bosom friend

This time the search results were much more than last time, Xin Yu sighed and checked them one by one.

While he was concentrating on surfing the Internet, Qiao Ping hurriedly smuggled a pair of clean underwear to the bathroom to change—fortunately, he wore underwear after taking a shower.He washed the changed underpants in twos and then sneaked out to do some reconnaissance. Seeing that Xin Yu was still staring at the computer, he quickly slipped to the balcony to dry the underpants.

Well, perfect!

Xin Yu focused his attention on browsing the web. He flipped through more than a dozen pages in one breath, and finally concluded that there are probably three reasons for "wanting to kiss someone": [-]. He is very cute; [-]. He is sexually attractive to you; [-]. , You love him.

cute?Xin Yu really doesn't want to admit it...but her conscience is still there - it's fine to lie to others, but do you have to lie to yourself?After struggling for a while, he reluctantly admitted that he was a little bit cute...

Alas, miserable.His sense of aesthetics collapsed.For a creative person, this is a major event that can affect his life.

Sexual attraction...well, that's another question that requires a touch of one's conscience to answer.Xin Yu thought heavily, probably a little bit...

There is no way not to admit it, otherwise how would he explain his purchase of panda pajamas?Could it be that he bought this in the first place to test his aesthetic level?

Alas, don't cry over spilled milk, that's the end of this question, the next one.

The next question is: Do you love ta?

This is too complicated. To know whether to love or not, you must first figure out what is love?

If it's just perfunctory, of course Xin Yu can say directly: love.

We've known each other for more than 20 years and have been getting along well, so it's impossible that we don't love each other.

However, love here clearly refers to love.What is the definition of love?Xin Yu thought of an answer by herself: sexual attraction and emotion = love.

As soon as he finished thinking, he was struck by lightning. Isn't that how he treats Xiao Qiao?

...fxxk!This does not count.

Xin Yu returned to the search page, and quickly entered the search box: What is love?

The answers found this time are too...too many.Xin Yu stared at the computer screen, trying to figure out what "love" is, is it so difficult? !

In any case, he still has to face the difficulties-something to suppress his cranky thoughts, right?

He took a deep breath, calmed down, opened the answers quickly and steadily, and quickly browsed through them, making a summary in his head while watching.

After reading dozens of answers, he found that everyone's feelings are different, but there are still commonalities, in general: people will change for love, or be changed by love.

How to change it?Will become happy, sad, happy, desperate, warm, fearful, strong, weak, tolerant, narrow-minded, trusting, suspicious, selfish, selfless, confident, humble, blind, blind, terminally ill...

1000 people, [-] kinds of love.

For a person who wants to understand rational things, he can refer to the experience of his predecessors.Those experiences will be logical, as long as they are not too stupid, they can always be figured out with a little more time.

But if he wants to figure out the emotional stuff, it's not so easy.The so-called experience talks of the predecessors are too personal and emotional, similar and contradictory, and the reference value is not very high-specifically, Xin Yu's feeling is: it is useless.

He forcibly closed all the webpages, well, the world is quiet, and the eyes are not dazzled.

As for the restlessness of the heart, there is no way, the world is unsatisfactory, nine out of ten...

Alas, this year has been so unlucky, is this a swamp?The more you struggle, the deeper you sink?But you can't just lie flat without struggling...

Thinking of this, Xin Yu thought of a sentence, to the effect: life is like rape, if you can't resist it, you might as well learn to enjoy it.Pooh!life of shit.

Xin Yu turned her head and silently looked at Qiao Pingyi on the bed.

Qiao Ping, who had just returned to bed and lay down not long ago, felt guilty, "What's wrong?"

Xin Yu said, "Take off this set of pajamas."

"Ah?" Qiao Pingyi felt even more guilty.

Xin Yu said: "With a hat on, it should be uncomfortable to sleep in."

Qiao Ping rolled around on the bed twice, "It's okay."

Xin Yu silently watched him roll away... My feeling is: Isn't it said that people who pass [-] will be less accepting of new things?Why didn't you conform to this rule?First, I found out that there was a problem with my sexual orientation at the beginning of the year, and now I found out that there was a problem with my aesthetics... Isn’t it good to accept a new thing and stick to the rules? !

Xin Yu hurriedly got up from the sofa, took out the washed skeleton pajamas from the closet, and threw them on the bed, "Change to this one."

"..." Qiao Ping sat up from the bed, "Do you have to change it?"

"Well, this will help improve your sleep quality." If not yours, it will definitely improve mine.

Qiao Ping picked up the skeleton pajamas and looked at it, "Change now?"

"Ah."

"..." Qiao Ping said with a smile, "Xiaoyu, actually you asked me to perform a strip show for you, right?" Joe is not disappointed.

Yes.Xin Yu was very grateful for Qiao Pingyi's reminder.Why did he buy these pajamas?Isn't it just to avoid seeing Qiao Pingyi's naked body?It's just that the result is not as expected, avoiding one pit, and entering another pit... In short, of course, you can't stand here and watch, the more you look at it, the more abnormal it will become!

He picked up his pajamas, "You change slowly, I'm going to take a shower." He left the bedroom.

Then, he washed the hot water cold again, and he thought hard in the gradually cooling water mist, and slowly figured out the idea.

He thought: I am so anxious, probably because I am afraid.

