I'm also trying to survive today [Western Fantasy]

Julian spent a long time in the cave doubting his life -- oh, and his own sexuality.

He used to think that what he liked was the kind of mature, intellectual woman who didn't need to be gentle, but at least she had to be able to communicate peacefully with him.

But he never expected that the person he had sex with for the first time turned out to be a man, a scheming and slightly domineering man.

The other party didn't give him a chance to refuse at all!

He held his head and thought about it, but he couldn't figure out why the other party did this.

If Owen likes him, even Julian himself doesn't believe it. Reasonably, two strangers have been together on the desert island for less than half a month, and one of them can fall in love with the other?Even at the expense of dedicating oneself to the other party?

Stop making trouble, now the third-rate dog-blood dramas will not be filmed like this!

He admitted that he looks pretty good, but Owen doesn't look like that kind of hungry ghost. Besides, if he really has evil intentions, he has no way to resist with the opponent's strength.

He scratched his hair irritably, wondering what Owen was thinking.

To talk about what happened yesterday, Julian is definitely angry, but it may be because the experience last night was so good, or he found that his sexuality was too stimulating. In short, he can't get angry at all now. He just wants to find Owen and ask him. Why on earth do you want to do this? !

Thinking of last night, Julian blushed and licked his lips unnaturally, and then remembered that Owen seemed to be injured at that time, and suddenly panicked, and hurriedly found out his clothes and put them on his body.

Although forced, he firmly imprinted the knowledge that another person was hurt on his heart.

He got dressed and went to look for Owen. First, he wanted to ask the other party why he did this. Second, since the incident had already happened and the feeling was unexpectedly good, he naturally planned to develop a good relationship with Owen.

He is a good man in charge!

With the tangled and complicated emotions hidden in this sweetness, Julian searched for Owen everywhere on the island, but as time went by, the sweetness in his heart was gradually covered by ice.

no……

no……

There was no trace of Owen on the entire island. Julian stood by the sea in a daze, looking at the vast sea, feeling as cold as ice.

There is no Owen on the island.

He...seems...abandoned.

No, it didn't seem, he was pretty sure he'd been abandoned.

Julian is just kind and cheerful, and he is not a fool. The entire island is only this big, and it is impossible for a living person to just disappear like this.

His expression was gradually indifferent, and his eyes, which were originally clear and blue like the sky, became extremely deep, as if there were endless storms hidden in them, and no one would connect him with the slightly funny young man before.

"Heh..." With a self-deprecating chuckle, Julian covered his eyes.

He persuaded himself that yesterday should be regarded as an ordinary one-night stand. Although the object was of the wrong gender, what actually happened was no different from a one-night stand.

He had a subtle feeling in his heart that he was being prostituted, and the other party left him irresponsibly, which made him feel that the other party disliked his poor skills, and he didn't even have a contact information...

Julian: Oh!

Isn't this just a one-night stand routine?

If you think the technology is good, you will definitely develop into a long-term friend with benefits!

The more Julian thought about it, the more angry he became. I didn't complain that you drugged me and forced me. How dare you despise me!It's unbearable!

He gritted his teeth fiercely, and said silently: "Isn't it Owen, the knight commander of the Church of the Holy Light? The great knight is amazing! Can the great knight sleep with men casually! My body is not yet 16 years old, you This kind of person should start with me in three years, do you know that the maximum penalty is death!"

He sneered: "Heh! Want to dump me? Dreaming! Don't think that I can be irresponsible when I'm asleep! If you bend my sexual orientation, use yourself to pay for it!"

【Ding!The system reminds the host that the strength gap between the host and that great knight is as big as a galaxy. Before the host can collect enough energy for the system, please don't seek death. Thank you for your cooperation. 】

Julian: ...

The full momentum was punctured by the system's words, and Julian deflated like a deflated balloon.

Why didn't he know how huge the gap between himself and Owen was, but he really couldn't swallow this breath!

When reading novels in the past, I would occasionally see some readers complain that the protagonist in the novel is a scumbag, but now Julian feels that Owen is just a scumbag with capital letters, or the kind of scumbag that can't be more scumbag.

Drugged, ran away after sleeping, and left him alone on the deserted island...

Heh, this is simply a three-shot attack by a scumbag!

Julian: ... so angry!Never thought that a big man like me would be scumbag!Although I was the one who took advantage last night, I am still very angry, what should I do?

Julian sat down on the beach, listlessly looking at the sky.

Before I knew it, the sky was already dark, the sky in the other world was not polluted, and I could see beautiful stars, and the white moon slowly rose, swaying silver moonlight.

Looking at the charming starry sky, Julian once again realized very clearly that it was different.

This is no longer the earth, but a world completely unfamiliar to him.

What is pursued here is the law of the jungle and clear hierarchy. If he doesn't work hard, even surviving is a luxury.

He grinned, and when he saw it instantly, he suddenly understood why Owen left without saying goodbye.Although the memory of the original body has been inherited by him, he is worried that many things have been ignored by him. For example, he just remembered that one of the teachings of the Holy Light Church prohibits homosexual love.If anyone in the church was found out, they would be excommunicated immediately.

