The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

At the end of the torment, Xia Songyue had no strength left, but Ji Shixuan was still not satisfied, so Xia Songyue had no choice but to raise her hand, tried her best but had no strength and gave him a soft slap, then turned her head away. Talk to him again, no matter how much Ji Shixuan coaxes him, he won't talk to him anymore.

Xia Songyue stayed in T city after all, although he will not return to England in a short time, but after all, Vincent van Schauer has the grace of knowing him and saving his life, so he helps him to follow up and arrange in China Mo Tuoke also regretted the exhibition. He has completely regarded Xia Songyue as his family. The relatives who have been with him for more than eight years will leave as soon as they say. He was very reluctant at first, but when he thought of Xia Songyue returning home A happy thing, also let him go.The saddest of the three is Dilia. This little girl has completely regarded Xia Songyue as her future boyfriend. At the beginning, she talked about going back to China with Xia Songyue, but later she still Persuaded by Motoc.

Winter is coming to an end, but the spirit of the old fat gray cat is getting worse and worse. He can't eat and doesn't like to move. Sometimes he just sleeps all day. When Xia Songyue took it to see Dr. Yin, Dr. Yin just sighed faintly and told him that the cat is old, which is normal. The lifespan of a cat is generally 12 to 17 years, and the lifespan of a cat in the wild is slightly shorter. Seven or eight years of life is already its limit.When Dr. Yin said this, the old fat gray cat looked at Xia Songyue quietly with watery light-colored eyes. Xia Songyue didn't know if he understood. Where did he go in the next few days? all with it.

The old fat gray cat passed away on the first Sunday morning in early spring. The trees in the yard had just sprouted new buds. Xia Songyue wanted to take it out for a walk, but when she picked it up, she felt cold all over her body. , I stretched out my hand again and found that it was no longer breathing.

This is the second time Xia Songyue faced death so directly. He stood there in a daze, tears soon blurred his eyes, Ji Shixuan held him in his arms, and gently stroked his pale cheeks with wide and cold palms , sighed inaudibly, "It's okay, you still have me."

Ji Shixuan cremated the old fat gray cat's body. The ashes were put in a beautiful small porcelain jar and buried under the tallest tree in the yard. Xia Songyue went to the jade store to buy a beautiful piece of jade and a pair of Taking a small carving knife, he personally carved a tombstone for it. Looking at his slightly thin jaw line, Ji Shixuan gently rubbed his cheek with his fingertips, and secretly decided not to let Xia Songyue No more pets.

After Ji Shixuan recovered from his injury, he went to work, went out at 09:30 every morning, and then got home at [-]:[-] pm. Xia Songyue's time was not so tight, so he deliberately picked a day to come out to clean the house, and packed some of Xia Yuanqing's belongings and put them in the miscellaneous. When it was time to clean his and Ji Shixuan's bedrooms, Xia Songyue accidentally discovered that one of the drawers under the bay window was locked. Reminiscent of Ji Shixuan's habit of putting keys, he quickly groped for it from under the lamp. He took out a small key, and opened the drawer. What he found was a medical record book with the five characters of "City Center Hospital". It was Ji Shixuan's medical record book. Feeling a bit guilty, but he finally couldn't hold back and opened it carefully to read the last page from the first page.

Xu Liuliu didn't have many patients today. When the last patient was received at four o'clock, the nurse told him that a gentleman surnamed Xia had been waiting in the appointment room for more than two hours. Who is it, while instructing the nurse to bring the person in.

Seeing Xia Songyue, Xu Liuliu was a little surprised, but he also felt that it was reasonable. Compared with the last meeting in the corridor of the hospital in a hurry, Xu Liuliu found that Xia Songyue was a little thinner, but her complexion was much better. The air of indifference and alienation between the delicate eyebrows is much less, and the shadow of the warm and moist youth can be seen faintly.

Xu Liuliu poured him a cup of warm tea, "Are you looking for me about Ah Huan?"

Xia Songyue took the tea and nodded slightly, then sat down on the chair opposite Xu Liuliu, "I want to ask you about his condition."

Handing the medical records to Xu Liuliu, Xia Songyue felt a little heavy, "I want to know how he has lived these past few years."

Xu Liuliu didn't know that he and Ji Shixuan had reconciled, and thought he was a little wavering, so he thought about it silently, and with the mentality of being a good person to the end, he turned the computer in the other direction and opened Ji Shixuan's consultation records for him to see. , "There is a video of his consultation in it, you should watch it first."

