stopped when he saw Han Shen.

"Didn't check your phone? Dare you not reply to my message?" Han Shen approached.

Although this discovery was very strange, Han Shen felt that Chen Chen was a lot gloomy, his complexion was pale, and he showed a sense of fatigue that can only be felt if he has not slept for 72 hours.Chen Chen smiled lightly, his eyes brightened slightly: "In the hospital, the battery of the mobile phone is dead."

Zhuang Nianying entered the operating room and stayed up all night.

"Still busy now? Eat with me." Han Shen felt as if he hadn't seen him for a while.

Chen Chen lowered his eyes, refusing: "I'm going to the airport."

Han Shen: "Huh?"

There were people coming and going around, and the two stood on an osmanthus tree, covered by the thick shade from the scorching sun in midsummer.But the air is still pervasively hot.

Chen Chen said: "My dad has returned to China and brought a medical team to see if he can continue for a while."

Hearing these words, Han Shen's first reaction was why Zhuang Nianying was not dead yet, and he didn't ask further: "Okay, you go, but give me 5 minutes first."

"Seven minutes?"

The boys flocked out to eat after the exam, and there was no one else in the dormitory.

Han Shen closed the door, turned around and hugged Chen Chen.

Although Chen Chen is in poor condition, his body is always clean and his fragrance is fresh.Han Shen sniffed his neck, then blocked his lips and rubbed them lightly, without kissing deeply, for fear of losing control.

Chen Chen touched his hair with his finger bones, and after a while, he said, "I should go."

Hold.

Han Shen looked up, and Chen Chen looked at the phone with a slightly anxious expression.

At this moment, Han Shenhuo came up and opened the door for him without saying anything.

"Then you go."

Chen Chen took two steps and turned his head. He wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything, and disappeared into the corridor.

Han Shen stared at the door panel and slowly suppressed the fire.

No way, his family is the biggest thing now.

I am nothing, nothing.

The results were in the evening self-study when the leave was accepted, Lao Qin gave an early warning, and the seats were also selected according to the ranking of this exam, which made everyone very anxious.

Because the grades are not good, the choice is not good.

Li Fei put his finger on the book, it didn't matter at all: "You can sit anywhere, but I want to sit with Brother Chen, so don't grab it!"

Zhang Ming didn't even bother to talk to him: "Sit with Brother Chen? You should pass Brother Han's exam first, there is everything in the dream."

"What does this have to do with Brother Han? We are all good brothers. Brother Chen can't just let him take over, can he?"

"..."

Zhang Mingxin said that you should grow up.

Spinning and turning, the book flew towards Gu Xin's face with a slap, and Zhang Ming burst out suddenly: "Fuck, your father, Li Fei, you are going to die today!" Pulling the stool away, he chased him and beat him. , Li Fei ran to the podium while shouting "Little Gu didn't say anything, it's none of your business" and stopped abruptly.

Lao Qin walked in carrying a piece of A4 paper.

There was a sudden silence in the classroom.

After reading it in Lao Qin's hands for two years, you can say that you didn't understand her math problems, but you can't say that you couldn't understand her face.

Lao Qin's expression now is almost exactly the same as when he lost to Class 1 in the monthly exam last year.

"Crack!", the A4 paper was thrown on the desk and smashed.

Li Fei retreated at the speed of light, and returned to the table without any sense of presence.

"The results of the final exam have come out. Now we all go to the corridor. Whoever I read will come in and choose a seat." Lao Qin's voice was quite calm.

We all know the calm before the storm, the last reservedness of a shrew.

The crowd immediately gathered in the corridor, completely silent.

Old Qin stood at the door: "No.1, Han Shen, go in and choose a seat."

There was a sudden commotion, and someone asked in a low voice, "Where's Chen Chen?", only to find out that Chen Chen didn't come at all after asking.

"Second, Zhang Qiuqiu, choose a seat."

"Third, Xiang Heng."

"Fourth, Xiao Hongyan."

"..."

"54, Hu Hao."

"63." Lao Qin looked at the only classmate standing in the corridor, "Go in."

There is one seat vacant in the classroom.

After Han Shen chose Chen Chen's original position next to him, no one else dared to choose.

Lao Qin took a look: "Ye Fei, you are tall, go sit in Chen Chen's seat."

Ye Fei didn't dare to say much, so he quickly slipped to Han Shen's side and asked, "Shen'er, why didn't I hear Brother Chen's ranking?"

