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Su Zhaoxi stayed at home and didn't go out, he ignored Lu Yuanting, he didn't know what he would do, so to be on the safe side, he stayed at home, even if he had to face the slavery from his sister.

"This exercise book, you can help me make ten pages in a while." Su Yingyue took the book out of her school bag and put it in front of Su Zhaoxi. :

"You change the history for me."

Su Yingyue gave her brother a look of contempt, and reluctantly gave him the history: "Then you have to write twenty pages in this book."

"Don't worry, your brother has a great history." Su Zhaoxi took a pen and began to write.

The little girl will start school in a few days, and it will be the second half of the second semester of senior high school, and the courses will become tense.And because she was too playful before the Chinese New Year, she didn't do a single word of her homework. Fortunately, Su Zhaoxi could help her write it when she came back, otherwise she would have to stay up late at night to make up her homework.

"Su Yingyue, do you think you will really go to college like this?" Su Zhaoxi stared at the book while chatting with her.

"Don't worry, Dad said my grades are much better than yours back then." Su Yingyue pushed back unconvinced.

"Oh, then you copied the exam very well." Su Zhaoxi frowned as he looked at a question. He was a little confused about world history and couldn't figure it out for a while.

Su Yingyue hit him on the head with a stick, Su Zhaoxi cried out in pain, and tightly covered the place where he was beaten.The little girl definitely learned from her father, she is just like her father hitting him with chopsticks.

"You are too much, Su Yingyue." Su Zhaoxi exaggeratedly shouted, Su Yingyue looked at him with disgust.

There was a knock on the door outside, the siblings looked at each other, Su Zhaoxi deliberately covered the place where he was beaten, and signaled Su Yingyue with his eyes: "Go, I was beaten."

Su Yingyue pouted and left the room to open the door.

Lu Yuanting didn't sleep well last night, his first impression of this hotel was very bad, and later he even felt that the sheets were rough and rough when lying on the bed, so he woke up very early in the morning.

Looking at the rising sun outside the window, Lu Yuanting started to be in a daze.After one night, Su Zhaoxi didn't reply to his message, but he wanted to see him again today, what should he do?Do you want to ask him out again or visit him directly?

Lu Yuanting thought for a long time, and felt that it would be useless to send a text message to ask him out again. He could not reply to the first message or the second message. The best way is to find someone in the past.He knew which room his family lived in in that alley, so he could find it.

As soon as he made up his mind, he immediately got up to wash up, and came to the alley without thinking about breakfast.He found the door and knocked softly twice.

When Su Yingyue came to open the door, she found that she didn't know the person standing outside the door. Just as she was about to remind him that she had gone to the wrong place, the person said, "You are Yingyue, you have grown up so much."

Su Yingyue didn't remember that she knew such a person, she tilted her head and thought for a long time before suddenly realizing: "Are you here to find my brother?"

Lu Yuanting smiled, nodded embarrassedly, and asked her, "Is your brother there?"

Su Yingyue made way for him and pointed to a room: "That room."

When Su Zhaoxi looked up and saw Lu Yuanting standing at the door of the bedroom, he felt that the scene was too unreal, how did he come in?Why is he here?

He looked back at Su Yingyue, Su Yingyue spread her hands innocently, and continued to write her homework.

"Zhaoxi, I'm here to find you." Standing at the door of the bedroom, Lu Yuanting said slowly, his eyes following his movements.

Su Zhaoxi put down his pen, stood up with a cold face: "Let's go out and talk."

After they left, Su Yingyue looked at the window curiously.She remembered that Su Zhaoxi told him that he had already separated from that brother, why the two of them went out again now, and that brother didn't look like a bad person, otherwise she wouldn't have let him in at first.The little girl couldn't understand her brother's relationship problem, so she buried herself in her homework.

Su Zhaoxi led Lu Yuanting to the entrance of the alley and stopped. He calmly asked, "What's the matter with you?"

Lu Yuanting looked at him, his red nose was pitiful: "I want to see you."

"It was agreed when we broke up. You let me go voluntarily. Why are you pestering me now?"

"I miss you so much, every night."

"Why didn't you think of me when you cheated on me?"

After Su Zhaoxi said these words viciously, Lu Yuanting's face turned pale, and he couldn't continue. Su Zhaoxi was very angry when he mentioned the incident at that time. He didn't care about Lu Yuanting's feelings, and then continued:

"Are you tired of playing and came to get back with me, or are you forced by your mother to get married and want to continue to maintain a relationship with me? Let me tell you, no matter which one, I will never believe your nonsense again. Seven Years ago, I was the fool who believed in love at first sight, but thinking about it now makes me sick."

The initial relationship was turned over and used as a sharp weapon to stab him. Lu Yuanting wanted him to stop talking, but everything he said was reasonable. In this relationship, he was always the one who owed Su Zhaoxi .

The more Su Zhaoxi said, the more he felt aggrieved, but he didn't want to cry in front of Lu Yuanting in shame, that would be too spineless.

