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The sky in the east was slightly bright, and Su Zhaoxi was pushed out of the operating room.Lu Yuanting rushed up to ask about the situation.

"The wound is no longer a serious problem, but I can't use my strength recently, so the bruise on my body needs to be taken care of."

When Lu Yuanting heard that Su Zhaoxi was fine, he heaved a sigh of relief as if he was alive after a catastrophe. He thanked the doctor and went to the ward to see Su Zhaoxi.

Su Zhaoxi's face was pale and he was still asleep, Lu Yuanting leaned on the bed and kissed his uninjured right hand, weeping while kissing.

"Zhaoxi, thank you for not leaving, what should I do if you are gone."

Su Zhaoxi felt that he had slept for a long time. He dreamed of many people, including his parents, his sister, and Lu Yuanting in college.They all looked at him with a smile, but he looked at them with tears.Then the screen changed, and the sound of cursing filled the surroundings, scolding him for being useless, scolding him for going his own way, scolding him for being a son of man in vain, and he knelt on the ground with tears streaming down his face.

In the last scene, he took a knife and stabbed Lu Yuanting when he was in college. The bright young man was bleeding from his mouth and nose, and he looked at him in disbelief, and then he woke himself up.

He sat up in shock, touched the hanging needle on the back of his hand, and let out a gasp because of the sting.

Seeing that he woke up, Lu Yuanting happily stood up to hug him, Su Zhaoxi backed away again and again, and the hanging needle was shaken for a while.

He looked at his left wrist, which was already bandaged with sutures.With such a deep wound, it shouldn't be possible to save him. He wanted to tear off the gauze, but the hanging needle in his right hand restrained him for a while.

Lu Yuanting hastily pressed his right hand, pressed him to the side of the bed to prevent him from moving, and persuaded him:

"You've already woken up, don't think about dying anymore, I won't give you this chance."

The feeling of almost losing made him still have lingering fears. If he knew that Su Zhaoxi went into the bathroom to commit suicide, he would have stopped him from going in.

Su Zhaoxi sat on the bed blankly, the liquid from the needle dripped down bit by bit, and flowed into his body along the tube.

He just stared blankly for a while, then turned his head to look at Lu Yuanting, and asked him with tears in his eyes, "Do you still want to lock me up?"

He didn't die this time, and Lu Yuanting would not let him go. He should be taken back when he recovers.

Lu Yuanting lowered his eyes, squeezed his hand tightly and said, "I won't close you anymore. If you want to open that bookstore, you can go back and open it."

Su Zhaoxi glanced at him, and then said to himself, "Lu Yuanting, what my mother asked me at that time, I regret it now."

Lu Yuanting couldn't hear what he said, only heard the word "regret", and asked him: "What do you regret?"

Su Zhaoxi shook his head and refused to speak any more.He knew in his heart that what he regretted was when his mother asked him if it was worthwhile to do so. Now he regretted it, and he regretted it deeply.

Seeing that he was not talking, Lu Yuanting asked him to rest more. Su Zhaoxi just woke up and was still weak and didn't have much energy, so he fell asleep before finishing the injection.

In the afternoon, Lu Yuanting was called back to Lu's house, and Mrs. Lu asked about him and Yi Yuhuai.He remembered that last night, it was because of Yi Yuhuai's kiss that made Su Zhaoxi look like that, and he burst into tears.

"Mom, can you stop forcing me?"

"How can I force you? Isn't it a matter of course for you to get married?"

Lu Yuanting couldn't stop his tears from streaming down his face. He knelt down on the carpet and looked at his mother:

"Mom, Zhaoxi almost died last night. At that time, I had no doubt that if he really went, I would follow him, so don't force me, okay? Please let me go, we will respect you in the future .”

He burst into tears, Madam Lu was shocked.

When Su Zhaoxi woke up, there was no one in the ward, the needle had already been pulled out, and when he got out of bed, Lu Yuanting came in as soon as his feet touched the ground.His eye circles were a little red, probably from crying.

"Why did you get out of bed, don't sleep any longer." Lu Yuanting closed the door and wanted to come over to help him.

Su Zhaoxi dodged his movements, stood with the bed supported by herself, and looked at him seriously:

"I want to talk to you about something."

Lu Yuanting tried his best to maintain a smile, and asked him softly, "What's the matter with you?"

"I think, let's separate." Su Zhaoxi didn't dodge this time, and looked firmly into his eyes.

Lu Yuanting lowered his head and fell silent, with sobs in his throat: "Can't you forgive me?"

"Sorry, at least not now." Staying by his side, Su Zhaoxi even committed suicide, if Lu Yuanting forces him again in the future, what can he do.

"Whether you agree or not, I have decided to leave, I just want to tell you." Su Zhaoxi walked around him, came to the table and sat down.

"Then can we separate after you are discharged from the hospital?" Lu Yuanting felt extremely humble, and now he had to spend his energy to ask for things that were so ordinary.

"It's up to you." Su Zhaoxi doesn't want to entangle with him, anyway, they will be separated sooner or later.

Lu Yuanting lowered his head and pulled out a bitter smile.

Su Zhaoxi stayed in the hospital for half a month, and it was really time for the Chinese New Year. He didn't expect that one year of Chinese New Year would be spent in the hospital.This year's New Year's Eve dinner was so rare that Lu Yuanting didn't go back to Lu's house to eat, but ate with him in the hospital.

Although the ward was asked to bring meals, it was not possible to set up a banquet, so Lu Yuanting just made dumplings and brought them over.Su Zhaoxi will be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and they will be separated in a few days.