On the podium, Lao Qin glanced at the A4 paper and said, "The last one, 264, Chen Chen has asked for leave, and I will take your seat just now."

The classroom collectively gasped, but did not make a sound.

Han Shen's mind became a mess.

"It's the third year of high school. It's time to hold back your energy and work hard, but some people have fallen behind." Lao Qin is now getting to the point, "Make up lessons, dare to write an application with me and say no to make up! In the whole grade, he is the only one who doesn't make up lessons You thought you were proud of your good grades in the previous two years? Look at these times, what did you get in the exams!"

No one spoke.

"Chinese, I only wrote multiple-choice questions. Math, it's okay, I wrote all the options to fill in the blanks. I'm half an hour late for English. Look, how good is it?"

Lao Qin didn't mention his name, but everyone knows who this person is.

Zhang Qiuqiu raised his hand, got up and said, "Mr. Qin, Chen Chen seems to have something a little bit lately."

Of course, Lao Qin knows that she has seen many students fall into the abyss due to family changes. She has no choice but to hate: "To put it bluntly, everyone's parents will die, but only a few will be depressed. He is more than I thought. Much more fragile."

Zhang Ming couldn't stand it anymore: "Mr. Qin, is an exam very important? Are you going to deny him like this?"

Lao Qin stared at him, wanting to say something.

Zhang Qiuqiu also said: "I think Chen Chen just didn't take the test seriously, he will get better."

As she spoke, she burst into tears.

In fact, the whole class got together, and for two years, no one wanted to see who disappeared, who fell, who struggled and suffered.

Especially Chen Chen, the soul of this class.

The boy who was covered in light suddenly turned off.

As soon as the squad leader cried, Gu Xin also started crying.

So many people cried sadly, it seemed that Chen Chen would never get better again.

Han Shen didn't look up, he looked at the notebook Chen Chen gave him.

For a long time, this sharp handwriting has not updated the content.

Han Shen rubbed his wrist, picked up the black pen, and started writing to fill in the blanks.

From today on, he will record new questions for Chen Chen.

***

The summer vacation keeps flowing away in the hot aftertaste.

Make-up classes are much easier than usual classes. There are two late self-study sessions in the evening. After the teacher finishes the class, most of the students let the students study by themselves, chat, and eat snacks.

"General!"

Ye Fei played chess with Zhang Ming, and glanced outside the door from time to time.

Han Shen stretched his long and bent legs in his seat, bowed his head and typed on his mobile phone.

-The chicken chop I ate at night can be vomited without chili.

- what did you have for dinner

After asking, put down the phone and turn the pen to read in English.

Waited for a long time for the news to jump.

-Eat outside the hospital, you should eat more.

The reply was slow, and still few, Han Shen pulled his lips, threw the phone into the drawer with a "bang", took it out again after a while, and continued typing.

-Is there any good food outside the hospital?

- After studying late tonight, I'll come to you.

This time it went back quickly.

-Find me?

- It's so far away, what's the matter?

Han Shen quickly replied with his fingertips.

- I have something to say, do you want to give me a mouth?

Before waiting for a reply, Han Shen threw the phone into the drawer, grabbed the edge of the table and kicked the legs.

Ye Fei picked up the fallen chess piece, not knowing why: "What's the matter?"

Zhang Ming said "Don't ask, it's none of your business".

Han Shen will only look at his phone next night during his self-study, that's all right, let's reply for a while.

-Bao, the phone is out of battery, so I can't use it much.She is in the operating room again, just listening to the doctor's meeting, don't be angry.During this period of time, my mentality was very broken. Sometimes I didn't pay attention to my wording when I talked to you. Please understand me a little bit.

- came over to find you.

- Kiss my favorite child, chirp~

Han Shen couldn't walk anymore, so he sat on the steps beside the playground.

In the middle of the night, there were many night runners in the playground, but each was immersed in his own world, and no one paid attention to him.

I paddled back and forth for the news, I didn't realize that I was talking so much nonsense before.I want to tell him about exams, I want to talk to him about eating, I want to talk to him about drinking a glass of milk, and I want to tell him when I see a joke.

Between the lines, Han Shen also saw it, just three words.

I want you.

Full and sour emotions followed these words, and he patted the dark night sky and called.

Han Shen asked: "Do you see any stars?"

The noise on the other end of the phone was maintained, and it was quiet after walking a few steps. Chen Chen's voice came: "Yes."

