There is a pregnant woman at home

Just as I was about to open my mouth, she continued to speak slowly: "Knowing that I am too busy to eat at noon, you deliberately came home from get off work to cook my favorite dishes and sent them to the hospital, and even lied that you had eaten them. "

"I……"

"Don't lie to me again. Last time when I was chatting with Luo Jue, she accidentally mentioned that you didn't eat at home every time you brought me food. She thought you would eat with me, but I thought you ate at home. I came. In fact, thinking about it now, you have wasted time on the road every time you go back and forth, so where do you have time to eat?"

"It's not a big deal..."

"Yes, it's all trivial things. Including clearly agreeing to watch a movie together, but you waited at the entrance of the movie theater for half an hour before you received a call from me saying that there was a temporary patient and you couldn't go, but you not only didn't blame me, but even drove around Bought my favorite midnight snack and sent it to the hospital; but I was never on time for any appointment, but you never complained, no matter 10 minutes or 10 minutes, or an hour or two hours, no matter how long, you waited silently ; and the last time there was a medical disturbance, he didn't hesitate to help me block it even though he saw something being thrown at him..."

I remained silent, and after a while, I said softly: "I am your girlfriend, and this is what I should do."

"You're always like this," she looked at me with pity in her eyes: "When I do well, I feel that everything should be done. Once I make a mistake, I take all the responsibility on my shoulders. Just like you and Luo Jue back then It is obvious that she abandoned and betrayed you..."

"No, it's not." I interrupted reflexively, and then I realized that Ji Luojue and I resolved the misunderstanding. She didn't know the truth, so it's normal to have such a perception, but I , such an overreaction seems somewhat inappropriate.

Sure enough, Xiao Xiao stopped speaking, looked at me for a long time with a touch of sadness in his eyes, and then gently opened his mouth again.

"Love can't be forced. Even though you are with me, your heart never leaves her."

I lowered my head, a little afraid to look at her, but I didn't refute aloud.Now that he realized that he couldn't let Ji Luojue go, he shouldn't lie to Xiao Xiao.

"You also think what I said is right, don't you Cheng Er?" A self-deprecating smile came from next to my ear: "Actually, I wish I wasn't so smart, even if I knew the truth, so what, anyway, I don't care if you have something in your heart." Others, I can pretend not to know, as long as there is that night of lies, you can't leave me, why should I be so hard to think about it, why can't I be so confused, and don't live so clearly?"

She was emotional and held my hand tightly in her palm. After a while, hot tears dripped on our fingertips.My heart ached, and I finally raised my head reluctantly and looked over.

Xiao Xiao's eyes were full of tears, and the overflowing ones were sliding down her cheeks, and after staying on her clean chin for a moment, another drop fell onto the coffee table.Even so, she still held mine tightly with both hands, and didn't raise her hand to wipe it. Even her already blurred vision fell on me the whole time, and she never moved away.

"Xiao Xiao, I'm sorry."

What she said is right, but whenever there is an injury, I always say I'm sorry first, and take the responsibility on myself first.In fact, it’s not because of my noble sentiments and kindness, it’s just that I did it instinctively, thinking that if it can make the other party feel better, and I take the initiative to be the responsible party, what’s the point?Even though there will be more debts and guilt in my heart, and I will be suffocated by the shackles of self-blame, but whenever I think that one person is better than two people, I feel it is worth it.

She seemed to see through the thoughts in my heart at a glance, even though the sadness on her face hadn't faded, her eyes were filled with deep distress.

"Cheng Er, don't say that. In fact, you have never been sorry for me. Although you don't love me, you have never stopped being kind to me for a moment. Could it be that people who don't love but have a heart are better than those who keep saying Love, but a person who has done all kinds of stupid things in the name of love is even more hateful?"

"What's more, I was the one who used lies to force you to stay with me. If there was a mistake, I would be the one who made the mistake."

"No, Xiao Xiao." I shook my head, with anxious eyes, no matter what, Xiao Xiao is a perfect and good girl in my heart, of course I can't blame her, but I don't want her to be too harsh on myself.

"Ok."

She responded softly, and then burst into tears and laughed: "You think I'm right, I think you're right, or both of us are wrong, but it's fine anyway, in the end we're still a tie, Just... don't blame anyone..." She looked at me without blinking, and whispered: "What do you think?"