"Come here to eat dumplings, made with your favorite stuffing." Lu Yuanting took out the bowls and chopsticks, unscrewed the lunch box, and the aroma gradually filled the whole room.

"Thank you." Su Zhaoxi sat over and picked up the bowl, thanking him.

Lu Yuanting was stunned for a moment, when did Su Zhaoxi be so polite to him.

"Happy New Year, Zhaoxi." Lu Yuanting looked at Su Zhaoxi with tenderness in his eyes.

"Happy New Year, Young Master Lu." After all, Su Zhaoxi has a short mouth, so he still needs to say a blessing.

Lu Yuanting couldn't take it anymore, he lowered his head and tears were rolling, he didn't expect that he didn't even want to call his own name, and went around and around, and ended up like this.

After dinner, there are fireworks outside.Every year, Su Zhaoxi celebrates the New Year by himself, so he didn't pay attention to this, but now in the hospital, it feels awkward to sit and watch TV with Lu Yuanting, and the location of the ward just happens to be visible, so why not watch one, anyway, in the future Never see you again.

He stood by the window, looking out at the fireworks through the glass, while Lu Yuanting stood behind him, staring at him intently.

It seemed that the world was quiet, but Lu Yuanting could hear the sound of fireworks outside and Su Zhaoxi's soft laughter.It seems that he hasn't laughed for a long time, and he seems to be crying and afraid all the time.If we separate this time, don't meet someone like me in the future.

Su Zhaoxi sat down after watching for a while, his legs were sore from standing just now.Most of the injuries on his body have healed, but there must be scars on his wrists.He looked down at his wrist, and there was a hideous scar running across the entire wrist, ruining the beauty. He wanted to buy a watch to cover it up, after all, it would be bad to scare his parents after returning home.

He is full of expectations for the future, but of course he hasn't figured out what to do in the future.The bookstore is here, and he has to go back to his hometown. There is a long distance between the two, and it is impossible to run back and forth.If he didn't take his parents over and let his younger sister go to school here, he could still support his family with a single bookstore.

He laughed unconsciously as he thought about it, of course, his back was turned to Lu Yuanting.Lu Yuanting had never seen his smiling face before he left.

On the day of discharge from the hospital, it was a sunny day, but it was still very cold. Su Zhaoxi shrank her neck even though she was wrapped in a cotton coat.He doesn't have so many things. Others have big bags and small bags. He only has a few clothes.

Lu Yuanting drove the car downstairs, saw that he was still carrying something and wanted to take it over and hold it for him.Su Zhaoxi sideways dodged it, and politely said to him: "Please trouble Master Lu, I can just take a taxi and go."

Lu Yuanting withdrew his outstretched hand stiffly. He rubbed his fingers and forced a smile: "I'll see you off. It's hard to take a taxi during the Chinese New Year."

Su Zhaoxi didn't want to owe him any more, so she shook her head to refuse.Lu Yuanting immediately took what was in his hand, opened the car door and threw it to the back, then opened the front door and said to him, "Get in the car, it's really hard to take a taxi outside, I met you when I came here just now."

Su Zhaoxi thought to herself: If it is not easy to get a taxi, I can still take the bus.But he didn't have the heart to say it to Lu Yuanting's pitiful appearance. Forget it, he's leaving in a few days anyway, and he didn't stop himself in his rush.

Su Zhaoxi figured it out and got into the car, but instead of sitting in the front, he opened the door and took the initiative to sit back.Lu Yuanting's expression changed, and finally he drove away without making a sound.

The car stopped at the door of Shiguang Bookstore, Su Zhaoxi glanced out the window, the door was already locked, luckily he didn't lose his key, otherwise he would have to find a lock picker to come over later.

He was about to get out of the car with his things, and Lu Yuanting also got off, Su Zhaoxi's hand to open the door stopped.Didn't they say that they would have a good time and part ways? Could it be possible to invite him up to sit and chat for a while now?Su Zhaoxi was afraid that Lu Yuanting was planning some bad idea, so he stood at the door and dared not open it.

In fact, Lu Yuanting didn't want to do anything to him, but felt that the two of them might never see each other again after he turned around, and felt a little uncomfortable, and also a little bit reluctant, and the tears were spinning uncontrollably.

"Can I give you a hug?"

Lu Yuanting stood in front of the car, Su Zhaoxi stood on the steps.He looked at Lu Yuanting's heartbroken look, and felt a little sad, after all, he was the one he had loved for seven years.

He put down his things and went down to give Lu Yuanting a hug.When the smell of Su Zhaoxi came into his nostrils, Lu Yuanting almost couldn't hold back his tears.He buried his head in his neck and said to him in a slightly sobbing voice: "I won't bother you anymore, take care of yourself and don't meet people like me again."

Su Zhaoxi couldn't stand him like this, she only hugged him for a while and then let go.When Lu Yuanting raised his head, he quickly adjusted his expression and tried his best to maintain a decent face in front of Su Zhaoxi.

"Go back, goodbye."

Su Zhaoxi walked up the steps and took the key to open the door, went in with her things and went directly to the second floor.Lu Yuanting stood below and kept staring at his back until he disappeared at the corner of the stairs and could no longer be seen.

Back in the car, he couldn't help crying, calling Su Zhaoxi's name loudly.He has done many wrong things in his life, but what he regrets the most is losing Su Zhaoxi.If he had known earlier that he loved him so much, he would not have messed around outside. No power, no pleasure, could compare to a Su Zhaoxi who could call his name with a smile.

He is like an abandoned little animal, trapped in a world full of Su Zhaoxi.

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