to blame

For the first time in Ming Xia's life, he experienced how sound can be used as a means of attack.And because of the strange power possessed by the monster, the power of this attack is more obvious on him.

At least Jiu Xiao's roar made Ming Xia suffer from a concussion for a long time: dizziness, tinnitus, and even had to stay in bed for the worst days.

Qingqiu nestled pitifully in Ming Xia's neck, licking Ming Xia's cheek from time to time, as if its saliva could help Ming Xia recover as soon as possible.

Nanjiang once wanted to take this little thing out, but before his hand touched Qingqiu, Qingqiu started to flop around and screamed at a high-pitched voice.Nan Jiang was worried about waking Ming Xia up, so he had to let it go.

So Qingqiu settled down in the ward so confidently.

Ming Xia knew that Qingqiu was by his side, but he just couldn't wake up.In other words, the heavy exhaustion in his heart made him unwilling to wake up.

Sometimes he is clearly awake, but he closes his eyes and pretends that he is still asleep.

Qingqiu watched over him every day, so it naturally noticed these changes in him.It knew that Ming Xia must have experienced terrible things in the seal, but it didn't know how to comfort its friend.

Qingqiu secretly went to find Nanjiang while he was asleep, and Nanjiang invited Mr. Hu.

Mr. Hu still has a position in the Yaozhou branch, which is psychological counseling.The newcomers who joined the "sixth group" all had fixed psychological counseling arrangements, but there were some exceptions in Ming Xia's situation.

Ming Xia joined the "Sixth Group" as a technical foreign aid after seeing the existence of monsters, and in the first few missions, his performance was very normal, and his combat power was strong. Mr. Hu was in conscious contact with him After a few times, I felt that his mental state was relatively stable, so I postponed this step.

The cleanup of the Nine Mu Umeda is not a very difficult task for Ming Xia, and they also expected that there would be a possibility of doing something with Gu Diao.But this level of fighting is completely within the range that Ming Xia can handle.

In fact, the ambush in Umeda did not cause Ming Xia any mental trouble.Even if there was, it was washed away by the joy brought by Qingqiu's transformation.

Everything is going according to their plan.

However, an accident happened suddenly, which caught everyone off guard.Worst of all, no one knows what happened to him in the seal except himself.

Mr. Hu took a cup of wolfberry tea and slowly sat down beside Ming Xia's bed.

Ming Xia had an injury on his back, and slept on his stomach all the time.The quilt was pulled up to the waist, and both arms were exposed outside the quilt.As soon as Mr. Hu lowered his head, he saw that his bare arm was covered with scars.

The child was born white, and the red, purple and purple on the body are particularly conspicuous, which makes me feel a little pitiful.

"Xiao Ming," Mr. Hu put down his water glass and said softly, "Let's have a chat."

Ming Xia lay on her stomach without moving.

Mr. Hu said: "There is no one else in the ward, and I kicked out the little fox. You can say whatever you want, and no one will know."

Ming Xia's eyelashes trembled.

"Let's chat casually. Let's talk about me first," Mr. Hu sighed, "I just graduated from university when I entered the 'Sixth Group', and half my life has passed in a blink of an eye."

"In the early days, the action team selected people from the army. Each of them was a lively young man who could run and fight. But when the practical problems were solved, the psychological differences were revealed."

"I just met one. A very energetic young man. He was a Sanda champion in their group back then. He was very good at punching and kicking. At first, it was just a routine patrol task, and he adapted well. Then the commander—then It wasn’t Lao Du at that time, it was another leader surnamed Xu, and he named this young man to follow the action team to the old city for investigation.”

Ming Xia recalled the first time he saw Nanjiang: the street at night, the statue of Nuwa on the square seen through the glass door, Nanjiang and Li Youran who walked into the room from the darkness, and those who were afraid of hard things. Big Fat Cat Beauty.

"It turned out that something happened that night." Hu Lao said, his soft tone didn't seem to be talking about any horrible experience, but rather like telling a bedtime story to a child, "A junior in Cao's family is ignorant, I fell in love with a store and wanted to sell it to open a hot pot city. It used to be a bookstore, the business was doing well, and it had taken root in the local area for many years, so of course I was not willing to give up the store.”

When Ming Xia heard the word bookstore, his heart moved, and he thought of the boss Bi who gave him wormwood.

"The younger generation of the Cao family took people to smash the store. Can the boss let them smash it? We started a fight with them. When the action team rushed over, the bookstore owner had already shown his original shape, not only pinning a group of hooligans to the ground After being beaten up, the flames spewed out burned several nearby shops."

"At that time, the captain mediated between the two parties. Cao's family invited a representative to follow suit and raise conditions. The owner of the bookstore quarreled with them with a shameless face, and the quarrel was so tongue-in-cheek... Our young man fainted on the spot. It's over."

"The young man has a lot of punches and kicks. When he hits people, three or five, there is no problem at all. No matter how vicious a criminal is, he doesn't blink. It's just that he faints when he gets in touch with non-human beings..." Mr. Hu sighed , "What do you say?"

Ming Xia thought to himself, it's not because of this.

"I told you before that the world is very big, young man. Horizontally and vertically, all kinds of information are overwhelming. To work in the town of demons, you must have a heart that tolerates the whole world."