"Yes?!" Han Shen looked at the photo again.

"Yes, very bright."

In the hospital, Chen Chen stood quietly by the corridor, put out the cigarette between his fingers in the slot of the trash can, and looked sideways at the dark sky outside the window.

——But when you meet the same evening again, you will think of me,

In a similar street scene, thinking that one day we will be under the same lights,

Heart bright.

A tall figure walked over, Chen Chen hung up the phone: "I'll call you later."

Chen Shuxi gestured: "Excuse me? You continue."

"Stop fighting." Chen Chen always felt that showing Han Shen in front of them was a blasphemy against him.

Chen Shuxi lit a cigarette: "The result came out. There is no law to rule it. We can only hang on with morphine."

During the period when the medical team came, there was an operating room every day, but Zhuang Nianying had already missed the best period of treatment.

Morphine is a drug that temporarily relieves pain, but just like drugs, the body will develop dependence. Once it is stopped, it will not be able to bear it, and the required amount will increase until death.

Chen Shuxi said: "Morphine is a strong analgesic and analgesic, which paralyzes the brain nerves. Generally, if you start using this drug, it means that the person is no longer able to die."

"Morphine is no longer an analgesic, but an anesthesia."

"Use this medicine without considering the consequences, just to save your mother from suffering, so go early."

Chen Chen looked at Chen Shuxi: "Have you ever blamed yourself?"

Chen Shuxi was surprised: "Why should I blame myself?"

You won't blame yourself.

When Chen Chen slammed on the door, there was a loud bang, and the clear pain in his finger bones relieved him a little, he almost gritted his teeth: "But I blame myself. I..."

Sometimes I regret that I came to this world.

If it wasn't for going abroad because of illness when he was young, how could Chen Shuxi have cheated?If it wasn't for giving birth, how could Zhuang Nianying be so weak and sick?

Every peck and drink is predetermined.

It would be fine if I hadn't been born.

Sinful, myself.

***

Yan Xin forwarded an earthy video to Han Shen. Han Shen clicked on the video and watched it. He wanted to laugh, and then forwarded it to Chen Chen.

He has been like this for the past few days, sending messages to Chen Chen when he encounters interesting ones, criticizing more and more, but Chen Chen replies less and less.

After reading the chat records, Han Shen lost his temper.

silly dog.

Yan Xin news came.

- How many days do you have for vacation?Huiyuanchong, I will take you to climb the mountain.

-Two days, no return, stay with boyfriend.

- cough, tui!

- Where are you tui your horse?

- no no no, just kidding.You won't let me help you find a boy group dance two days ago?If I find it, I'll send it to you.

-Thanks.

- how long has it been since you dancedLooking for it so urgently, what should I say, who is it for?

Yan Xin tweeted a photo of Chen Chen.

- No way, no way, these days, there won't be boys dancing hot dances to please their boyfriends, right?

If Yan Xin was in front of him, Han Shen would definitely tear up this bitter mouth in public.But now I was speechless, edited the photo again, circled Chen Chen's face with a red pen, and sent it.

- do you know who he is

-? ?

-Your father.How dare you take a picture of him again?

-...

On the day of the holiday, the happy atmosphere in the classroom almost exploded.

Han Shen came out with the suitcase and was picked up by the driver: "Take your things back, I have something to do."

I brought a notebook and stopped a car on the side of the street to go to the hospital.

Han Shen knew the specific floor very well. He just went up and saw Chen Chen talking to a tall and thin man. When he saw him, he walked over immediately.

The tall and thin man looked him over and said with a smile, "Is your boyfriend here?"

There was boredom in Chen Chen's voice, obviously he didn't want to introduce at all: "This is my dad."

Han Shen looked at the man again.

He is tall and tall, his eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to Chen Chen's, and the arc of his smile is exactly the same, clear and charming, but it is difficult to make Han Shen feel good.

"Hello, hello, Chen Chen has been taken care of by you." Chen Shuxi stretched out his hand.

This action made Chen Chen stare at him vigilantly, and raised his hand to stop Han Shen.But Han Shen didn't reach out, he looked up at him, his eyes narrowed, but his face was full of "You're so dirty, I want to hit someone".

Chen Shuxi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and withdrew his hand.

Chen Chen put Han Shen's shoulders: "Go downstairs and wait for me."

Seeing Han Shen disappear at the entrance of the corridor, Chen Chen turned around, and Chen Shuxi lit a cigarette: "Your boyfriend is very handsome."

