Wraith Online

Song Xi likes the fragrance of red maple drifting by, lingering around the nostrils and leaving a soft and ambiguous temperature, just like the lullaby that my sister hummed softly when she was a child when she fell asleep with him in her arms every cold and dead night.Warm and comfortable, it is his precious memory.But since his sister was bewitched by that person, he never had the chance to hear such a tune again.It was replaced by a mournful neighing, with tides of despair and deep desire, mixed with evil spirits, sneaky, flickering and mutilated faces, eroding every dull dream of him.

For him, the knocking sound in the rain outside the door at this time is a kind of relief.

"Who...why are you here?" He was wearing a dark gray funeral gown, the loose hem of which was constantly swaying in the cold wind, and his dark brown eyes turned pale when he recognized the slender figure who was already haggard and barely standing outside the door. become dark and dark.

He asked: "Who hurt you? You ran here without an umbrella, do you think your life is long?"

This red maple rain came suddenly and ferociously, as if it wanted to brutally devour everything in the world.The person outside the door was handsome and handsome, with a hint of worry and worry in his brows. If he hadn't ignored his pale cheeks, bloodless lips, and trembling thin body, Song Xi would have been hard-pressed to see the path of being trapped. Who is the figure wrapped in despair.

The figure swayed, and he seemed to have difficulty even standing up.When he spoke weakly, his voice trembled and could not make notes, and was instantly torn apart by the sound of rustling rain.It took a long time for Song Xi to hear a few words from his mouth.

"……sorry……"

Song Xi took a long breath and then sighed heavily. He pushed open the door, and, like the first time they met, reached out and grabbed the man's icy white wrist, pulled him into the inner room, and cut a pot of hot tea.

"I was planning to look for you, but you came here by yourself. What happened to make you torment yourself like this, and the surname Shen doesn't want you anymore?" He was just joking, but he keenly noticed the figure of the person in front of him. He froze suddenly when he heard a name.

Passed the hot tea to the opposite side, but there was still no response.Song Xi frowned, and sternly yelled, "Speak up, Kou Fei!!"

As if just waking up from a dream, the figure on the opposite side shuddered suddenly, then slowly raised his head and looked forward.

Only then did Song Xi realize that his eyes were already red.

Like a flame that burns away all hope, the irreparable crimson.

Trying to suppress the unknown anger in his chest for a while, Song Xi quickly took out a talisman from his arms, gritted his teeth and said, "If you don't say anything, I'll just read it! If you think about it, I'll see it." ', or tell me directly!"

Faced with such a simple and unpretentious threat, Kou Fei opened his mouth with an insignificant sentence.Mingming's face was expressionless, and his whole body was wrapped in despair. When he asked this sentence, he still had a cautious tone, as if he was praying for the last light.

"You, why are you being so nice to me?"

Song Xi: "..."

Song Xi: "..."

Song Xi: "Aha!?"

Kou Fei took a deep breath and clenched the hot teacup tightly with both hands.With the foreshadowing of the first sentence, the following words gushed out like a torrent of river water.

"I was so stupid and naive. I thought that he came to me because of my uncle's entrustment. I even imagined whether my family members were worried about me and sent him to monitor me... I fantasized a lot, good and bad, but only One thing is missing from the calculation alone—people’s hearts are the hardest to guess.”

"He knows everything about my daily life, my likes and dislikes... He feels very strange to me, like a family member and a stranger, like an old friend and like an enemy. I tried to tell him my heart, but found that The moment I opened my mouth again, my heart hurt like a knife... I think I really can't trust him without reservation."

"Yesterday, someone told me that he investigated me before approaching me. He has special means to monitor me [-] hours a day. He monitors me as easily as monitoring a cub... He treats me well. With a purpose... I don't want to face him anymore..."

Kou Fei was gloomy and gloomy at one end, while Song Xi grinned at the other end, his complexion changed from green to reddish purple, from stiff to indifferent.

Finally, when Kou Fei raised his eyes to look at him, he finally couldn't bear the cold snort, and squeezed out words from between his teeth, "You deserve it, just because the surname Shen lied to you, you just ran away to me in a desperate way." Looking for comfort?! Let me tell you again, I am not a counseling room, and I am not a bosom brother. If you dare to tease me and my sister to be clean, I will let you be quiet forever!!!”

Kou Fei's hand holding the teacup froze, he raised his head in astonishment and said, "I thought you would at least comfort me."

Regarding his unrestrained delusion, Song Xi debunked him very coldly and noblely, "Dress yourself up like this, and you dare to ask me to comfort you? Come on and tell me why you are today." Come on, Shao Hanchan, I don't have that much free time."

