If you wear it fast, you will return the scum

On the day Gu Huaiyin was buried, it was raining.

The rainy weather makes people feel cold from the skin to the bones.

No funeral, no wreaths.

There are no relatives or friends.

He came into this world alone and left alone.

Wang Mingze didn't know why he made such a choice. Maybe he felt that he had finally taken revenge, or maybe he felt that it was meaningless to live any longer.

Wang Mingze lit a cigarette, and looked at the cemetery in the distance in the humid water vapor.

The smoke burns upwards, gradually burning to the fingers.

He held it like this until the smoke burned his fingers, but he still refused to let go like masochistic.

Just like he did to Gu Huaiyin.

Maybe he should have realized that he was wrong a long time ago. He has always been so shrewd, but this time he was tricked.

He was greedy for that person's tenderness, and for the false dependence he showed.

Gu Huaiyin seemed to be ready to leave long ago. When Wang Mingze returned home, he found that he had taken all his belongings away, leaving nothing behind.

The card that Wang Mingze gave him was also lying quietly on the table in the living room, with a piece of paper under it.

On the paper was Gu Huaiyin's beautiful handwriting:

"Three hundred at a time, the missing money is counted as prostitution. Thank you Wang Shao for your face."

With such a simple sentence, it satirizes both Wang Mingze and himself.

Wang Mingze thought that he would fall into a kind of extreme grief, but he didn't.

He just felt a big emptiness in his heart, and the cold wind was blowing.There is no way to fill the void there. Originally, there was a Gu Huaiyin hidden there, but now he is gone.

It seems that getting along these days is just a dream.

His liking for Gu Huaiyin came out of nowhere.

Maybe it's just Shengge's startling glance that moved his heart, maybe it's the hidden guilt that has changed, maybe it's just the feeling of conquest when he fights with Cheng Wenzhou.

can not say it clearly.

He thought he didn't like anyone so deeply. He had liked many people. Among the thousands of flowers, there was a young master Wang who never touched his body. He would never hurt anyone.

But Gu Huaiyin was different.

He admitted that he approached him purely to play with him in the first place.

Gu Huaiyin has a good face and a good figure. In front of Wang Shao, who is good at hunting for beauty, she is just a little lamb who has no idea how attractive he is.

Cheng Wenzhou treated him badly, but he still cared about Cheng Wenzhou and refused to leave.

Wang Mingze felt that he was a bit stupid, but he also wanted to take him as his own.

He doesn't mind having such a sensible boyfriend.

Compared with others, Gu Huaiyin still has a classmate relationship with him.When getting along with him, those pictures from the past also came one after another.

It turned out that he was such a sunny boy, that he would secretly do some childish behaviors that he didn't know about, and that he had liked him so early on.

Wang Mingze had a faint surprise in his heart, a sense of joy of discovering a dusty treasure.

But when he saw the people around him gradually restore the Gu Huaiyin in his memory, he felt a little distressed.He knew in his heart that what happened to him now was because of what he had done with his own hands, and he felt guilty—although it seemed unreasonable for something like guilt to appear on Wang Shao.

But when a person enters his heart, the unreasonable becomes common sense.

Because that person is hidden in his heart, he hurts himself, so what else can he do.

Just treat it as an extra gadget, pamper him and coax him.

Unexpectedly, the little white rabbit became a big bad wolf, not only defeating him, but also almost defeating him.

Wang Mingze really admired him. If it was him, he would definitely not be able to live in harmony with his former enemies, and would not be able to make such a hypocritical promise.

Gu Huaiyin showed him her destroyed self, and expressed her obedience to him.

Wang Mingze felt sorry for him and took pity on him, so he took advantage of this sympathy and love.

The once innocent boy now has scheming and hatred.

After Wang Mingze finally fell in love with him, he finally stopped covering up and stretched out his real claws to him.

Injure one thousand enemies, and self-inflict eight hundred.

The smoke was drawn to the end, and the bitter taste lingered on the tip of the tongue for a long time.

Wang Mingze looked at the sky in the distance, and his heart sank.

That day, when he rushed to Gu Huaiyin's side, his body was still hot, as if he had just fallen asleep.

But he was out of breath.

He was covered in blood and lay there stiff, never to open his eyes again.

The funny thing is that not long ago, he was still having a long dream with him, and the dream was broken in the blink of an eye.

