one hundred thousandth

"Ji Dongnian, do you know what you're talking about?" Chen Wen adjusted his breathing to make himself look less excited.

Ji Dongnian hugged Chen Wen into his arms with a little force, "I'm sorry Chen Wen, I don't know how to explain it to you, just think I'm selfish, a bastard, promise me, okay?"

"Fuck you!" Chen Wen couldn't control himself anymore, and broke away from Ji Dongnian's embrace.Because I was too hard, I took a few steps back and almost fell.Ji Dongnian wanted to reach out to help Chen Wen, but in the end, he put down his hand and sat on the side of the bed steadily.

Chen Wen gasped heavily, "Ji Dongnian, I just now feel that we are really not suitable. At the beginning, I told myself that we were not suitable. But I couldn't convince myself. Because I couldn't let go. You, I am willing to compromise, and I am willing to agree to any seemingly unreasonable request of yours." As Chen Wen spoke, tears flowed down his face.

Ji Dongnian stood up and hugged Chen Wen, but was pushed away by Chen Wen.

"Get out, don't fuck me!" Chen Wen's eyes became sharp and radiated a cold light.

"Chen Wen..." Ji Dongnian elongated the ending.

"Ji Dongnian, let me finish my sentence." Chen Wen collected his emotions, and continued with what he said just now, "Later, you told me that the two of us were not suitable, and I still resolutely refused to give up, because I thought I could fall in love with someone. It's not easy for people, but it's even more difficult for this person to fall in love with me. But now? We've all fallen in love with each other, I compromised so much for you, why can't you be wronged for me once? Ji Dongnian, love is not rational Zhan, please treat me with some of your sensibility, okay?"

"Chen Wen, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I admit that I'm cowardly, I admit that I'm not good enough for you, please give me some time?" Ji Dongnian's seemingly begging attitude ignited Chen Wen's anger again.

"You're cowardly, you're not worthy of me, give me some time? Ji Dongnian, listen to what you're talking about? Why can't you say it, can't you live without me?"

"I..." Ji Dongnian hesitated to speak.

"I'll tell you why, because you are a fucking rational maniac, you can't say such emotional sentences. Ji Dongnian, let me tell you, a person who only has reason is not suitable for dating. I thought, I can change You, I found out that I'm not that awesome. Forget it, forget it..." Chen Wen took a deep breath and let it out again, as if vomited all the unhappiness into the air.

Ji Dongnian said coldly, "So?"

"Let's break up." After speaking, Chen Wen turned his head and left.

Ji Dongnian suddenly felt that his brain was severely hypoxic. He seemed to be nailed in place, unable to move. He watched Chen Wen walk towards the door. What he had was still rational.

He repeatedly asked himself in his heart: Should he go up and hold him.

Hold him, what if he struggles?

If we didn't go up to hold him, could we break up?After that, do you no longer have to face so many criticisms from the outside world?Don't you need to go to the trouble of explaining things to others?

At this time, Ji Dongnian's heart seemed to be slightly relaxed.But soon, this ease was washed away by a heartache like a knife.

The moment Chen Wen opened the door, Ji Dongnian couldn't control himself anymore, he rushed up, pushed the door shut, then locked the door behind him, hugged Chen Wen tightly, and kissed him frantically.

"Well, you're crazy, let go, let go... um..." Chen Wen shouted aggrieved while pushing Ji Dongnian hard.But Ji Dongnian ignored Chen Wen's struggle at all.

He kissed Chen Wen frantically as if venting.This kiss made Chen Wen feel like he was about to suffocate.

"Don't...Ji...Ji Dongnian..." Chen Wen stomped his feet uncomfortably.

Ji Dongnian didn't intend to relax at all, he put his hand into Chen Wen's T-shirt, caressed and rubbed Chen Wen's back wantonly.Chen Wen's consciousness has been blurred, and his body temperature gradually increased with Ji Dongnian's touch.

Pleasure washed Chen Wen's memory, and soon Chen Wen forgot the quarrel just now, "Ah... no, no, Ji Dongnian..." Chen Wen gasped heavily, and called softly.

"No? If you can't, go to bed." As he spoke, Ji Dongnian picked up Chen Wen and threw him on the bed.

"No, not yet, I haven't showered yet..."

Ji Dongnian was amused by Chen Wen, "It doesn't affect your deliciousness." As he said, Ji Dongnian gently sapphire Chen Wen's neck, "Honey, you are so sweet. You don't even know how much I am. I want to chew you up and swallow you."

"Ah...you bastard, if you dare to hurt me, you will die." Chen Wen's charm was clear at a glance.

After several ups and downs, Ji Dongnian fell asleep in Chen Wen's arms.

Chen Wen looked at Ji Dongnian in his arms with a slightly sad look in his eyes.What should I do with this man in my arms.Why did his life, which had been going smoothly all along, hit a wall with this man?What should he do to settle this man?I have to admit that Chen Wen enjoyed this unprecedented sense of frustration.

He even began to doubt himself why he likes Ji Dongnian, and then a terrible idea suddenly arises, whether his attachment to Ji Dongnian is not love at all, it is just a kind of desire because he can't get it pleasure.

He dared not think about it any longer.

He lightly stroked Ji Dongnian's hair, Ji Dongnian frowned, because of some discomfort, he turned around and turned his back to Chen Wen.Chen Wen smiled, maybe it wasn't as bad as he thought, at least he couldn't leave him, if such reluctance and compromise were not considered love, then what could be considered sex?

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