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For the next week, Chen Wen would go to the dormitory to look for Ji Dongnian every day after class.Sometimes when Ji Dongnian was not around, he would wait for him in the dormitory for a while.Then the two went to eat together, and it was almost dark after the meal, and they would go for a walk in the grove deep in the campus holding hands.

In Chen Wen's perception, only elementary school students or junior high school students would be so afraid of being seen when they were in a relationship.And the current self is already a college student, but what kind of love is he talking about? !

Chen Wen didn't know why he was obsessed with this feeling. The love he longed for before had already changed beyond recognition under Ji Dongnian's insistence.He had to compromise, he admitted, he was tired, he was wronged, he was sad.But he also knew clearly that he loved him and he couldn't do without Ji Dongnian.

Everyone in Ji Dongnian's dormitory noticed something was wrong.

On Friday afternoon, Ji Dongnian waited for Chen Wen to come to him in the dormitory as usual.

After class was over, Chen Wen quickly ran to find Ji Dongnian.But when he was about to raise his hand to knock on the door, he suddenly heard a conversation between his roommate and Ji Dongnian in the dormitory.

Zhao Ke said: "Ji Dongnian, your younger brother is not just a younger brother, right?"

Ji Dongnian said, "What do you mean?"

"Even if it's a real brother, it's impossible to come to you every day, right? Your relationship is too... that?" Zhao Ke said something.

Another roommate immediately said, "Yes, I also think something is wrong. I don't think the way he looks at you is right. What about you,,, I don't think the way you look at him is right either."

Chen Wen could feel Ji Dongnian's embarrassment through the door, "Oh, you guys think too much."

Zhao Ke said in a strange tone, "Hey, Ji Dongnian, are you gay?"

"Fuck, can't you?" Another roommate also booed.

Zhao Ke went on to say, "It's too scary, homosexuals can get AIDS, I have to stay away from you."

Chen Wen's emotions became agitated, a fire was burning in his chest, and he was about to explode. He was just about to raise his hand and push the door to enter, when he heard Ji Dongnian speak.

"What are you thinking? How could I? That's my brother. Besides, I already have girls I like. How could it be gay? Stop making trouble."

Chen Wen just raised his hand and put it down again.He suddenly didn't know why he was standing here, for a moment, he really wanted to find a crack in the ground and get in.He asked himself again, what is the plot?Looking for abuse?But every time he asked himself, his heart would ache sharply. He grabbed the clothes on his chest and continued to listen.

Zhao Ke became interested, "Eh? Really? Do you have a girl you like? Who, who? Which class?"

"Oh, don't ask." Ji Dongnian pretended to be shy, but in fact, his heart was overwhelming. He knew that he was sorry for Chen Wen, but he couldn't help it.

Ji Dongnian is a person with strong self-esteem.Maybe it has something to do with his childhood environment.He has always been very inferior, afraid that others will look down on him, so he protects himself tightly and does not allow anyone to look at him with strange eyes.

He never denied his cowardice, he could not accept being different from others, he dreamed that he would be like others, but Chen Wen's arrival changed him.

He actually hates himself, while enjoying being in love with Chen Wen so much, at the same time, he can't accept the difference between himself and others. He looks down on himself, but there is no way, he really can't.

"Damn, do you have someone you like? I didn't even see you talking to other girls, and you were with your little brother all day long." The other roommate insisted.

Ji Dongnian really had no idea, "Okay, okay, let me tell you, don't say it." Chen Wen adjusted his state, "I like Ding Feifei from the class next door."

"Damn it, your eyesight is not low. You also miss the classmate in the next class. Damn, no wonder you are single." Zhao Ke laughed, "But that's right, it's normal for you to have high eyesight. You have such a beautiful younger brother every day." If you're around, you probably don't like any pretty girl, right?"

Another roommate nodded frequently, "Yes, I think Ding Feifei is not as good-looking as your brother."

Chen Wen couldn't control it anymore, he forgot to knock and pushed the door open.The two roommates turned pale with fright.

Chen Wen had a more beautiful smile than ever on his face, he walked gently to Ji Dongnian, and said in a sugary voice with 18 plus signs, "Brother, Ding Feifei, who is it?".

Ji Dongnian's heart suddenly jumped into his throat, he knew that he was done, and Chen Wen heard everything.

Ji Dongnian said embarrassingly, "No one, no one. Let's go, go eat." After speaking, Ji Dongnian took Chen Wen, who was about to explode, out of his dormitory as soon as possible.

What surprised Ji Dongnian was that Chen Wen didn't cry or make trouble along the way, even when he was eating, he was very normal.

"Honey, shall we go back to the dormitory tonight?" Chen Wen asked.

Ji Dongnian froze for a moment, a feeling of being flattered spontaneously emerged.

"No, let's live outside. We have a holiday tomorrow." Ji Dongnian was cautious, for fear of igniting Chen Wen's fuse.

The two came to the nearby daily rental housing, which is the community where Xu Qian's house is located. Many people bought houses in this community for daily rental housing, and then rented them out to students of the university on weekends.And this is also the most frequent place for college students to come to on weekends.

As soon as he entered the door, Ji Dongnian hugged Chen Wen tightly from behind, "Honey, I miss you so much."

Chen Wen turned around with a standard Chen Wen smile, and said softly, "Me too."

Then the two kissed wildly.

"I'll take a bath first, and help you test the water temperature." Ji Dongnian's gentleness is really hard-earned.

Chen Wen watched Ji Dongnian walk into the bathroom, and lay down on the big soft bed.He thought about the words he heard just now over and over again, and his heart ached more and more.

Ji Dongnian came out of the bathroom, and Chen Wen said, "I'm going to take a shower."

Ji Dongnian grabs Chen Wen.He sat on the edge of the bed, pulled Chen Wen between his legs and stood there.He raised his head and said sincerely, "Honey, I apologize to you for what I said just now. I didn't mean it, and I can't help it. You can understand, right?"

Chen Wen was a little surprised that Ji Dongnian would apologize first, which he didn't expect, he didn't know how to answer, he didn't want to quarrel, because he knew that quarreling was meaningless and would only make each other sad.Therefore, he can only remain silent.

"If you don't talk, I'll take it as if you're not angry?" Ji Dongnian held Chen Wen's hand with one hand, and put one hand on Chen Wen's buttocks.Then he said, "Then, can I discuss with you, in the future, don't go to my dormitory to find me, okay?"

Chen Wen felt a sharp knife pierced his heart deeply, and then blood splattered everywhere. The pain was enough to put him to death, and it would not be relieved for a long time.

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