There is a pregnant woman at home

Her words were so loud that I felt ashamed from the bottom of my heart, and for a moment I couldn't say anything anymore.She looked up at me silently, and continued: "Maybe you think I'm so stupid to trust her so innocently. But she is my mother, and a tough fight is the last thing I want to choose. Since there is a little compromise The road ahead is in front of me, no matter what the result is, I always want to give it a try. Moreover, I want to take this opportunity to try, how much confidence do you have in our relationship..."

"Now that you've tried it out, I don't have any confidence in this relationship." I laughed at myself, "I don't blame your mother for using this as an entry point to separate us easily and with a small trick. gone."

"Actually, I can't blame you entirely." She actually defended me a little impatiently: "If you talk about confidence, how much do I have? After returning to China, I believed that you betrayed me based on her one-sided words."

"Oh?" I couldn't help being curious: "I don't know what kind of story Mrs. Ji made up for me."

"She said that you couldn't bear the three years of lovesickness and loneliness, and offered to break up with me, and didn't want to continue to live alone with the three-year agreement, and... proposed that she pay 100 million to compensate you for the two years of youth. , in this case, you can promise that you won't bother me again in the future."

Sure enough... This routine is exactly the same as in the idol TV series. Art all comes from life, and it all returns to life in the end. It's really good.

"You... believe it?"

"Would you believe me if I said I didn't believe it?"

Even I don't know the answer to this question, so there is no way to answer it for her.

"I don't believe it, at least not completely. If you really want to say it, I believe you may choose to leave me because..."

"Because I've never been confident, have I?"

She nodded, the word "unconfident" has appeared many times in our conversation tonight, and anyone can see that it seems to be the key to such a "sad" ending.

"But I never believe that you will ask her for money. We have been in love for two years, and my understanding of you, if not the deepest, is already deep."

I don't know her well, so she asked me for it, and no one could tell what it was detected by this check.

"Then you...?" Since the check failed to convince you, Mrs. Ji must have other tricks behind her.

"I went to the unit where you worked before I left to find you, your supervisor, and she told me that you did resign three years ago and left Beijing. And Xiao Wang, that colleague who has always had a good relationship with you, also remember?"

I nodded, of course I remembered that she was a cheerful little girl, very familiar with her, although I didn't deliberately get along with her, but somehow our relationship was very good in the eyes of outsiders.

But thinking about it now, it seems that her relationship with everyone in our unit seems to be very good.

"She told me in person that you had a new girlfriend, and she even asked me why we broke up?"

Oh I got it.It seems that Mrs. Ji really put a lot of effort into it. If she guessed correctly, she had already bought the director of the company and Xiao Wang in advance, and each of them had a script. After seeing Ji Luojue, she would read it according to the script.Maybe, it's not just the two of them that our company has been bought off. If I were Mrs. Ji, since I don't need money, it's safe to buy everyone in the company, so what's the problem?

The bad thing is, this little Wang once ran into me and Ji Luojue dating together, and we didn't intend to hide it at that time, so we told the truth about the relationship between the couple, so she made up the rumor that I have a new girlfriend, Ji Luojue It is easier to believe.

In addition, she always knew that I was not confident in our relationship, so she accepted the fact that I was "betrayed" when she was disheartened.Poor Ji Luojue, I can imagine that she must have been very sad during that time, after all, this is what I have experienced, it hurts to the bone and hurts my heart!

"What happened next?" I looked at her with some distress and asked softly.

"I think it's actually good. You are with me and carefully maintain this relationship every day, and you are worried all the time in your heart that you will lose it at any time. It is not comfortable for you to live such a life. You can find your new partner and happiness. Actually...it's pretty good, I should bless you."

"Really? Do you really think so in your heart?"

She smiled "hehe": "Yes, really, I think about it every day, but I don't think about it from the bottom of my heart, I force myself to think about it. Otherwise, life without you is really uncomfortable and I don't know how to live .”

I was silent, and my heart seemed to be dripping with blood because of the sad expression on her face and pathetic words.Time goes back to a year ago. At that time, even though I have been abandoned for three years, every time I think of her, think of the beauty of the past, my heart is always in pain like tearing, holding the diary while writing and crying , I really don't even want to think about it.