Chen Chen said, "Don't mention him."

Chen Shuxi was surprised: "What's wrong?"

It was difficult for Chen Chen to describe that feeling.

I feel that my hands are full of sins, and Han Shen is too clean and clear. It seems to be an offense to mention it.

Chen Shuxi understood, and smiled: "Why are you just like your mother, sentimental." He raised his hand and rubbed his knuckles, and said indifferently, "Ask you something, which is also the reason for my return to China this time. After your mother leaves, would you Will you live abroad with me?"

Chen Chen: "No."

Chen Shuxi was not surprised by this answer, and smiled: "If you think about it again, you will be alone by then, I don't worry."

Chen Chen looked at the ground and shook his head: "No."

"Don't rush to answer." Chen Shuxi extinguished the cigarette pestle, and said calmly, "His name is Han Shen, his parents called me and told you to stay away from him."

Chen Chen looked up at him, his blood suddenly congealed, and his whole body became cold.

This was not unexpected, but after he said it, Chen Chen realized that he had unintentionally bumped into someone else's family, which was so disappointing.

"Think about it, his family doesn't welcome you. The child who has worked so hard to be with you will have no good results."

"Since you already feel that you have made your mother feel cold - compare your heart with your heart, do you still want to make his parents feel cold?"

"His parents also said that they will send him back to his original school next semester."

"After he left, you should have nothing to worry about in China, right?"

"..."

***

The setting sun shines on the square, and the light yellow light illuminates the ground transparently.

The figure on the bench stopped sitting, and when he heard the footsteps, he turned his head bored.

Han Shen got up: "Come?"

Chen Chen stood with the backlight, his brows were painted with the thick shadow of afterglow, but the light was too bright, his complexion was pale, and his facial features appeared damp and cold.He lowered his head slightly, as if he was uncomfortable.

"What's wrong?" Han Shen walked forward.

Chen Chen stepped back, obviously hiding.

"Fuck, are you sick?" Han Shen grabbed his wrist and pulled it forward, "Can't you touch it?"

Chen Chen looked at him quietly for a while, and said in a whisper: "There is something I want to tell you, it may be very abrupt."

Han Shen was used to Chen Chen's strangeness during this time, so he said patiently, "Say it."

Chen Chen said, "I want to break up with you."

Han Shen stared at him again: "What?"

The surrounding sounds suddenly became noisy, the vehicles stopped, the flow of people changed, and even the greenery of the shrubs in the altar became hot and noisy.

"I want to break up with you."

Han Shen was quiet for a while, making sure he wasn't joking, and asked inexplicably, "Are you crazy?"

Chen Chen said, "Don't come to me in the future."

Han Shen: "Ah?!"

Chen Chen paused every word: "Don't come, look for me."

Han Shen took a step forward and hugged him heavily: "What's the matter with you recently?"

"sorry."

Han Shen stepped back and looked at him anxiously: "I did nothing wrong, right?"

Chen Chen glanced at him, as if he wanted to carve him into the bone marrow.

He never thought that the drastic changes and corners that would occur in life would suddenly come at a certain day and at a certain moment.

What was once innocuous has always existed and is as heavy as a mountain.

Chen Chen said in his heart, let me go on this road alone.

——Please, escape from my world quickly.

Chen Chen's figure disappeared at the entrance.

Han Shen stood there for a while, feeling quite baffled, neither leaving nor standing here.

I edited a message with my mobile phone and sent it, but unexpectedly it showed that my friend was deleted.

"???"

fuck me? ! !

Why suddenly?

Han Shen picked up his notebook and looked upstairs as he retreated.

Can't see, can't see anything.Apart from the momentary discomfort, more emotions are about why the fuck suddenly became like this?

Chen Chen should be in a bad mood.

Han Shen wrote it down in his heart.

Okay, if you are in a bad mood, you can break up with me.

You idiot, wait for me.

Don't beg me after you have the ability.

Han Shen took a taxi and was on the way back when Yan Xin called.

"on vacation?"

"Ah."

"Brother Chen's birthday in a few days, right?"

"Forget it, I don't want to mention him." Han Shen's plan was to celebrate his birthday alone and dance for him. Thinking about it, this matter should be gone.

"What's the matter? Didn't you just happily find a boyfriend just now?"

Han Shen said it again.

