little stutter

The surrounding crowd suddenly fell into a brief dead silence, and then there was a burst of exclamation and exclamation, instead of the cheers that should be after the victory of the game.Both Cheng Xin and Xu Junshang turned their backs to 068, they only cared about Chen Xin in front of them, so they didn't see the scene just now, and they didn't look back when they heard the voice.Cheng Xin looked at Chen Xin's pale face with concern: "How do you feel? Are you okay?"

Chen Xin swallowed back the frightened heart that jumped out of her mouth just now, and shook her head: "No, nothing." What happened just now, a boy kissed another boy, a real BL!Witnessed it for myself!Chen Xin was so shocked that she kept replaying the scene just now in her mind, but she couldn't play it anymore. There was only one thought in her mind: Do boys really like boys?

Xu Junshang suggested: "Just finished running, don't let him stop, walk quickly."

Cheng Xin also came to his senses, and quickly turned around to support Chen Xin and began to walk forward.Chen Xin's line of sight blocked by Cheng Xin broadened again. He saw 068 walking forward slowly with his arms held by the blue clothes. There are also surprise and curious eyes from some girls.

Cheng Xin said with a smile: "I didn't expect you to get a ranking, I really didn't see it."

Chen Xin's thoughts were finally pulled back to the competition, and he realized that he had won the ranking: "No., what number?"

Xu Junshang smiled and said: "You are running stupidly, I don't remember the number. You ran well, No.3, I didn't expect you to be a hidden master."

Chen Xin laughed, no one knew that he used to participate in competitions for a meager bonus, but found that he was very talented in long-distance running, so he ran down year after year.

Chen Xin walked for a while with the support of Cheng Xin and Xu Junshang. 068, who was walking to the end of the runway, suddenly turned around, and his eyes just happened to meet the defenseless Chen Xin. The other party looked very calm, There was no embarrassment at all, and she even smiled at Chen Xin.Chen Xin quickly looked away, not daring to look directly at the other party. He felt that he was very worthless, why were he hiding? It wasn't him who was kissed in public just now. Can't calm down anymore, what's the point!

Chen Xin was supported to walk for a while, drank some water, and felt that her physical strength had recovered, so she stopped letting Cheng Xin and Xu Junshang support her, and walked slowly by herself, but her eyes couldn't help but search for the white sportswear. figure.At this time, Blue Clothes had already put a red coat on 068's shoulders. The action was intimate and natural, and 068 also pulled the clothes. He sat down, and sat down next to him.

The shock Chen Xin received was not insignificant. It turns out that boys really like boys. Although I have heard of it before, I always feel that it is too far away from my own life. If the distance is too far, it will make people feel that those things may not exist. , Now that there are living examples in front of him, he cannot but let him re-examine his own life.It turns out that there is not only friendship and brotherhood between boys and boys, but also feelings beyond friendship. Chen Xin suddenly thought of Cheng Xin, and then suddenly stopped thinking. For some reason, he didn't dare to go deeper. Thinking about it, he concluded that he and Cheng Xin were just very pure classmates, friends, and brothers.However, he couldn't help but think of those nights when they shared the same bed, and those boys' secrets that he was ashamed to reveal...

Chen Xin's mind, which has always been good at thinking and calculating, turned into a muddle, and he couldn't figure it out, so that when Cheng Xin patted him on the shoulder, he jumped back in fright: "What, what?"

Cheng Xin saw Chen Xin who looked like a frightened rabbit: "What's the matter, you? The radio is ringing, and I'm telling you to go and accept the award."

"Oh, oh." Only then did Chen Xin realize that the rest of the people had finished running, and they also came out, so they hurried to the rostrum.

Cheng Xin chased after him: "Wait a minute, put on your clothes." As he spoke, he shook off Chen Xin's school uniform jacket and put it on Chen Xin's shoulders.

Chen Xin caught a glimpse of his movements, and suddenly remembered the action of the blue clothes covering 068 just now, stretched out her hand and pulled the clothes in Cheng Xin's hands: "I, I will do it myself." Then she ran to the rostrum as if fleeing. .

Poor Chen Xin, because he witnessed a pure kiss on the forehead, it was as if a domino switch was activated. His original world collapsed after that, and he had no time to build a new one. The world, so he can only escape from this person who is related to his world.

Cheng Xin was a little puzzled, but his intuition made him feel that something was wrong. Chen Xin seemed to be resisting himself, or hiding from himself. He had never reacted so much before. What happened?He obviously didn't do anything.

Xu Junshang found Cheng Xin who was watching Chen Xin receive the award not far from the rostrum, and said in a low voice, "Brother Xin, I have something to tell you."

Cheng Xin frowned after hearing Xu Junshang's gossip, and looked at Chen Xin solemnly. Did he become defensive towards himself because he saw what happened to those two men?Is it because you are afraid that people will gossip?Cheng Xin gritted his teeth, feeling heavy like a thickening dark cloud. He glanced at Chen Xin, turned around and went to the basketball court without saying hello.

After Chen Xin received the award, the closing ceremony of the sports meeting began. The closing ceremony was much simpler than the opening ceremony, and even few people came to participate. The leader said a few concluding words and ended.Chen Xin looked around but didn't see Cheng Xin, guessing that he was off to play, so she went back to the classroom.Along the way, he also vaguely heard someone discussing the incident excitedly, saying that the two boys were stirring up trouble in public, and he didn't know how the school would deal with it, and so on.

