The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

Ji Shixuan's hot tears flowed down his neck to his collarbone. When they reached his chest, Xia Songyue felt that the cold heart in the room was scalded severely, and his eyes were dry and sore, but a drop Tears can't flow.

Ever since Ji Shixuan found out that she deliberately caught a cold and had a fever when she lifted the quilt to sleep at night, Xia Songyue didn't even take the medicine at all. Ji Shixuan tried her best to feed her mouth to mouth several times, and only two of the five times were enough. Those who go in, if they are in a hurry, Xia Songyue will bite herself, and Ji Shixuan is afraid that he will hurt herself, so she dare not continue.

Xia Songyue hadn't taken any medicine for two days in a row, and Xia Songyue was in a daze with fever. When Ji Shixuan wanted to get up to find medicine for him, he took the initiative to grab his wrist. For the first time since Xia Songyue took the initiative and approached him, Ji Shixuan was surprised and delighted, and lay down carefully following his strength.

"Ji Shixuan." Xia Songyue called his name softly in a hoarse voice, her delicate and fair face was burnt as pale as paper, and even the color of her lips was so pale that there was no trace of blood.

Ji Shixuan carefully kissed his mouth, touched his soft light-colored hair and said gently: "I am here."

"...I'm so uncomfortable, you hug me." Xia Songyue curled up like a weak and pitiful little animal, her voice was so soft that Ji Shixuan's heart was twisted into a ball.

He stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, and kissed his forehead lightly with his thin lips. The temperature touched by his fingertips was so hot that his fingers seemed to be burning. His broad and cold palm Attached to Xia Songyue's back, Xia Songyue's thin body was even thinner now, and it felt very uncomfortable to the touch. Ji Shixuan struggled for a while, and finally picked him up, "I'll take you to the hospital, soon Don't feel bad, don't be afraid."

Xia Songyue supported his shoulders and shook her head, raised her thick and long eyelashes like crow feathers and looked at him weakly, "Go and get the medicine, I'll take the medicine, I won't go to the hospital."

Since Xia Yuanqing died, he didn't like to go to the hospital.

It was rare that he was willing to take the medicine. After Ji Shixuan put him down gently, he quickly went downstairs to pour a glass of warm water, and handed the medicine to his mouth.The soft tongue hooked the pills and swallowed them with water. Xia Songyue licked her chapped lips, frowned slightly and looked at him, "The medicine is too bitter."

Ji Shixuan immediately took out a fruit jelly candy from the drawer, peeled off the wrapper and handed it to his mouth. Xia Songyue held it in his mouth, crunched it and swallowed it shortly after, his thick and long eyelashes blinked lightly, Sleepy tears welled up in the corner of his eyes, "I want to sleep."

"Go to sleep." Ji Shixuan gently touched his head, leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth, "I'll make you some soup, and you can drink it when you wake up."

Xia Songyue nodded, and closed her eyes after a while. Ji Shixuan looked at him passionately for a long time before getting up and going out.

Not long after he left, Xia Songyue, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly opened his eyes with a clear look in his eyes. He took out the key to the handcuffs he had just found from Ji Shixuan from his pocket, unlocked it carefully, and opened the bedroom. There was a gust of night wind blowing in front of the window, and I saw a quiet night outside the window. The street lamp in the yard did not know when it was broken, and it was pitch black. Only the street lamp on Qingshi Lane leading to the gate of the community was still on. .

Xia Songyue climbed down from the second floor along the water pipe. The lights in the kitchen on the first floor were still on, and Ji Shixuan's busy and slender figure was reflected on the half-covered glass window. He held his breath and carefully walked around the kitchen on the first floor. The window ran out.

As if there was an extremely ferocious beast chasing after him, Xia Songyue almost exhausted all her strength to run away. The night wind passed by him like a shadow, and he ran for a long time before reaching the road at the gate of the community , The bus shown on the stop sign has stopped running, without the guidance of the stop sign, he doesn't know where he wants to go, the air in his lungs seems to be squeezed dry, the only trace The breath is hot.

Xia Songyue held on to the stop sign and gasped for a while, trying to walk across to stop the car, but just as she reached the middle of the road, a very dazzling light suddenly appeared at the corner, and a black Maybach drove towards her at top speed. The young man was thin The sound of the tall and straight body colliding with the hard front of the car was very clear in this quiet night, the pain of broken bones seemed to spread to all the limbs, the eardrums buzzed as if they were about to explode, and the warm blood gradually blurred Xia Songyue caught sight of him, he didn't even have time to make a sound, everything in the past passed before his eyes one by one like claws in slush,

"Are you sure you don't want to leave?"

"Don't go."

"This is the second time you kiss me, you have to give a reasonable explanation."

"After the college entrance examination, I will give you a reasonable explanation."

