I'm also trying to survive today [Western Fantasy]

When Julian woke up, he stared blankly at the top of the cave.It took him about three seconds to finally recall what happened before.

So... I survived?Also activated the light angel blood?

He put his hands in front of his eyes, his bony fingers were like the finest suet white jade, smooth and delicate, as if covered with a layer of white light, Julian could hardly believe it was his own hands.

As a knight servant, the original body never lacked in training, even Julian himself was tortured miserably under Owen's training, and there were many kinds of wounds on his hands.

He clearly remembered that just today, when he was fighting that coyote, his right hand once slashed across the ground, and the tiny grains of sand left obvious bloodstains on his wrist, but at this moment he There are no traces on his hands.

"woke up?"

Hearing the voice, Julian noticed that Owen had been guarding by his side, and his face flushed suddenly: "Thank you..."

He said this thank you sincerely. The other party tried every means to train himself and awaken his blood. There is no need to think about who will benefit the most.He didn't think he saved Owen's life. In his opinion, using the kid to heal Owen was at best the icing on the cake. With Owen's great knight strength, he could recover quickly even without his own treatment.

Therefore, he didn't feel that he had much favor to Owen, but Owen's actions actually raised his class.

Owen glanced at him indifferently, and he hid his gloom and deep thought: "You're welcome, you saved me back then, so let it be my reward for you."

Julian keenly felt Owen's indifference towards him, and was very puzzled, not understanding how his attitude changed so quickly.

In fact, even Owen himself didn't know what kind of thoughts he had in his heart.

I observed Julian's awakening on the spot. According to his previous plan, as long as Julian's awakened bloodline is not too bad, he will introduce him to the Holy Light Knights. After a little training, he can become his direct descendant.

But when he felt that Julian's awakened blood was full of holy light energy, he immediately hesitated.Born in the church, he is very familiar with most bloodlines, and among them, the bloodline of the Angel of Light is known as the most suitable bloodline for the cultivation of paladins.

In the past, people with this kind of blood all became the top leaders of the Holy Light Church. He was worried that if Julian was really introduced into the church, his status might be threatened.

As a knight of the Church of the Holy Light, the best way out is undoubtedly to sit on the position of the Knight Commander of the Church Knights. Owen is in this position now, and is still working hard towards a higher level, but if he has the light Julian, who has the blood of an angel, absorbed him in. Will he be able to sit still in his position by then?

Owen dare not gamble!

However, what made him contradictory was that he didn't want to just threaten to strangle him in the bud. After all, in his heart, Julian liked him and was betrayed by his secret lover. He wanted to kill someone who liked him. Even if you are ruthless and hateful, you can't do it.

Under these contradictory emotions, Owen can only try to show a little distance from him, so as not to cause him any misunderstanding and cause trouble for himself in the future.

Julian is very good at reading colors, and when he realizes that Owen seems to be alienating himself, he reduces the chances of communicating with him.

He guessed that it might be because he had activated his bloodline, and Owen had already repaid him, so he didn't have to post it.

It stands to reason that this kind of performance of the two sides cooperating with each other to distance themselves should make Owen very happy, but somehow, feeling that Julian is also alienating himself, Owen feels very uncomfortable in his heart.

Can't help complaining in my heart, don't you like me?Why don't you feel sad and sad when you are alienated by me, no matter how bad it is, you should at least confess your love to me, right?What do you mean by alienating me without saying a word?Don't you like me all fake!

The more Owen thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and his eyes on Julian became more and more unkind.

Julian's scalp was numb from his gloomy gaze for several days in a row, and he couldn't find out what was wrong with him. In order not to offend the other party, he had to dodge him as much as possible, but his behavior made Owen even more angry The look at him became more and more fierce.

Julian: ...

What did i do wrong? ? ?

In this way, the life of the two on the island was neither salty nor dull. Julian just ate, slept, and hid from Owen every day.Owen, on the other hand, often grinds his teeth in secret, wishing to bite Julian twice to vent his anger.

At this time, he had completely forgotten that he had alienated Julian on his own initiative, and instead blamed Julian for being insincere in his feelings.

(Julian: ???)

Owen also knew that his emotions were not right, but he didn't mean to change.This is a deserted island with only two people. He is the great knight of the Church of the Holy Light, and he can do whatever he wants here. Now he just indulged his emotions a little bit, and no one can blame him for anything.

What's more, in the Holy Light Church, in order to hide the secret that he likes men, he has suppressed it for too long. Now facing a man who likes him, he may not fall in love with him, but he never hates him, so why not let him How about a taste of what you want?

No one will ever know what happened here. After he leaves, he will return to the church and become a high-ranking knight commander, while the other party is just a nobody. Even if he wants to go to the church to report himself, it is impossible, because he Holds his greatest secret!

After thinking about this, Owen looked at Julian differently.

With a slender figure, a handsome appearance, and a kind and cheerful personality, as the object of his plan to have sex, Owen became more and more satisfied with Julian the more he looked at him.In addition, the other party also likes him, so he decided to leave a good memory before leaving.

It is impossible for Owen to stay on the island all year round. In fact, as the great knight of the church, he has already contacted his subordinates, but the boat is constantly sailing on the sea, and he does not know the exact location of the island, so his It will take some time for the subordinates to find this place, and he plans to have a good time with Julian before he leaves.