Back in the classroom, everyone is still eagerly discussing this topic. This is probably the hottest topic in school this year.Someone has figured out the classes and names of the two boys, and they belong to Class Three, Class Three.Chen Xin remembered the gossip she heard from the two girls when she was writing the manuscript in the morning. The young couple who would attract attention when holding hands should be these two.It was the first time for Chen Xin to see two boys dating in such a high-profile way, probably not only for Chen Xin, but also for the first time for all the teachers and students in the school, and they were all refreshed.Chen Xin couldn't help feeling a little worried, what would the school do?

Chen Xin pricked up her ears and listened to the discussions of the students around her. Some people thought it was fun, some thought it was loving, some people thought it was disgusting, but most of them had the mentality of gossiping and watching the fun with nothing to do with them.For young people of their generation, this kind of thing is no longer shocking. People's attitude towards homosexuality is much less abusive and accusatory, and more tolerant and respectful. No matter how bad it is, they can ignore it.Chen Xin couldn't help but think of the rumors that arose when she was sick last semester. Many people talked about how she and Cheng Xin were doing. Although there were a lot of gossips, there was not much abuse.

Thinking of this, Chen Xin looked at the empty seat next to him. Cheng Xin didn't come back. He must have gone to training. He didn't come over to congratulate him just now after receiving the award. It didn't fit his style. Did he notice that he was uneasy? That's why you didn't come to say hello?Or maybe he also heard about the two boys and started to avoid suspicion?Chen Xin's throat slipped, feeling a little nervous for no reason.The two boys have a good relationship. In people's previous perception, they may be friends or brothers, but today's 068 incident directly gave Risheng's teachers and students a new understanding - they may also be lovers.

What is the relationship between myself and Cheng Xin?He felt that they should be friends, brothers, or if it is more appropriate, they should be confidants and buddies.He felt that they were in a good state before, but can they continue as usual?Why does he feel like walking on thin ice?Because even if he wanted to maintain the status quo, others would not think about it before, but from now on, how will others view their relationship?Also, what was Cheng Xin thinking?What if he thinks of himself as more than just a friend brother?How do I deal with it myself?More importantly, can I still concentrate on it as before?Can he treat Cheng Xin as a friend and brother from beginning to end?Chen Xin doubted herself for the first time.There was a sense of uneasiness and anxiety in his heart that he could not return to the past, as well as a faint sadness.

All the beautiful flowers will fall, but they will also grow rich fruits.The end of one relationship means the beginning of another.Everything is not the end, but a new beginning.Chen Xin still doesn't understand this alternating relationship at the moment. He is just troubled by his own emotions. He has grown up so much. The most troublesome thing for him is his stuttering. Now stuttering can no longer be a shackle that troubles him. , another kind of worry began to trouble him, this kind of trouble was the growing pains and youthful restlessness that came much later than others.

During the meal, Cheng Xin still came to look for Chen Xin, Xu Junshang and Cao Ji were also there.The influence of the breaking news that happened in the afternoon has not dissipated, and it is estimated that it will become a topic of conversation after dinner for a long time.Cao Ji said very excitedly: "Holy shit, it's so awesome, have you heard about the incident this afternoon? I didn't see it with my own eyes! Two men kissed in public, awesome, and convinced!" "

Cheng Xin glanced at Chen Xin who was eating with his head down, and then exchanged glances with Xu Junshang, but did not answer.Cao Ji frowned again and said, "This matter has gone too far. I don't know what those two people think, so aren't they afraid of being punished?"

Hearing this, Chen Xin raised his head to look at Cao Jiyou, and couldn't help but feel a little worried. He didn't know why this happened, it was obvious that the other party didn't know him before.

Xu Junshang said: "I don't think so. This is their private matter. At most, the school will ask the parents to come and talk."

Cao Ji added: "This is serious enough. How many parents can accept two men together?"

Xu Junshang shrugged his shoulders: "I don't think it's nothing. I don't like women, and I insist on getting together with women. Isn't this harming other girls? Do these people treat girls as human beings?"

Cheng Xin glanced at Xu Junshang gratefully, and said: "I think this kind of thing is actually nothing. He is free to like whoever he likes, but the only bad thing is that he is too high-profile, especially if he hasn't graduated yet. Aren't you afraid Affect learning?"

Cao Ji suddenly said: "Hey, I won't dare to look directly at two men who have a good relationship, maybe they are two gay friends."

Chen Xin has been listening silently without speaking.Hearing Cao Ji's words, he couldn't help but feel his heart tighten. He took a peek at Cheng Xin and found that Cheng Xin was also looking at him, so he hurriedly looked away.

When Xu Junshang heard Cao Ji's words, he frowned unhappily: "A friend is a friend. If two men are together, what's the difference between being together with a man and a woman? Who's in the way?"

Cao Ji thought, what Xu Junshang said was completely reasonable, he shrugged his shoulders: "It really doesn't bother me, you all go to stir up trouble, and leave all the beauties to me!"

Cao Ji glanced at his brother leisurely again: "I think you are too naive, even if we all go to stir up trouble. Maybe those women would rather find a woman than find you."

Cao Ji received a knowing blow: "Oh—Ji again, I'm going to kill you!"

Several other people couldn't help laughing, including Chen Xin, who gradually calmed down after being disturbed by his restless mood.