"For nearly half a year, I locked myself at home, didn't go out, and didn't see any guests. Except for my mother and Brother Chu, I basically cut off all contact with the outside world. In fact, don't you think it's strange? Obviously, I didn't have any in the previous three years. With you by my side, I thought I was already used to it, but why am I still so sad?"

She turned her head to look at me and smiled, with crystal tears in her eyes, which made my heart ache.

How could it be the same?In those three years, at least there was persistence and faith that would last forever. Although the thoughts were difficult, there was always a strong hope in my heart.But after three years of suffering and sin, she came back and suffered such a cold and heavy blow. No matter how strong her mentality was, she would definitely be shattered by one blow.

The most indispensable thing for people is hope and faith. If they are deprived of these two things, it will be more uncomfortable than death.

"Then what did you do...?"

I don't know whether to say forgiveness or what, because there doesn't seem to be a suitable word to put here.But fortunately Ji Luojue understood what I said, she took a deep breath, as if trying to wake herself up from the heart-wrenching sad memories.

Gently wiping away the teardrops at the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, she smiled softly: "People always have to look forward, no matter how sad they are, they still have to live. Isn't it said that women will be in a good mood as long as they spend money? Then I will Going out to go shopping, maybe you will go to the back of your head when you go shopping."

Her jokes only made me feel more sad and uncomfortable when I heard them.

"Money is really a good thing. It can buy people's feelings and a good mood. I shuttle between shopping malls every day and buy everything at home. The room is piled up like a warehouse, but my mother sees She still feels very happy. I think, she must think that I am completely cured, after all, I can still be alive and have so much energy to go shopping, it is better than staying at home like a living dead."

Looking at her face with a strong smile, and lightly talking about the plot that made my life worse than death, I felt dull in my heart, as if I was being hit by a big hammer with a sledgehammer. Unspeakably uncomfortable, he unconsciously raised his hand to caress her face.

The phone in my pocket made a "ding" sound, or it was a text message, or other messages, but I didn't have the slightest intention to check it.

Ji Luojue grabbed my hand and held it to her chest, and the expression on her face gradually became more relaxed.Maybe the pain of loss is too clear and unacceptable, only the most real and intimate contact can heal the scars in my heart a little bit.

"Actually, it's really good to want to go shopping now." She looked at me and smiled, the light in her eyes became much brighter: "If I hadn't met your college roommate Xiaojuan when I was shopping, I wouldn't have come here from now on. She indirectly learned that you didn't have a girlfriend when you left, and you have been single for so many years."

Xiaojuan?I suddenly realized: No wonder she mentioned Ji Luojue during the chat two days ago, so it was this time.but……

"Just based on such a piece of news that is difficult to determine whether it is true or false, you believe that everything before is false, and then come back to me with all your heart?"

"How should I say it?" Ji Luojue looked at me and smiled: "This can only be regarded as a reason or an excuse for myself, maybe I have always been hard to let go of your departure, but I can't let go of my so-called self-esteem to persuade myself to go to you. After all, it sounds a bit too cheap to say that you were abandoned, and you still have to chase after him while licking your face."

She doesn't mind smearing herself so unscrupulously, but I find it very ironic when she hears it. She can do this for me without hesitation, but what have I done for her?

"It's also fortunate that I came, right? Facts have proved that you really didn't abandon me, Xiao Er, I knew it."

Ji Luojue looked at me with affection in her eyes: "Xiao Er, now everything is clear, we have not done anything wrong to each other, and we are still in love, why not continue..."

Before she could finish her sentence, the phone in my pocket rang suddenly.

Subconsciously, I took it out and held it in front of my eyes. The two large characters Xiao Xiao that were shining on the screen immediately hit my heart, and my brain, which was a little turbulent and chaotic, suddenly woke up.

"I... I'll answer the phone first..."

After I finished speaking in a panic, I got up and went back to the bedroom. I don't know why I subconsciously wanted to avoid Ji Luojue to answer this call.

"Cheng Er?" As soon as the phone was connected, Xiao Xiao's eager voice came over immediately: "Are you okay?"

"Huh? Oh, it's okay."

"It's okay, why didn't you reply to the text message I sent just now? Didn't you promise to report to me when I got home? I waited and waited and didn't come back. I didn't reply after I sent a message. I thought something happened to you? "

It was only then that I realized that the phone rang just now was a message from Xiao Xiao. I was stopped by Ji Luojue as soon as I got home after dropping her off. I really forgot to report her safety.