little stutter

Cheng Xin trained all day during the day, and stopped training after dinner. After dinner, he went back to the dormitory with everyone.He found that Chen Xin was exceptionally silent today, and guessing that that incident had agitated him a bit, he raised his big hand and rubbed it on top of Chen Xin's head: "What's wrong today, you talk so little?"

Chen Xin froze for a moment, then lowered his head and avoided Cheng Xin's hand: "No, it's okay." He didn't dare to look at Cheng Xin's face, and realized with great frustration that he could no longer maintain the previous relationship with Cheng Xin. Get along mode, their relationship can never go back to the past.

Cheng Xin was not surprised by Chen Xin's reaction. In fact, he wanted to test his reaction. As he expected, the matter of those two boys still had an impact on Chen Xin.Although he was mentally prepared, Cheng Xin still felt unspeakable loss and frustration in his heart. The trust and closeness he had spent so much effort to win, was lightly poked by someone, and the intimacy that was finally cultivated between the two parties was like bubbles. The same was punctured.

Xu Junshang watched all this silently, and didn't know whether to be happy or worried for Cheng Xin.

From that day on, Chen Xin deliberately kept a little distance from Cheng Xin and avoided too much physical contact. Although he never resented Cheng Xin's touch on him, because it represented a good relationship between the two, but He was worried that this kind of intimacy would be misunderstood by interested people and cause unnecessary gossip, which would be bad for both him and Cheng Xin.

After Cheng Xin found out that Chen Xin started to resist himself, he felt as if something had been pulled out of him. He used to go to training and tutoring every day full of fighting spirit, but now he couldn't cheer up and went to complete the task.During training, Xie Shijie noticed something was wrong with him, and said loudly, "Cheng Xin, what are you doing? Pull yourself together."

Cheng Xin took a look at Xie Shijie and waved his hands: "I'll take a rest." After speaking, he walked to the basketball hoop and sat down.

Xie Shijie also noticed that he was not in a good mood these two days, he hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing. He and Cheng Xin were not close friends, and Cheng Xin would not tell him if he had something on his mind.

He Fang came over and saw Cheng Xin sitting there resting without speaking. After a while, Cheng Xin still didn't move, so he asked: "What's the matter? The competition is coming soon, Cheng Xin, what are you doing, why don't you hurry up to train? "

Cheng Xin raised his head to look at the young physical education teacher, then lowered his head again.

He Fang came over: "Why don't you speak?"

Cheng Xin lowered his head and ignored him.The physical education teacher has always been impatient, has a big temper, and often yells at the students, but He Fang is reluctant to reprimand Cheng Xin, and he sits down with a good temper without saying a word to him: "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

"I have a cold." Cheng Xin muffledly gave a reason.

He Fang said: "If you have a cold, take medicine, take a rest, and don't hold on."

Cheng Xin said out of nowhere, "I have a cold."

When He Fang heard such a literary statement, he was stunned for a while before he realized: "Broken love?"

Cheng Xin smiled wryly, but didn't answer, and the love hadn't even started yet, so how could it be broken love.

He Fang patted Cheng Xin on the shoulder vigorously: "What else should I do? There is no grass anywhere in the world, why bother to fall in love with a single grass. Hurry up and go to training. I'm tired from training. Go to sleep and wake up tomorrow will be a new day." , there are a lot of girls waiting for you to choose, you are such a handsome boy, are you afraid that no one will love you?" Physical education teachers are different from other teachers, the general teacher's attitude towards falling in love is the same as treating ghosts and ghosts, Physical education teachers believe that falling in love is a manifestation of personal charm.

Cheng Xin didn't want girls, he only had that grass in his eyes, he sighed, where there is no mental training, the motivation for training is gone, so what else is there to train.He is so listless, of course Xie Shijie is most anxious, this is his future battle, the most important partner is not energetic, how can he play this ball.

Xie Shijie found out the reason for Cheng Xin's depression from where, and tried to persuade him a few times, but to no avail. After all, the two of them were not close to each other, and he didn't know many things, so the persuasion was wrong. of.He wanted to inquire about the specific situation with Cheng Xin's friends. Which girl is so short-sighted? To dump someone at this juncture is simply too ignorant of righteousness and ruins someone's future.But Chen Xin, who came here often, didn't show up. Instead, he saw Xu Junshang who occasionally came to watch Cheng Xin's training, so he told Xu Junshang about it.

Xu Junshang originally felt that Cheng Xin was in a bad mood and wanted to persuade him, but now he was very surprised to hear that Xie Shijie said that Cheng Xin had lost his love, so he said to Xie Shijie: "Don't worry, I'll go and persuade him." Pulling Cheng Xin straight to the point, he asked, "Brother Xin, did you confess your love to him?"

