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He began to waver, words like "abnormal" and "not a decent person" kept circling in his mind, the corners of Jiang Wei's eyes were almost red, halfway through the meal, he couldn't help it anymore, got up and excused himself to go to the bathroom, slipped away.

Ning Yimeng, who was chatting with Jiang Wei's mother, saw him go, told her mother to go and have a look, and followed Jiang Wei into the bathroom.

In the toilet, Jiang Wei held his head and turned on the water of the sink.

Ning Yimeng patted him and asked him what's wrong.

"I'm fine... I'm just..." Jiang Wei bit his lips, not knowing what to say, he buried his feelings for Feng Ziye so deeply that he often couldn't see it himself, how could he easily Dig it out to show people?

"But you don't look like you're okay at all." Ning Yimeng tilted her head and turned off the flowing water.

"Forget it, let me go out for a walk. Can you help me deal with it at my house?" Jiang Wei shook his head, thinking that it would not be good to leave Ning Meng alone among a group of seven aunts and eight aunts. Then he said, "Or, you go out with me to get some fresh air?"

Ning Yimeng didn't notice anything, she was already familiar with Jiang Wei, but seeing Jiang Wei's pitiful look, she finally decided to go out with Jiang Wei.

So, the two greeted seven aunts and eight aunts in a room, and went out.

Jiang Wei's mother didn't stop her, she was chatting with the seven aunts and the eight aunts now, since Ning Yimeng came, she became hardened in an instant, and she no longer feared the rumors and gossips of her relatives in the past.

After Jiang Wei went downstairs, he went to buy a pack of cigarettes, smoking all the way.

Ning Yimeng snatched the cigarette out of Jiang Wei's mouth, picked it up, and said, "What's wrong with smoking, what's wrong with you?"

Jiang Wei sighed, did not speak, and lit another one for himself.

"Hey, kid, ignore me, right? Then I'll go back. As soon as I go back, I'll tell your mother that I was borrowed by you to perform! Let's see how you end!" Ning Yimeng hugged her with a cigarette in her mouth. With her shoulders up, she looks like a female hooligan, which must be because she has been with Shui Xin for a long time.

Jiang Wei was a little helpless, he suddenly felt that he seemed to be led by the nose all along.Apart from being obsessed with e-sports, he can do whatever others want him to do.

It seems that everyone has something that can be used to lure him or threaten him, and he just followed the rhythm of others inexplicably.

"...Then go back and talk about it." Jiang Wei decided, this time, he will not be threatened again.

"Huh?!" Ning Yimeng was stunned for an instant, she didn't expect Jiang Wei to react like this.But if you think about it carefully, it must be a very important thing that can make Jiang Wei so broken, right?So she cheered up and changed her way: "Brother, what's wrong with you? Are you dissatisfied with your girlfriend? Huh?"

Jiang Wei still ignored her, Ning Yimeng simply played tricks, put his arm around Jiang Wei, and was about to use the trick Jiang Wei feared most to disgust him.

She hugged and hugged Jiang Wei and bombarded her with all kinds of words, which made the elders walking around in the community look down and walk around.Jiang Wei was so annoyed that she didn't dare to push a girl too hard. After tossing all the way, she finally couldn't bear it and shouted: "Mengmeng, you are enough! Girls, please be careful! "

He turned his face, and Ning Yimeng didn't hesitate at all, and directly pushed back: "Then you said it, what happened to you?!"

Jiang Wei was so angry that he sat down on the stool in the flower bed, "I'm in a bad mood, can you let me be quiet?"

"No! You must have something to do. I'm going to break the casserole today and ask what's the matter?" Usually in the club, Jiang Wei is the most accommodating to her, so she is never afraid of Jiang Wei's anger.

"...Sister Meng, I really admire you." Jiang Weiyan was not in the mood to smoke anymore, leaning on the back of the chair and looking at the sky.

This kid, even cheating is useless to him!Ning Yimeng's fighting spirit was completely aroused, let's be soft if you can't be tough, if you don't believe me, don't reveal the secret!She straightened her clothes, coughed twice, put on a rare gentle expression, and said, "If you have something on your mind, don't hold it back. Your cute sister is not an outsider. Speak it out, it won't hurt you."

But this time, she finally got it right. In fact, what Jiang Wei can't resist the most is that people treat him tenderly.He thought of Feng Ziye again, that man with a warm smile.

"...I, it's nothing serious, that..." Jiang Wei was still a little worried, he looked at Ning Yimeng seriously, and asked, "Can you keep the things I told you secret?"

Ning Yimeng nodded quickly, "Of course, it's absolutely confidential!"

This time, it can be regarded as completely breaking through Jiang Wei's undefended heart wall.He sighed, lit a cigarette again and slowly began to confess.

"I am, recently I feel that I may be really a pervert."

"I've been thinking about cotyledons these days."

"I think of him no matter what I do, I think... I might... I might, don't I, really like him..."

The garden in the community was very noisy, there were children running everywhere, Jiang Wei's voice was drowned out by all kinds of noisy sounds, but Ning Yimeng still heard his confession to Cotyledon clearly.

Ning Meng didn't speak for a while, just snatched the cigarette from Jiang Wei's mouth again, and smoked silently.

She has long regarded herself as Feng Ziye's mother's family, but she is still very unfavorable to Jiang Wei, the son-in-law.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Jiang Wei was a little anxious, thinking that it was enough to talk about it anyway, so let's just say it all!So, he gritted his teeth and confessed: "Some time ago, when Ziye and I were in the club... I... I and him... I seemed to have bullied him."

He said this with the determination to die.

"Tickle me if you want. I won't hide from the toilet this time. I did bully Cotyledon. You guessed it right last time."

