[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

The next day, Xiao Mu and Lu Jin tacitly agreed, or pretended nothing happened at the same time, and kept silent about what happened last night, just like a dream. After waking up, they didn't remember anything. The two still get along as before, and in private, they are like young couples in love. Drinking white water feels sweet, and nothing seems to have changed.

However, after breakfast, Lu Jin didn't go to work as usual, but stayed at home. Xiao Mu was surprised and laughed, and teased Lu Jin not to "make mistakes because of sex", Lu Jin smiled and gave Xiao Mu the head With a slap and a kiss, Xiao Mu smiled like a little fox, looking at Lu Jin with a smile on his face.

Lu Jin's heart melted when he saw it, and he replied seriously that the boss is also a human being, and he needs to rest. The boss should have privileges, and should rest even more.To this statement, Xiao Mu just curled his lips, what should he do.

From this day on, Lu Jin is at home, no, it should be said that he spends more time with Xiao Mu, Lu is on track, and he no longer has as many things to worry about as before. Besides, the reason why he is so anxious to stabilize The purpose of the company is to allow himself and Xiao Mu to live a stable life. Now that Xiao Mu's situation is so bad, he doesn't want to put the cart before the horse.

The gardener, cook, butler, because of the "departure" of Xiao's family, the Lu residence, which has become empty and deserted, has once again become more angry. Lu Jin hopes that this will also make Xiao Mu feel more energetic. Even if it can't, at least it will Can help him watch, after all, he is not a god, no matter how much he pays attention, it is impossible to notice it all the time, and excessive attention is too unnatural, and Xiao Mu will notice it.

In addition, Lu Jin often finds time to take Xiao Mu out to play and relax. There are water parks, theme parks, labyrinths and other artificial landscapes nearby. When the time is long, he will choose some scenic spots Traveling to places with different scenery, I hope that Xiao Mu can open up his mind a little bit, and dissipate all the stagnant gloom.

This is also the first piece of advice Xiao Mu's psychiatrist gave him.

You can play as much as you want, let Xiao Mu participate in it as much as possible, experience the joy and beauty of life, and reduce the gloom in his heart, but extreme sports and events must be banned - there are some sayings on the Internet that extreme sports are a good Venting will allow people to vent out the accumulated pressure and depression. In fact, it is very dangerous for people with suicidal tendencies.For example, bungee jumping, for ordinary people, is indeed very exciting, and will later recall the psychological ease brought about by weightlessness and falling, but if a person with suicidal tendencies watches and plays, it is very likely that he will become more suicidal. Suicidal tendencies are more serious.

Of course, Lu Jin fully complied with these.

To be honest, he is more afraid of accidents than anyone else.

This is also the reason why Xiao Mu has a psychiatrist.Lu Jin originally didn't want Xiao Mu to be analyzed as a medical case. At that time, he didn't realize the seriousness of the problem. Later, he discovered Xiao Mu's strange behavior. Dazed, at that time Lu Jin didn't know that this kind of behavior was called "suicidal tendencies", but simply felt that it was very dangerous, Xiao Mu seemed to leave him, at this level, Lu Jin had to let go of his worries— ——He recorded Xiao Mu's situation in detail, including Xiao Mu's usual behavior, what Xiao Mu told about his childhood, Xiao Mu's paranoia, etc., and then contacted the top psychiatrist in China, and the two made an appointment to meet each other. Jin handed these materials to the doctor for review. The doctor looked serious and concluded that Xiao Mu's condition was very serious just based on the words. If he wanted to treat him, he needed to get close to Xiao Mu himself.

So that day, the middle-aged son of the old gardener at home came to see him.