Yan Xin was surprised at first, and then smiled: "Are you kidding? Hypocritical, just ignore him, he will come to you in a few days."

Han Shen thought the same way, and was really annoyed: "It's never over for him not to apologize to me."

"It's definitely not over. He doesn't understand the situation, and breaks up every now and then. Who did he learn from?"

Han Shen: "..."

Han Shen didn't take this matter to heart, went back to WeChat, checked QQ, and found that all of them had been deleted.Called, also blocked.

Niubi, promising.

Although I didn't take it seriously, the irritability began to surge up.

Thinking back to what Chenchen Hospital said, there was no beginning and no end, Han Shen got a headache from thinking about it, got up from the bed, pulled out the dance video and started practicing.

Wait until the idiot apologizes, and then dance for him.

Chen Chen's birthday is just two days away.

What he had agreed with Chen Chen before could not be realized today, so Han Shen wrote the test paper at home and waited for Chen Chen to come to reconcile.

Unexpectedly, after taking a nap, I saw the photos posted by Zhang Ming, Gu Xin and Li Fei in Moments.

Chen Chen invites you to dinner, and everyone who has a good relationship goes there. There are a large group of people. Chen Chen has an antler stuck on his head, and he lowers his head to cut the birthday cake. In the photo, he has a calm and handsome profile.

fuck me?

Han Shen pinched his phone, suppressed his anger, and clicked on Zhang Ming's private message.

- did you have dinner together?

Zhang Ming was intoxicated in the KTV, and when he saw Han Shen's news, he yelled at the phone: "Brother Han! Brother Han! Why don't you come! I'm so happy!"

Han Shen was silent for a while, and continued typing.

- nobody informed me.

Zhang Ming continued to speak: "No, it's not that you won't come? No... Brother Chen! Didn't you say that Brother Han won't come?"

Chen Chen sat in the blue light and shadow, although he kept laughing, he didn't seem happy.Hearing Han Shen look at Zhang Ming, he bowed his head and typed on his mobile phone.

-I broke up with him, so I didn't call him.

Zhang Ming was originally in high spirits, but was suddenly poured with cold water, and said "Huh?"

Chen Chen didn't speak anymore. Although he was usually not very serious, he basically said that one is one.

Zhang Ming didn't know what to say, so he turned his head to comfort Han Shen: "This, this, we broke up, and it would be embarrassing to meet again, isn't it?"

Han Shen looked through the photos again, still not sure how true Chen Chen's sentence of breaking up was, but suddenly he began to feel uncomfortable.

After playing until six o'clock, I went to eat again.After eating and drinking, drinking and eating, everyone happily chatted about gossip and the future, Chen Chen pulled up his chair and stood up, holding a glass of wine.

Li Fei roared: "Shouxing is giving a speech?"

Start clapping.

Chen Chen glanced at the people at the table, and smiled: "Thank you, I've known you for the past few years, it's really a pleasure."

"We are happy too!"

Gu Xin remembered something: "Team leader, after the next semester starts, hurry up and get back to the first place in the exam! Then choose a seat to sit with Brother Xiaohan."

Chen Chen paused with his fingertips, and nodded for a while: "Okay. I wish you all a bright future when you get admitted to your favorite university."

Everyone at the table was laughing, only Zhang Ming was taken aback, feeling something was wrong.

Chen Chen's voice was as if nothing had happened: "Little Gu, I'm not good at math, I will learn more from Zhang Ming in the future. Li Fei, be a man, be reserved. Xiang Heng, don't be so stubborn sometimes... You will become your ideal appearance in the future .”

Everyone laughed and made noise, it seemed that this banquet would never end.

After the people left, Zhang Ming was the last one standing behind Chen Chen and asked, "Brother Chen, why did you break up with Brother Han?"

Chen Chen leaned back on all the chairs he had pulled out, as if to put an end to everything.

He turned around and smiled at Zhang Ming.

"I'm going abroad."

Zhang Ming was stunned suddenly.

Chen Chen said, "Don't tell them yet."

After a long time, Zhang Ming heard himself asking: "Why?"

Not far away, the waiter came to clear the table and saw two people, so he turned off the air conditioner carelessly, and the air became hot and cold.

Chen Chen pointed to his watch: "In the early hours of this morning, my mother passed away. I have no relatives, so I went abroad with my father."

Zhang Ming was completely shocked: "Huh?"

Why did your mother die?

Why are you still celebrating your birthday today as if nothing had happened?

