There is a pregnant woman at home

There was some unspeakable guilt in my heart, and I didn't know if it was because of the incident in front of me, or... the feeling that I almost couldn't restrain just now was hard to restrain myself.

"I'm sorry." I apologized sincerely, Xu Shi's words were so heavy that Xiao Xiao on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment, and then she laughed.

"What's the matter, I don't mean to blame you. I'm just worried. As long as you're fine, you don't need to apologize."

No, of course I have to apologize, it seems that I didn't remember the fact that I already had a girlfriend until this time.

Back then it was all a misunderstanding, and Ji Luojue and I did not betray each other and our love, but even if the truth was revealed, so what, the giant wheel of time has pushed us all off the original track, let’s not talk about me I have officially decided to be together with Xiao Xiao, and it is impossible for me to do anything sorry to Ji Luojue because of her.

Even Ji Luojue herself is now the sister-in-law who is pregnant with Ye Cheng's child... Wait, my heart skipped a beat.If I remember correctly, she seemed to have mentioned that after listening to Xiaojuan's words, she came back without hesitation in order to uncover the truth and eliminate misunderstandings. Then how could Duanduan have a relationship with Ye Chengyi?Is there something hidden in this that I don't know the truth?

"Cheng Er?" Xiao Xiao's doubtful voice came from the receiver, and I came back to my senses only to remember that the phone hadn't been hung up yet.

"Well, it's okay, I'm fine, I'm sorry to make you worry."

"I'm sorry to say, do we need to be so polite?" Xiao Xiao smiled and joked, "You don't suddenly regret it, and you don't want me to be your girlfriend, do you?"

I was startled, although I knew that what she said was purely unintentional, but somehow it seemed like God had sounded the alarm in my ears.No matter what happened in the past, what is the truth, now I am Xiao Xiao's girlfriend, no matter what, I can't do anything to feel sorry for her, even if I only move some weak thoughts, that is not allowed.

"No, what are you talking about." I smiled a little embarrassedly, and withdrew my wandering mind.

"Hehe, I'm just joking. By the way, are you ready to go to bed? If so, I won't bother you."

"No. I..." I originally wanted to say that I was chatting with Ji Luojue, but after thinking about it, I turned a corner and changed it to: "Watching TV with my sister-in-law."

"Oh, it turned out that I was so engrossed in watching TV that I forgot to send me a message to report my safety. You are really good." Xiao Xiao said with a smile, and then asked: "How is Luo Jue? It's been a long time since I said it. Seeing her, is everything okay, baby?"

"My eyes are not B-ultrasound, can you tell if he is okay?"

I know that Xiao Xiao cares about Ji Luojue and her son from the bottom of his heart, but what I'm telling is the truth.

"How do you say it? You know I don't mean it."

"I don't know, I thought that's what you meant." I thought, the relaxed and happy joking with Xiao Xiao at this moment might be able to dispel the heavy heart caused by the conversation with Ji Luojue just now.

"I really can't say enough about you," Xiao Xiao said with a smile in his voice, after a pause, he suddenly said, "But it seems that it's time for you to bring Luo Jue to the hospital for an obstetric examination. I'm going to work tomorrow, and I'll pick you up in the morning and come to the hospital together OK?"

"No, no, no." I quickly vetoed, before I could continue, Xiao Xiao took over the conversation first: "Oh, yes, I forgot, Luo Jue won't get up at that time, will it disturb her? Sleep? How about I go there during the lunch break?"

I was warmly moved in my heart, even my rival in love can be treated so sincerely, the kindness of this child Xiao Xiao is really boundless.

"I mean you don't need to come pick us up, I have a car now, did you forget?"

"Oh, I really forgot, look at my head." Through the phone, I could imagine that she on the other end looked annoyed, maybe she raised her hand and tapped her forehead.

"Then...you guys come over by yourself tomorrow? What time? Do I need to go to the B-ultrasound room in advance to get Luo Jue's number?"

"No, I can't say what time I will arrive. You are so busy at work, so don't worry about us. It doesn't matter if you line up. Just wait a while."

"Okay, see you tomorrow."

"Well," I replied softly, "See you tomorrow, go to bed early, good night."

Xiao Xiao smiled sweetly: "Okay, you go to bed early too, good night."

Hanging up the phone and holding it in my hand, for some reason, I suddenly remembered the scene when Xiao Xiao told Dr. Wu about our relationship today. She was able to come out to her colleagues without any scruples. Tell Ji Luojue the truth?

If Xiao Xiao's call hadn't come just now, I know that what she will say next must be to hope that we can be together again.Rather than waiting for her to say something before encountering my ruthless rejection, it is better to inform Xiao Xiao and me of my being together in advance after going out for a while. In this case, even if she still insists on speaking, at least she has some mental preparations in her heart, right? ?

After all, we are not wrong about the past, and even from a certain point of view, it can be said that I failed her.Although I will continue to play the role of the bad guy in order not to lose to Xiao Xiao, but if I can reduce the damage to her, at least I can feel more comfortable in my heart.