Cheng Xin looked at Xu Junshang and shook his head: "No."

Xu Junshang raised his chin in the direction of Xie Shijie: "Just now your captain said you were broken in love, let me persuade you. I thought you were rejected when you confessed."

Cheng Xin looked up at the steel frame of the basketball gymnasium, and smiled wryly: "I fell in love before I fell in love. He is completely on guard against me now, and treats me coldly. Do you think he knew about the two boys in the third year of high school? Are you starting to take precautions against me?"

Xu Junshang felt that Cheng Xin was a bit of a fan of the authorities. He smiled and said, "Brother Xin, in fact, from another perspective, this may not be a bad thing. He keeps a distance from you. Is it because he has realized that the relationship between boys is still there?" Another possibility, instead of feeling like just buddies and friends like before."

Cheng Xin's head drooped: "Isn't what you told me the same thing? He was so indifferent to me because he was afraid that others would gossip."

Xu Junshang smiled again: "Does this mean that there is another possibility that Chen Xin's feelings for you are not so pure, and she is afraid that people will see something, so she needs to keep a distance from you?"

Hearing Xu Junshang's words, Cheng Xin raised his head suddenly, moved so quickly that he almost twisted his neck, and said excitedly: "Really?!" The voice was so loud that his teammates on the court were startled, and they all turned their heads to look at him. come over.

Xu Junshang hurriedly said: "Hush! Keep your voice down. I think it is possible. If he only regards you as a friend or brother, just like our relationship, he should be very open-minded. You said he would So do you mind what other people think of your relationship?"

The smile on Cheng Xin's face grew bigger and bigger: "You mean, you mean he also has feelings for me?" He felt that this moment was the most enlightening moment in his life, and all the lost hope came back.

Xu Junshang squeezed his chin: "I'm not 100% sure, I'm just guessing according to common sense. I don't think he's in a high mood recently, so it should be affected."

"Then I'll ask him now." Cheng Xin stood up impulsively after speaking, he was so excited.

Xu Junshang was startled, and quickly hugged his arm and dragged him to sit down: "Don't worry, don't worry, brother Xin, how do you want him to answer you at this moment? He keeps a distance from you because he is afraid Yeah. The matter of the third-year couple is still unclear. Even if he had such thoughts in his heart, he would never dare to admit it. If you open up like this, he will only be able to hide from you in the future. , tantamount to pushing him away.”

Cheng Xin felt that Xu Junshang's analysis was logical, and he nodded: "Junshang, you're right, I can't say it now. I have to wait." At first, he didn't intend to speak now, and he didn't even expect to have it. What kind of response, but after a long time, his original intention changed a bit, and people became greedy, not only looking at him is enough, but also wanting to be with him and own him all the time.

Xu Jun appreciated that his energy was back and he knew that there should be no problem, so he asked another question in his heart: "Just now I heard from your captain that you plan to take the route of special sports recruitment. What school are you going to take?" This question He had heard Chen Xin mention it before, but he never had a chance to be alone with Cheng Xin, and he didn't ask about it in detail. He just vaguely felt that it should be related to Chen Xin.

Cheng Xin breathed a sigh of relief: "I haven't decided which school it is. I'm not afraid of your jokes. I want to go to the same university as Chen Xin."

Xu Junshang was so surprised that he couldn't speak. Chen Xin's grades were definitely chosen to go to one of the top schools in the country, that is to say, Cheng Xin was going to be admitted to Tsinghua University or Peking University?

Cheng Xin turned his head to see Xu Junshang's surprised face, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "Am I too overestimated? It's just a dream."

Xu Junshang nodded, then shook his head quickly: "No, no, it's always good to have a goal. You set your goal so high, even if you can't achieve it, you might be able to go to a nearby school. But I feel very happy. Brother Xin, you want It would be great to go to school with me in the same city!"

Facing the smiling faces of his friends, Cheng Xin felt a little guilty, because he always thought of the same school or the same city as Chen Xin, and never thought that Jun Shang would be in the same city, but he would make up for his friends in the future. Cherish this good friend for life: "Yes. If we can all pass the exam."

Xu Junshang patted him on the shoulder vigorously: "Come on, I will definitely!"

Cheng Xin jumped up from the ground. Now he felt energetic and full of energy: "Well, let's work together! I'm going to train." Only with special recruitment qualifications can we think about going to school together.

Seeing Cheng Xin's active figure on the court, Xu Junshang couldn't help shaking his head and sighing: the power of love is so great, maybe it can really create miracles.