Why do you have to go abroad?

why?

Why the fuck?

"She's gone, she's going to do an autopsy, publish an obituary, notify the school, and appeal to the newspapers. None of this has anything to do with me. But I'm very busy in the next few days, so I won't have dinner with you again." Chen Chen patted him on the shoulder, " If it is not unexpected, this should be the last time we see each other."

The silence was as dead.

In Zhang Ming's impression, Chen Chen was just a simple and charismatic student god, who never thought about these deep-level information.He is now in addition to being confused, but when he saw Chen Chen put on his baseball cap and was about to leave, Zhang Ming suddenly panicked: "Brother Chen!"

Chen Chen turned his head and said calmly, "What's wrong?"

"Is what you said true?"

Chen Chen smiled: "Sometimes I also want to ask, is all this true, and do I have to face it?"

Zhang Ming raised his hand to cover his eyes, sobbing, "Brother Chen..."

When Chen Chen walked out of the hotel, the streets were filled with lights, like thousands of stars shining brightly.

But the huge darkness engulfed him instantly.

***

"Buzzing—"

The phone rang.

Han Shen reached out his slender fingers to fumble, and put it to his ear: "Hello."

Zhang Ming's voice: "Brother Han, come to the cafe to make up your homework? Happy summer vacation."

"I'm done."

"Uh, but everyone has a lot of questions that you don't know. Are you interested in teaching us?"

Han Shen was not interested, rubbing his brows: "Don't look for me, look for—"

The voice stopped.

Zhang Ming's breath also stopped.

Chen Chen.

Han Shenjing will say: "Why didn't you find Chen Chen?"

Zhang Ming's breath became quieter. He thought that Han Shen knew that Chen Chen had gone abroad, but he didn't expect it to be so.Zhang Ming hesitated and said, "Brother Chen's phone number has been cleared, and he has not responded to messages. I don't know why."

Han Shen dropped the sentence: "No time." He hung up the phone.

After hanging up, he read several times to the cold air: "Chen Chen, Chen Chen, Chen Chen..."

The house was empty, and there was no news about Chen Chen since he said they broke up. Only he could hear this initially obscure name.

Chen Chen, did I do something wrong?

The door knocked, and Shen Lan walked in quietly with a fruit plate: "Baby, take a break and eat something."

Han Shen picked up the earphones and baseball cap and walked out: "I'll go out for a while."

Shen Lan rubbed her hair. She straightened her wavy hair. Wearing cotton pajamas, she looked like a very gentle woman.The voice is also soft: "Where are you going?"

People are gone.

Han Shen was aimless, got on the subway, waited for a song to stop, and went down, but he didn't expect it to be Longhu Park.

In summer, there are fewer people flying kites, the lawn is whitened by the scorching sun, and occasionally a few children run around.

The kite seller is also gone, and walking up the path, the lost and found office at that time seems to have been remodeled.

Han Shen sat on the bench and closed his eyes. Chen Chen was watching him talking and smiling.

Han Shen shook his head, waved away the shadow, and stood up.

When he arrived at the coffee shop, Zhang Ming was very surprised by his arrival, so he quickly made room for him.Han Shen ordered a cup of coffee and asked questions that he didn't know, but he really didn't talk much and his face was cold. He said it again and asked, "Understand?"

Gu Xin nodded like pecking rice: "I understand, I understand."

Han Shen: "Tell me about it."

Gu Xin: "..."

After tormenting each other for a while, Gu Xin changed the subject, blinking his eyes: "Brother Han, we can't get through to the team leader. I don't know what happened recently. Can you get through?"

Han Shen clutched his pen: "I can't get through."

Gu Xin was surprised: "Isn't your relationship very good?"

Zhang Ming originally came over with coffee, but when he heard this, he wanted to tear her mouth open: "My sister! Just talk about the topic, what are you talking about?"

Gu Xin sat back in his seat and started to be in a daze: "What the hell is the team leader doing?"

Li Fei didn't think too much: "Don't you know when school starts the day after tomorrow?"

"Right."

Han Shen found out unconsciously that school was about to start.

You can see him when school starts.

Although they had broken up, Han Shen felt inexplicable pain and happiness at the thought of seeing him.

miss him.

Thinking of him is like seeing him.

Go to school, go to school, go to school.

Coming out of the cafe, Han Shen unconsciously wandered into the campus of Chengda University and walked around the teacher's building.

