smoke scar

During Su Yingyue's winter vacation, she started to do her homework after the new year, so she couldn't take Su Zhaoxi out to play, and Su Zhaoxi didn't have time to go out to play, because he was doing her homework under Su Yingyue's coercion. .

After Su Zhaoxi talked with his father, he felt that life was not getting any easier. Facing Su Yingyue's coercion, he had no choice but to submit, and it didn't work if he only surrendered. Su Yingyue would still squeeze him as a labor force. .Since he came back, he has done all the housework, and even the grocery shopping has been taken care of by him. If it wasn't for the fact that his cooking is not delicious, even the cooking has to be done by him.

On this day, under the oppression of his sister, he went out to buy vegetables again.Parents have gone to work, and they will retire in a few years. They have been teachers all their lives, and it is time to retire.

Su Zhaoxi has been familiar with the road to the vegetable market for the past few days. A few days ago, Su Yingyue started to take him on this road. He suspected that the little girl had planned everything at that time.

But when he finished buying vegetables and carrying them home, he met an unexpected person on the road.

Lu Yuanting was wearing a well-tailored overcoat and his leather shoes were well-polished, which was out of place in the noisy vegetable market.Su Zhaoxi lowered his head and looked at himself. After returning home, he was not so particular about it. He just took his clothes and shoes casually, and he was carrying a few bags of vegetables. Compared with him, he was really down and out. .

He originally wanted to pretend that he didn't see Lu Yuanting going around, but who knew that Lu Yuanting called him, although the crowd around was noisy, but he still heard it clearly.

"Zhaoxi." Seeing that he was about to leave, Lu Yuanting hurriedly called him, his voice full of longing.

Su Zhaoxi had to stop to look at him, distanced himself a bit from him, and called him politely: "Boss Lu."

Lu Yuanting has been in that city for a long time, and missing Su Zhaoxi is going to drive him crazy. Every day, he thinks about how Su Zhaoxi is doing today, whether he has forgotten him, or he still misses him a little bit. .

He was fidgeting in the office, there was no smell of Su Zhaoxi there, which made him flustered terribly.He didn't dare to go back to the duplex building, so he had to ask someone to bring the book that Su Zhaoxi hadn't finished reading. Sometimes he would get drunk at night, and when he was drunk, he would hold the book in his arms and cry while crying. calling his name.During the day he pretends to be nothing, but at night, the boundless night will shatter all his pretense.

After a few days of suffering, he finally couldn't bear it anymore. If he went on like this, he would be schizophrenic, so he simply left the company and bought a plane ticket to come here immediately.He told himself in his heart: He only needs to take a look at it from a distance, and only one look can explain his longing for so many days.But when it came time to meet people, he started to be greedy again, talk to him, let him listen to his voice, he really wanted to go crazy.

"I came here on a business trip to take a look. I didn't expect to meet you. What a coincidence." Lu Yuanting felt guilty and pulled an unnatural smile on his face.

Su Zhaoxi didn't even want to expose him, he had already used up the excuse of business trip, and even if it was a business trip, what business opportunities would they have in this small eighteenth-tier county.He also didn't see Lu Yuanting for so many days, his eyes traced his figure carefully.

Lu Yuanting lost a lot of weight, his eye sockets were sunken, the sadness in his eyes couldn't be hidden, his lips were a little pale, and he didn't look very well.

Lu Yuanting was also looking at him greedily, he had been thinking about this person for so long, how could he be reconciled if he didn't take a closer look.All he could see was Su Zhaoxi, and the hands hanging on both sides of his body were about to move, wanting to go over and hug him, but he was afraid that he would struggle to escape and scare him, so he put his hands in his pockets.

"If there's nothing else, I'll go back first. I wish you a happy life." Su Zhaoxi walked around him, passing him by.Now he treats him with the polite tone he treats outsiders, Lu Yuanting's eyes hurt when he thinks about it.

After Su Zhaoxi walked out of the vegetable market, he stopped to gasp for breath. Unexpectedly, Lu Yuanting found this place again. Didn't he agree to let him go?Now come to pester again.Now that you regret it so much, put on an affectionate look and show him, what did you do long ago? When you cheated for the first time, did you think of today, and did you think that he would leave cruelly?

Su Zhaoxi suppressed herself, not letting her tears flow out, and she had to go home soon, Su Yingyue could tell if her eyes were red at a glance.He told his family that he had separated from Lu Yuanting, so he couldn't regret it. He didn't know what to do. If he went back to live with Lu Yuanting for seven years, what would those seven years be like? Temporary soft-heartedness will ruin myself.

What his father said is still true, their feelings are just unreliable, Lu Yuanting, a powerful person, will not guard him for a lifetime, he has made a mistake once, but there can be no second time.

He tidied up his emotions and walked home, forcing himself to forget about Lu Yuanting's figure just now, and pretending that he had never seen him at all.

He carried the vegetables into the house, and he didn't dare to turn his head back all the way. He knew that Lu Yuanting was following him quietly. Although he took his steps lightly, how could the people who have been with each other day and night for seven years even distinguish the sound? not come out.

