The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

Xia Songyue didn't follow his words to fool around with him, she lightly rested her white and soft long fingers on his palm, and slowly stroked the deep scar in his palm with her fingertips, she lowered her eyes and asked softly. Said: "Do you still go to Dr. Xu's place?"

Ji Shixuan followed his gaze and looked at his own palm, his eyes stopped on Xia Songyue's white and soft fingers, and after a long silence, he replied softly: "I haven't gone, everything is fine, you come back, I'll be fine."

His heart disease all started from Xia Songyue, and when Xia Songyue came back, he recovered without any medicine.The treatments that Xu Liuliu arranged for him could only relieve his pain physically, but there was no way for the self-avoidance and self-torture deep in his heart. Even in the most painful time, Xu Liuliu even proposed that he should Just hypnotize and forget that memory. Although this method is very dangerous, it is better than not living, but Ji Shixuan is unwilling. You can live your whole life with that memory.

Xia Songyue sniffed, and rarely took the initiative to go up to him and rubbed his head lightly on his cheek, asking for his opinion, "Shall we go and see Dad tomorrow? I want to talk to him."

How could Ji Shixuan refuse to agree? As long as it was Xia Songyue's request, he would be happy even if he wanted to die for love. He looked at Xia Songyue's slightly red eyes because of crying, and his heart ached like a needle As if, after leaning forward and kissing the corner of his mouth, he touched his cheek and said in a soft voice: "Seeing you cry once, I have to lose half of my life. You can't cry a second time, or my life will die." Sooner or later, it will be in your hands."

Hearing this, Xia Songyue raised her thick and long eyelashes slightly, and looked at him indifferently with a pair of clear and round cat eyes, "Why didn't you stop when I told you to stop last night?" This consciousness?"

Cry once to go to Half-Life, I'm dumb from crying and you haven't softened up a bit, now you still have the face to say such things.

Ji Shixuan was amused by Xia Songyue's resentful tone and contemptuous eyes. His broad and cold palms ran along his cheeks and touched the back of his white and soft neck. He leaned forward slightly and kissed him. He lowered his head and took a bite. After his soft and tender cheeks, he argued shamelessly: "That's different. If I had stopped seeing you crying last night, then I wouldn't be a man."

Xia Songyue was so angry at his words that her brain ached. Just as she was about to raise her hand to slap him, she was quickly stopped by Ji Shixuan. During the struggle, the shirt slipped down her wrist to the crook of her arm, revealing her fair skin Ji Shixuan's eyes were slightly red when he saw the delicate forearm, like a large canine animal that only saw delicious meat and bones, leaned over and bit Xia Songyue's beautiful Adam's apple, and licked it twice.

Xia Songyue let out a low muffled snort, her body softened immediately, she stared at him with a pair of sparkling cat eyes, and Ji Shixuan raised her hands to cover his too attractive eyes Eyes, all the way from the tip of his nose to his mouth, and Xia Songyue slowly unbuttoned his shirt amidst Xia Songyue's gradually panting.

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As the weather gradually warmed up, the aunt selling flowers at the foot of the mountain began to set up a stall. Today was a rare good day. She had just cleaned up the stall and chatted with the uncle who sold sacrifices next door. When she looked up, she saw two slender figures walking along The steps came up, and after a long distance, the aunt waved to Ji Shixuan, "Mr. Ji! You're here!"

Seeing the aunt's smiling face, Xia Songyue raised her eyebrows slightly, and looked at Ji Shixuan with puzzled eyes, "Did you betray your lust to her? Why is she so happy to see you?"

Ji Shixuan raised his hand to wrap the scarf around his neck for him, lowered his head and bit the tip of his ear, and whispered, "If you talk nonsense again, I'll kiss you in front of her."

Xia Songyue pursed her lips, and a pair of clear and beautiful cat eyes glanced at him coolly. Although her expression was indifferent, she still closed her mouth obediently.

When the two got closer, the flower seller's eyes lit up again when she saw Xia Songyue, and she said enthusiastically, "Oh, it's you, young man!"

Ji Shixuan glanced at Xia Songyue coldly, turned his head and asked coldly with an unusually handsome face: "What's your relationship with her?"

Unable to bear it, Xia Songyue pushed his head back with her fingers, buried her chin in the scarf and whispered, "Don't be so dramatic."

The aunt who sold the flowers didn't see their small movements, so she raised her face and asked Ji Shixuan with a smile, "Mr. Ji, should you pack two bunches as before and take the others back?"

Ji Shixuan stretched out two slender fingers, and just said, "Just pack two bunches", the smile on the flower lady's face froze all of a sudden, her complexion was like the sky covered by dark clouds, even the fine lines at the corners of her eyes They all had a bitter taste, so Ji Shixuan had no choice but to say, "...Wrap up the rest and I'll pick them up later."

The florist's smile bloomed again, and she happily bent down to get the wrapping paper, and while wrapping the bouquet, she still had time to chat with Xia Songyue, "Young man, where is your foreign girlfriend? I saw her come with you last time. Are you friends with Mr. Ji? Let me tell you, Mr. Ji is really a very filial person. Ordinary people don’t come here as often as he does. If I had him Such a filial son will really die in peace."