Based on his understanding of Owen, Fang is very ambitious and skillful, and he will definitely not allow his future to be affected by other things.

Thinking about it this way, the other party was actually very kind and didn't directly kill him. After all, only the dead can keep secrets. It is considered kind of him to keep himself on the island.

With a silent sigh, Julian sighed for his tragic first night.It would be nonsense to say that he fell in love with Owen. It's just a man, and he always feels a little different about his first...man.

Julian rubbed his nose. Perhaps it was a good thing for Owen to leave like this. The secret hidden in his heart destined him to hide from the Church of the Holy Light for a long time in the future, so it seems appropriate for the two to separate now.

He ignored the unwillingness deep in his heart, and tried his best to hypnotize himself to let go of this matter...

After half an hour...

"Ahhh! No, I'm still so angry! No matter! I'll run away when I sleep, how can it be such a cheap thing! Owen, I will definitely catch you!!" Julian looked up to the sky and roared.

Whoa!

"Da da!" Do you want to have a hair?

The silver-white dolphin washed up on the beach by the waves and wagged its tail excitedly at Julian.

Julian: ...

Julian ruthlessly refused the dolphin's courtship, and then took a fish it was using to please him, and went back to feed himself.

Dolphin: QAQ, my fish...

***

Even though the events of the day were rather indescribable, Julian pulled himself together quickly.

Life is always going on, no matter how determined he is to get Owen back for sex, at least for now, his primary goal is to leave this small island.

I don't know if he was stimulated by Owen or he wanted to understand something, Julian is now quite serious about improving his strength.

Not only did he repeat the training Owen taught him every day, but he also took time to study the system.

System: ...I don't really want to be studied by the host, thank you!

Regardless of how aloof the system's father is, he will answer some necessary questions. Therefore, Julian's understanding of the system is deepening day by day, and at the same time, he has unintentionally activated his life skills.

At that time, Julian collected a light yellow herb by coincidence, so he activated his life skills. Since then, whenever necessary, he can open a small map in his field of vision. All kinds of herbs and minerals in it.

Julian was overjoyed immediately, knowing that his body was poor and white, and he could still eat and drink with Jason Knight, but after changing his body, Julian didn't want to continue to hang out with Jason Knight.

When he first went to sea, Knight Jason had clearly foreseen that he might be in danger, but he didn't say anything. No matter what kind of consideration he had, he didn't want to continue to get along with that person.

According to the regulations of the Maggie Kingdom, a knight can be knighted and own a small piece of land, but the original body has no background and no connections.

In Julian's view, life skills are what make him money, no matter whether it is refining medicine or forging, it will always make him rich.

Just when he was dreaming about the beautiful life in the future, a ship gradually appeared on the coastline in the distance.

Julian:! ! !

ferry!

Julian jumped up all of a sudden, and quickly lit the wet firewood that had been prepared long ago. The thick black smoke quickly flew into the sky, pointing out the direction for the long-distance ships.

The boat detected the signal from the island, and quickly changed direction and headed towards the small island.

Julian ran back to the cave, stuffed all the things he thought he needed into his space of only one cubic meter, and then ran to the beach, waiting for the arrival of the big ship.

Soon, the boat sailed near the small island, and the people on the boat lowered the boat. Julian was about to cry with excitement, and finally he could leave the small island! !

There were two people in the boat, a big man with a bald head, and a more refined man with eyes.

They jumped onto the beach from the boat, and the big man at the head raised his eyebrows when he saw Julian: "Are you the one who died?"

Julian froze for a moment: "You know me?"

The big man nodded: "A few days ago we met a ship of the Church of the Holy Light on the way back. The knight leader on the ship said that he had found the victims on a small island nearby, but he was busy with official duties and couldn't share them. Come to save people, so please come and take a look.”

Hearing the news of that person again, Julian's heart was very complicated.

Obviously, the other party didn't just throw him on the isolated island, but instead found a ship to rescue him.

He couldn't understand what the other party was thinking more and more. It was the other party who clearly wanted to get rid of the relationship, but what he did was not like that at all...

In fact, not even Owen himself could figure out what he was thinking.

"Captain." Kai cautiously probed, "Is there anyone else on that small island?"

In fact, his subtext is that since there are other people, why didn't the captain bring them up together, and if it was an enemy, why didn't the captain kill them directly.Instead, beat around the bush and ask other ships to rescue people?

Owen glanced at Kai coldly, and Kai immediately shut up, wishing he could go back to a few seconds ago and slap himself a few times to make you talk too much!Do you need to care about the boss's affairs?

After sending Kai away, Owen looked at the direction of the island through the window, feeling more and more irritable.

***

Owen Diary:

feeling irritated!feeling irritated!

I heard that women have different feelings for their first man, do men do the same?

terribly upset!

Kai is so talkative, it seems that I have trained them too little in the past two days!