When Cheng Wenzhou came to his senses, he was pushed away without even a chance to get close.

Cheng Wenzhou is like a dog guarding food, firmly guarding Gu Huaiyin.

Wang Mingze fought with him in the emergency room until the doctors and nurses couldn't see it and pulled the two of them apart.

Cheng Wenzhou kept yelling at him, saying that he and Gu Huaiyin were living a good life, why did he come to destroy them.

Wang Mingze didn't want to say anything, he just wanted to beat him up and take Gu Huaiyin away.

He finally realized that Gu Huaiyin was different from the people he had been with in the past. He cared about this man, he wanted to treat his illness, and he wanted to do his best to give him the best.

But there was nothing he could do, not even his death.

Maybe he purposely waited for himself to pass before jumping, that's what he planned.Using his death as his punishment, what an idiotic and boring act.

He was sure that he would be moved by him, and he would be sad if he was sure.

He did it.

He tried his best to deal with himself, not just to make himself like him.How could Gu Huaiyin's death be worth Wang Mingze's sadness? Only when you really like someone can you feel the heart-wrenching pain of losing.

It's a pity that Gu Huaiyin didn't want to become an actor, it's like giving in to his talent.

After he went, Wang Mingze went to his house once and got a yellowed diary from his mother.

Perhaps this is also an invasion of privacy, but Wang Mingze has no other choice. He can only try to find the appearance of that boy from the traces left by him. It is better than facing the empty and cold future without him.

Trying to search word by word, Wang Mingze found himself in Gu Huaiyin's past.

"March 3th, sunny. He skipped class to play basketball today. I didn't call his name during the roll call. This is the first time I have done such a small gesture. I am a little scared, but I don't want him to be called outside by the head teacher Standing. He doesn’t seem to care about it. But he’s really sexy when he comes in with his sweaty jersey on, and I know it’s not right, but I just can’t help but look at him more.”

Although he only used the word "he" to refer to him, Wang Mingze knew that he was referring to himself.

In high school, he was the only one who was so fearless.

"March 3, Rain. He has a few good friends who are always shoulder to shoulder. I also want to blend in with them, but they don't seem to like the addition of people with too good grades. So I can deliberately test Smash it? Think about it or forget it, my parents will lose their temper, and they won’t want to take me to play, I’m too short and thin, and I can’t play basketball, so they definitely don’t want to take me.”

"March 3, sunny. When he handed in his homework today, he still called me hello, who is that, like this. I actually want to hear him call my name. If he did, I would definitely roll with joy. I wore it today It’s a newly bought clothes. I tidied myself up hard, but he didn’t give me a second look. I always feel inferior when I’m in the same environment with him. I don’t understand the clothes he wears, but they look like Expensive. I'm like an ugly duckling, and he's a prince. Princes don't like ugly ducklings, and it's a male ugly duckling."

"May 5th, cloudy. Many people gave him presents today, chocolates and flowers stuffed the table. He was very happy to receive so many love letters, opened them one by one happily, and read them to others. I am worried that he will fall in love with those beautiful girls. They are so beautiful, and I would be tempted by them. I want to write a love letter to him and sneak it into his book pages, just like stuffing snacks I don’t know how to sign, and I have to write with my left hand so he can’t read it. But will he like it?”

Wang Mingze turned to the pages before and after the accident, and saw the handwriting left by Gu Huaiyin.

"September 9rd, Yin. I like him more and more. This feeling has not subsided because of the holiday, but has intensified. When I woke up this morning, I found that I had a wet dream, and the protagonist in the dream last night It's just me and him. It's so ridiculous, I don't even know who to tell, people will just treat me like a monster..."

After that, the diary was disconnected, and when I turned another page, it was already two months later.

"November 11th, sunny. It's been a very sad time, I don't know what to say. I'm going to my grandfather's house in a few days. After dropping out of school, I have to go to work in the future. I want to see him again today, said A few, but he was beaten by his friends, ha..." followed by a hand-painted ugly smiley face.

"Let's end it like this. I hope that when he thinks of me later—if he still remembers me, I hope it will be a good impression. He will never know that I liked him."

Because Gu Ma didn't like to look through books, she never looked through this diary.

Wang Mingze didn't tell her about Gu Huaiyin's death. She only thought that Wang Mingze was in love with the scene, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong, did Yinyin write anything?"

When she faced Gu Huaiyin, she was so unfamiliar that she couldn't even pronounce his name.