Hearing the words "foreign girlfriend", Ji Shixuan's dark and deep eyes turned slightly cold. While the flower seller was looking down to find the ribbon, he slightly lowered his head to Xia Songyue's ear. Said a word, "Go back and settle accounts with you."

Xia Songyue pretended not to know anything, looked up at the sky, and sighed silently in her heart: Oh, cherish life, stay away from the flower seller.

The branches in the cemetery sprouted new buds, and the sun shone on the gravel road, as if covered with a faint golden light. After bidding farewell to the aunt who sold flowers at the foot of the mountain, Ji Shixuan led Xia Songyue up the steps step by step, bypassing the Tombstones came to Xia Yuanqing and Lin Xingrou's tombstones.

After the two of them cleaned up the dry branches and fallen leaves on the tombstone together, Xia Songyue took out a wet tissue from her pocket, slowly wiped off the photos on Xia Yuanqing and Lin Xingrou's tombstone, and then pulled Ji Shixuan together Half-kneeling and squatting down, looking at Xia Yuanqing and Lin Xingrou in the photo, he said slowly, "Dad, Mom, I came to see you with my boyfriend, his name is Ji Shixuan, he is a very good man Man, I adore him, and I know you will adore him, too."

Ji Shixuan held Xia Songyue's long fingers and tightened slightly. Although he had come to pay respects to Xia Yuanqing and Lin Xingrou many times alone, but for some reason, this time he suddenly felt very nervous, like a stunned young man who had just begun to fall in love. Seeing her boyfriend's parents once, even if it was just two monuments, he still felt his heart beating faster, his palms were sweating, and he stumbled a little when he spoke, "Uncle, uncle, auntie, okay, long time no see."

Xia Songyue gently pinched his palm as if to comfort her, and tilted her head to look at him amusedly, "Why are you nervous, my dad already knew that I like you."

"What, what?" Ji Shixuan looked at him with a pair of dark and deep eyes blankly, as if his IQ had been taken out suddenly, "What do you mean?"

The smile in Xia Songyue's eyes deepened, and even the faint dimple at the corner of his mouth exuded a sense of joy. He pulled Ji Shixuan to sit down, and told the little secret that only he and Xia Yuanqing knew, "Actually The day I came back from your math competition training camp, I told my dad that I liked you, and I said we would be together after the college entrance examination, and he didn't object."

Although Xia Songyue said it very easily, Ji Shixuan knew that he must have made a lot of psychological preparations at that time and mustered up a lot of courage, and even made a commitment to risk everything even if Xia Yuanqing beat and scolded him. Bitterness and bitterness intertwined, Ji Shixuan only felt the tip of his nose sore, and his eyes were astringent. Thinking of the eight years that the two of them missed their separation for no reason, he felt as uncomfortable as if someone had torn a big bloody hole, and even his breathing took his breath away. Feeling shy, he stretched out his hand and hugged Xia Songyue into his arms, holding back the tears welling up in his eyes, and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."

If he hadn't been so impulsive at the time, if he had been more careful and discovered the real relationship between Xia Songyue and Du Lan, hadn't fallen into Ji Shengchuan's trap, and told them who he was frankly, maybe it wouldn't have happened later. Xia Yuanqing will not die, and he can be with Xia Songyue earlier, so he doesn't have to waste so many years of time.

Xia Songyue quietly let Ji Shixuan hug her, the wind in the forest brushed his hair, bringing a slight coolness, but Ji Shixuan's hug was warm, and the breath falling on his neck was also warm , he didn't feel cold at all, and slowly put his palm on Ji Shixuan's back, Xia Songyue hugged him back and patted him twice, then tilted his head and said in his ear: "I accept your apology , Ji Shixuan, I forgive you."

After the two came out of the cemetery, the flower seller had already packed all the lilies, and when they handed them to Ji Shixuan, she waved goodbye to him warmly, "Thank you, Mr. Ji, welcome next time Come again!"

The corner of Ji Shixuan's mouth twitched slightly, not knowing whether to say yes or no, Xia Songyue couldn't help but burst out laughing, and was glared at him very resentfully.

After finally stuffing all the lilies into the trunk of the car, Xia Songyue looked at the lilies that were almost overflowing the back of the car, and felt that every petal was covered with the word "waste". Raising the clear and round cat eyes to look at Ji Shixuan beside him, his cold voice was slightly tinged with distress, "No wonder that aunt who sells flowers likes you so much, she's such a prodigal, Mr. Ji, I suddenly have a feeling What should I do about the rebellious idea of ​​changing boyfriends?"

Ji Shixuan pinched his soft and tender cheek with hatred and anger, as if he felt that it was not enough, he lowered his head and took a bite on it, and said in a cold and solemn voice: "Put away your rebellion."

[The author has something to say]: I suddenly found that my chapter 73 was locked, and I really couldn't challenge the bottom line of the boat racing scene. I will add a chapter of the harmonious version to my friends later.