It was another clear night, and the moon was bright in the sky. After receiving the signal from his men, Owen slowly walked out of the cave.

According to the reports from his subordinates, they will be able to arrive at this deserted island tomorrow morning. His face was cloudy and cloudy under the light of the fire, and finally he gave an affirmative answer, and then walked towards the place he had observed a long time ago.

Although this small island is a desert island, there are quite a lot of vegetation on the island. Owen is not proficient in pharmacology, but he once saw a plant somewhere.

The potion made by that plant is called Dreaming, which is quite popular among the nobles. When Owen heard it for the first time, he was still curious about the effect of this potion. After learning the specific effect, he could only sneer.

As expected of those promiscuous and dirty nobles, the so-called dream is simply a drug for rape. After taking this medicine, it will affect the consciousness of the victim, making her take what she has experienced as a dream. Let those nobles play with them.

Owen has always despised their behavior, but he didn't expect that one day, he would have to rely on dreams to get what he wanted.

He thought about it, and he was still a little worried about Julian. Even if the other party liked him, he didn't want to leave any excuses for himself.So, when he was out hunting that day, he found the main material of Misty Dream and carefully remembered the location here. Perhaps it was God's will that sent this herb to him.

Owen's strength was much higher than Julian's, and he didn't disturb the man in the cave whether he went out or came back.

He stood on the edge of Julian's bed, quietly looking at his sleeping face. His handsome and exquisite appearance became more and more shockingly beautiful under the moonlight. Owen couldn't figure out what temptation he had been in, so he knocked him unconscious, and then The herbs were fed to him.

Julian: ...

Julian really wanted to spit out the bitter herbs in his mouth, but as a 'vegetative' whose body was knocked out and whose consciousness was still awake under the protection of the system, he was really powerless.

"What the hell is going on? Why did Owen suddenly attack me?" Julian was going crazy. He always thought that he and Owen got along pretty well. Why did the other party want to kill him all of a sudden?

He frantically called the system father, hoping that the system father would come out and save his life.

However, the cold father of the system probably thought that he would not be in any danger, so he didn't even reward him with a punctuation mark...

Julian: ..._(:з」∠)_

Having no choice but to swallow the herbal medicine, Owen pinched Julian's neck, and Julian soon felt the sensation in his body returning a little bit.

He didn't dare to open his eyes, for fear that his actions would irritate Owen, even though he still doesn't understand what the other party ate for him!

However, he soon discovered that his body began to heat up, and all the blood in his body rushed to an unspeakable part.

Julian: ...

What the hell!

He was completely stunned. He thought that Owen would feed him poison/medicine, he thought that Owen would feed him medicine for losing memory, but he never expected that the other party would give him spring/medicine!

Is there a mistake?You big knight of the Church of the Holy Light actually fed me aphrodisiacs?Do you want to be so horny!

Julian's heart was broken. He heard that there were no women in the prison, and something would happen between men, but he didn't expect that he would fall to this point one day.

Feeling that Owen took off his clothes one by one, Julian only felt his chrysanthemum tighten, and wept in his heart, it's over, my integrity is lost...

But something even more shocking happened to him. When he felt that kind of feeling, his whole body would feel bad.

Julian! ! ! Σ(°△°|||)︴

What happened next was so dreamy that Julian thought everything was his dream.

Owen didn't give him medicine, and he wasn't stripped naked, let alone such unbelievable things, everything was imagined by him taking the wrong medicine!

Unfortunately, when he woke up early the next morning and looked at the empty cave and the blood that had not been cleaned up in some inconspicuous corner, he couldn't deceive himself anyway, saying that everything yesterday was a dream.

Julian sat on the bed with his head in his arms, looking at the complete clothes on his body, no one could imagine what he had gone through.However, what broke him the most was that what happened yesterday should have disgusted him, but he unexpectedly responded well. Not only did he respond well, but he also had an aftertaste. If he had the chance, he might want to do it again. ...

This last fact was the reason for his collapse. He felt...that he...seemed...not so straight...

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Owen Diary:

On the last day before leaving the island, I finally got what I wanted.

It's just that I didn't expect this kind of thing to be so painful and bleeding!Fortunately, I can still bear this kind of pain, and I did enjoy it after getting better, but I still feel something is wrong!I don't think those nobles can bear the pain at the beginning!Maybe there's a reason I don't know about?When we go back this time, we must find a way to collect information in this regard.

To be honest, sleeping with a man is surprisingly good. After this experience, I think I really like him a little bit.

Of course, what I like the most is that he can be completely controlled by me. I have learned from Niya's lesson, and I will never let anyone have the opportunity to betray me!

……

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That place is still very uncomfortable, it has been three days!Kai said that my walking posture was a bit wrong, and I was so scared that I was sweating. I panicked and told him that it was because I didn't get enough food on the island. He believed it?It's unbelievable that this guy is my confidant... Sure enough, it would be better for Ivans to take care of him after I go back.

Unbelievable, only a few days after leaving, I actually miss that little fool, maybe I should let him stay on that small island, what is this kind of saying called among nobles?The golden house hides the charm?