"Let's go, don't meet again in the future, take the past as a lesson." After he finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, but Lu Yuanting took his arm, moved his lips, and then spoke tremblingly:

"My family has agreed that we are together, and I will not get married in the future. Come back with me, and I will treat you well."

Su Zhaoxi pushed his hand away, not understanding what he meant, so he deliberately said the words in an ugly way: "Are you kidnapping morally? You won't get married if I'm not with you, then you won't get married, and What does it matter to me?"

The scar on his wrist always reminds him of what happened to him, no matter how good he is in front of his family, no matter how optimistic and cheerful he is, but as long as they go to Lu Yuanting together, those negative emotions will flood the sky, He couldn't breathe under the pressure.Will tell him that he is not as glamorous as he looks, and he is just a poor man who has been abandoned.

Looking back on those experiences until now, he still feels creepy, restricted freedom, he resisted, he flattered himself, just wanted him to let him go, but now he is still entangled, as if he is destined to be unable to get rid of General bad luck.

Su Zhaoxi clenched her fist and punched him in the face, Lu Yuanting was caught off guard, the punch hit the corner of his mouth, and his teeth hit his lower lip.

"Don't come to me in the future. My sister opened the door for you today because she doesn't know you. If you come to disturb my family again in the future, I will make you regret it."

He gritted his teeth and stared, almost pointing his finger at his nose.

It was not until he closed the door and Lu Yuanting closed his eyes that a tear fell.He thought: You have made me feel very sorry.

Su Yingyue was furious when she saw her brother was out, and immediately did her homework obediently, not daring to provoke him, not even daring to look at him.

Su Zhaoxi was still angry after sitting down, turned around and called Su Yingyue's name, Su Yingyue responded tremblingly.

"In the future, if he knocks on the door, don't open it. You dare to let someone you don't know into your house. You know who he is."

Su Yingyue nodded and agreed graciously, but she was thinking about something else: I know that person today, isn't it the one you brought home? They all said they came to you, so I can't let him Come in, I wanted to adjust the conflict between the two of you, but I didn't expect to be scolded.The little girl pursed her mouth unconvinced.

Su Zhaoxi's heart was simmering with anger, she dropped her pen and went back to her room in the middle of her homework, the little girl hurriedly brought her homework over, fearing that it would be in trouble.

What he said to Lu Yuanting just now was so cruel, he should go back tomorrow, it’s better to leave today, he doesn’t want to wait until the evening when his parents are off work, he will come to play such a show for him, it will really mess up up.

He sat on the bed and wrapped his arms around his knees. What kind of feelings does he have for Lu Yuanting now?love?

As soon as he uttered these two words, Su Zhaoxi shook his head in denial. Now, even talking about love would make him feel sick.

What about hate?

Su Zhaoxi began to think deeply, he should hate him for the excessive things he did to himself, so much that he would dream of him dying every night, but he didn't think so.

Then be a stranger, you can mention the other person's name without any disturbance, and you can greet each other generously and decently when you meet on the street, but unless it happens by chance, the two will not meet.Just like this day after day, year after year, they grow old, some of them don't even have complete memory, and they just become strangers, he thinks it's good.

原来你爱过我，给我那样一段刻骨的感情，带我上进的是你，带我见识这座城市的是你，挨揍时有不放开的双手，生病时有可依靠的肩膀，可Later, it was you who pushed me into the abyss, and it was you who made my life worse than death, but you said, you can give this kind of feeling to me, and you can also give it to others.

If you agree to let go, you don't count. You have the ability to go back on your word. I can't beat you. I can only make you feel bad by hurting myself, and bet on your liking for me.You persuade me to turn back, but the years are not gentle, and you don't stay.

Lu Yuanting walked back to the hotel in a daze, fell on the bed with his eyes open in a daze, he didn't know his mother worried and called him several times, all he was thinking about was that Su Zhaoxi really didn't want him anymore.

When he came here, he still had a little bit of luck in his heart, what if Su Zhaoxi still had a little nostalgia for him, what if he showed that Su Zhaoxi would be soft-hearted to him, but Su Zhaoxi punched him hard. Answer: All this is his own beautiful fantasy.

He is really determined to leave, his repentance is just a trouble for him, he is trying his best to be a stranger with himself, erase the past, and there will be no strangers with a common future.

This answer made Lu Yuanting's heart hurt even more. He felt that he could not redeem the sins he had committed, as if it was reasonable for Su Zhaoxi to stab him with a knife today, who made him owe so much.

Only now did he really realize that retribution really exists, and he has been heartbroken by retribution, even if he dies now, it will not bring that person back.

He closed his eyes peacefully, and even his breathing slowed down, as if he had really passed away.

[The author has something to say]: Thank you Fang Fangjun, Fat Orange for the recommendation ticket, and thank you for the monthly ticket of Mingyue Qingfeng, I love you and love you!