little stutter

Chen Xin used to think about helping Cheng Xin with tutoring during the holidays, but now that things have developed to this point, it is impossible for him to help Cheng Xin with tutoring. Fortunately, Cheng Xin didn't mention it, otherwise I don't know how to refuse.As soon as the holiday was over, they went back to their respective homes.

Chen Xin waited anxiously at home for two days, Fang Jun finally sent the report card to his QQ, and finally returned to his peak condition, with a total score of 721, No.1 is beyond doubt.Chen Xin was relieved of her grades, took the phone, hesitated again and again, and asked Fang Jun: "Teacher, how did Cheng Xin do in the exam?"

Fang Jun thought that these two people were very interesting, and Cheng Xin also asked him about Chen Xin's grades. Why didn't they ask each other, but he still told him: "The total score is 501, and I finally got 500."

Seeing this result, Chen Xin felt a little comforted, but also felt a little guilty. If it wasn't for her fault, Cheng Xin should have improved even more.I hope that Cheng Xin will continue to make progress and be able to enter an ideal university in the future.

The days of helping Cheng Xin make up lessons during the summer vacation were the most fulfilling and happy days in Chen Xin's life. Although he was busy, he didn't feel tired, and felt that he was changing every day.During the winter vacation, I don’t have any arrangements. I just read books at home, do quizzes, practice calligraphy, and occasionally use my mobile phone to chat with everyone on QQ and help my grandpa with housework. It's like a piece, no matter how busy you are, you can't fill it up.

During the holiday period, Chen Xin would log on to QQ to chat for a while almost every day.Cheng Xin created a group before and pulled all five of them into the group. When Chen Xin went up, he usually only met Xu Junshang and the twin brothers online. Cheng Xin rarely went online. Xu Junshang said he was busy training, Busy with tutoring, it seems that she has no time at all. Chen Xin vaguely knew Cheng Xin's movements from the side, and also knew that he was training basketball with Xie Shijie.When Chen Xin heard the news, she felt even more depressed. She felt that this winter was particularly cold, with frequent rain, and even when the weather was sunny, the sun was pale and not warm at all.So I stopped going to QQ at all, so as not to increase my troubles in vain.

The only thing to look forward to during the winter vacation is that my mother will come back for the New Year.When Chen Xi heard the news, he jumped up and down like a monkey. He spent several days at home thinking about how to celebrate the new year with his mother, what delicious and fun things to buy, who to visit and so on.The younger brother's emotions infected Chen Xin, and his mood improved a lot.

On the day of New Year's Eve, Chen Xin couldn't help but log on to QQ again, and entered the group to say hello to everyone. Cheng Xin was actually there, and everyone exchanged a few words. Cheng Xin asked about Chen Xi's situation, and Chen Xin replied excitedly A few words, and then chatted a few more words, the two sides seemed to have nothing to say, after all, they are not used to communicating in this way, and in front of a few friends, it is not appropriate to say anything, so they are not salty. Say goodbye to each other.Chen Xin was a little annoyed. He really wanted to ask him how his practice was going, whether the make-up teacher was satisfactory, and whether he could understand what he said.But he didn't ask a word.

Chen Xin was about to quit when she suddenly received a message. When she clicked on it, it was from Jiang Sijie: "Happy New Year!"

Chen Xin quickly replied: "You too, happy new year!"

Jiang Sijie returned a smiling face, and added: "It can be regarded as a holiday, and the baby is exhausted."

Chen Xin just remembered that the make-up classes for the third year of high school were over, and asked, "Are you just on vacation?"

Jiang Sijie replied: "Isn't it? Today is a holiday, and the eighth day of junior high school is the first day of class. It's less than half a month. It's a lie, let's end the third year of high school. I've had enough of these days. I'm looking forward to the longest summer vacation in my life."

Chen Xin didn't know how to answer, so she smiled back politely.

Jiang Sijie replied: "Why do you cherish words like gold like Luo Yang? I said a lot of them and you just responded with an expression. I was so anxious that I felt like I was singing a one-man show [宝宝不开森]"

Looking at that expression, Chen Xin couldn't help laughing, Luo Yang is Jiang Sijie's boyfriend, Chen Xin knew, "Doesn't he like to talk too?"

Jiang Sijie: "Well, the three sticks can't beat a fart, I really don't know why I fell in love with him in the first place!"

When Chen Xin saw this sentence, he hesitated for a moment, and typed: "You seem to have a very good relationship."

