The tablemate I have a crush on is a paranoid

Xia Yuanqing's computer has a password. Ji Shixuan tried Xia Songyue's birthday, and logged in immediately. The backstage software Xia Yuanqing hadn't been uninstalled yet. Ji Shixuan pulled it to the column for inputting operation instructions, and read it line by line. After seeing clearly the time when the wrong command was issued, his face suddenly turned pale, and he felt that the blood in his whole body seemed to freeze at this moment, and the coolness spread to his limbs and bones in an instant, his head was buzzing, as if a Like a fish whose stomach had been disembowelled after realizing it, all the blood on his face was gone.

Ji Shixuan forgot how he turned off the computer afterwards, and when he looked up, he saw Xia Songyue standing at the door, his cold and slender long fingers trembling slightly, and after regaining a little consciousness, he got up and walked over.

"Are you awake?" Ji Shixuan gently touched his soft hair, and then used his fingertips to detect the temperature of his forehead, and found that the heat had dropped, "Go down and eat something, Aunt Liu cooked it." Soup."

Xia Songyue looked at him quietly with her clear and round cat eyes, slightly pursed her pale lips, and raised her hand to gently sweep Ji Shixuan's forehead, "You just saw it on Dad's computer What, why is there sweat on his forehead, have you found any evidence to rehabilitate your father?"

There was a light layer of water on the white and soft fingers, Ji Shixuan took a tissue to wipe Xia Songyue's fingers clean one by one, caressing his thin wrist as if soothing, his dark and deep eyes were full of guilt, He said hoarsely, "I didn't find it, sorry."

A little disappointment appeared in the light-colored clear eyes, Xia Songyue held Ji Shixuan's palm instead, and shook her head at him, "It's none of your business, don't blame yourself."

Although he couldn't accept the fact that Xia Yuanqing had committed suicide for the time being, he would not continue to muddle along, otherwise he would fail Xia Yuanqing's painstaking efforts.

The freshly boiled soup was still a little hot. Ji Shixuan carefully picked out the shredded ginger that Xia Songyue didn't like, and put it in front of him after it cooled down. "Drink some, and the medicine will be ready later."

"Stop taking care of me, you can eat it yourself." Xia Songyue stopped Ji Shixuan from picking fish bones for him, and pushed the bone china bowl full of rice in front of him, "I can eat it by myself. You have worked hard for two days to help me with my father's funeral."

Ji Shixuan rubbed his slender and cold fingers lightly on his cheek, deep and complex emotions flashed in his dark and deep eyes, "It's nothing hard or hard, your father is my father."

After dinner, Ji Shixuan received a call from the lawyer who handled Xia Yuanqing's debts and needed to go out to get some documents back. Xia Songyue originally wanted to go with her, but she felt drowsy after taking the medicine, so Ji Shixuan They didn't let him go with them.

Not long after Ji Shixuan picked up the trash and went out, Xia Songyue was about to go upstairs to take a shower when suddenly the doorbell rang twice. He thought it was Ji Shixuan who forgot to bring something, so he walked over and opened the door. The street lights in the yard were dim, and the trees The shadow is reflected on the gravel road, it is very quiet, there is no one outside the door, only a kraft paper bag lying quietly on the steps, Xia Songyue opened it and found that there is only a small USB flash drive inside.

At the booth by the window in the coffee shop, Lawyer Liu handed the sealed document to Ji Shixuan, "This is the house deed and passbook left by Mr. Xia before his death, and it has been divided from the debt. The money is his reasonable Inheritance, there are two suicide notes written by Mr. Xia, one is for Mr. Xia's son, and the other one, he said, is for you."

"Thank you." Ji Shixuan took the document, Lawyer Liu bowed slightly to him, and then left with the briefcase.

The brown paper bag was stamped with the seal of the law firm. After Ji Shixuan opened it, he took out the letter that Xia Yuanqing had left for him to read.

Because the evening market had not yet arrived, there were not many people in the coffee shop. The young waiter was standing by the bar, carefully wiping all kinds of beautiful coffee cups, while observing the few customers in the shop, suddenly As soon as he looked up, he saw the handsome and cold boy sitting by the window, who was holding a letter, trembling and weeping like an animal's wailing.

The night was as dark as ink, and when Ji Shixuan returned to Xia's house with the file bag, it was already 11:30 in the evening. He walked into Xia Songyue's bedroom to see if Xia Songyue had slept, but found that the bed was folded It was neat and tidy, and there was no one in the room. Just as he was wondering, he saw that the door of Xia Yuanqing's bedroom was opened ajar, and a sense of uneasiness and fear gradually crept into his heart. He walked over and gently opened the door, Then I saw Xia Yuanqing's photo album originally placed in the drawer was opened and spread out on the bed, Xia Yuanqing's computer was also turned on, Xia Songyue huddled in the corner, her head buried in her knees, her light-colored soft hair was covered by the beautiful and bright crystal lamp The bottom showed a kind of fragility and coldness, which looked very pitiful.