When the psychiatrist saw Xiao Mu for the first time, he couldn't see any psychological problems in Xiao Mu at all—his smile was sincere and polite.At that time, the psychiatrist just clicked, and it was just like what Lu Jin said, "The normal appearance conceals the madness inside."The psychiatrist stayed at Lu's house for a week, and then went to Lu's house from time to time to help "the gardener's father". He had more contact with Xiao Mu, and gradually discovered Xiao Mu's problem—Xiao Mu's condition was not just a personality disorder, he The situation is more complicated and trickier. There are faint symptoms of schizophrenia, but it is not true after careful observation. It is consistent with Lu Jin's intuition that the doctor also wants to avoid Xiao Mu, that is, Xiao Mu's condition should be kept secret from Xiao Mu. , Xiao Mu acted like a normal person, subconsciously resisting treatment, the more normal, the more defensive he was, he was actually surprised how Xiao Mu let Lu Jin discover his illness.

Xiao Mu's resistance made it impossible for the doctor to intervene and treat him, let alone find out the cause of Xiao Mu's cause and treat the symptoms through intervention.

For this reason, Xiao Yushi and Liu Xianshan from the nursing home were raised and questioned again, which made Lu Jin very annoyed. Only then did she feel that she could be called a mother!Regarding Xiao Mu's childhood, apart from being obedient, sensible and quiet, she can't tell any other details!Xiao Yushi, on the other hand, broke down emotionally and said a lot of words that I don't know whether they are true or not——

For example, Xiao Mu's dead eyes, for example, Xiao Mu was bullied when he was a child, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, for example, of Xiao Mu who was bullied when she was a child.

Xiao Yushi was originally a little bit insane, and there was no way to verify what she said, and her personal emotions were too strong. Regarding Xiao Mu's childhood, nearly ten years have passed, and no one else can remember so much except her own parents.The psychiatrist was silent for a long time after hearing this, probably judging the truth of it...

Driving the psychiatrist home, the doctor sighed before going upstairs, and his frown did not loosen. He said that he would do his best to treat Xiao Mu, but he still suggested that Lu Jin find an opportunity early to let Xiao Mu It is good to receive comprehensive treatment.

Lu Jin didn't want to.The psychiatrist also knew this, and said that he was a little too strong, and asked Lu Jin to adapt to the situation and not act rashly. He would formulate a corresponding treatment plan as soon as possible according to Xiao Mu's situation, and follow up the whole process.

What worries Lu Jin is that such a gentle treatment is becoming less and less effective. It is like a quick-acting painkiller. At the beginning, half a tablet will have a miraculous effect. After more, you have to increase the dose. No—two years have passed, Xiao Mu still resists this treatment, but the time of dazed mind is getting longer and longer, and the actions taken under distraction are also more and more, but after "waking up", he will quickly make Response, a few words to cover up the past.

Is it normal?Probably also normal.It's not normal, it's really weird, and it makes the hair stand on end.

Lu Jin was lying on the bed, holding Xiao Mu in his arms, but it didn't relieve his anxiety at all. The feeling of losing Xiao Mu kept haunting him, making him unable to sleep at night, for fear that after he fell asleep, Xiao Mu will quietly leave him like last time, and never come back.

Lu Jin looked at Xiao Mu in his arms with a peaceful sleeping face through the bright moonlight outside the window. He could imagine that if Xiao Mu woke up now, what he would see were those eyes that made people breathless.What was Xiao Mu like at this time in his previous life?He only remembers the figure on the fencing field, but his face has long been blurred. In his last life, it was really his last life, so far away... But now he only has this person in his arms in his eyes and heart.

Even if he no longer has a sunny and cute smile all the time, and the dullness and gloom he unconsciously shows are shocking, in the past two years, Xiao Mu has fewer moments of pretending. This is progress, but it is also frustrating progress.Lu Jin put his lips on Xiao Mu's forehead, and one day, Xiao Mu would walk out of all the gloom and smile sincerely again.The most beautiful thing is nothing more than a orchid rising from the abyss, surrounded by a small green snake, circling its stem and its leaves, although they are two things, they are one.