Outside the ward, Nan Jiang wanted to reach out and unscrew the door, even if it was just to open a gap.But before his hand touched the doorknob, he was slapped away by the angry little fox.

Nanjiang was forced to do nothing, and made a begging gesture.

Qingqiu was relentless and resolutely refused to let him listen to the wall.

Nan Jiang really wanted to know what Ming Xia went through.First, he disappeared suddenly. When everyone suspected that he had actually entered the seal, he passed out inexplicably in Umeda after the thunderstorm, and was dragged back to the habitat of the Li tribe by Yaoyao with his trouser legs in his mouth.

When Erfei rescued Ming Xia from Yaoyao's mouth, his entire back was almost bald, and the back of his head was also covered in blood—fortunately, it was the back of his head, if it was a straight face, his facial features would probably be smoothed out.

Of course, Yaoyao can't be blamed for this, after all, it's just a cub, it hasn't been weaned for long, and it doesn't understand anything.It is not easy to think of dragging the human beings it knows back home, but it is too difficult for a dog to think of caring for the fragile human body.

Because of this, Erfei also felt very sorry, and took the initiative to take over the work of assisting the engineers to clean up Umeda.

After Nanjiang's repeated requests and promises of countless benefits, Qingqiu reluctantly agreed to eavesdrop.But not through a crack in the door.The facilities in the ward are old, and the doorknob creaks when you turn it lightly.They had to listen quietly, only through the slit-open window leading to the training ground.

One person and one fox tiptoed across the green belt, shamelessly ignoring the soft lawn under their feet, and got together under the window.

They heard a muffled choke.

It's Ming Xia.

Nanjiang has known Ming Xia for half a year, and in his impression, he is a bright and sunny boy.It never occurred to him that he could cry too.

He had never heard anyone cry like that.It was suppressed mourning and helplessness, as well as a kind of anger and self-blame born of helplessness.

"She said..." Ming Xia's voice was intermittent, "...this child's heart is really delicious..."

Before he finished speaking, Ming Xia couldn't control his emotions, lying on the bedside and retching.

He hadn't eaten much all day and couldn't throw up anything at all.But he couldn't control this purely physiological reaction at all, and his whole body began to twitch while vomiting.

Mr. Hu hurriedly rang the bell to call the doctor and nurse.

A group of people hastily invited Mr. Hu out. Before the door of the ward was closed, Mr. Hu's eyes passed through the chaotic white figure, and saw Ming Xia's body curled up on the hospital bed and still twitching.

He finally understood the reason for the child's mental breakdown.

He wasn't frightened by watching, not frightened at all.His situation is more like being forced... to eat people.And it was eaten by children.

Such persecution directly destroyed his ethics and morality as a human being.

Hu Lao didn't know how to appease him for a while.

It is true that those old events happened thousands of years ago, but Ming Xia has truly experienced all of them in the memory of Diao Wang.At that moment, in that special memory world, he was the Eagle King.

What he sees, hears, and feels with his body... are all incomparably real.

That was Ming Xia's own memory.

Qingqiu eagerly wanted to rush in through the window, but was dragged back by Nanjiang, dragging him all the way to find Mr. Hu.

Hu Lao didn't think of a way for a while.

When Nan Jiang brought the little fox in, he was considering the possibility of hypnotizing him.This seems to be a solution, but the problem is that Ming Xia's mental state is very bad, and this suggestion itself may stimulate him again.

Mr. Hu was helpless.

"He was involved in the memories of the Eagle King, and experienced... the whole process of the Eagle King slaughtering the city from the first perspective." Mr. Hu is familiar with the habits of Gu Eagles, and when he thinks of eating live viscera, he also feels sick.

But knowing it is different from experiencing it personally, and this kind of experience has to be replayed repeatedly in Ming Xia's memory.

Nan Jiang was dumbfounded.He just overheard a few words and thought Ming Xia was stimulated by seeing monsters eating people.

Mr. Hu's eyes were serious, and his face was a little pale, "In that kind of virtual environment, he is just a wisp of brain waves, surrounded by the powerful consciousness of the Eagle King, and there is nowhere to escape. All his senses are connected with the Eagle King It is connected. That is to say, when Diao Wang feels that the baby's internal organs are incomparably delicious, Ming Xia will also feel this way... This is what makes him collapse the most."

Nan Jiang listened blankly, and a strong regret slowly welled up in his heart.

"When he was in the seal, the situation was more urgent, and all emotions were temporarily suppressed. But this emotion has gone through a process of fermentation, and it will only have a greater impact on him."

Mr. Hu sighed, and waved his hands wearily, "I have to think about it. What should you all do?"

Nan Jiang stood up dumbly, and when he walked to the door, he heard Mr. Hu telling him again, "There must be someone by Ming Xia's side."

People from the second team began to take turns accompanying the bed.

Nursing jobs include doctors and nurses, who mainly play a supporting role.Because Mr. Hu said, Ming Xia cannot be left alone.

But as time passed, Ming Xia showed more and more symptoms of ptsd.Repeated nightmares, nervous vomiting when encountering stimulation, and sometimes hallucinations.

No meat in his food, not even a word to hear.

At night, he began to have difficulty falling asleep, and once he fell asleep, he would soon be awakened by nightmares.

Ming Xia quickly lost weight.