bosom friend

Liang Wei smiled and said, "Now I remember that you are an Internet practitioner. This metaphor is very interesting."

"And it makes sense."

"Well, it makes sense. Listening to what you say is better than reading for ten years."

Xin Yu smiled back: "Because it's useless to read books, you have to practice." This is what Liang Wei said before, and now Xin Yu returned it to him.

Liang Weidao: "I don't run away from love."

"But I didn't expect too much." Xin Yu lowered her head and continued to eat.

"It's not that I don't expect it." Liang Wei looked at him, "I did imagine what it would be like if we fell in love."

Xin Yu was taken aback, raised his head, and joked, "Think about life together every day?"

Liang Wei smiled and said, "Bored, right?"

"Not necessarily. But it shouldn't be any different from when I was alone?"

Liang Weidao: "There is a big difference, there are two souls."

"Plato?"

Liang Weidao: "Theoretically, you should be more comfortable with love based on understanding."

Qiao Pingyi and Xin Yu also understand each other, but the degree of compatibility is not very high.

Xin Yu paused eating and replied earnestly: "I have thought about this problem. There are so many things I can think about when I can't fall asleep during the long night. I also misunderstood that what I want is the understanding of the soul, but in fact I want What's needed is tolerance."

"Because understanding is conditional, and tolerance is unconditional. I don't like restraint. If I really want to talk about feelings with others, then that person must be someone who can tolerate me."

Liang Wei said, "Unconditional love?"

"Yeah." Xin Yu sighed sadly, "The person in this world who is most likely to love me unconditionally is Qiao Pingyi. Neither can my parents. They have quite a lot of demands or expectations from me." Of course, the facts proved that , Qiaoping can't either.

In fact, in the past, he never thought about what kind of love he wanted, or in other words, before he had time to think clearly, he fell in love in a daze.If he knew his real needs in advance, then he would simply stay away from love, why harm others and himself.But it's too late to say these things now, it's done, he's addicted—almost immediately, he thought again: Actually, it doesn't matter, he will get used to the pain of losing love sooner or later.

Liang Weidao: "Understanding can also be unconditional."

"I think: understanding is based on the three views, while tolerance is 'transcendence', including the situation of not understanding." Xin Yu said, "If understanding is love, then tolerance is spoiling."

"Coddling is unhealthy and irresponsible."

Xin Yu said with a smile, "It's true for children, teenagers and even adults who have not yet determined their gender. It's not a problem for a mature person like me."

"..." Liang Wei thought for a while and said, "The person who doesn't care the most actually has the highest demands."

Xin Yu laughed...

Liang Wei waited for him for a while, seeing him laughing non-stop, she was helpless, "Stop laughing, we are discussing very serious issues."

"Okay, serious." But Xin Yu was still smiling, "I'm not very demanding, because I don't have to do something, this way doesn't work, there are other ways, there are many ways to live in this life..."

Liang Weidao: "There are only two kinds of relationships, one is not single, and the other is single."

Xin Yu's laughter faded away, "Seriously speaking, it doesn't matter if you have feelings or not. There are many possibilities in life. If you don't fall in love, there are still many other interesting things you can do."

"Indeed." Liang Wei agreed, and said again, "What do you think the love of mutual understanding will be like?"

Xin Yu said, "I've thought about it recently..."

Liang Wei commented in a timely manner: "Sure enough, the night is long."

"..." Xin Yu said, "Love that understands each other—this means that two people have similarities. I think it is narcissistic when similar people fall in love. Everyone is narcissistic, and at the same time they are also I hate it. Assuming that a person has two souls, when they get along well, they must be in harmony when they are narcissistic, and if they hate themselves, they will quarrel and turn against each other, right?"

Liang Weidao: "Do you think that people of the same kind need to be narcissistic enough to love each other?"

Xin Yu said: "Similar to narcissism, self-pity, self-compassion, etc.——I think this is the case in theory. In practice, I have no experience, so I can't say."

Liang Wei was lost in thought.

Xin Yu took the opportunity to clear the food on the table.

Liang Wei recovered and said, "Are you so hungry?"

Xin Yu said seriously: "Thinking about life consumes a lot of energy."

"Do you want some more energy then?"

"No, it's enough. Do you want to add anything?"

"Neither do I."

Xin Yu picked up her phone and checked the time, "Then we're done eating, and now shall we go home and think about our lives, or should we do something else?"

"doing what?"

"You can go around by bicycle and let yourself go."

There are many shared bicycles on the side of the road in Yuncheng, with reflective film on them, so it is safe to ride at night.

"Okay, let's go."

At night, Yuncheng is much quieter than during the day, with fewer cars and people, and the scenery is not bad—there are many landscape lights in Yuncheng, and the night view is very beautiful.

The two rode their bikes around.

Xin Yu said, "Well, it's not bad to go for a stroll at night, isn't it?"

"It's okay. You like to hang out at this spot?" It's almost early morning now.

"No, I prefer to sit on the balcony at this point to watch the night view and think about life by the way."

"You're enough..." Liang Wei smiled, "You despise thinking about life?" It's enough to tease him once or twice, what do you want to do so many times?

"Compared to thinkers, I prefer doers." Xin Yu said, "It's good to think once in a while, but I can't stop now..." If I continue to think about life every day, sooner or later I will have nothing to love.

Liang Wei looked back at him, "God opened the window for you."

"Schadenfreude again."

Liang Wei smiled and said, "You need to find something to do."

"It's useless, I've always had a lot to do."

"Then you should hurry up and find Qiao Pingyi, you need to..."

"Be careful!" Xin Yu called out.