Hearing Ji Shixuan's footsteps, Xia Songyue raised her head slightly, a pair of clear light-colored eyes glowed with blood red, he looked at him, with a strange coldness in his eyes that Ji Shixuan had never seen before,

Xia Songyue threw a photo at his feet, her crying red eyes were as cold as frost and snow, "You are Aunt Du's son, aren't you?"

Ji Shixuan looked at the photo of him and Du Lan when Xia Yuanqing showed him before, and wanted to explain to him in a panic, but Xia Songyue didn't give him a chance to speak, "You have been looking for someone to investigate for a long time. I'm with my dad, because you thought I was Aunt Du's son, so you got close to me, right?"

Xia Songyue supported the wall and stood up, approaching him step by step, "Before my father's accident, you had been to his room, Ji Shixuan, did you kill my father?"

The kraft paper bag in his hand fell to the ground, and Ji Shixuan wanted to step forward, but Xia Songyue's sharp and cold eyes were like a blade wrapped in frost, piercing silently and fiercely into his softest heart, the heart It was cut open into a bloody piece, and the bones all over his body trembled from the pain. He tried to argue that it was not, but he couldn't say a word.

Ji Shixuan's silence was like a kind of tacit consent. Xia Songyue looked at his handsome and forbearing face, the face he liked so much, and suddenly smiled. The undried tears on the crow's feather-like eyelashes The light reflected a cold and decisive arc, "Ji Shixuan, I never want to see you again."

Because his willful and selfish liking killed Xia Yuanqing, Xia Songyue felt that he would never be able to forgive himself, let alone Ji Shixuan.

The moment he passed by, Ji Shixuan suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly from behind, buried his head deeply in his neck, his voice was full of unbearable pain and madness, "It's impossible, I won't let you leave me."

Xia Songyue only felt as if she was hugged and entangled by a cold poisonous snake, and felt the suffocating cold from head to toe. Ji Shixuan told him with actions that he was never just talking.

When she woke up, Xia Songyue found that one of her hands was handcuffed to the head of the bed, and Ji Shixuan was sitting by his bed. Seeing him awake, she gently rubbed him with her cold and slender fingers. His cheek, asked: "Are you hungry? Do you want some porridge?"

Xia Songyue turned her head away from his fingers, and looked at him in disgust. His mouth was sealed by Ji Shixuan with transparent tape, and he couldn't make a sound, and he didn't want to talk to him.

Ji Shixuan was stunned by the disgust in his eyes, his long fingers froze slightly, he lowered his eyes and laughed at himself: "Don't look at me like this, I really didn't mean it, I didn't think of it, I never want to hurt you."

It was before, and it is now. Not only did he not think of hurting you, but he also didn't think of hurting Xia Yuanqing.

But Xia Songyue didn't want to hear him say these things, he turned his head to the side, his crow-feather-like eyelashes drooped in an arc of indifference and rejection, and Ji Shixuan looked at him quietly for a long time before getting up and leaving the bedroom.

Xia Songyue didn't know what Ji Shixuan said to Aunt Liu. For the next few days, Aunt Liu did not come up to the second floor to clean. During the day, Ji Shixuan would handcuff him to the head of the bed, and at night he would knock him out and take him to the bath , and then he would hug him to sleep, and when he was about to go to the bathroom, Ji Shixuan would handcuff the two of them together, preventing him from any chance of escaping.

Ji Shixuan found that Xia Songyue's fever was always recurring, her body was hot and cold, her spirit was getting worse and worse, she couldn't eat, and she lost a lot of weight. When he hugged him, he could touch He had thin and protruding butterfly bones on his back, but he didn't dare to send him to the hospital, he was afraid that Xia Songyue would run away and never come back once he went out.

Until one day when Ji Shixuan woke up in the middle of the night, he found that Xia Songyue had secretly lifted the quilt while he was asleep, and when he raised his hand to cover him, Xia Songyue opened her eyes with clear and shallow eyes. His eyes were clear, and he hadn't slept all this time.

Ji Shixuan sighed slightly, and then hugged him even under the quilt, "Do you really want to hurt yourself like this?"

After Aunt Liu left, Ji Shixuan would no longer seal his mouth with tape. Xia Songyue could talk, but he didn't want to talk to him, so the two of them remained silent like this. After a long time, Ji Shixuan held his mouth unbearably. Cheek turned his face around, and his dark and deep eyes were full of pain, "Xia Songyue, will we be like this for the rest of our lives?"

Xia Songyue laughed, the corners of her mouth curled slightly, but there was no smile in her eyes, "Ji Shixuan, we don't have a lifetime, unless you can lock me up forever, it's impossible, you killed my dad, I won't Forgive your..."

Before he finished speaking, Ji Shixuan gagged his mouth severely. The kiss that was once the most intimate and sweetest has now become a weapon for two people to torture each other. Ji Shixuan pried open Xia Songyue's teeth and frantically plundered Looking at all the temperature in his mouth, at least this person's tongue is soft, and his body is warm, and now it belongs to him, Xia Songyue leaned back as hard as she could, gritted her teeth hard, until the two people's mouths There was a strong smell of blood, and Ji Shixuan buried his head in Xia Songyue's neck, crying silently and painfully.

Why did we become like this?Why has everything turned out like this?