Wraith Online

When Gu Ze woke up from his sleep, tears from the corners of his eyes covered a corner of the plain white pillowcase.

He was slightly stunned, and then slowly wiped the hot and humid corners of his eyes with his fingertips, but he touched more tears.

How long has it been since you cried?

He thought, as if he had left the closed attic, and told himself not to cry again.However, this oath has long been broken by himself, exuding a mockery of despair.

It's been a long time, I haven't dreamed about my childhood...

Subtle footsteps came from the door, accompanied by the sound of keys, Gu Ze followed the sound and saw Kou Fei cautiously pushing open the door with a glass of milk.He smiled, and then whispered, "Thank you, are you watching me tonight?"

After they left Bai'anling overnight, Gu Ze couldn't wake up, and he didn't wake up until three days ago.After waking up, he couldn't remember what happened after he stepped into the sedan chair, and he didn't even know how Wu Yue rescued him.I just remember that he still needs to find another person, a person who has made him unforgettable.

"If you keep quiet, we won't have to work hard." Kou Fei brought him the milk. This time, warm fresh milk is most suitable for eating before going to bed. With you, sleep peacefully."

Gu Ze smiled wryly, "I just woke up, I've slept more than a pig these days."

After returning from Bai'anling, he has been sleeping all the time, less waking hours, but more dreams.What was played back and forth in his dream was his own past, every minute and every second from birth to the present seemed to be repeated.He dreamed of the attic, the days when he thought the sky was dark, the eye masks that were hopeless and helpless, the ups and downs of being taken back and used... His life was repeated in his dreams, but he always felt that a corner was missing. .

It's like a corner of the most beloved Grimm's fairy tale in childhood is missing, and it will never be found again.

He knew that he had forgotten a person, he didn't know his surname, he didn't know his appearance, but it was enough for him to meet once in his life, the most important person in his life.

For this, he is willing to pay any price.

Gu Ze stared at the sky in a daze, he has fallen in love with this position since he woke up.Little did he know that Kou Fei, who was sitting by the bed, was also staring at his face in a daze.

Gu Ze's face was originally white and delicate, and when he smiled, he would show his small canine teeth. When he was not smiling, his cheeks were bulging, and anyone would want to poke him, but Kou Fei didn't want to poke him now.He has been feeling uneasy since he came back from Bai'anling, and this uneasiness reached its peak when he saw that the manju and sand pattern on Gu Ze's cheeks gradually showed signs of decay, while Gu Ze's face became paler and paler.

That flower seemed to be sucking Gu Ze's young life, its decay took away Gu Ze's hope and his health.Seeing him waking up from nightmares every day and night and refusing to fall back to sleep, his vigor and vigor also diminished, and his human form was almost invisible, Kou Fei wished he could pour a few bottles of nutrient solution every day.

Regarding the abnormality of his body, Gu Ze was much calmer than him, "You forgot, didn't I say that I have a chronic disease in my heart, and I won't live long, I thought you could see it."

"Why did you take this step?! Obviously you have more choices!!" Kou Fei wanted to growl.

He originally thought that even if Gu Ze injected medicine into his heart, he would always find a solution, but he underestimated Gu Ze's ruthlessness towards himself, which turned out to be a rare chronic disease! !

He clearly wants to seek death! ! !

"Tomorrow we will go to the hospital, the biggest and best hospital, and find the best and best doctor. It will definitely make you better."

Gu Ze has a special status, as long as he goes to any public place, there is a possibility that he will be found and taken away.He also knew this and was determined not to go to the hospital.But as his body became thinner and thinner, Kou Fei put this matter on the agenda again.

"You know that I'm going to throw yourself into a trap." Gu Ze's smile is a little more real this time, "It's better to stay by your side these few days."

"Now you are the only ones left by my side."

There seemed to be something wrong with his lungs, and there was a bloody smell in his breath, "Kou Fei, I seem to vaguely remember that person."

Kou Fei hurriedly took out the talisman Song Xi gave him and stuck it on his chest. These colorful little things only have a little effect now.Kou Feisi stuffed it into his arms without asking for money. He could find that these things had a soothing effect on Gu Ze's current body, but they didn't cure the root cause.

This discovery made him extremely depressed.

The night breeze was cool, as if someone was licking his exposed neck with the cold tip of his tongue. Gu Ze was sleeping holding a talisman under the dizzy light. This time, the dream was long and warm. Gradually lingering in the mixed colors, almost completely clear.

That night was the most beautiful Midnight's dream, and he remembered him at last.

When Kou Fei was pushed awake by Gu Ze the next day, he was still in a daze. He thought about things too late last night, and now his mind is confused.But when he saw Gu Ze's radiant face and heard his energetic words, he was keenly aware of the abnormality.

At this time, Gu Ze was like a child who got candy and was eager to show off. He put down the paintbrush in his hand, turned the drawing book to the opposite side, and his eyes shone brightly, "Kou Fei, I'm going to find him."

Kou Fei looked at the crooked portraits that were difficult to see the human form, turned his gaze to his face, and asked doubtfully, "In your eyes, can anyone with a mouth and two eyes be considered a 'human'?"

Gu Ze completely ignored his "provocation", "Help me, his name is Yu Zilin, he is my lover."

"What?" Kou Fei picked out his ears, suspecting that he was hallucinating, "Who is he?"

"I, love, man." Gu Ze tapped the drawing book with the paintbrush "bang bang bang", "you help me find him, and my illness will be cured."

Kou Fei put away his joking expression, and said sternly, "I think, you should have a story to tell me."

"That's right," Gu Ze smiled, "Do you still want to listen this time?"

The air was silent for a moment, and Gu Ze's smiling face was pale and colorless under the dim light.

"I don't really want to hear it." Kou Fei looked into his eyes, the clear eyes reflecting his figure were like a pool of secluded springs and lakes, bright but unfathomable, "A man once told me a love story. Protecting the male protagonist, sacrificed. The second time someone told me the story. After listening to it, I was locked in the coffin alone, and almost watched the man die. Now, I don’t want to hear any more stories. "

Gu Ze could tell that he was the protagonist in the second story, because he had tried to trick Kou Fei once in order to meet that person, and asked him to pretend that he had stumbled Wu Yue and Shen Junqing.He has a guilty conscience, but now is not the time to be guilty.

because……

"This time, you have to listen if you don't." Gu Ze said arrogantly, his eyes rolled suddenly, and he said, "If you listen, I will tell you a secret about Shen Junqing."