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The delivery service was out of service, the restaurant was closed, everyone was immersed in the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, only Su Zhaoxi looked at the store hungry.

The bookstore was not open either. He felt that no one from the National People's Congress would come to buy books during the Chinese New Year, so he locked the door and slept upstairs all day.Fortunately, nothing was lost in the store. He remembered that the door was not locked when he was taken away by Lu Yuanting. If he finally broke up with him and came back to find that his store had been emptied, he would probably cry on the spot.

The restaurants are not open, takeaways cannot be ordered, and the problem of eating can only be solved by yourself.He hasn't cooked for a long time, in fact, he doesn't know how to cook at all.Simple cooking of noodles and porridge is okay, but if it is a little deeper, he will find it tricky.

On this day, he fell asleep again until he woke up naturally.When I woke up, I rubbed my eyes, grabbed a few more strands of hair, raised my hand to take the alarm clock by the bed, and squinted to see what time it is.

At ten o'clock in the morning, if you wake up, you can have an early lunch.Su Zhaoxi's body was numb after sleeping for a long time, and when she woke up, she frowned uncomfortably.

At that time, when the second floor was remodeled, the problem of lighting a fire and cooking was not considered, so the kitchen was made relatively small, but it was okay, so there was no place to turn around.

After 10 minutes, the pot of noodles was cooked, Su Zhaoxi took a bowl and put it in a bowl, and brought it to the table at the stairs to eat.The ticket is tomorrow, so I have to clean up here tonight, and the corners of his mouth can't stop rising when he thinks of meeting his parents.

After eating, he took a blanket over to cover himself, and then read a book there, the same one he read before, a magical novel.

Although there is a study room in the duplex building, this kind of books will never be accommodated. There are only professional books there, and there are very few things that seem to be just for fun.

The neighbors have all gone home, looking around, it seems that he is the only one living in the store on this street, and he is really a little scared at night, so he sleeps with the lights on at night.

In the afternoon, he packed his luggage, folded and packed the clothes here, and brought some things for his parents by the way. He hated going back late, and the convenience stores were closed. It seemed that he could only buy on the road.What should I buy for my sister?Su Zhaoxi stopped and thought about it, the younger sister who had been fighting with him since she was a child has grown into a big girl now, and he owes her a lot, making her have a brother, but it's the same as not having one.

After packing up his things, he started to tidy up the house. He planned to stay in his hometown for a while before coming back. The store might open later, and he was probably the least distracted boss.

It was getting dark outside, so he turned on the light.He cleaned up the house thoroughly back and forth, making sure that when he came back, he wouldn't add a few new members to the house.His figure was reflected in the window, busy back and forth under the incandescent light.

Lu Yuanting looked at that figure downstairs almost obsessively. He knew that what he did was very disgusting, and he was sticky and clung to it even though he had already broken up.But he really couldn't let it go, when he lived in the Huishi building, he had nightmares every night, and every time he woke up calling Su Zhaoxi's name, as for the bathroom, he didn't even dare to go.So he has been sleeping in the company for the past few days, and then asked his assistant to go back to get his clothes during the day.

The car he drives today belongs to his assistant, Su Zhaoxi will recognize it when he drives his own car, he doesn't want to disturb him anymore, just give him some distance and let him watch quietly.

After Su Zhaoxi cleaned up the house and put all the bottles and jars in place, she was going to close the curtains and go to bed.He looked downstairs, and there was a black car parked next to the second tree downstairs.A bad thought rose in his heart: Lu Yuanting didn't go back on his word and came to him again.

The street was mostly empty, and he would have noticed the sudden addition of cars.He stood by the windowsill and watched the car for a long time, and he was relieved when it finally drove away.

It's fine if he doesn't, he has planned everything and doesn't want to be disrupted again.He calmly closed the curtains.

Lu Yuanting stopped after driving a certain distance, he didn't notice Su Zhaoxi was looking downstairs at the time, and when he found out, he hurriedly drove away in fear that he would become suspicious.

He smoked a cigarette in the car boredly, then kicked the accelerator and went to Lu's house.He hasn't been back since he quarreled with his mother last time, and he didn't go back to eat during the Chinese New Year. He should go and have a look now.

Mrs. Lu didn't expect him to come over so late and asked him if he had eaten.Lu Yuanting stayed downstairs in Su Zhaoxi for a long time, so he didn't have time to eat dinner, but he didn't want to mess with his mother any more, and he didn't have an appetite, so he lied that he had eaten.

He invited his parents over, sat them down on the sofa in the hall, and knelt down facing them.

After all, Mrs. Lu felt sorry for her son, and she was in a hurry to help him up, but Lu Yuanting stopped her and said solemnly, "Listen to me first."

Mrs. Lu had no choice but to go back and sit down. Master Lu patted the back of her hand to reassure her.

He knelt on the ground with his back straight and serious, "Dad, Mom, I've actually thought about this for a long time. I believe you have seen it in the past seven years. I like men, and I like them." The man is Su Zhaoxi."

As soon as he finished speaking, Mrs. Lu felt her heart skip a beat. She had been obstructing her for so many years, but she didn't expect it to end like this.

Lu Yuanting went on to say: "I did a lot of wrong things before, which made him disappointed in me. If I am lucky enough to let him come back to me again, I hope you can accept him, and we will honor you together in the future."