But this almost doting title was easily confided in front of outsiders.

"It's nothing." Wang Mingze wiped his wet eyes, closed the diary, and held it in his arms.

"Thanks to your kind-hearted classmate Yinyin, that child has suffered a lot, please take care of him in the future." Gu's mother asked earnestly, "If it wasn't for a classmate like you who found a doctor for Yinyin, I would Don't know what to do yet."

Wang Mingze knew that the so-called medical treatment was just a lie, so he turned his head a little bit unbearably, just in time to see the little girl who came home with mud all over her body.

Looking at the situation in this family, Wang Mingze left another wad of money before leaving.

Gu's mother refused to accept it no matter what, until Wang Mingze said, "Huaiyin and I are good friends, and I owe him a lot. This is just a trivial repayment." She accepted the money.

I owe it, I owe my future, I owe my feelings, I owe my trust.

When Gu Huaiyin was buried, Cheng Wenzhou refused to let him get close to it no matter what.

Wang Mingze could only watch from a distance, until the green hills were also stained with the color of misty rain.

He had already finished his cigarette, and he had no intention of lighting another one.

Cheng Wenzhou wanted to bury Gu Huaiyin in City H, so he followed.

Wang Mingze went to find Duan Hongying and asked him to drink with him.

Duan Hongying didn't know what happened to him, seeing his gloomy complexion, he thought his parents were dead.

Wang Mingze just wanted to drink, drink a cup of yellow soup, and things these days have become illusory.

He is Young Master Wang, he is Wang Mingze, who can hurt him.

Without Gu Huaiyin, there are still tens of thousands of good-looking people scrambling to climb onto his bed, so there is no need for him to be so sad because of such a one.

But he knew better, even if he could find thousands of others, none of them would be Gu Huaiyin.

It's not the young boy who had a crush on him with all his heart and soul back then, and it's no longer the Gu Huaiyin who is covered in scars and struggling to survive.

He ruined a person who liked him, but after destroying all the possibilities for him to fall in love with him, he handed over his unruly heart.

Falling into this situation can only be said to be self-inflicted.

When he was drunk, Wang Mingze realized that Duan Hongying also drank it.

Drunkly, he asked Duan Hongying: "Will the wicked be rewarded with evil?"

Duan Hongying was also a little drunk, and after listening to it, he just sneered and said: "That's all the nonsense causality theory of those fortune-tellers. If you have money, you can make ghosts turn the tables. There is no God in the sky watching, so there may be no retribution."

Wang Mingze laughed twice, and said, "That's right... If this is retribution, it would be too light..."

Sadness does not hurt the body, compared to what he did to Gu Huaiyin, it is really insignificant.

He would rather Gu Huaiyin let him pay everything he owed him, so that he would have no regrets.

Drunk as hell, Wang Mingze and Duan Hongying walked out the door together.

To go back, I have to take Duan Hongying's car.

Wang Mingze was so drunk that he managed to find his way to sit on the co-pilot, and he didn't have the energy to care whether the seat belt was on or not.

He was a little sleepy, and when he was drunk, there was only one name in his mind that was sober.He clenched his fists and put them on his chest, hearing himself whisper.

Over and over again, there are only three words Gu Huaiyin.

He was so drunk that in the end he didn't care whether it was the substitute driver or Duan Hongying who sat in the driver's seat.

Until he regained consciousness amidst the strong and piercing braking sound, until the severe pain spread from the spine all the way to the whole body.

The last scene that remains in my eyes is the noisy people running towards this side, wearing all kinds of clothes and making all kinds of noisy noises.

Wang Mingze gasped, and finally uttered:

"Huaiyin, it hurts."

[System prompt: The strategy target Wang Mingze has a love value of +0, a regret degree of +20, a current love value of 100, and a regret degree of 100. 】

"We are now reporting an emergency traffic accident. The accident occurred at the intersection of Xunwu Street on the third ring road. The preliminary judgment is that the accident was caused by drunk driving. The cause of the accident is still under further investigation."

Cheng Wenzhou was sitting in the snack street eating noodles, his attention was deprived for a while by the news TV in the shop.But he quickly looked away again.

It's getting dark, you have to go home quickly.I have to accompany Yinzi tomorrow.

He thought so, and buried his head again.

A drop of hot liquid dripped into the noodle soup and disappeared in no time.