[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

The most useless thing in the world is regret.

The favor of fate is even more rare.Zhong Zizhen has always understood this point, so he knows that even if he is lucky enough to be reborn once, he will be cautious along the way. Not all misfortunes have a chance to be redeemed—afraid that Zhongli Mo will suffer misfortune again, and Du Yiming will be plotted against. Everywhere is dangerous enough to kill.

It's not that he didn't imagine the possibility of Josh's death.But that's never the case.So Zhong Zizhen never thought that Josh's death would make him so sad, didn't he... Josh's letter thoroughly explained Josh's difficulties and struggles, as well as Josh's innocence in this life. Indifference and precaution murdered Josh, who was full of self-blame. Is it because of the mistakes and guilt he made in this matter that made him so sad?

Or, during the time we got along a few days ago, I had a strange feeling for Josh, but I just didn't admit it or face it squarely, which caused the pain to my bone marrow now?Zhong Zizhen didn't know, but felt that it was extremely cold. Even if his two most important people were by his side now, he still felt that it was terrible to be alone in the big world.

Is he... killing the person he likes with his own hands?

I don't know how long it took, Zhong Zizhen felt that his whole body was going to freeze. When he couldn't feel anything except suffocating dullness, he stretched out a hand, put it on Zhong Zizhen's shoulder, and shook it firmly.

Zhong Zizhen raised his head slowly, it was Du Yiming.But it seems that there is something more, which is a little strange.

"Zizhen, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself..." Du Yiming lowered his eyelids, and slowly pulled Josh out of Zhong Zizhen's embrace with his hands, and put him gently on the bed. He straightened Josh's clothes, put Josh's arms by his side, stepped back two steps and stood beside Zhong Zizhen, with a dull voice, "Josh definitely doesn't want to see you like this."

If this is Josh's own choice.

Du Yiming looked at Josh's peaceful expression as if he was asleep, if Josh could really rest in peace, what else could he do?Du Yiming clenched his hands into fists fiercely by his side, the grief in his heart almost overwhelmed him, this feeling as if he lost the whole world...

This time, he still failed to save Josh.

Why can't such a good person have a good ending?Du Yiming's eyes were red, thinking of what should be called the past life, he saw Josh's concealment and repression more clearly, and felt more and more for Josh, but also understood Josh... Living like this, Quilt Zhen has always been Living on guard may not be as good as it is now.

To die to save Zizhen, is it a worthy death?

He should be happy for Josh, finally able to free himself from his sins, and use the end of his life to end everything.Even his unspoken love will be sealed forever with Josh's departure.He couldn't blame him.

At the end of the last life, Josh also hesitated for a moment, but he didn't realize that struggle, let himself die, and failed to save Josh, let him be dragged into the swamp by life.He can't blame Zhong Zizhen, Zhong Zizhen is his best brother, and it's only natural for him to come back with memories and guard against Josh?

I was aggrieved to the extreme, but I didn't even have a vent.Du Yiming wanted to laugh, but his heart ached more and more, this was his punishment, right?He had a chance, had a chance in both lifetimes, and could help Josh... Du Yiming closed his eyes and suppressed all his emotions in his chest. When he raised his eyes, the fluctuations in his eyes had returned to calm. One clear thought remains—

He will end the end of the world that took Josh's life, and bring back the beautiful world that Josh longed for, even though that world did not bring much warmth to Josh.

But this is what Josh wants.He will do anything.Josh also wouldn't want to see anyone blame himself for his death, he didn't want his death to be a torture to his friends.Although Josh never said it, Du Yiming knew that he would do what he should do according to Josh's wishes.

Although the world without Josh is just a painting that has lost its color, the rest is nothing but black and white.

Zhong Zizhen slammed his fist on the ground hard, clenching his teeth tightly. Zhong Zizhen knelt on the ground and let out a low growl like a wounded beast. There was a heart-rending pain from his fist, and big tears fell on the ground. Was it his fault?How could it not be his fault?If it wasn't for his self-righteous desire to make the last temptation, how could Josh follow them on that dangerous mission?If he hadn't been so, so bastard, giving priority to using spiritual spring water on Josh, how could Josh—

wait!Spirit spring water!Zhong Zizhen's heart was agitated. He obviously used spiritual spring water on Josh. He had tried it before, as long as he was not completely dead, even if he still had a breath, he could be saved!

But only for a moment, Zhong Zizhen was discouraged again, the living people will not have such a cold temperature, which freezes the blood of people.Spiritual spring water is not omnipotent, it cannot bring the dead back to life... Zhong Zizhen was disheartened, but the people around him moved. Zhong Zizhen raised his head, only to find that Du Yiming hugged Josh.

Spotting Zhong Zizhen's gaze, Du Yiming paused and explained, "Josh's last wish...be cremated and drift with the sea." Out of selfishness, he will keep a small part, so that he can treat Josh as if he was still with him. Is your side not so lonely?

Zhongli nodded hurriedly, and it is not a solution to keep Josh here... People will always rot when they die, and he doesn't want to see that.Josh should always be so clean, instead of being polluted by nasty microbial parasites and slowly rotting away.

Zhong Zizhen opened his eyes wide in astonishment, looked at Du Yiming in disbelief, and found that Du Yiming's face was full of seriousness, he immediately dodged to block in front of Du Yiming, knelt for too long, suddenly Zhong Zizhen made a move Staggering, but still stopped Du Yiming, he almost stopped every word, looking at Du Yiming with stern eyes, "Impossible! You are not allowed to do this!"

Du Yiming didn't speak, Zhong Limo looked at Zhong Zizhen in pain, almost crying again, and said in a sad voice, "Brother, but... Josh is already dead..."

There was a bang.Zhong Zizhen trembled all over, but his feet still didn't move a step, and he moved his lips without saying anything.