But what are you afraid of?Afraid of change?Life is like a river, the water keeps flowing, people are always changing, what are you afraid of.I'm afraid, can't solve any problems.To face this bleak life.

So, afraid of losing control?Afraid of losing control?This is unlikely.He still has some confidence in his self-control ability-even in a fucking day like today.

Afraid of losing control of your life?Afraid that life is like a derailed train leading you to a desperate situation?But to be honest, he is not afraid of desperation, because this life is not inevitable for him.

Fate is also a bitch, if you are not afraid, it will do nothing to you.

What's more, the train doesn't necessarily rush to a desperate situation, maybe it's the other side of happiness... Xin Yu smiled self-deprecatingly.

Anyway, don't be afraid.

Ok.

Xin Yu turned off the shower and wrapped herself in a towel.

He put on his pajamas and walked back to the bedroom. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Qiao Pingyi in skeleton pajamas standing on the bed, looking at him condescendingly.

"..." Xin Yu raised his eyebrows, "What's your expression?"

Qiao Ping sneered with the corner of his mouth crooked, "Hmph, that cold and charming expression. Does it look like it?"

Xin Yu stared at him for a second, "...is sick." But the patient is quite handsome - the skeleton pajamas didn't save his aesthetics either.

"Hmph, you don't know how to appreciate."

"Don't tell me, I can appreciate it now." After all, his aesthetic level has jumped off a cliff to death, and what can stop his eyes that are good at discovering "beauty".

But as soon as Qiao Ping didn't know what Xin Yu was talking about, he didn't care. He sat down on the bed, "Xiao Yu, let's go out to play tomorrow."

"Where are you going?" Xin Yu also went to the bed and sat down. He picked up his phone and checked the time. It was already past one o'clock.

"Whatever, how about going to the farmhouse for a walk around?"

Xin Yu asked, "The kind where you pick your own vegetables, pick and kill chickens and ducks, and catch fish right away?"

"Well, not bad?"

Xin Yu said indifferently: "Are you looking for a job specially? Not interested."

"..."

"Sleep, I'm going to turn off the lights." Xin Yu said while throwing off the quilt.

Qiao Ping said together: "Then let's not go to the farmhouse, let's go to see the scenery."

Xin Yu said, "You don't have to go to your parties anymore?"

"I don't want to go, it's boring."

Xin Yu had an idea, "Go, I'll go with you." The people in Qiaoping's circle were similar to him—are they divided into groups?Xin Yu decided to take a good look at those people to verify how lame her eyes are now.Heh, it's not his style to sit and wait.

"..." Qiao Pingyi was very puzzled, "Don't you like it? Why do you suddenly want to go?"

Xin Yu said: "Noisy places can relax people's nerves."

"……What's the meaning?"

Xin Yu said with a dead voice: "Life is too peaceful, I want to find some excitement."

"...Huh?" Qiao Ping sang confusedly, "Life is so boring...?"

Xin Yu smiled, "The answer is correct. Okay, let's go to sleep."

"Oh." Qiao Pingyi was silent for a while, then said, "Would you like a goodnight kiss?"

"..." Xin Yu really thought about it a little bit. He cursed in his heart, leaned forward and turned off the light. Then, in the darkness, he restrained himself, "Save it for now."

"Oh."

The next morning, Xin Yu woke up naturally and checked the time, alas, why is it so early... So, it was another bad sleep experience of falling asleep very late but waking up very early.

He looked at Qiao Pingyi beside him. This guy was facing him, curled up slightly like a baby, with his hands slightly clenched into fists, resting on his cheeks and chin. He was sleeping soundly.Xin Yu kind of wanted to give him a good morning kiss.

Of course, he didn't do that, but he didn't get angry in the bottom of his heart.After sleeping for a few hours, he calmed down a lot and was able to coexist peacefully with his "needs".

He turned on his phone, checked the air quality today, and found that it was good.Then he got up and got out of bed, went to change into a set of sports clothes, and put on a pair of sports shoes.He's going to run a few laps to get some exercise.

The mind depends on the body, and it is very important to have a good body.When you are in poor health, you are more likely to be depressed.In the same way, the better the physical condition, the stronger the ability of self-control.I guess so.

Xin Yu took the phone and keys, opened and closed the door lightly, and then ran downstairs.

When Qiao Ping woke up, he found himself alone on the bed. He thought Xin Yu was in the kitchen. He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "Why are you getting up so early?" He opened the bedroom door, but there was no one outside.When I looked again, there was no one in the bathroom.

……What happened?He walked back to the room and saw that Xin Yu's cell phone was not there, so he went out, what were he doing?He found his cell phone and started calling Xin Yu's number.

Xin Yu is at the vegetable market at the moment.After running for half an hour, he suddenly thought, since he came out, why not buy some food by the way?Kill two birds with one stone, very good.Then he went to the vegetable market.

It was the first time for him to come to the vegetable market in the early morning. At this time, the people who came to buy vegetables were basically aunts.

After receiving a call from Qiaoping, he said, "I'm outside, and I'll be back soon. I'll bring back whatever you want to eat."

"Douhua, please be sweet." The bean curd in Beizhou is salty by default.In Cangshui, salt is only added when bean curd is used to make soup, and sugar is added for dessert when it is generally drunk.

"it is good."