Jiang Sijie reckoned that he was always in a panic and had no place to show his affection. When Chen Xin brought this up, he started talking non-stop, counting Luo Yang's top ten shortcomings, but he also mentioned at least eleven advantages, mixed with general The history of their relationship was told, and there was a deep sense of happiness between the lines.

Chen Xin sighed sincerely: "You guys are so courageous!"

Jiang Sijie said: "Life is too short, enjoy yourself in time, why bother yourself. I only know that if I don't catch him now, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I don't know how far we can go in the future, but we can't let the present regret. At least years from now, when I look back, the best years of my youth are still alive and I can say to myself: Dude, you were kind! Well done!"

When Chen Xin saw this sentence, she felt a little dazzling for no reason. This kind of freedom and ease was not her own. He envied Jiang Sijie's courage, daring to love and hate. Compared with him, he was simply a coward.

Soon it was the end of the year, and my mother came back two days before the Chinese New Year.The family reunion, don't mention how happy it is, this is the happiest year the brothers have lived in recent years.My mother took Chen Xin and his brothers to the street and bought them new clothes, new shoes and new schoolbags. After buying these, my mother also bought a mobile phone for Chen Xin.Chen Xin refused to buy it, because the school does not allow mobile phones, and if you buy it, you won't be able to use it at all. It's a waste of money.

Mom said: "Then what do you want, mom will buy it for you, give you a gift, and reward you for getting the first place in the exam."

Chen Xin shook her head: "No, yes. I have already bought, bought a lot." Today, I spent more than 1000 on clothes for him and my brother, and Chen Xin is not willing to let her mother spend money on herself.

The mother looked at her son, who was almost a head taller than herself, and he was already a big boy, but she didn't take part in his growth. She felt a little guilty and said, "May I buy you a computer?"

Chen Xin looked at her mother in surprise, she was reluctant to spend a penny more, how could she think of buying a computer for herself? "I don't need it. I don't need it now. I will buy it when I go to college." Computers are indeed a necessity. Chen Xin thought that when she was admitted to college, she would use the scholarship to buy a computer, but she never thought about it. Buy it now, because it won't be much use either.

My mother said: "I think that children nowadays can use computers. Neither you nor Xixi can use computers yet. I'm worried that you are not as good as other children."

Chen Xin said: "I know how to use it. I have been taught by the school." He was not very proficient in computers before, but now he is very proficient. This year, he used a computer at Cheng Xin's home for a summer vacation.

When Chen Xi heard that he wanted to buy a computer, he was very excited: "Computer is good, let's buy a computer. I want a computer." He played at Cheng Xin's house for a few days during the summer vacation, but he has already understood the beauty of computers.

Chen Xin stopped his younger brother: "Chen Xi!" Don't say that you don't have access to a computer yet, even if you do, you don't just buy a computer just because they are in a different family.

Mother Chen said: "Then buy it."

Chen Xin didn't understand why his mother insisted on buying him a computer now, since his family was not well off, he felt uneasy, did something happen?He looked at his mother silently with wide eyes.Chen's mother looked at her son and said, "Mom has changed her job, her salary has increased a lot, and she has more money. We won't have to save so much in the future. Mom will buy whatever she wants."

"Really? Mom, have you raised your salary?" Chen Xi's eyes were shining, as if he was a little money fan.

Chen Xin was not blindly happy for her mother's salary increase, but was also a little uneasy. Her mother had no education or skills, and she suddenly changed to a high-paying job. He still firmly said: "Don't buy the computer first, it's really, useless."

Seeing that her son was so persistent, Chen's mother gave up the idea and promised to buy him a good computer when he went to college.

When her mother came back, Chen Xin's attention was finally not on Cheng Xin's side.I don’t know if it’s because he’s too sensitive. He always feels that his mother seems to have changed a bit. For example, she often chats on WeChat, smiles more than before, and sometimes goes outside to answer the phone. One, two, 10 minutes and half an hour.Chen Xin felt that his mother might have had a second life, but she didn't formally mention this to them, so he pretended not to know.

Chen Xin also knew that in the two years after his father passed away, his grandmother tried to propose marriage to his mother, but his mother rejected them because he and his younger brother were too young and did not want them to be treated harshly.Now my father has passed away for many years, and my mother is not yet 40 years old. She is not too old. She raises two children and takes care of two elderly people by herself. The burden is too heavy. If my mother finds someone who is good to her Man, he doesn't object.Moreover, he has grown up and can earn some scholarships every year. After going to college, he can still earn living expenses by himself. Even without the burden of his mother, he can barely be independent.