……

After Jiang Wei finished speaking, he closed his eyes, thinking to himself, scratch me to death, anyway, my current thinking is not normal enough, if scratched, I may cry and repent.But he clenched his fists and waited for 30 seconds, but Ning Yimeng didn't make a sound, let alone clawed at him.

Ning Yimeng just sat quietly, saw him open his eyes, and said: "It seems that the cotyledon is really going to be planted on your crooked neck tree, no, it has already been planted!"

"Eh?!"

"If you really like him, don't let him down and go to him." Ning Yimeng stubbed out the cigarette butt and said seriously.

"Eh???!!!"

Jiang Wei's face was full of confusion.

Based on his knowledge of Ning Yimeng, Ning Yimeng should have jumped up and slapped him by now!

"What? Do you really want to stay here and continue to play boyfriend and girlfriend with me? You go back, go find Ziye, and tell him what you think," Ning Yimeng said, holding Jiang Wei's arm tightly , "The premise is that you really like him and you can't let him down!"

Jiang Wei felt the pain coming from his arm, but his heart gradually cleared up. He was still a little confused, but more of a feeling of relief.It seems that talking out your thoughts is really a good way to reduce stress!

He stood up, couldn't care about anything else, left Ning Yimeng and ran away.

And when he ran, he ran directly to the train station.

He didn't bring any luggage or mobile phone, and he didn't bring anything. When he touched his pocket, he only had some change. The good news was that he had cash besides the change. The bad news was that he couldn't buy a train ticket without his ID card.

Time is ticking every minute, and he is more and more eager to see Feng Ziye, so if he can't take the train, he should take a taxi!Jiang Wei immediately went to the ATM to withdraw money. On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, it was difficult to take a taxi, so he had to take a black taxi.

The driver of the black car didn't show any expression on his face when he reported his destination, but said reluctantly, "Young man, you've gone a little far... It's a Chinese New Year..."

"Master, please make a price, I will give as much as you want!" Jiang Wei held the back of the driver's seat with his hands, and his tone was very earnest.

"It's not a matter of money or not. It's a big New Year's Eve, and I'm still rushing home after finishing the last order..."

"Please, master..." Seeing the driver's refusal, Jiang Wei begged, but the driver kept shaking his head. In the end, he simply imitated Ning Yimeng's thick skin, and began to flirt with the driver, and even started to make up The story, I said that I was working overtime, but suddenly received news that my grandfather was critically ill, and told him to go back to see the last time, blabla.He felt that he made it up really well, and made those who heard it moved and listened to tears. If his grandfather hadn't died long ago, he would have almost believed it himself.

However, this lie did not seem to deceive anyone. The old driver who had seen countless people just pointed out a few fingers and said, "This is the number, just give the money and leave."

Jiang Wei didn't bother to think about whether the other party believed it or not, so he nodded repeatedly and said, "Let's go."

So, the car finally started, the driver was very satisfied, and killed a big one.Jiang Wei was very satisfied, he was about to meet the man he missed day and night.

He didn't have a watch or a mobile phone, so he kept asking the driver for the time along the way. The driver was annoyed by the question, so he simply turned on the radio, "Young man, listen to this, the time is reported here."

Jiang Wei nodded, he didn't know why he was in such a hurry, he just wanted to see Feng Ziye when the New Year's bell was ringing, and spend the New Year with him.

The scenery outside the car window was flying by, and the night talk show was playing on the radio, Jiang Wei was not in the mood to listen at all, until a call was answered in the show, and it was a male voice.

The story told by the male voice was quite long and babbled, basically saying that he liked someone of the same sex and felt very confused.

Jiang Wei immediately pricked up his ears and began to listen carefully.

The anchor's beautiful voice came from the radio station, saying:

"Love should be asexual, I'm not talking about the sex of the verb, I mean the sex of gender.

We are an emotional show, and many listeners called in, whether they were heartbroken for their boyfriends or sad for their girlfriends, they all said the word love.

It's our freedom to like boys and girls, as long as you don't harm the world and don't break the law, why can't you?

Many of our audience friends are like you. They said that they also know that falling in love with the same sex is not a sin, but they are afraid.Some are afraid of the eyes of people around them, some are afraid of being disappointed by their family members, and some even come out of the closet, which may lose their jobs.

Yes, everyone makes money!But isn't this crowd made up of everyone, you, me, and others?

In fact, many people, if you interview him alone, what do you think about homosexuality?He certainly wouldn't say no.Our times are progressing. Dozens of countries around the world have legalized same-sex marriage. Now we don’t need to talk about whether homosexuality is a sin.

What we are talking about is why so many people, when asked this question, answered neither for nor against.In fact, the question of what is your opinion on homosexuality is inherently problematic. To change it, what is your opinion on heterosexuality?No idea?You won't say anything for support or opposition, will you? "

The anchor on the "Hissing" radio station suddenly lost his voice when he said this, and it took dozens of seconds before he spoke again.

"I'm sorry, listeners, the host just went a little too far. In fact, the host just wanted to tell this caller friend, don't be confused by falling in love with the same sex, follow your own heart, you like him and want to chase him , you go, you are afraid, you choose to continue to have a secret love, there is nothing wrong with it, the key is that you face your heart directly, then this love is not in vain! Now, for this friend, for all friends, let me send A song from Jolin Tsai - "Different is the same."

At this point, the anchor didn't speak anymore, the music started, and Jiang Wei put his head on the car window and listened with his eyes closed.

The author has something to say:

In fact, there are quite a lot of good gay songs, Lily Song, but after a long time of picking, only this one sounds mediocre and sweeter in terms of lyrics

Wearing headphones alone, I listened to my sister's "Love Song of Lies" very well.