[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

Lu Jin had already dropped out of school, he didn't think it was meaningful to continue studying at school, at first some teachers persuaded him, but of course Lu Jin refused, after that he got the Lu family to take control of the situation with lightning speed, and then No one came to persuade him, but more people took a wait-and-see attitude—see if this young man is really capable of supporting the Lu family, and then decide whether to make friends or stay away, in order to bring the greatest benefits for himself .

Lu Jin dropped out of school, but Xiao Mu was still in Huajing No. [-] Middle School. He returned to school just in time for the last day of the final exam. It is unavoidable that the name appears in the middle and lower positions, and the white jade adds flaws, which is very repulsive.

The winter vacation came like this, and it was very ordinary - Lu Jin was very busy, the Lu family had just changed the helm, and experienced such storms, many things needed to be done by Lu Jin himself, but fortunately, Lu Jin was already able to deal with these things with ease, Originally, he had this talent and courage, coupled with the advantages brought to him by his rebirth, he could accurately locate the development direction of the Lu family. The company's development has been very smooth on the whole, and it has risen rapidly and occupied a certain share in the market. , As long as it is maintained for a period of time, it will be able to develop stably.Such methods, long-term vision, and decision-making ability are actually shocking for a person of Lu Jin's age, and they also make people look up to him. Even old foxes need to say something about Lu Jin objectively. Indeed some ability.

There are no really stupid people in the circle of Huajing Regal House. Compared with myself, those who used to be classmates with Lu Jin in Huajing No. [-] Middle School, I can’t help but have to weigh more in my heart. Based on the current development situation, the Lu family must be prosperous. These are enough Let them maintain respect and friendliness to Lu Jin, and this attitude naturally extended to Xiao Mu.

Lu Jin's attitude towards Xiao Mu was quite clear, so that everyone in the company was polite to Xiao Mu, and it was also reflected in the attitude of the students after Xiao Mu returned to school in spring - people go to high places, water flows to low places, this It's common sense, Xiao Mu's identity was just a stepson in the past, even if there were hidden feelings in it, Xiao Mu was just an illegitimate child, how much better than a stepson?And since they haven't been around for so many years, the room for development is too limited; and now, the Lu family, no, the Xiao family, including Xiao Liling, have all been put into a nursing home by Lu Jin, and Xiao Mu is left alone, not because he is tired of pampering It doesn't look like indifference and torment to raise the disabled, it's not much different from the good relationship between the two in the past, or even better, there is a big plan to train Xiao Mu, so it has to be taken seriously.

Whether it is brotherly love, or Lu Jin's cat and mouse game, or Xiao Mu dormant for revenge, or both, are people's inner thoughts, but it is normal on the surface. Because Xiao Yushi couldn't even listen to Xiao Mu's satirical words about those things, and he stayed on the front line, so he didn't have to do those superfluous actions.

He Shuoran approached Xiao Mu once after school started, and said that he was going to follow in Lu Jin's footsteps to exercise. Originally, he wanted to say something, but seeing Xiao Mu with his eyes downcast and a gentle smile on his lips, he looked as gentle as ever He Shuoran suddenly felt that the distance between him and Xiao Mu was suddenly far away, and thousands of mountains and rivers appeared in the space separated by him in an instant. Thinking back to Zuo Rui's "blowing flute" at the beginning, Xiao Mu smiled innocently and said that he understood the meaning, because Xiao Mu said that with indifference, so he never thought about it... the bitterness in his heart is unspeakable, He Shuoran still didn't say anything, just shook his head with a wry smile, as if he had been hit by something, his eyes lingered on Xiao Mu for a long time, and finally turned around and left decisively.

It's funny, he always thought it was the silent gentleness of nourishing things, why never thought it was casual indifference, He Shuoran left with a smile, but the corners of his eyes were a little moist, he thought Lu Jin was right, he was really selfish, and... ...never understood that handsome boy.

The enthusiasm in his eyes faded, and He Shuoran's back became resolute. When he came back again, he was qualified to stand by Xiao Mu's side, to really interact with each other with an equal attitude, and then to understand Xiao Mu.No matter what happens in it, he can't turn back.

He Shuoran never looked for Xiao Mu again, and his sense of presence in the school became very weak. Even if he saw him, he just passed by in a hurry, like a passerby. Not long after, he heard the news that He Shuoran was going abroad.

Of course, these things are like pebbles falling into the sea, and the ripples only appear for a moment and disappear without a trace. The impact on others is minimal and can be ignored.

Life is still as calm as ever.