Master Lu understood what he meant. His son was really going to live with a man for the rest of his life, and he was going to beg that man to live with him for the rest of his life. He was so angry that he grabbed a cup from the coffee table and threw it at him.

Mrs. Lu quickly stood up to stop him, but unfortunately she was a step too late, and the cup still fell on Lu Yuanting.

"What are you doing? There is no one who hits someone with a cup. What if you get sick?"

Mrs. Lu went to see Lu Yuanting's situation distressedly, but Lu Yuanting didn't feel any pain, the cup knocked on his collarbone, he stopped his mother's hand to unbutton his shirt, smiled and said to her, "Mom, I'm fine."

He still knelt straight, showing no sign of giving in: "Dad, I really have no other choice. That's all I've said. From now on, if you can accept Su Zhaoxi, we will honor you together. If you can't accept it," Lu Yuanting said There was a pause here before continuing: "You will not be my son from now on."

"Bring me a stick." Master Lu yelled in the hall angrily, "I'm going to wake up this bad boy today."

The servants in the hall did not dare to move, knowing that what Master Lu said was angry.

Mrs. Lu felt sorry for her son, turned her head and yelled at him: "You really want to beat him to death, I see who will take care of you after you beat him to death, what's wrong with liking a man, if he likes a man, it's not you Son?"

"You help him too!" Master Lu pointed to Mrs. Lu, sighed again and again, and finally went upstairs out of anger.

Mrs. Lu helped Lu Yuanting up, let him sit on the sofa, and asked him if the blow just now hurt.

Lu Yuanting really didn't expect his mother to turn towards him at this time, he thought his mother would be the one who beat him the hardest after he came out.

"Mom, thank you." He held his fucking hand and thanked her with tears in his eyes.

Madam Lu pursed her lips, quite dissatisfied.Lu Yuanting's attitude is firm, and he is determined to be with Su Zhaoxi. If she keeps stopping him, he probably won't have this son.She doesn't care what happens to Su Zhaoxi, but her son must be fine.

Lu Yuanting looked at his mother, tears came down from his laughter.

He didn't sleep at Lu's house that night, and declined his mother's offer to let him stay overnight, because he wanted to secretly give Su Zhaoxi a ride on the train tomorrow.

Su Zhaoxi woke up very early the next day. He got up before the alarm clock woke up. Maybe it was because he was too happy to go back home and couldn't sleep. In fact, he didn't sleep well last night, and his mind was full of things about going home. .

What should I say when I meet my parents, what should I say when I meet my sister, and how to tell them that I have broken up with Lu Yuanting.

All of this was forgotten when he walked out of the store with his suitcase. Even if he was beaten as soon as he entered the house, he thought he felt happy at that time.

He got into a taxi, not noticing that there was another car following him.Lu Yuanting carefully followed behind him. He asked people to check Su Zhaoxi's ticket, when to leave, where to go, which seat, he knew all of these, but he could only send him to the train station, he didn't The courage to buy a ticket to go with him, if Su Zhaoxi finds out, he must hide far away.

The taxi took him to the gate of the station, he paid the money and said thanks and got off with his things.Lu Yuanting also stopped the car, opened the window a little and stared at him, seeing the figure getting farther and farther away from him, he took a deep breath, moved his fingers, and wanted to smoke again.

He has become more and more addicted to cigarettes recently, and he would smoke three or four cigarettes almost every day to get over it. After leaving Su Zhaoxi, it became more serious.

Su Zhaoxi got on the train with her luggage, and the train would leave in a few ten minutes.He was about to temporarily leave this place that made him feel sad and happy, and the feelings in his heart were quite complicated.

When the train was moving, he kept looking at the scenery outside the window. He watched the train go all the way across the bridge built over the river, through the factories in the development zone, and out of the city. Then the scenery outside the window changed, and the number of trees gradually increased. , there are fields, and high-voltage wires can be seen in the distance.The train drove him all the way, getting closer and closer to home.

After Lu Yuanting couldn't see Su Zhaoxi, he drove back to the company. He threw the car keys to the assistant, saying that he would no longer need them.The assistant was also quite puzzled. Their boss insisted on driving his 10,000+ car instead of driving such a good car, and he drove it for several days, but now he said no.He couldn't figure it out, and he didn't dare to ask Lu Yuanting.

Lu Yuanting stayed in the company for a whole day, and he was restless all the time. When signing the documents, he signed his name wrongly. It should be his name, but he wrote the word Su. Right after he finished writing, he felt that something was wrong. I called the assistant in again and reprinted it.

He wiped his face on the chair to wake himself up, then stood up and looked out the window, thinking about Su Zhaoxi.He has already left this city, and left as he wished. He obviously agreed with him, but now he is regretting awkwardly.

He wanted to tell Su Zhaoxi that he had come out to his parents, and they would stop blocking them.Thinking about it, I feel ashamed. He has forced people to commit suicide. That person has even thought about death, and he doesn't even want to be with him, so why should he say such things to him again.

The train traveled for almost a day, and Su Zhaoxi arrived at the station when it was just getting dark, and he had to take another taxi.Having not been back for so many years, his hometown has really changed a lot, and he can no longer recognize some places.

He stood by the side of the road and waved when a taxi came.After getting in the car, when the driver asked him where he was going with a friendly hometown accent, he felt sincerely: he really went home.