The past... Let it go, the most important thing is to cherish the present... I raised my hand to swipe the phone screen, opened WeChat, and found Xiao Xiao's avatar. , good night and sweet dreams, okay?"

After the message was sent, the phone received a reply almost on the spot. When I opened it, there was only one simple word: "Yeah." There was a shy little smiling face behind it, and I smiled with the corner of my mouth up. I sighed and put the phone away. Back pocket, turned and returned to the living room again.

Ji Luojue still maintained the same posture as before I left, her face was dazed and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Luo Jue," I hesitated for a moment and opened my mouth softly, "Actually, there is something I haven't had time to tell you."

She came back to look at me, with the tension and joy that hadn't changed from just now on her face.

"Xiao Er, I haven't finished what I just said, we..."

"Luo Jue!" I interrupted her aloud, and said eagerly, "Can I speak first?"

A trace of doubt quickly appeared on Ji Luojue's face, intertwined with joy that hadn't faded away in time, which made me feel inexplicably sad.

"Okay, then you go first."

"I..." I took a deep breath again, and originally wanted to look into her eyes, but the expectation contained in them was too obvious, and I couldn't help but look away again.

"I'm officially with Xiao Xiao!"

Ji Luojue was obviously stunned for a moment, her body was stiff, and even her facial expression was frozen, but she smiled after a while.

"I know you are pretending. Although there is no real evidence, my feeling is correct, Xiao Er, you can't fool me."

Yeah?I looked at her confident face, and thought of the uncontrollable tension and joy in her eyes just now when she was about to propose a reconciliation, I suddenly couldn't bear it.But immediately, Xiao Xiao's undefended smiling face appeared in front of my eyes again. I was cruel and said directly: "You are right, we were really pretending when you were hospitalized..."

Ji Luojue's whole body relaxed when she heard the words. It seems that although she said she didn't believe it just now, she was still nervous and worried because of uncertainty. Now she is completely relieved after hearing what I said.Can……

"But it's true now. We have been together for more than a month, and it officially started from the day we picked up the car."

Ji Luojue frowned, and looked up at me in disbelief: "Are you joking, why haven't I heard you mention it?"

"Because the relationship was not stable when we got together just now, we agreed to keep it from you first..."

"Impossible! You are lying to me, Xiao Xiao... Xiao Xiao is very good, but you...how can you be together, you don't love her at all... right, Xiao Er? You love me, It's always been me..."

She was a little incoherent, although the expression on her face was still calm, she couldn't help but stood up and grabbed my shoulder.

"You must know that I want to reconcile with you. You...you are afraid, so you deliberately made up such a ridiculous lie to lie to me, right? Xiao Er," her eyes were full of pleading, and she just stared blankly Looking at me seriously: "I know you must not be used to being reconciled suddenly after being separated for so long. There is a lot of pressure together, Xiao Xiao... Xiao Xiao..."

She suddenly became speechless, her eyes wandered, she stared straight at a certain place in the air for a long time, and murmured: "Yes, in your eyes, a girl like Xiao Xiao should be your good match. At the same time, you don’t have such a big psychological burden, you don’t have the inferiority complex of disparity in status and status, and you don’t have to work hard to maintain daily care, which has always been what you want most.”

I opened my mouth and stared at her for a while, but finally bit my lower lip and swallowed back the words I wanted to say.

What she said is not entirely wrong, compared to Ji Luojue, who has a prominent family background and is impeccably perfect in all aspects, Xiao Xiao, who has an ordinary background, is what ordinary people like me are more willing to have.

There is a saying that some girls are suitable for marriage, but some girls are only suitable for love.Ji Luojue is so outstanding and good, even when I am in love, I feel trepidation, how can I have the confidence and courage to hold hands with her for the rest of my life?

There was a sudden silence on her face, and she took a step back and sat back on the sofa.

"Even if I solve the past misunderstandings, as long as your mentality remains the same, this will always become the deadliest barrier between us. Not only my mother, but anyone else can take advantage of this weakness. Hands, easily crush our shaky relationship again."

My heart was full of sadness, and I couldn't bear to see the sadness and helplessness on her face.

"Luo Jue, you are very good, you deserve better. Not to mention Chu Guanchen, even my brother, they are all better than me." I know that I am really shameless for saying such words, but at this moment, there is nothing else to say. choose.

"Your brother?" She looked up at me in a daze: "Do you know why I approached him? And you know what's inside my stomach... Forget it, what can you do if you know? The symptoms can't be cured. If you are tied by your side for a day, is it possible that you can stay tied for a lifetime?"

I was at a loss, and always felt that her words contained too much information. When I opened my mouth to ask more carefully, she slowly stood up while supporting the sofa.

"I hope Xiao Xiao will bring you real happiness, she is very good, you can be with her..." She paused, looked down at the floor under her feet, and murmured: "It's also very good."

After speaking, she looked up and turned around, Ji Luojue slowly walked back to the bedroom, and closed the door with a "snap".