Su Zhaoxi locked the door, stood at the door and did not leave, after a while, Lu Yuanting really followed, the toe of his shoe could just be seen through the gap under the door, he believed that Lu Yuanting knew that he was standing at the door.

The two just looked at each other through a door, and those outside dared not knock on the door, and those inside dared not open the door.Lu Yuanting stood at the door for a few minutes, then changed the direction of his shoes, and he had already left.

Su Zhaoxi's tears were about to fall, but she had pretended well just now, so she couldn't let it slip now.He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes to let the tears recede. After letting out a long breath, he carried the vegetables into the room.

"Why did you come back so late?" Su Yingyue had already boiled porridge, waiting for Su Zhaoxi to come back from buying vegetables to cook.

"Today there are a lot of people, so I was delayed." Su Zhaoxi didn't dare to raise his head, for fear that tears would fall while he was talking.

The little girl could see that he was not in a good mood right now, so she didn't say much, took the dishes from him and started washing.Su Zhaoxi dodged and entered the house. His room has been tidied up, and the days of laying the floor are over.

He lay on the bed, thinking about what happened just now with a headache, what does Lu Yuanting mean by this?If he had really knocked on the door, would he have opened it?Shouldn't he marry a wife according to his mother's wishes? Why did he act like he couldn't let go?

A series of question marks made him confused at all, but at this time Lu Yuanting came to add to the confusion.The phone he threw aside rang. It was a text message. Su Zhaoxi grabbed it and took it in his hand. The name that lit up on the screen was too familiar.

"Can you come out tomorrow?" Lu Yuanting sent him such a message.A simple sentence made him unable to guess what Lu Yuanting was thinking.

Su Zhaoxi scratched his head, typed out a sentence and then deleted it, he didn't feel good when he replied, so he simply didn't reply, just pretend he didn't see it.At worst, he won't go out tomorrow, and he dares to come and arrest him in front of his parents.

He threw the phone aside and lay down again.He was so annoyed that he didn't feel comfortable no matter what, so he finally sat up and went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water.

Who didn't bring Lu Yuanting with him when he came here temporarily? As soon as he landed, he thought about going to Su Zhaoxi first, and followed him all the way from the vegetable market to the door of his house.Looking at the closed door, he stopped.

He knew that Su Zhaoxi was standing behind the door, and he couldn't let go of the hand he raised to knock on the door. He hesitated again and again, and finally left with a sigh.

Coming out of that alley, when the cold wind blew, he actually felt a vicissitudes of life.He raised his eyes to look at the sky, the blue one was different from that of the city.

It was getting dark, and he was looking for a place to stay. There are very few hotels open 24 hours in a small place, so he had to hurry up, otherwise he would have to find someone he didn't know tonight, sleep in the corner of someone's house, and have to sleep in the corner. Get out before dawn.

He walked out of this area and found a hotel in a relatively prosperous area.When he went through the formalities and paid the deposit, the price was so cheap that he was speechless, and his intuition told him that the room would not be much better.

When he went upstairs and opened the door of the room, it turned out not to be much different from what he thought. From the whole room, there was only the bed, which was reasonable. There was not even a carpet on the floor, and the color of the curtains was also very depressing. It's freshly painted so it doesn't look so old.

Lu Yuanting clenched his fists, since they have come here, they can't be disgusted, isn't Su Zhaoxi also from this place, he can bear it, why can't he.He made a mental construction for himself, closed his eyes and closed the door.

Once the door was closed, the room seemed smaller and more stuffy. When had he ever lived in such a room as a young master who had been pampered since he was a child?The bed looks ok, but the floor is really not that good, even with shoes on it can feel uncomfortable.

He took off his coat and threw it on the cabinet, lying on the bed by himself, edited a text message and sent it to Su Zhaoxi:

"Can you come out tomorrow?"

After he finished sending, he kept looking at the phone screen.Su Zhaoxi never left his phone, so he could see it.It's just that he waited for a long, long time until the screen went dark and then turned on again, and after repeated several times, he turned off the phone and threw it on the bed in frustration.

He chased after him in a flash of fever, never thinking about whether Su Zhaoxi would like to see him. When he met him today, Su Zhaoxi wanted to pretend not to see him and leave. If he hadn't called him himself, he would have even I don't want to say a word to him.

That's right, if I made someone look like that, if I replaced it with myself, I wouldn't forgive it so easily.He was so tired that he couldn't even shed tears, he just felt physically and mentally exhausted, as if he had to take a lot of effort to breathe.

In the evening, after the parents come back from get off work, they will have dinner.Su Yingyue came to his room to call him, and seeing him absent-mindedly turning the pages of the book, she immediately took the book away.

"You're a little weird today." The little girl stared at her strangely.

"I went out and ran into something evil, and I'll buy vegetables for you later." Su Zhaoxi snatched the book over, and then looked down from where he was looking at just now.

"Don't read, eat." Su Yingyue buckled his book firmly, and walked out with his arm.

Su Zhaoxi was also absent-minded when eating a meal, and almost dropped his chopsticks a few times, Su Yingyue gave him a strange look, and focused on eating.

[The author has something to say]: Thank you Fang Fangjun for the recommendation ticket, and thank you for the monthly ticket for Fat Orange, I love you all!