Chen Xin has been waiting for her mother to take the initiative to tell her about this matter, but she never told him about it until her mother went to Guangdong after the Chinese New Year. Chen Xin could only swallow the words in her stomach. Mature, mom will definitely tell them.

After sending my mother away, school will start soon.Chen Xi hurriedly started to catch up with the winter vacation homework. This guy is very smart, but also mischievous. He won't do the homework until the last moment. No matter how hard he urges him, he has a reason to escape. The only good thing is that no matter how much he delays, he should do it. Still know how to do it, Chen Xin already knows his younger brother's temper very well, so he doesn't bother talking about him.

Chen Xin felt melancholy and happy when she thought that school was about to start. What was melancholy was that she had to see Cheng Xin every day and had to spend time with him day and night. He was worried that he would not be able to control his feelings, but he was also happy to be able to see Cheng Xin every day. Not to mention, seeing each other's figure also feels at ease.

School starts on the twelfth day of the first lunar month, two or three days earlier than elementary school and junior high school, and the Lantern Festival cannot be celebrated at home.The day before school started, Chen Xin received a call from her mother. After exchanging pleasantries, her mother said, "Xin Xin, my mother has something to ask you."

"Well, let's talk." Chen Xin intuitively felt that the important point was coming, that the second shoe he had been waiting for for a long time was about to fall, and for some reason, he felt a little anticipation.

Sure enough, Mom said: "If Mom gets married again, will you object?"

Chen Xin thought, and it really came: "No, yes, Mom, you decide for yourself."

My mother said again: "I met a man here. He was a shop owner. He was about my age. His wife also died of illness. He had a son who was two years younger than you. We chatted very well. He knew you and me. Xixi, said he wants to marry me, and he is willing to take care of you and Xixi with me."

The second shoe finally landed, and Chen Xin said: "Okay, I, I have no objection." This is his mother's own choice, and he respects her mother's choice. Now it is estimated that Chen Xi will be the most difficult to accept. After all, he is still young. The most insecure, it seems that he needs to communicate with Chen Xi.

Mom hesitated for a moment: "I'll tell Xixi about this, and you give him the phone."

When Chen Xi heard what her mother said, she burst into tears on the spot. Chen Xin quickly took the phone over: "Mom, I, I persuaded him, and hung up."

Chen Xin hung up the phone, put his arms around his younger brother, and tried to persuade him to let him understand that even if his mother remarried, his life would still not change, and there would be one more person to treat him well in the future.It took Chen Xin a lot of effort to convince Chen Xi, after all, for a stutterer, the most difficult thing is to speak.Chen Xi finally fell asleep in Chen Xin's arms, and had to sleep with his brother in the same bed at night. His mother's decision made him feel uneasy.Chen Xin had no choice but to sleep with his younger brother in his arms. He only hoped that his grandparents would be healthy and able to help him take care of his younger brother until he was able to take over.

After one night, Chen Xi woke up and found that his life hadn't changed much. His mother was still a distant thought, his grandparents were by his side, and his brother loved him even more. It seemed that his mother's marriage was not a thing for him. Something special, then accepted this fact.When Chen Xin saw his carefree younger brother, she felt a little envious of him. No matter how big changes happened in his life, he could always accept them calmly. Courage to adapt.

The school has started, and the students in the same class are still the same, and the roommates have not changed, so it is true that there is no change, but in fact everyone has changed, such as gaining three catties every festival, such as suddenly raising a section, such as Having some acne, or getting a new hairstyle, wearing new clothes, more or less, there are changes.

Chen Xin looked at Cheng Xin quietly, he seemed taller and handsome, and his gestures were full of flying youth. This confident and energetic temperament attracted Chen Xin like a magnet, making him want to get closer involuntarily, but reason forced him You can't get close, you can only take a sneak peek, and turn your head away before Cheng Xin turns to look at him.

What made Chen Xin even more depressed was that Xie Shijie and Cheng Xin seemed to be more familiar. The two often went out in pairs, and Xie Shijie seemed to have taken his place. Thinking of this, Chen Xin couldn't help feeling sad.At this moment, he couldn't help but think of Jiang Sijie's words, if time flies by, what will be left in the years?Will it be an exam?Certainly not.It can only be filled with resentment and remorse for his cowardice at the beginning. What can he say to himself?If I had been brave in the first place, my life might have been different.