The gardener always talked about the Dutch tulips at home, and wanted to introduce them back to plant them. Lu Jin listened, and became concerned. As a trip for Xiao Mu's birthday, Lu Jin brought Xiao Mu to the Netherlands, and lived in the countryside of the Netherlands. The busy and fast-paced life in the city is full of blue sky, vast land, peaceful and leisure life, and large tulips in full bloom.It's just that the gardener is too old to take the plane, so the gardener's "son" came instead.

It has to be said that Lu Jin put in a lot of effort to treat Xiao Mu under the conditions now. At the beginning, just to persuade Zuo Rui, the persistent suitor, to give up Xiao Mu, Lu Jin racked his brains. Fortunately, Zuo Rui was also busy at that time, and all the troublemakers were targeting Zuo Rui, and Xiao Mu's attitude towards Zuo Rui was really cold. Lu Jin also confessed Xiao Mu's illness, and put everything on the table. On the balance, let Zuo Rui weigh - if he gives up pursuing Xiao Mu, Lu Jin will grow the company and serve as his loyal white background after taking control of the Zuo family; if he doesn't give up, let Xiao Mu go black. Even if Xiao Mu is destroyed, Lu Jin will not let him go even if the whole family fights.

Of course, Zuo Rui was not that easy to persuade. He felt that Xiao Mu was born for him, but Lu Jin made it clear and made a compromise after weighing it over and over again. Zuo Rui reluctantly agreed, and temporarily let go of his own thoughts. Once Xiao Mu recovers, he will still pursue Xiao Mu.

He has no shortage of time to wait.

So in the past two years, Zuo Rui's attitude has returned to the time when he was not explicit. Although he appeared by Xiao Mu's side from time to time, those ambiguous actions and molesting words disappeared completely after witnessing Xiao Mu's change. Believe what Lu Jin said, they have been gangsters for a long time, killing is just one thing, human life becomes worthless, maybe Xiao Mu is just born like this?But seeing Xiao Mu revealing the darkness in his heart day by day, Zuo Rui felt startled——

What kind of eyes are those!In the dark night, the thick liquid can drown people.

During a trip on a boat, Zuo Rui also saw Xiao Mu standing by the railing on the deck, staring fixedly at the sea. The scene was so depressing that even the bright blue in the sky was stained with ink and dimmed. , or Lu Jin went over and took Xiao Mu down with the same attitude as usual, Xiao Mu's face finally changed slightly, the despair and death in the flickering eyes, and then realized that Zuo Rui After recovering from his existence, he smiled and said that his watch fell into the sea, so he stood on the side to watch it.

Such a change made Zuo Rui clearly realize that what Lu Jin said was light, and he was very glad that he didn't go his own way at that time, otherwise what he got would not be a wife who stabilized his internal affairs, but...

At this point, Zuo Rui also understood that he no longer had a chance.

Those two were a world unto themselves.

Fortunately, Lu Jin is already a general under him. When the old man steps down and he returns to control the Zuo family, he will have a loyal and powerful Baidao assistant who is no worse than himself.Zuo Rui turned his back on Xiao Mu, not because he was disappointed, but because he understood what he wanted more. He didn't alienate Xiao Mu and Xiao Mu just because he gave up on Xiao Mu, but sincerely offered help. Country M is the most famous Dr. Zhang, a doctor of neurology and psychology, was surprised to ask him to take charge of Xiao Mu's treatment together with Dr. Zhang, a psychiatrist hired by Lu Jin.

It's just that the doctor of country M is a foreigner with obvious appearance characteristics, it is difficult to have the opportunity to get close to Xiao Mu, so the two will divide the work and cooperate. Even so, Xiao Mu's situation is still not optimistic.

After nearly ten days of sightseeing in the Netherlands, a group of people packed up their luggage and returned. This time, there may be twists and turns. The head of the family is seriously ill, and the Zuo family is about to be in turmoil.