It's a pity that it was too late, Liang Wei's bicycle still hit the railing on the side of the road... The bicycle overturned, but he didn't fall down, but he knocked his calf.

Xin Yu said: "I told you to take pleasure in misfortune, extreme joy begets sorrow."

Liang Wei accepted the criticism humbly, "Well, you have to pay attention to safety when watching the excitement."

Xin Yu laughed.

After that, the two stopped riding their bikes and sat down on the side of the road to rest.

Liang Wei said, "Have you and Qiao Pingyi lost contact?"

"Ah."

Liang Wei understood, "No wonder you figured it out so quickly."

As soon as Xin Yu and Qiao Ping broke up, Xin Yu's attention was forcibly drawn to their breakup, and he was forced to think about why they came to this point—as long as he was willing to think about it, he would sooner or later think about it. Where is the problem.

Liang Weidao: "Is it difficult for you to take the initiative to contact him?"

"well enough."

"It seems to be difficult." Liang Wei said, "Then what are you going to do?"

"Think about life a little more."

Liang Wei said, "Not thorough enough?"

"It can be more thorough."

"..."

Xin Yu thought about it until the beginning of April, and then the deadline came - Qiao Pingyi's birthday.

Qiao Pingyi's birthday this year corresponds to April 4th in the Gregorian calendar.

Xin Yu hesitated for a long time on the night of the 6th, and finally called Qiao Pingyi until midnight, that is, the 7th. Unexpectedly, she couldn't get through—it wasn't because the phone was turned off, but because no one answered.

He was in a mixed mood, disappointed and somewhat relaxed, so he switched to sending a message: Xiao Qiao, happy birthday, I wish you good health and a smooth life.

Then he went to sleep, but couldn't fall asleep, and the phone remained silent.At two o'clock, he got up from the bed and called Hao Gaoxin apologetically, "Old Hao, I'm sorry to disturb you so late."

Hao Xingxin smiled heartily: "It's okay, I haven't slept yet. What do you want from me?"

Xin Yu said: "Tomorrow is Da Qiao's birthday, what is he going to do?"

"He didn't tell you?" Hao said happily, "Mr. Fang will help him."

Xin Yu said, "I didn't say anything. How are you doing?"

"Didn't I tell you?" Hao Xingxing was quite puzzled. "Just call some friends, invite some celebrities, and have fun. There is no other way to live. Originally, I planned to find a place for vacation, but Da Qiao said He's busy, isn't he busy filming a TV series recently, it seems that the filming is almost over, anyway, he chose Beizhou in the end."

Xin Yu said, "Or Wanjun Mansion?"

Hao Xingxing said: "No, it's at the headquarters of Xingsheng Entertainment. Haven't you returned to Beizhou yet?"

Xin Yu said, "I'll be back tomorrow." Originally, he was still hesitating whether to go back to Beizhou, but now Hao Gaoxin asked, and he felt that it was necessary for him to go back. "I called Da Qiao before, but I didn't get through. I was a little worried, so I came to ask you."

"So he doesn't know you're coming back?"

"Well, I haven't told him yet."

"Then don't talk about it." Hao Gaoxing smirked, "Let's give him a surprise and scare him."

"..." Xin Yu thought, Xiao Qiao probably won't be surprised, maybe he doesn't want to see him, but he wants to see him, so let's be pleasantly surprised... He smiled, "Sure. Then tomorrow Shall I go to the party with you?"

"Okay!" Hao was very happy to see Xin Yu's cooperation, "When will you arrive tomorrow? I'll pick you up. The banquet starts at three o'clock in the afternoon."

"Huh? Isn't it at night?" Xin Yu asked while turning on the computer to check the air ticket. He used to take the high-speed train because he thought it was convenient to get there after a night's sleep, but this time it was too late and he had to change planes.

Hao Xing said happily: "No, Da Qiao said he didn't want to make it too late."

"Well, I'll be there at eleven, where can I find you?"

"I'll pick you up."

"Don't bother, I'll find you."

"Okay, that's fine."

It was already four o'clock in the morning when Qiao Ping saw Xin Yu's missed calls and messages.

The TV drama crew where he was the producer was filming night scenes these days, and as an absolutely dedicated producer, he also stayed on the set.During the period, one of his two mobile phones was placed with the assistant, and the other was originally in his pocket, but then he took off his coat, and the mobile phone was separated from him.It wasn't until he put his coat back on that he saw a missed call on his phone.

He froze for a moment, then smiled, and immediately wanted to call back, but thinking about what time it is, he still held back.

He beckoned to his assistant, "I'll treat everyone to a late-night snack, you go buy it." The late-night snacks in the film and television city are open all night.

The assistant said: "Okay, which one to buy today?" Qiao Pingyi treats guests quite frequently, so the assistant is not surprised.

"Anything is fine." Qiao Ping said together, "Call Wang Lin for me first, I have to go back first."

Eh?The assistant was a little surprised at this time, but he didn't ask any more questions, and only replied, "Okay."

Wang Lin was sleeping in the lounge, and when he heard the boss looking for him, he came over, "Mr. Qiao."

Qiao Ping said together: "Let's go back to Heyue Garden."

"Okay." Wang Lin was also a little strange, he thought that Qiao Ping would wait for everyone to finish work before leaving - it was always like this.

On the way back, he found that Qiao Ping seemed to be in a good mood, laughing while looking at his phone.

Qiao Ping looked at the message sent by Xin Yu on the phone, thinking about how to reply, he deleted it after typing, then retyped, then deleted again... Finally, he only replied with a smiling expression .