I nodded subconsciously, and then I heard her continue: "From now on, we... will still be good friends, best best friends. Don't worry, I... will bless you and Luo Jue..."

I'm a little confused, I don't know why Ji Luojue is suddenly involved in this matter.

Xiao Xiao was also taken aback for a moment, a trace of remorse flashed across his face quickly, as if he stopped his mouth when he realized that he had said something wrong, and then changed the subject a little bit bluntly.

"What I mean is, since you can't forget Luo Jue, why not start over with her."

What she said was really strange, and after thinking for a while, I suddenly moved: Could it be... that she knew about the misunderstanding between Ji Luojue and I, and that's why she proposed to break up for us?

For a while, I really had mixed feelings in my heart. I couldn't stop or deny it, and felt a little unbearable.

"Me and Luo Jue, we..."

"Actually, I know that after you were with me, you also tried very hard to forget her, and even for a long time, if it wasn't for the fact that you knew that you had such a past, the way you two get along looks like nothing. It's really similar to a normal sister-in-law."

I know she said this to comfort me, but I really feel bad in my heart.

"You have worked very hard, Cheng Er, but love is love, and these can't deceive anyone. On the night Luo Jue gave birth, your performance was the most real and pure. You care about her far more than you imagined. "

"Xiao Xiao, I'm sorry."

I don't want to explain, and I don't want to say any extra words, no matter how everything started and why it ended, even if we are all at fault in this matter as she said, I just want to follow the truest feeling in my heart Say sorry to her.

Sorry, I failed such a beautiful and kind girl;

I'm sorry I didn't return all the love she gave;

I'm sorry, I can't take care of her forever as I promised at the beginning;

I'm sorry, I still can't forget the person in my heart after all;

sorry Sorry sorry……

On the way back driving, in my mind, Xiao Xiao's eyes mixed with reluctance, sadness and entanglement before leaving still reverberated for a long time, lingering.

My mood is very complicated, some relief, some can't bear it, of course, the most is still the guilt towards her.But after thinking about it, I suddenly realized that I didn't seem to understand the reason and reason for Xiao Xiao's proposal to break up.

Could it be that, as previously guessed, she learned the truth about the misunderstanding between Ji Luojue and me, so she proposed to break up in order to satisfy us?But Ji Luojue and I are the only ones who know about this matter, of course I didn't say it, and according to Miss Ji's temperament, it should be impossible to say it, so who will reveal it?

But if not for this, then for what?

Could it be that, on the night of Ji Luojue's delivery, I was emotional and revealed my true feelings, and Xiao Xiao felt unhappy after seeing it?But in the days since then, she's been behaving normally.What's more, she also likes the newborn baby very much. She bought all the milk powder and feeding bottles herself, and even held the little girl to feed her milk several times. How good should it be?

Baby... report... a flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, something seemed to be coming out, but I couldn't grasp it anyway.

I remembered what Xiao Xiao said when she was emotional. She said that she didn't care that I had others in my heart, and hoped that she could always be with me like this. She also said why she couldn't pretend she didn't know, and she couldn't be confused...

What did she... know?If she guessed right, the so-called "truth" in her mouth was the direct cause of her breaking up.what is it?

With all kinds of random thoughts in his head, he almost ran a red light because of it.My heart skipped a beat, I quickly put away my flying thoughts, and looked at the road seriously.At the same time, a faint sadness welled up in my heart: Even if I knew the truth about the breakup, so what, could it be possible to stop it?Since it can't be stopped, then what does it matter if you know or don't know... In the end, you're going to blame her...

Thoughts were complicated along the way, and it was almost ten o'clock when I got home. Ji Luojue waited anxiously outside the gate of the villa.

"Where have you been? Why haven't you come home after get off work for so long, and the phone still can't get through?"

I was stunned, took out my phone and looked at it, only to realize that I didn't know when the battery ran out and turned off.Just as I was about to explain, Ji Luojue suddenly rushed over and hugged me.

"If you don't want to live here, I'll go and tell Mom to let her agree to us moving back, okay? You...you must not leave me and the baby alone..."

Hearing what she said, I felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart. I hugged her in my arms, lowered my head and comforted me softly: "I didn't leave you and the baby alone. It was Xiao Xiao who came to me with something. That's why..."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but when I mentioned "Xiao Xiao", Ji Luojue's body froze subconsciously.