The first young master Zuo is much more difficult to deal with than the third young master Zuo. He is cautious and careful, and his actions are concealed without leaving any evidence. Most of them are commercial traps, and most of them directly attack Zuo Rui's company, and the key is also in Zuo Rui's hand. Afterwards, Lu Jin handed it over to the Zuo family through the confidants of the head of the Zuo family. After a long time, it seemed that the Lu family, Lu Jin and Xiao Mu had withdrawn from the circle of their struggle.The threat of personal safety is getting farther and farther away from Lu Jin and Xiao Mu.

This made Lu Jin slightly relieved.

Although he was still busy, at least he didn't have to worry about what happened to Xiao Mu. As long as he looked forward to the future, Lu Jin would not feel mentally tired at all, and when he hugged Xiao Mu to sleep at night, it would be extremely sweet.Although Lu Jin was busy, he did not ignore Xiao Mu. He slept together in the same bed at night, and took Xiao Mu to the company from time to time during the winter vacation. He was working, and Xiao Mu would pass the time on the sofa in his office. Xiao Mu never showed himself in front of anyone other than him... Lu Jin was a little afraid that loneliness would make Xiao Mu sink deeper and deeper into the abyss.

Lu Jin thought that he had done a good enough job, and Xiao Mu also performed well. The two sometimes looked at each other and smiled, and when they were having fun, he could see the real smile on Xiao Mu's face, and the starlight in his eyes, shining brightly. .He thought he lit up the darkness in Xiao Mu's heart.

But it turns out he was wrong.

Finally, the company got on the right track, and Lu Jin, who had relieved a little pressure on his body, once again shouldered a heavy burden. His heart seemed to be pressed down by a huge stone, and all the ease disappeared completely—the shadow was like a curtain covering him. His heart surrounded his thoughts.

It was a night, the night was beautiful, and the night wind was very fresh.

Lu Jin was half asleep and half asleep, his arms contracted but he didn't feel the person in his arms. He looked at the night vision clock next to the bed, and it was obvious that one o'clock was the time for him to sleep soundly. He thought Xiao Mu was going to the bathroom or drinking water or something. Yes, Lu Jin waited for a while and didn't hear any movement, there was no light coming from the bathroom, and there was no sound in the whole house.Suddenly, Lu Jin's heart ached. He lifted the quilt, put on his coat, opened the door and walked out.

There is no light in the house.

Lu Jin's heart seemed to have fallen into the water. As time went by, it gradually became cold like his body exposed to the slightly cold air. After the company got on the right track, his body was not on the verge of exhaustion. Getting into bed before that is a boon, every minute of sleep is precious, he doesn't wake up in the middle of the night like this, so he doesn't know if such a scene has appeared for the first time, or the first time he has discovered it.

Like a ghost, Lu Jin carefully looked for Xiao Mu's figure in the house.

Finally, Lu Jin found Xiao Mu on the open-air balcony on the second floor. Xiao Mu was standing by the guardrail, with his hands propped on the guardrail and his back facing Lu Jin. Night Breeze pressed the large pajamas tightly against his thin body He raised his shoulder-length hair, revealing his fair cheeks and those dark eyes.

Without a trace of light, Xiao Mu's beautiful eyes were filled with nothingness, staring lifelessly at the ground not far away.For a moment, Lu Jin felt that Xiao Mu was about to jump. This kind of thought made him feel a sharp pain in his heart, and he accidentally kicked the decorative cabinet with his feet, breaking the silence of the room.

Xiao Mu turned around when he heard the sound, Lu Jin suppressed the panic in his heart, and managed to smile, his voice was soft and hoarse, "Mu Mu, why did you come here? I can't sleep to see the scenery, I recently You are not busy anymore, how nice it is to call me together, I have missed such a good romance."

Lu Jin tilted his head jokingly, walked to Xiao Mu's side naturally, took off his coat, put it on Xiao Mu's shoulders, and took Xiao Mu into his arms.I don't know how long the wind has been blowing. Xiao Mu's body is so cold that Lu Jin's hands tremble a little. Pressing Xiao Mu's icy smiling face on his neck, Lu Jin hisses, but his hands are He hugged Xiao Mu even tighter, and tried his best to warm the people around him with his broad embrace and body temperature, "Night Breeze is very nice, but it's just a little colder, why don't I wrap the quilt around us, and by the way To be able to wait for the sunrise, to wait for the first ray of sunlight to shine on your face, must be the most beautiful scenery in the world..."

Embracing Xiao Mu, Lu Jin whispered some small wishes in his nice voice, there were traces of smiles in his voice, real and warm, no different from usual, how could he pretend to be calm and trembling But his fingertips showed his truest thoughts—he was afraid!He panicked!

Those eyes are the eyes that want to die!