The air seemed to stagnate for a moment, and Kou Fei resisted Song Xi's anger with silence.The sound of the rain outside the window is like gongs and drums beating on the apex of the heart. The dim lights are like confused moths in the dark night sky. .

Kou Fei's eyes are now confused and there is a ray of hardness, like a moth before throwing himself into the sea of ​​fire. Although he has already known the news of his death, he still moves forward regardless of his own safety.

The young boy with a guilty face when he first met, slowly lowered his head under his gaze, and Song Xi could see his soft hair streaking across the cold air, and his dull eyes like rain.

"I'm sorry," he said, "I let Gu Ze go."

He paused and said emphatically, "I let it go with my own hands."

"He said he wanted to meet someone, a love he had forgotten."

"I promised him."

No one responded to him, and Kou Fei didn't dare to look at Song Xi's expression.He had promised that he would use all means to reduce the impact of forbidden techniques on Song Wan, and Gu Ze, who was hurt by Song Jiaqing, was the top priority.

However, he broke his promise.

The patterns on Gu Ze's face were sucking his life, the better his spirit was, the shorter the remaining time.This is an incomprehensible phenomenon, but Kou Fei can intuitively feel the impact of this subtle change—Gu Ze will die.

Kou Fei frantically dissuaded him from giving up on himself, persuading him that there was still hope.

But, useless.

Gu Ze's heart has long since died, and he sentenced him to death together with his heart that was infected with poison/medicine.

irreparable, irredeemable.

Kou Fei watched him getting thinner and almost insane, this feeling was more painful than a knife cutting his heart.

"So, I agreed to him." Kou Fei looked at the tea leaves suspended at the bottom of the tea, and the words on his mouth were neither sad nor happy.

"At least compared to us who cannot save him, his lover will always be with him."

"Because that person is already dead."

The scene of yesterday seemed to appear in front of my eyes.The pale and weakened young man looked at him with a smile. Overnight, his shiny golden hair turned white like withered grass, and the veins on his wrists burst into the air, but he still smiled, as if his wish had finally come true. immature children.

He smiled and said, "I finally remembered that person's name, his name is Yu Zilin, he is my favorite person."

"But I forgot about him. I forgot all about him. But now I remember."

"I want to see him, apologize to him, say I'm sorry, tell him I didn't mean to forget him..."

"I really want to see him, Kou Fei, can you help me? You will definitely help me."

…………

There was an elegant and handsome young man in the cherry blossom forest that night. He took Gu Ze's childhood memories to find the dilapidated attic, and dug out an old note in a darkly marked corner under the glass window of the attic. Yi's handwriting—the handwriting of the grown-up Gu Ze.

——"On the [-]st day when he and I became lovers, he was sent to perform a very dangerous undercover mission. People in the bureau said that he was in danger, but I knew that there would be no difficulties to stop him. He He is the person I love the most, and I believe he will definitely return safely."

——"He wrote a letter saying that he had obtained important information, as long as he continued to search along that line, he could quickly complete the task and return to the team. He told me to wait for him obediently, and he said that he would give me a surprise when he came back this time. Well, I will wait for you obediently, the person I love most in this life."

—“He didn’t come back.”

——“…”

——"...he died, and his body was hidden in the old school building in Rongwan. Ah, why did he hide there? He is not a person who loves learning, and he doesn't know how to deal with people. Always being bullied and teased...he must be unhappy there, I'm going to find him, find him, and..."

- "Took away, he was taken away, my life was taken away... the old man found out about him and me, he was going to inject something in my brain... Ha, didn't he worry that it would Infect the heart too? Yes, all he needs is the heart, brain or something, he won't want it, and I won't give it to him. My brain is full of him, I want to protect my brain, I want……"

——"...I can't remember his appearance more and more recently. The old man is a bit aggressive this time. But does he think this can stop me? I will put the point of my acquaintance and love with him Take it all, and I'll put our memory in a place I'll never forget...I'll never forget him."

The boy who walked out of the cherry blossom forest that night returned to Gu Ze's bed with despair, and handed an old notebook to him with a bright smile.Seeing him flipping through the thick notebook with sincerity and hope, he finally showed a tragic smile.

"It turns out that it's been so long." He smiled, tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and his beautiful voice trembled in the breeze, "I want to find him, can I?"

He begged, like a cub in deep trouble but desperately struggling, lonely and desperate.

It is so similar to the young him who was imprisoned in the dilapidated attic.

He no longer remembers what Kou Fei said that night, the only thing he remembers is his last sentence, which was so soft and unbelievably soft.

"Okay."