"It's impossible, I won't let you leave me."

"Xia Songyue, will we be like this for the rest of our lives?"

......

His thick and long eyelashes like crow's feathers were like the fragile wings of a butterfly, fluttering lightly for the last two times, and finally drooping down feebly.

.......

Ji Shixuan, I liked you, so I can't forgive you.

Ji Shixuan woke up suddenly, and all the blood on his handsome and young face faded.It was still dark, and in the dimly lit bedroom, only the ticking sound of the clock echoed. The sound seemed like a sharp boulder fell on his heart, smashing bloody holes one after another, and he was in pain. Burying his head on his knees, he wept silently.

Before dawn, a few small breakfast stalls had been set up in the small alley next to the police station. Yun Feifan, who had been on the night shift all night, came out of the police station with a yawn. Just as he walked down the steps, he saw A big black Mercedes parked on the side of the road in front of the police station, he sighed and walked straight to the seat in front of the driver's seat.

Two-thirds of the car window was open, revealing a young and handsome face. His profile was perfect and deep, like a carefully carved statue.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Ji Shixuan turned his head slightly. A pair of dark and deep eyes were like thick ink. The shape of the eyes was deep and beautiful, but the bottom of the eyes seemed to be condensed with an indelible sadness and pain. In addition, the lines of the handsome face were sharp and cold. It only makes people feel that strangers are not close.

"Come again to show off your wealth at the gate of the police station, Mr. Ji. You've been squatting for three days and squatting at the gate of the police station for five days. If you don't know, you might think you're looking at some police flower." Yun Feifan He showed his white teeth with a bright smile. His eight years of criminal police career had polished his round face to a perfect shape, but his straightforward and honest temperament hadn't changed at all. He looked at Ji Shixuan With lowered and cold eyes, he suddenly felt that the joke he just said was not funny at all, he sighed a little, and said: "There is still no news for the time being, and you know it well, they have been missing for so many years, the clues that should be investigated It’s almost the same, if we don’t see the body, it’s the best news.”

Ji Shixuan didn't speak, but a straight and tight line formed from her thin lips.Yun Feifan looked at the faint blackness under his eyelids, knowing that he must have not slept well, "Brother Xun, go to Lao Xu's place to have a look, although I don't approve of you relying too much on hypnosis, but if you can fall asleep like that If so, let's go."

Eight years ago when Xia Songyue disappeared suddenly, Ji Shixuan ransacked T city like crazy. Although the pool of blood at the gate of the community proved that it belonged to Xia Songyue, but there was no one alive or dead. The police investigated After more than two years, nothing was found out, and it finally became an unsolved case.Now that eight years have passed, the case filing team has changed several groups of people. Only Ji Shixuan insisted on coming to the police station every day to ask for news. This madness and obsession gradually became his heart disease, rotted in his flesh and blood, and penetrated into the In the bone marrow, others can't see it or feel it, and he is the only one who indulges in it and tortures himself.

Ji Shixuan put one hand on the steering wheel, and gently pinched the bridge of her tall nose with her cold and slender fingers. Although she had made a presupposition in her heart every day that she would return in vain, she felt disappointed and painful when she really knew it would be nothing. Still rushing up quickly, he rolled up the car window, and drove away under Yun Feifan's sighing and pitying eyes.

In fact, sometimes Ji Shixuan knows very clearly that some persistence is meaningless, but he still has no way to stop. Finding Xia Songyue is his only thought of living. If he stops, his heart will die, and he will not be able to live. .

October is approaching, the blue sky is cleared by the wind, and the clear green is as clear as washing. In the internationally renowned London Academy of Fine Arts, as soon as the get out of class bell rang, the number of students in the corridor gradually increased.

The young teaching assistant was changing some of the famous paintings on the wall according to the instructor's request. Just as he got one off, a soft voice came from the door, "Motoko, have you seen the song?"

A curly-haired girl in a beautiful dress stood by the door. Her deep and three-dimensional facial features made her look like a beautiful doll. With a bright smile on her face, she looked around eagerly, as if anxiously looking for someone.

Motoc was startled by her voice, and carefully put the famous painting on the chair before turning to talk to her, "Delia, next time, can you stop talking behind me so suddenly, it will scare me .”

The girl named Dilia glared at him coquettishly, and said in a very dissatisfied tone: "You haven't done anything wrong, so you won't be scared, and you haven't answered where my song is."

Motoc was very helpless for the spoiled and domineering temperament of this elementary school girl. He sighed and said: "The teacher asked him to go to the fountain lake to dry two paintings. He is not in good health. Don't..."

"Twittering and chirping around him" hadn't finished the eight words before Dilia ran away. Looking at her energetic figure, Motoc couldn't help but shook his head with a smile.