Strangely, after the initial anger, confusion, and discomfort gradually settled down, Han Shen no longer wanted to ask what was right or wrong and why.

I really want to see him.

Just look at it.

Don't ask anything.

Back home, Han Shen dragged out the suitcase from the cabinet and began to pack his clothes.

Shen Lan walked in and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Pack up your things, school is about to start."

His rare positive spirit made Shen Lan think for a moment that he was going to get back together with Chen Chen, but thinking of Chen Chen's current schedule, Shen Lan was inexplicably relieved, and then heaved a sigh of relief.He approached and said, "Let me collect it for you."

Han Shen didn't want others to touch his things, and sure enough, he didn't let her touch them either.

Shen Lan saw him put photo frames, notebooks, some scattered photos, two small plush toys, and other messy things into the box.Putting it on, the whole person stopped moving.

A photo, without a human face, just two hands clasped together, with a rose in the middle.

Han Shen continued to collect things.

Shen Lan asked: "When are you leaving?"

"Let's go tomorrow."

"Well, if there is anything you want to eat, ask someone to make it for you."

Han Shen thought for a while: "Eat wontons."

Shen Lan was surprised: "Wonton? Oh, that's fine too."

He was still making up lessons at school, so when he didn't see Chen Chen in his seat, although Han Shen was a little disappointed, he was still within the scope of understanding.

There was a lot of noise in the classroom, and Lao Qin came in. She stood on the podium and looked around the classroom, pointing to Chen Chen's seat: "Move this table out."

Zhang Qiuqiu reminded her: "Mr. Qin, this is Chen Chen's seat."

"I know." Lao Qin nodded, "From now on, there will be no Chen Chen in our class."

This sentence was no less shocking than the bombing of the attached middle school. There was a collective silence in the classroom, and then the pot exploded: "What?"

"Without Chen Chen?!"

"What do you mean by no brother?"

"What happened to him???"

Old Qin was full of surprise: "You don't know? Chen Chen went abroad to study, and you don't know anything for a summer vacation?!"

"Impossible? Then why didn't Brother Chen say a word!" After Li Fei roared, he suddenly remembered something.

Gu Xin also understood, and looked at Zhang Ming.

Zhang Ming nodded: "He told me."

Gu Xin was so angry that he cursed directly: "Damn it! Why didn't you tell me!"

When everyone was happy, he left alone.

Amidst all the noise, Han Shen was a little dizzy. To be honest, this was completely beyond his many assumptions.

But on the other hand, Han Shen suddenly understood something, and grabbed Zhang Ming's shoulder: "Did his mother pass away?"

The force was very heavy, the eyes seemed to be frozen with ice, and the panting was short.

Zhang Ming was surprised: "You know! Yes, Brother Chen is really terrifying. On the day my mother passed away, she actually ate with us as if nothing had happened! My mother——"

Han Shen sat back in his seat, feeling cold in his heart.

What do you mean?

Chen Chen, what do you mean?

Break up with me because you are going abroad?

Chen Chen, why did you go abroad?

Didn't you always hate your father?

Or is it because, Chen Chen, you finally escaped from this family?

The cards in the attached middle school were gone, and the class seemed to be missing something, no longer complete.

Back in the dormitory, everyone was in a daze.

Ye Fei was stunned: "No one will show us in the future."

As soon as the words came out, he made himself laugh again.

Han Shen couldn't laugh, he took out all the photos with Chen Chen and put them on the bedside, so that no one else could find his corner.

At the same time, I thought that foreign countries were not far away, and the plane would arrive soon.

But the world is so big, how can we find him?

It's hard.

This summer vacation, he has been thinking why it is so difficult to own.

Shen Lan's attitude towards him made a 180-degree turn. Even without any evidence, it hinted that she must have done something to Chen Chen.I don't understand why at this age, there are only two simple words, I like it, but I can't easily have it.

When you mention it, it seems that the whole world is against you.

Chen Chen, are you too?

Han Shen looked at the photo, smiled clearly, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, thinking about Chen Chen irresistibly.

A lot of why, I don't know what to say.

Is everything going to end like this?

Put it here first.

in a dream.

There will always be a time when chasing the clouds and dialing the moon will shine.

作者有话要说：陈尘没走，从这儿起什么破事都解决了，不会虐了。感谢在2020-07-0120:14:28~2020-07-0323:53:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 6661;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Yucheng Erbao; 1 bottle of Qiyi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!