When Cheng Xin saw Chen Xin again, he was always smiling. He told him to keep the distance and not to touch, but his words of care had no effect. The most frequently asked questions were questions, because Chen Xin obviously liked that he took the initiative to improve himself.Cheng Xin also felt that he should improve a little bit. Chen Xin is so good, so he has to work hard to become better, so that he can be worthy of him.

Chen Xin cared more about Cheng Xin's emotions than his own. Of course, he noticed Cheng Xin's downcast look in those two days. To be honest, he was really a little uneasy. He suspected that Cheng Xin's feelings for him were not so pure. , but he didn't dare and didn't want to think about it, it was the result of his fear, because he heard that the two boys in the third year of high school were taken home, and they haven't returned to school yet, how will the school deal with it? ?You won't be fired, will you?Thinking of this, Chen Xin felt terrified for no reason. In fact, he couldn't even pronounce the other party's name.

Now Cheng Xin is as cheerful as before and loves to laugh, and he is more active in studying, as if the distance he deliberately kept does not exist between them, but Cheng Xin does not always touch his head and hug him like before. This made Chen Xin inexplicably relieved, it was good, and he didn't want to make any more changes.It seems that there is no change between the two, but in fact there is a change. If no one tells the truth, then they can continue to get along with each other in peace, which is very good.

On Wednesday, Cheng Xin went to Fang Juan's place to wash his clothes as usual, but Fang Jun was not there, and the fat cat named Tuesday sat on Fang Juan's sofa, like the second owner of the house.Cheng Xin went to the balcony to wash clothes, and just opened the lid of the washing machine, when he heard Zhou Song's voice from the balcony next to him: "...Mother Jiang Sijie, I think you should send him to school first, he is already in the third year of high school , Every day is very precious, you can't waste any time... Yes, I know it's hard for you to accept, but the child is so old, he already has his own ideas, if you keep blocking it, it will only be counterproductive, you must correct it Counseling is the only way. What's more, he is now at the most important stage of his life. We should deal with problems in a more gentle way, not too extreme, otherwise it will be a lifetime of delay. You have also seen that he does not eat or drink at home, and does not say anything. It’s all about torturing yourself and you. Do you want a child with a normal sexual orientation who treats you like an enemy, or do you want a child who loves and respects you?”

Since Cheng Xin heard Jiang Sijie's name, he had already stopped his movements. Jiang Sijie was one of the male protagonists in the third and third grades who were popular in the school these days.He suddenly remembered, didn't Zhou Song lead the second and third grades of high school before, but now he is the third and third grades of senior high school?Cheng Xin felt a little funny for some reason, but he didn't expect it to be Zhou Song's class, what a coincidence.Judging from Zhou Song's tone, it seems that he does not object to his students falling in love, or even dating with men.Did Zhou Song really have an affair with Fang Jun?

Zhou Song's voice came again: "Mother Jiang Sijie, I understand your pain. I still have the same attitude as before, respecting the child's ideas. Jiang Sijie is a very independent and excellent student. All we need to do is to guide him correctly. After all, life is his own, and no one can live it for him. He is now in the third year of high school, and you can still control him. In the future, when he goes to college or out of society? Can you control him for the rest of his life? Let him go back to school tomorrow, I Persuade him well, don't worry, nothing will happen...Okay, I promise you, I will give him another dormitory, and I won't live in the same room with Luo Yang..."

Fang Jun came back from the outside, interrupted Cheng Xin to continue listening to the gossip, he put the supermarket shopping bag next to the refrigerator, and asked while tidying up, "Have you washed your clothes yet?"

"Oh, not yet." Cheng Xin looked at his watch, and it was too late after the laundry was done, "Brother Jun, I'll wash the clothes, you can hang them for me tonight, I'm going to practice, please. "

Although Fang Juan was a little unhappy, he still agreed: "Okay, I got it."

"Thank you, Brother Jun!" Cheng Xin washed his clothes and left. When he came out, he looked at the opposite door and took two steps forward, hesitating whether to knock on the door to ask about the situation. He looked at Cheng Xin who was standing at the door in surprise: "What's the matter?"

Cheng Xin glanced back at Fang Juan's door, which was closed tightly, and he said in a low voice, "Mr. Zhou, what will the two boys' schools in your class do with it?"

Zhou Song looked up at Cheng Xin: "Not yet."

Cheng Xin asked persistently, "Will you be punished?"

Zhou Song sighed: "Probably not. Why are you asking this?"

Cheng Xin laughed: "It's just gossip, curious. Thank you, Teacher Zhou, goodbye, teacher!" After speaking, he ran downstairs like a wind.