What exactly happened, made Xiao Mu to be in just a few months... Or, the truth that Xiao Mu showed in front of him was just the tip of the iceberg, the real madness was still suppressed in Xiao Mu's heart, until one day it erupted Come out and completely destroy Xiao Mu?

The heart seemed to be twisted by one hand, and Lu Jin was almost convulsed in pain, but he still smiled and tried his best to comfort Xiao Mu—even though he had to admit that he knew too little about Xiao Mu. Xiao Mu told him, he didn't know how much Xiao Mu still concealed, but he affirmed the relationship between him and Xiao Mu - now that Xiao Mu is standing here, it is Xiao Mu's most affectionate confession to him; All the expressionless faces are the most intense struggle in the thorny hell.

Xiao Mu has such a strong suicidal tendency, which is a kind of torture for him, but how easy is it for Xiao Mu himself? !

The nose was sore, and the eye sockets seemed to be hot. Lu Jin pretended to be cold and sniffed his nose and smiled, hugged Xiao Mu into his arms, and sighed softly, "Mu Mu, it's really cold outside, go back to the bedroom with brother ? Let's go back to the bedroom and get ready for me to drive with you to see the scenery tomorrow night, shall we?"

At the end, there was a hint of prayer unconsciously in those warm words, which made people feel pain in their hearts. He was born again for revenge, and he once made a wish that he would not be willing to compromise again in this life. Have you ever thought about being so weak?

All his weaknesses and happiness are tied to this one person.

Lu Jin knew that Xiao Mu's problem should not be underestimated. He didn't dare to take Xiao Mu to see a psychiatrist. Xiao Mu never thought he was sick, and even felt faintly excited about his abnormality. It is one of the worst ways to deal with it, so Lu Jin squeezed out some scattered time in his spare time, read some academic materials of psychological research, analyzed the psychology after the behavior, and also learned some things from the psychiatrist. Very gentle and very small psychological intervention methods will not have any immediate effect, but long-term persistence can have a good effect on relieving emotions. There have been many successful clinical precedents, and the effect after application is also good. Others——Since Xiao Mu recovered from his injury, Xiao Mu's desire to kill has disappeared, and he will not suddenly use force to suppress him and talk. At night, the two will exchange a kiss, and they will also express their unhappiness in love. He even kicked him out of bed angrily once, and fell asleep angrily—Lu Jin almost felt that, apart from his own busyness, this was the ideal state of life he pursued.

He has been fine all the time, he thought Xiao Mu was slowly overcoming himself, slowly getting out of the shadow of the past.Apparently he was thinking too simply. From this point of view, Xiao Mu was still acting perfect except for the aspect of being in love with him, but he let down his vigilance because of Xiao Mu's true self displayed in the love, and he didn't notice Xiao Mu just got sicker and worse——

What a serious mistake, he almost lost him!The trembling of Lu Jin's fingertips couldn't stop no matter what. He couldn't imagine how long it would have taken him to discover this dangerous situation if he hadn't woken up in the middle of the night today. Lu Jin hugged Xiao Mu even tighter, as if It's like wanting to melt Xiao Mu into his body, nervous and cherishing.

Lu Jin's excessive strength hooped Xiao Mu's shoulders, which made his dead eyes flicker. He stretched out his hand and pinched the clothes on Lu Jin's waist. Xiao Mu buried his face in Lu Jin's chest, shrinking back. His own cold body.

There is a response!Lu Jin was overjoyed, kissed Xiao Mu's hair, and said something softly. Although he didn't get a response, Xiao Mu came back from his own world to give him a response. In fact, it was an affirmation of his words. He knew that Xiao Mu Mu could hear his words, that's what he wanted to do, to weave a network with gentleness and warmth, trap Xiao Mu in it, make Xiao Mu feel guilty, and reluctant to leave this world.

After finishing speaking, he lightly kissed Xiao Mu on the cheek, Lu Jin hugged Xiao Mu, went all the way back to their room, covered the quilt again, Lu Jin hugged Xiao Mu, the feeling of regaining it made him feel like fighting a battle Tired, but so, so happy to want to cry.

Xiao Mu stretched out his hand to caress Lu Jin's cheek, no emotion could be seen in his cold pool-like eyes, he leaned to Lu Jin's side and kissed his lips, Lu Jin's hands and feet wrapped around Xiao Mu more and more tenderly, the kiss was indeed soothing. Good way, after a kiss that was as lingering as possible, Lu Jin pushed Xiao Mu into his arms and said "Go to sleep" with a smile, but the burden in his heart was not the slightest bit.

After Xiao Mu fell asleep, Lu Jin let out a long breath towards the ceiling, Xiao Mu couldn't go on like this, he had to change his strategy.