There were nearly [-] videos in the folder named Ji Shixuan. Xia Songyue casually clicked on a video from three or four years ago, and saw Ji Shixuan lying on the hypnosis bed, eyes closed, frowning, and pale face. As time went by, he curled up, seeming to be in pain. Xu Liuliu was talking to him, but instead of relieving his pain, it became more and more intense, and the veins on his neck tightened due to exertion Stretched to the limit, as if he was about to break at any time, he covered his eyes, and whimpered in pain like a beast struggling to the brink of death.

"When you disappeared just now, he was in worse condition than what you see in the video now. He couldn't sleep or eat. The first thing he did when he woke up every day was to look for you. He was in every corner of T city. I went there all over the place. I didn’t study medicine at the time, but I had a relative who was a psychiatrist, so Yun Feifan and I dragged him to see him. You should know that he suffers from paranoid personality disorder. , although it is not very serious, but after you disappeared, it became very serious." Xu Liuliu looked at Xia Songyue's slightly pale face, paused slightly, and asked with some concern: "Are you okay? ?”

Xia Songyue's hand holding the teacup turned white from clenching it tightly, he shook his head, and said in a low voice, "Go on."

Xu Liuliu glanced at him, and after confirming that there was nothing serious, he continued talking until Xia Songyue came out of the hospital when the sun was sinking in the west.

Ji Shixuan has an impromptu international meeting today, and he does not get off work until 10:30 in the evening. He sent a WeChat message to Xia Songyue at six o'clock, but did not get a reply, because Xia Songyue sometimes paints habitually The hearing aid was taken off, and it took several hours to draw, so he didn't pay much attention at the time, so he sent him a few WeChat messages to remind him to remember to eat.

After returning home from get off work, Ji Shixuan saw that the room was pitch black. He searched around the first and second floors but found no sign of Xia Songyue. He took out his mobile phone and called Xia Songyue. The phone rang twice and then connected. Xia Songyue's shallow breathing sounded from inside. Ji Shixuan asked quickly, "Where are you?"

"...The community basketball court." Xia Songyue replied with a slightly hoarse voice.

Almost as soon as his voice fell, Ji Shixuan picked up the key on the porch cabinet and walked out while anxiously exhorting: "Stay where you are, I'll go find you."

It was late at night, and the people playing in the basketball court left early. The lights were not turned on in the court, only the street lights on the garden path outside were still on. Sporadic light shone in, and the benches and basketball hoop cast a long stretch of shadow on the ground. shadow.

Ji Shixuan found Xia Songyue in the innermost corner of the basketball court. He sat quietly on the bench, his straight back was slightly bent, his eyelashes were as thick and long as crow feathers hanging down, and he looked a little depressed , half of his body was hidden in the darkness, Qingjuan's figure drew a long shadow on the ground,

The moment he saw the person, Ji Shixuan's heart calmed down a little, and he walked over and half-kneeled in front of Xia Songyue, only then did Ji Shixuan realize that his eyes were red, as if he had cried, his heart tightened suddenly, he was in a hurry Grabbing Xia Songyue's thin and white wrist tightly, he asked, "What happened?"

Xia Songyue didn't speak, but leaned down slightly and hugged his slender neck, resting her chin on his shoulder blades, sobbing softly like a wounded animal, tears soon wet Ji Shixuan's suit coat.

At first, Ji Shixuan was worried that something happened to Xia Songyue. When his eyes touched the medical record book with his name on the bench, he was slightly taken aback, and then he understood, and gently tapped it with his broad and cold palm. Caressing the back of Xia Songyue's head, she sighed slightly and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's over, I'm fine now."

Xia Songyue was still crying, so Ji Shixuan had no choice but to roll up the medical records and put them in his pocket, then picked him up and walked slowly home.

After returning home, Ji Shixuan gave Xia Songyue a hot bath, and then carried him to the bed to feed him, serving him like a child and ancestor, but Xia Songyue said he couldn't eat, so he had to put the bowl away On the other side, sitting on the edge of the bed, he pinched his soft and white cheeks, joking with distress and helplessness in his eyes: "It is obvious that I am the one who is sick, but why are you crying harder than me? I still have to comfort you, why not?" It makes sense, don't you think?"

Xia Songyue raised her thick and long eyelashes like crow feathers indifferently and gave him a soft look. The crying red cat's eyes were sparkling and bright, which made Ji Shixuan's heart soften. He couldn't help but leaned up to kiss his eyes lightly, and said with a straight face on purpose: "Don't think that I don't care about you when you look at me like this. Peeping at my medical records is an invasion of my privacy. If you want How to compensate me, huh?"

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